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Fang Jiayu has been thinking about the past intermittently recently.

Sometimes memories always appear in dreams. In the dream, Yin Cheng is more immature than now, but he is still a little shy when he speaks, his eyes are always twinkling and bright, and he looks very energetic.

The first time Fang Jiayu saw Yin Cheng in his dream, his heart beat faster unconsciously. At that time, Yin Cheng blushed, lowered his head, and asked him in a low voice: "Fang Jiayu, are we together now?" ?”

Then he saw himself nodding his head excitedly, holding Yin Cheng's hand awkwardly.

When Fang Jiayu woke up from the dream, Fang Jiayu still had some thoughts.At first, he didn't realize that these were real things, until the dreams became clearer and familiar, and he could even remember the details of many scenes.

Slowly, he realized that he should have gradually recovered his memory.

Some memories appeared in Fang Jiayu's mind naturally.When passing by a dessert shop by chance, he wondered inexplicably, if he hadn't given Yin Cheng that piece of cake back then, if Yin Cheng hadn't returned to the classroom to get the cake back then, when would they have been able to express their feelings and be together Woolen cloth?

Holding the coffee in his hand, Fang Jiayu laughed inexplicably. After laughing, he froze in place for a long time.

then?cake?

... confession?

He clenched the coffee cup in his hand and looked sideways at the cake shop on the street.

This was the first time he remembered what happened back then in a waking state, perhaps because he was too excited, Fang Jiayu forgot to react for a while.

Then he quickly took out his mobile phone to call the doctor, and excitedly told the doctor what he just remembered.

Slowly, he remembered more and more things, and Fang Jiayu would record these things in his notebook every time he recovered part of his memory.

They confessed to each other, crossed the New Year together, kissed for the first time, slept in the same bed for the first time...

Being discovered by Peng Hui, countless quarrels with parents, mother's tears, father's stick...

And the car accident that year.

During the period of accompanying his mother's surgery and chemotherapy, Fang Jiayu relied on these memories to spend those long and depressing times.

Until a few days ago, the doctor said that he was recovering well, and the blood clot in his brain was slowly dissipating, but he actually didn't plan to tell Yin Cheng at first, thinking that he would wait until his blood clot dissipated, but who knew that he would A moment of negligence allowed Yin Cheng to see the medicine on the cabinet.

Fang Jiayu thought about it for a while, thinking that Yin Cheng knew about it anyway, so he would just tell him all about it, and it would make Yin Cheng less worried.

The phone was quiet for a while, Yin Cheng didn't know what he was doing, and couldn't reply Fang Jiayu's message quickly.

Fang Jiayu was not in a hurry, he just stood up from the stool, patted his clothes, and let the smell of cigarettes out for a while.

"Om - hum -"

【Really?Do you remember?Are you busy there?can i call you 】

Fang Jiayu smiled softly when he saw the text message sent by Yin Cheng, and then typed, [Yes. 】

"Hey?"

"Hey, Fang, Fang Jiayu, do you remember?" Yin Cheng on the phone was a little excited, "Have you recovered your memory?"

"No hurry, no hurry, speak slowly." Fang Jiayu heard his words, "I have recovered, only a part of it has recovered, some of which I probably haven't remembered yet."

"Great, too, great." Yin Cheng held the phone.

"then you……"

The two talked for a while, and then Yin Cheng remembered that Fang Jiayu was in the hospital, "You, don't you need to accompany Auntie?"

"Well, my father is still inside, probably still eating." He called Yin Cheng while walking to the ward.

As he approached the ward, Fang Hui came out with his things.

"Dad." Fang Jiayu shouted.

Fang Hui responded, holding the insulation box that Fang Jiayu brought in his hand.

Fang Jiayu also saw it, and he said, "You don't need to take it back, I'll just take it away tomorrow morning."

"It's okay." Fang Hui waved his hand, "I'll take it home and wash it, and I'll bring you porridge tomorrow morning."

Fang Jiayu didn't say anything after hearing this.

There was another moment of silence between the two.

"Then I'll go in." Fang Jiayu put his hand on the doorknob.

"You..." Fang Hui said.

Fang Jiayu turned around and looked at him.

Fang Hui gritted his teeth, then waved his hands, "It's okay, go, I'm leaving too."

"Ah."

"Be careful." Fang Jiayu said.

Fang Hui turned around and left the ward step by step.

Fang Jiayu looked at his father's back, stood there for a while, and then walked into the ward.

"Jiayu?" Peng Hui heard the sound of the door opening.

"It's me." He sat beside Peng Hui's bed.

Peng Hui turned her head to look at her son, "Today, you didn't cook today's meal, did you?"

"Yeah." Fang Jiayu looked down at the floor, "Yin Cheng is back, he did it."

Peng Hui was a little surprised when she heard this, and looked at him with slightly widened eyes, "He... he's back?"

Did she remember that Yin Cheng went back to City A to see a psychiatrist?Why did you come back so soon?

"He knew you were sick and came back to help."

Peng Hui grabbed the bed sheet and asked with a bit of unsteady breath: "Then... what about his illness? He doesn't see a doctor anymore? Will it have any impact?"

Fang Jiayu frowned slightly when he heard Peng Hui's words, but quickly hid his emotions, "The consultant told him to go back in half a month."

"..." Peng Hui was keenly aware of Fang Jiayu's emotions, and she was a little at a loss.

"Do you still feel unwell today?" Fang Jiayu didn't want to continue this topic with his mother, so he asked.

Peng Hui shook her head lightly, "It's gone, I'm fine today."

"Do you need another pillow? Do you want to sit up a little?"

Peng Hui shook her head again, "No, I'll just do it like this."

Jiayu didn't speak anymore.

One of the two was sitting on a stool, the other was lying on the bed, looking at each other without saying a word, and then they didn't even look at each other at all.

Fang Jiayu took out the little black diary again.

Peng Hui saw the content by accident, and she knew that her son was watching the old things again.

She hesitated for a moment, and then said: "You want to know why, why Yin Cheng was so stimulated later?"

Fang Jiayu stopped what he was doing and looked up at her.

Peng Huigai grabbed the bed sheet with his hand under the quilt, and when he spoke again, his voice was a little hoarse, "You had a car accident, and then changed hospitals because the hospital at that time was afraid that it would not be able to keep you. Your father and I sent you to a better hospital without telling Yin Cheng's family."

"Later Yin Cheng found out that you were gone, so he ran to the door of our house at that time and guarded it for several days." She squinted her eyes halfway as she spoke, as if recalling the scene back then, "Later he finally Met me, he said he wanted to see you, let me take him to you."

"He said that he only needs to take a look at you, and he won't bother us again."

Peng Hui looked sideways at Fang Jiayu, her eyes were not bright, "But I didn't do that, I lied to him."

"I lied to him that..."

Fang Jiayu stared at his mother on the bed, clenching his teeth tightly.

"Say you're dead."

Suddenly, he stood up from the stool.

The stool rubbed against the floor, making a piercing screeching sound.

When she said this, Peng Hui had a painful look on her face, and she trembled, "I, I..."

"I lied to him and said something to irritate him, that's why he was so afraid of me, and that's why he had such a big reaction after seeing me."

The author says:

Alright, I'm done explaining about Mother Fang!