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Yin Cheng was a coward in high school, and he is still now.

It's just that back then he only dared to secretly fall in love with Fang Jiayu, and would only secretly take out his test papers in the office when he was correcting the teacher's test papers, and read Fang Jiayu's composition word by word, only when he was divided into a class. Talk to Fang Jiayu in the physical education class of the group.

He clumsily fell in love with a classmate, but never showed his love.

Until by chance, on the way home from school, he remembered something he forgot to bring—it was a small cake that Fang Jiayu gave him casually, and he kept it in the drawer and was reluctant to eat it.

But if he didn't bring it home today, he wouldn't be able to get to school until Monday, and the cake would definitely be uneatable by that time.

After thinking about it, he decided to go back the same way to get his beloved little cake.

Before entering the classroom, he saw a figure through the window, but Yin Cheng didn't think much, and walked in recklessly.

The people in the classroom were startled by his intrusion, and quickly lowered their heads.

Yin Cheng was stunned, and stopped, seeing Fang Jiayu's appearance at this time, he was inexplicably flustered.

The immature boy said awkwardly, with some caution in his tone, "Fang Jiayu, what's wrong with you?"

Fang Jiayu turned his head to look out of the window, and answered Yin Cheng sullenly: "It's okay."

"But…"

But I saw you cry.

Yin Cheng thought for a while, but still didn't say these words.

As he approached, he saw the test paper Fang Jiayu was holding in his hand.

Yin Cheng remembered that this time Fang Jiayu's composition was off topic, and the Chinese teacher gave him a low score. At that time, Yin Cheng was also in the office. He looked at the teacher writing the number with a red pen and left it with some dissatisfaction. pouted.

But he didn't expect Fang Jiayu to cry because of this matter.

He stood in front of Fang Jiayu's desk, thinking about when he cried because of his grades.

Fang Jiayu sniffed, and said with some dissatisfaction, "What are you doing?"

His words brought Yin Cheng back to his senses. He looked down at Fang Jiayu, wanting to comfort him, but he didn't know what to say.

He swallowed his saliva, and then stammered, "You, don't cry... you just failed the exam once..."

Little did he know that his words irritated Fang Jiayu even more. The self-esteem of a young man was strong yet fragile. Fang Jiayu, who was still very face-saving at that time, stood up, looked at Yin Cheng with red eyes, and looked inexplicably like an angry little lion. He strongly denied himself: "I didn't cry!"

Yin Cheng was inexplicably violent by the person he liked, and his heart was beating faster. He didn't know what he had done wrong. He was clearly trying to comfort him, but he didn't expect Fang Jiayu to say such a thing.

He boldly said, "Then, then don't yell at me!"

Now it was Fang Jiayu's turn to be dazed, Yin Cheng didn't talk much on weekdays, and always liked to stay quietly, but he rarely saw Yin Cheng in such agitated mood.

Yin Cheng regretted it after the murder, he shouldn't have yelled at Fang Jiayu, Fang Jiayu was already very sad.

Then Fang Jiayu saw that the face of the person in front of him turned pale, and then began to turn red inexplicably. Just when he was feeling puzzled, Yin Cheng reached out and hugged him.

Fang Jiayu trembled all over and was about to push away the person in front of him, when he heard Yin Cheng say: "No, it's okay, you just made a mistake this time, don't, don't care too much... Your grades are so good, you will definitely do well in the next exam Yes." After speaking, he still imitated the people in the TV series, and reached out to pat Fang Jiayu's back.

Fang Jiayu was a head taller than Yin Cheng, and there was a desk between the two of them, so Yin Cheng had to stand on tiptoes to complete the movement of hugging Fang Jiayu, but even so, he was still a bit reluctant to hug Fang Jiayu.

The posture of the two of them looked a little funny at this moment, but no one would care about it.

Fang Jiayu was hugged by his classmate suddenly, and he also received a clumsy comfort. The refreshing smell of Yin Cheng also surrounded him. He felt a little baffled in his heart, but there was more comfort, which calmed down the irritability he had brought from home. , depression, finally he thought about it, but he still didn't raise his hand to push Yin Cheng away.

But after Yin Cheng hugged Fang Jiayu, his mind went blank. He was just impulsive. Now that he hugged someone, he regretted it. Fang Jiayu would definitely push him away, think him a psychopath, and maybe hate him because of it.

He closed his eyes, waiting for Fang Jiayu's rejection, but after waiting for a while, Fang Jiayu raised his arms and hugged him instead.

This action surprised and delighted Yin Cheng, he didn't expect to get Fang Jiayu's response, and panic followed.

Why did Fang Jiayu do this?Does that mean he doesn't hate himself?

What should he do?Should we let go of Fang Jiayu, or hold him tighter?

Just when Yin Cheng was thinking wildly, Fang Jiayu lowered his head and said slowly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have yelled at you just now."

Yin Cheng's ears were itchy from Fang Jiayu's breathing, and they were slightly hot. He moved his ears quietly, but he didn't know that his poor ears had turned red.

Fang Jiayu didn't notice any changes in him, "I've been under too much pressure these days, and I can't control my emotions, thank you for comforting me." After speaking, Fang Jiayu easily dismissed Yin Cheng.

He opened the distance between the two, looked at Yin Cheng squarely, "Thank you for your comfort."

Yin Cheng regained his footing and quietly moved his feet. They felt a little sore after standing on tiptoe for too long.

"It's all right," he said.

Fang Jiayu stretched out his hand, "Are we friends?"

Yin Cheng froze for a moment, then stretched out his hand, "Yes!"

He didn't expect to have such a surprise today, that he could become friends with Fang Jiayu.

The two who became friends slowly approached, Yin Cheng's grades were not as good as Fang Jiayu's, Fang Jiayu offered to give him extra lessons, and later asked the teacher to apply for a change of position.

They became tablemates.

Fang Jiayu's supplementary tuition fee is the breakfast that appears on the desk every day on time.

Yin Cheng always arrives earlier than him, and puts the bought breakfast on his desk. He even brings a glass of watermelon juice in summer, and warm milk in winter.

"My mother warmed it up, and she asked me to bring it to you." Yin Cheng took out the milk in his bosom, "Drink it quickly, or it will get cold later."

Fang Jiayu smiled and did not shirk, "Say thank you to Auntie for me."

Yin Cheng's ears were red again, he turned his head to look at the textbook on the table, "You're welcome."

Yin Cheng had a very happy time when he and Fang Jiayu became friends and sat at the same table that winter.

They were sophomores at that time.

Time passed quickly, and they ushered in the winter vacation of the third year of high school.

Yin Cheng watched the fireworks outside the window, holding the phone in his hand.

He grinned, this was the second happy new year he was about to say to Fang Jiayu.

Yin Cheng looked at the sky and listened to the children playing outside the window.

He thought, he wanted to say countless happy new year to Fang Jiayu.

As a classmate, as a friend.

However, there is one missing lover's place.

Yin Cheng secretly fell in love with Fang Jiayu, but never thought of being with him.

"Fang Jiayu, happy new year." Yin Cheng said.

Fang Jiayu chuckled on the phone, "Happy New Year, Xiaocheng."

In this new year, Yin Cheng's parents took him to the temple and prayed for a peace talisman for him.

Yin Cheng knelt on the futon, closed his eyes, and was devout in his heart.

"May God bless your parents with long life and wealth, and be happy with your heart."

"Baofang Jiayu can be admitted to Tsinghua University, healthy and healthy."

Before leaving, Yin Cheng couldn't help but bought a peace talisman.

Holding that little thing, he wondered if he would laugh at his superstition when he showed it to Fang Jiayu, and would he feel that he was unnecessary.

Suddenly, a message from Fang Jiayu came.

【returned home? 】

Yin Cheng smiled. He told Fang Jiayu about his itinerary for today, so he typed back:

[Not yet, but soon. 】

【Okay, then tell me when you get home. 】

【it is good. 】

"It's different when you have someone you like." Yin's mother Xie Qiyu joked, "It's happiness when Chengcheng smiles."

Yin Cheng stretched out his hand to cover half of his face, and said in a muffled voice, "Mom, why are you doing this?"

On the night of Chinese New Year's Eve, Yin Cheng took the initiative to confess his sexual orientation to his parents. He knelt on the floor and was too nervous to say a word. He was so sad that he had to do so after hurting his parents.

Unexpectedly, Yin Wenzhuo and Xie Qiyu did not lose their temper because of this, but calmly asked Yin Cheng a series of questions.

The immature boy couldn't stand his parents' cross-examination, so he had no choice but to tell the whole story honestly.

He has been secretly in love with his classmate for two years, they are very good friends, he has never dared to confess nor thought about it.

Xie Qiyu was relieved to hear this, at least Yin Cheng didn't meet any weird people outside, and it was because he became aware of his sexual orientation, rather than being deliberately turned on by others.

Yin Cheng is very fortunate to have enlightened parents, but sometimes he is troubled by them.

For example, now, Xie Qiyu is teasing him about Fang Jiayu again, and even nicknamed him, coward.

Yin Cheng didn't deny it, and accepted the nickname calmly, but his mother's teasing always made him a little uncontrollable, his cheeks would always blush, and his ears would warm up.

"Let Xiao Fang Jiayu come to my house for dinner tonight." Xie Qiyu said, "Mom hasn't seen Xiao Fang Jiayu for a long time, I miss him."

Yin Cheng felt a little helpless, "Mom, his name is not Xiaofang Jiayu."

Xie Qiyu selectively ignored his words, "Are you free tonight? Quickly ask, so I can call auntie to buy groceries."

When Fang Jiayu received the invitation, he naturally accepted it happily. He wanted to go out to get some fresh air and escape from this oppressive home, and he still had a very important thing to do.

Xie Qiyu giggled happily when she knew that Fang Jiayu was coming, and then hurriedly took Father Yin into the kitchen to prepare a sumptuous meal for the two boys, and even opened a bottle of red wine with great interest.

"Is little Fang Jiayu an adult?" Mother Yin looked at Fang Jiayu with a smile while holding a wine glass.

Fang Jiayu nodded, "It's eighteen, Auntie." He took the wine glass, "Thank you Auntie."

Xie Qiyu nodded, "It's okay." Then he turned his head and looked at Yin Cheng, "You are not yet of age, so you can't drink alcohol." After saying that, he handed him a can of Coke, reached out and patted Yin Cheng's face. Head, "Chengcheng will grow up soon, and then he can drink with his mother."

Yin Cheng pursed his lips, angry and did not speak.

Fang Jiayu on the side smiled secretly while holding a wine glass.

So cute.

he thinks.

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