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"Hello?" Fang Jiayu answered the phone after parking the car. He held the phone between his shoulders and ears, and picked up the briefcase with his right hand. "What's wrong with you?"

The person on the other side of the phone didn't know what to say, Fang Jiayu frowned slightly, opened the car door and took the phone with his left hand, "I told you, I've been very busy recently, and I've been busy these days I don't have time to chat with a stranger."

"Men? Men can't do it either, I don't have time just to see each other."

"I'm only 26 years old, I'm still young, why are you in a hurry." Fang Jiayu said.

The person on the phone said something more.

"Crack." The car door was closed by him.

As he walked home, he responded to the person on the phone, "I don't want to find a partner, I haven't thought about getting a partner yet."

"I just want to get things done at work first, so don't worry about it, okay?"

"No, don't make blind dates for me anymore. It's not just a matter of time. I don't have that idea at all. Isn't it just to embarrass others by letting me go? I'm not in a hurry, and don't worry about it Let’s let this kind of thing take its course, there’s no point in worrying.”

Fang Jiayu felt tired of saying these things, but his mother still didn't give up on letting him have sex, "Mother, don't call me to go on a blind date."

Strange to say, Fang Jiayu has never seen a parent who would be so anxious for their children to get married, let alone he is gay.

There are not many gays around him who come out of the closet, but there are not many parents who are so worried about life-long events at his age.

Fang Jiayu had been busy at the company all day, and when he finally got home, he received a call from his mother urging him to find a partner. After hanging up the phone, the good mood to get off work was long gone.

Fang Jiayu and his parents get along pretty well on weekdays. It can't be said how close they are, but at least they can get along peacefully, but as long as they talk about dating, they have to break up unhappy.His parents always asked him to find another boyfriend to date, but he never thought about meeting people for love.

The word "re-" was said by his mother during a quarrel. Fang Jiayu only thought it was funny when he heard it.

He has never been in a relationship, where did the "re-" come from.

Parents are always worried about their children's lifelong affairs. They even questioned why Fang Jiayu didn't have a partner and why he didn't want to go on a blind date.

Fang Jiayu is not sick, both physically and mentally, both are healthy.

But he just didn't want to have a date, and he even showed some resistance to this matter.

Friends around him also asked him why he didn't have a date, he didn't even have a friend with benefits or an ambiguous partner, and the surroundings were as clean as someone with a cold personality.

At that time, Fang Jiayu shook the wine glass in his hand, wondering what he was thinking.

The friend saw that he didn't seem to want to answer this question, and then turned to talk to other people.

As for the reason, only Fang Jiayu knew - he felt that he had someone in his heart.

I don't know who that person is, whether that person is a man or a woman, or even if that person is still alive in this world, but he has been thinking about that person all the time, for several years.

Fang Jiayu couldn't figure out the reason, and he couldn't figure out who that person was.

So he doesn't want to be with others.

If you really want to be with others for the sake of making a living, you will not only disgust yourself, but also feel sorry for the person who chooses to be with you.

He drank the wine in the glass and took his coat to say goodbye to his friends. He sat in the taxi thinking about this matter in a daze, and struggled for a long time but failed to find out the truth.

After a long time, he simply didn't pursue it. If he couldn't figure it out, let it go. If he didn't want to date someone, he wouldn't have one.

In this way until now, no one else has appeared around Fang Jiayu.

He didn't listen carefully to what the person on the other end of the phone said, and then said perfunctorily: "Well, I know, I will take care of myself. As long as I don't let me go on a blind date or see any little boy."

He glanced casually, and suddenly found something strange at the door of his house.

Could it be someone without public morality who threw garbage at his door, Fang Jiayu thought, frowning.

As soon as I got closer, I realized what kind of rubbish it was, and it was a person.

a living person.

"Mom, I have something to do here, so I'll hang up first." Fang Jiayu hurriedly stepped forward to take a look.

The man curled up at Fang Jiayu's doorway, as if he had passed out but didn't feel like it, he must have fallen asleep in a daze, his body was shivering from the cold, shaking from time to time, every time he was about to touch the door Suddenly stopped.

The person in front of him was wearing dirty clothes. Looking carefully, it should be a light blue down jacket.

I don't know what this person has gone through to make this clothes so dirty. His hair is dirty and long, and his eyes are covered by bangs, which makes Fang Jiayu not clear about this person's appearance. There are also some chilblains on the skin, and the nipples in these places have even cracked and ooze blood.

It looks pathetic.

Fang Jiayu has a little cleanliness, and the person in front of him is too dirty, and this person is inexplicably stuck at his door, which makes him feel some resistance.

But he can't just leave him alone, if the weather is so cold and he is locked outside and left alone, this person will definitely freeze to death.So he reached out and found a spot on the man's down jacket that was not so dirty and patted it lightly, "Hi, do you need help?"

The man seemed to be startled by him, he shook his body and then curled up even more.

Fang Jiayu frowned slightly, "Sir, do you need help? Do you need to call the police?" He repeated.

Only then did the dirty man hear Fang Jiayu's words clearly, and he slowly raised his head to look at Fang Jiayu.

Strange to say, this man's face was dirty, but his eyes were bright.

Fang Jiayu's frown deepened when he saw the man's face. Why was this man's face flushed from the cold? How long had he been sitting outside the house.

"I...I..." the man faltered, his voice sounded like a mosquito buzzing.

Fang Jiayu bent down and turned sideways, waiting for the man to speak, but the next second the dirty man threw himself into his arms, Fang Jiayu was thrown backward by him without any precaution, and the two tied up He fell firmly to the ground.

Fortunately, there was a layer of snow on the ground, and Fang Jiayu's down jacket and hat padded another layer for him so as not to let his brain come into close contact with the ground, but such a fall also made him a little choked up.

After the dizziness passed, Fang Jiayu pushed away the man on his body and got up from the ground. While patting the snow on his body, he said, "If you don't leave, I will call the police."

"I tried to communicate with you just now, but judging from your reaction, it seems that you don't want me to help."

After he finished speaking, he realized that the man was still sitting on the ground, looking at him without blinking.

"Please leave this place." He didn't know how this man managed to escape the security guard's eyes and ran to his door.

The man followed his finger and looked over, it was the location of the gate.

His eyes rolled slowly, and then he realized that Fang Jiayu was driving him away.

After reacting, he quickly crawled to Fang Jiayu's side and hugged his thigh, while holding his leg tightly, he faltered and said: "I won't go, little one, Xiaocheng won't go."

This time Jiayu heard what the man said, he moved his legs to try to let the man loosen, but he didn't expect that the arms holding his thighs tightened even more.

"Let go." Fang Jiayu bent down and looked at him.

"No, don't go...I won't go, no, don't drive me away."

"Let's let us talk about these things." Fang Jiayu was a little helpless.

The man shook his head, and then repeated what he said before: "I, I won't go."

"I know, I know, I won't drive you away." Fang Jiayu slowly noticed some differences between this man and ordinary people from his actions and words.

"It's cold on the ground, get up, I won't drive you away." He said while pulling the man up from the ground.

The man let go of his hand slowly after hearing Fang Jiayu say that he would not drive him away. He foolishly let Fang Jiayu pull him up from the ground and watched Fang Jiayu pat the snow on his body.

"Where are you from? Did you get lost accidentally?" Fang Jiayu asked after patting the snow on his body.

After hearing what he said, the man rolled his eyes slowly again, then shook his head and said slowly: "No, no. I am, I am here to find you."

Fang Jiayu felt a little funny after hearing his words, "But I don't know you."

"I don't know the Xiaocheng you mentioned either."

The man lowered his head after hearing his words, and his two naked hands were entangled together helplessly.

Fang Jiayu looked at the top of his head. The man's hair was very dirty, with some snow in it. I don't know if it was caught when he fell just now, or the snow fell on it after he waited outside for too long.

After waiting for a while, he didn't get the man's answer, so he bent down slightly to see the man's expression.

When Fang Jiayu narrowed the distance between the two of them slightly and saw the man's expression, he realized that the man was crying.

The man wept silently.

Even though his face was flushed from crying, he didn't make a sound.

Fang Jiayu never let go of his frown, but he still asked in a calm tone: "Why are you crying?"

After a while, the man shook his head, but didn't speak.

"Why are you crying?" he asked again.

Only this time, there was still no answer.

Fang Jiayu raised his hand and looked at his watch, it was getting late.

"Give you two options. The first one is that I will send you to the police station now. The second one is to live in my house temporarily. I can provide you with a temporary residence, and then when I go to work the next day Send you away by the way." Fang Jiayu said, and then he added: "It's better to send you to the police station."

"They'll help you find your family, and it won't be long before you join your family."

The man shook his head again, reached out and quietly grabbed Fang Jiayu's down jacket.

Fang Jiayu naturally also noticed his movements, but seeing the man's red eyes and slight crying, he relented and didn't pull back his clothes. He just let the man pull hard and waited quietly for his answer.

He waited patiently for a while, then raised his hand and looked at his watch. Three minutes had passed.

"Since you don't choose, I'll help you choose one."

The man stood there in a daze holding the hem of his clothes, neither speaking nor leaving.

"You will temporarily stay at my house tonight, and I will take you away tomorrow." Fang Jiayu said, and then he walked towards the door.

The man held his hand by the hem of his clothes and refused to let go, but obediently followed Fang Jiayu step by step.

At the door of the house, Fang Jiayu stopped and tried to unlock it with his fingerprints, but he was bumped by someone behind him, causing his fingers to crooked.

The door failed to open.

The man behind him took a step back somewhat helplessly, and then seemed to feel that it was too far away, so he moved his feet quietly, narrowing the distance between them.

Fang Jiayu sighed, then recorded his fingerprints again, and then opened the door, and he walked into the room, "Come in."

The man walked in slowly. He glanced at the clean floor and then at his dirty shoes.

It seemed that he felt a little embarrassed, so he didn't want to follow Fang Jiayu inside.

Fang Jiayu took two steps and felt the clothes tighten behind him, and turned around only to find that the man had stopped.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

The author says:

Fang Jiayu: Don't love me, there is no result.