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"Do you still have a headache today? Do you still feel like vomiting?" Fang Jiayu pushed open the door, holding an insulated lunch box in his hand.

"Good today, much better." Yin Cheng lay on the bed and shook his head. He looked at Fang Jiayu, feeling a little unreal in his heart.

Fang Jiayu approached and opened the lunch box, "I'll have some porridge today, and spare rib soup."

"I know, I know." Yin Cheng said.

Afterwards, he didn't say anything, and started to eat quietly. Fang Jiayu at the side didn't know what to say. The two of them just kept silent, and there was an awkward atmosphere in the ward.

Yin Cheng didn't know how to talk to Fang Jiayu.

How should he explain his current situation to Fang Jiayu?Said that he was sober now, and remembered that he had returned to a normal person?

But Yin Cheng thought back to the days after he reunited with Fang Jiayu, and he was sure that Fang Jiayu didn't remember him.

Or maybe it was Yin Cheng who didn't remember.

He also wanted to ask Fang Jiayu how he had been in the past few years, whether he was happy or not, and whether he had met someone new he liked before reuniting with him.

But Yin Cheng didn't ask a word.

Except for crying a lot when he just woke up and saying a few incomprehensible words, Yin Cheng never cried again, as if he just fell down in an ordinary way and nothing happened. Lying quietly on the bed, she didn't tell Fang Jiayu that she was in pain with red eyes, nor did she hold his hand to act like a baby.

Because he thinks he looks bad now.

A failed adult with no success and some dementia.

At that time, I failed to take the college entrance examination because of my body and spirit. I didn’t have a degree, and I didn’t have a skill later. I was afraid of contacting outsiders, and I stuttered. When I was sick some time ago, I didn’t know anything like a fool.

Yin Cheng lowered his head and stirred the porridge in the bowl, taking a sip from time to time, but was unable to speak again for a long time.

Fang Jiayu on the side also looked preoccupied.

After Yin Cheng woke up, Fang Jiayu was sensitive to the change in him, but Fang Jiayu didn't ask anything.

They all have their own concerns and concerns.

Fang Jiayu desperately wanted to get back the lost memory. He wanted to ask Yin Cheng if he still liked him after waking up?

If you like it, do you like him now or the him back then?

He couldn't remember what he was like back then, and he didn't know what Yin Cheng was like back then, but he knew that he was crazily jealous of Fang Jiayu at this moment.

Jealous of Yin Cheng who Fang Jiayu had at that time.

Will Yin Cheng stick to him obediently like some time ago, act like a baby to him shyly, and tell him that he likes it frankly?

But he also blamed himself a little bit back then.

He really wanted to ask Fang Jiayu why he failed to protect Yin Cheng and why he was wronged so much.

Why did he forget about him after being good at asserting...

Fortunately, Fang Jiayu lost Yin Cheng, but met him again when he was 26 years old.

Fang Jiayu clenched his hand into a fist unconsciously, and made a decision in his heart.

He wants to go back, back to his high school back then, back to the place where he lived with his parents, back to that vigorous and heart-wrenching summer.

He wants to think of the memories related to Yin Cheng.

"Fang, Fang Jiayu." Yin Cheng observed Fang Jiayu calmly, feeling a little sad after seeing his cold expression.

Fang Jiayu's thinking was interrupted, he raised his head and looked at Yin Cheng, "What's wrong?"

"I, when can I be discharged from the hospital?" Yin Cheng moved his body uncomfortably, "I, I don't want to stay here anymore."

He tugged at his hospital gown in disgust. He hadn't showered for several days, and he always felt that his body stinks.

Fang Jiayu was taken aback by his question, then stood up and said, "I'll ask the doctor." After that, he walked out of the ward.

Yin Cheng watched him walk away, and just when he was about to look away, he accidentally saw a figure at the door.

The person opposite also noticed Yin Cheng's eyes, froze, and hid behind the door in a panic.

Yin Cheng was also lying stiffly on the bed at the moment, he blinked his eyes, a little unsure if that figure was Peng Hui, after all, he hadn't seen him for several years, and he had some problems with his body.

After a while, Fang Jiayu returned to the ward, "The doctor said that he can leave the hospital during this time, when do you want to leave?"

Yin Cheng thought for a while, bit his lips, "Wait, wait until Mom and Dad arrive, and I'll be discharged from the hospital."

Fang Jiayu paused, "Okay."

He didn't even dare to ask Yin Cheng if he was going back to their home, or the one that belonged to Yin Cheng and his parents.

Yin Cheng knew that Fang Jiayu understood what he said, but he didn't ask anything, and he didn't even care about it.

He bit his lip, depressed.

Sure enough...

Fang Jiayu doesn't like him now...

Yin Cheng slowly hid in the quilt, unwilling to face Fang Jiayu, he buried himself in the quilt, thinking, if Fang Jiayu really doesn't like him now, what should he do?

Do you want to ask Fang Jiayu what kind of him he likes?

If Fang Jiayu likes the silly Yin Cheng, he can also pretend to be stupid, and he can become like this in the past few months.

Fang Jiayu felt that the silence in the room was a bit suffocating, he coughed in a panic, and then looked away, "Have you finished eating?"

"Yeah." Yin Cheng responded softly.

"Then I'll clean up these things, and you can have a good rest." Fang Jiayu hurriedly took away the bowls on the table, and then walked out in disorderly steps.

Yin Cheng covered his head with the quilt, breathing heavily, he bit his lips tightly, his eye sockets became hotter and hotter, and his vision gradually blurred.

How to do…

If Fang Jiayu really doesn't like him, what should he do?

As soon as Fang Jiayu came out of the ward, he ran into Peng Hui. He paused and looked at the woman sitting not far away with a complicated expression.

"Mom." Fang Jiayu still decided to step forward, "Why are you here?"

Peng Hui raised her head when she heard the voice. She looked at her mature and stable son, and grabbed her clothes in a daze, "I, let me take a look."

"He's fine, you can go home." Fang Jiayu was still eating some leftover food with Yin Cheng in his hand.

Peng Hui saw what was in his hand, "Let me wash it." After speaking, she raised her hand to take it.

But he didn't want Fang Jiayu to move and avoid Peng Hui's hand by chance. He looked at his mother and said flatly, "It's okay. I'll come. You're tired too. Go back and have a rest."

Peng Hui didn't dare to ponder whether Fang Jiayu's actions were coincidental or deliberate, her eyes were red, "You...are you blaming me?"

Ever since she told Fang Jiayu some things about that year, Fang Jiayu's attitude has undergone some subtle changes. This feeling made Peng Hui a little scared, as if she had returned to Fang Jiayu's high school days. They were obviously mother and son. But always with alienation.

Fang Jiayu didn't immediately reply to Peng Hui's words, he was silent for a while, and then said: "Mom, I don't blame you, and I'm not angry either."

He looked out the window, "It's been so many years, and I can't remember what happened back then, so I can't say whether I blame you or not."

"I just hope you can tell me more clearly about what happened back then."

Peng Hui trembled her lips, and in the end she just said: "Yes, it was my mother who made a mistake."

Fang Jiayu turned to look at her, frowning slightly, "What did you do? The car accident was just an accident, and no one can be blamed for it."

Why did Yin Cheng's first reaction when he woke up was to confirm that he was still alive?

Peng Hui turned her head away, with tears in her eyes.

Fang Jiayu looked at the haggard woman in front of him, then restrained his emotions, slowly opened his brows, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, Mom, I was too excited."

He rubbed his brows, "If you really don't want to say it, let it go."

When Yin Cheng was discharged from the hospital, he had plenty of time to investigate what happened back then.

The two were deadlocked for a while, and Peng Hui still didn't explain what happened back then. In the end, Fang Jiayu backed down and called a car for Peng Hui to take her home.

It was the home of Peng Hui and Fang Hui.

It's not his and Yin Cheng's.

Fang Jiayu watched his mother get into the car and gradually moved away, and he was relieved.

He deliberately concealed the fact that Yin Cheng's parents would come tomorrow, he just didn't want Peng Hui and Yin Cheng's parents to meet, and he didn't want Yin Cheng to be further stimulated.

Fang Jiayu occupied the spot for a while, then sighed, and then went back to Yin Cheng's ward.

Yin Cheng in the room was already asleep, and was affected by a concussion. During this time, he always had headaches from time to time, and he was also a little drowsy.

Fang Jiayu asked the doctor and he was relieved after confirming that this was normal, but it didn't make him completely relieved.

What he has always cared about is that this time when Yin Cheng saw his mother was stimulated and regained his memory, then why did he lose his memory back then?

Fang Jiayu looked at Yin Cheng in his sleep, and reached out to gently stroke his cheek.

What to do, if Yin Cheng likes Fang Jiayu, what should he do?

Do you want to pretend to be an immature youth, and then have a youthful campus love with Yin Cheng?

The more Fang Jiayu thought about it, the more outrageous he became, and he even wanted to bring Yin Cheng back to school and experience middle school again.

After thinking a lot, he sighed, and lightly touched Yin Cheng's bandaged forehead.

"It must be very painful..." Fang Jiayu said softly, "You are so afraid of pain, but you didn't say anything this time." Then he withdrew his hand, sat on the stool and looked at Yin Cheng quietly.

After sitting for an unknown amount of time, he stood up and walked to the side of the small bed, taking off his coat with his back to Yin Cheng, without seeing the trembling eyelashes of the person on the bed.

Then a tear fell silently, as if quietly pouring out Yin Cheng's grievances.

Yin Cheng turned over gently after confirming that Fang Jiayu was asleep, and looked at Fang Jiayu's figure lying on the bed.

He asked silently: "Why, why didn't you comfort me..."

"Why... why don't you want to hug me..."

"Just, just like before, kiss, kiss my face, and, or simply hold hands..."

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