walk through spring with you

Yan Ran ran out of the bedroom, wanting to go out to find Xiao Zichong.His mood was so eager, he really wanted to see Xiao Zichong right away, even if he didn't say anything, just looking at him, Yan Ran would be very satisfied.

Sitting in the living room with Aunt Du and watching Yan Ran’s grandma, when Yan Ran opened the bedroom door, she looked at Yan Ran, and seeing Yan Ran’s nervous face, she asked: “Of course, do you want to eat pears? Pears are watery and sweet."

Yan Ran had to stop and stand there obediently.

In the past two years in high school, Yan Ran has grown a lot taller, about 175 centimeters. It may be because of too much academic pressure. No matter how his grandma makes delicious food for him, he can't gain weight. He is still thin now Like a bamboo pole, with a small face and big eyes, although he is 17 years old, he still looks like a child.

Grandma always loves to take care of and teach him like a child.

Seeing that Yan Ran didn't answer, grandma said, "Don't you want to eat?"

Yan Ran quickly shook his head, and grandma continued: "I know you want to go out, what are you going to do? Now that you have just finished the college entrance examination, those students who have finished the exam think that they are chickens that have come out of the cage, flapping their wings everywhere. Something. I've been sitting at home every day for the past few days, and I don't play cards. I just want to watch you. Why don't you try going out now?!"

Grandma is about to be 80 years old, but her spirit is strong and her thinking is clear. Yan Ran can't beat her.Besides, Yan Ran knew that she was old and didn't dare to make her worry, so she didn't dare not to obey her orders.

Yan Ran had no choice but to stand silently in the living room, frowning slightly, after thinking about it, he had to settle for the next best thing, and said, "Can I call Xiao Zichong? He finished the college entrance examination today."

Grandma breathed a sigh of relief and said, "You can call, but if he tells you to go out, you can't go out."

Yan Ran had no choice but to agree, went to pick up the handset to make a call, and dialed the landline number of Xiao Zichong's home, but no one answered.Yan Ran thought for a while, and then dialed Xiao Zichong's father's cell phone number, but it reminded him that the cell phone was in the middle of a call.

Yan Ran was a little disappointed and had to hang up the phone.

Grandma kept staring at Yan Ran, and said at this time: "Xiao Zichong has finished his college entrance examination, and his family has relatives who want to care about him, and you are the only friend who cares about him. There must be other friends who want to call him. You may not be able to get in touch with him. I see you, you should go back to your room to study first, after two days, Xiao Zichong is done socializing, you can contact him again, and you will be in touch naturally."

Yan Ran thought about it, and had no choice but to agree, and went back to the bedroom, but when he returned to the room, he had no intention of studying, and was just in a daze when facing the book. After a while, he thought that Xiao Zichong might be going to college. From now on, I and him are far apart, and it is difficult to see each other. Thinking of this, he feels sad and lies on the desk. On the one hand, he is at a loss, not wanting to think about anything, and on the other hand, he is very pessimistic. Started hitting his nerves.

For the future, he should have a lot of yearning, but because he knew that he would lose Xiao Zichong in the future, he didn't want to get in touch with those futures.

Yan Ran opened the Chinese document and looked at Gui Youguang's "Xiang Jixuan Zhi".

At the end of the second year of high school, they have completed all the courses of the three years of high school. By the time of the third year of high school, they will spend the whole year reviewing, summarizing and practicing all the courses and knowledge.

Yan Ran is a person full of emotions, so it is easy to fall in love with works like "Xiang Ji Xuan Zhi".

"Since Yu has this ambition, in the next five years, my wife came back, and when I went to Xuanzhong, I asked about ancient things from Yu, or learned a few books. My wife returned to Ning, and told all the younger sisters: "I heard that my sister's family has a pavilion, and what is a pavilion? Also?' In the next six years, my wife died, and the room was damaged and not repaired. In the next two years, Yu Jiu was sick and bored, so people rebuilt the Nangezi, and the system was slightly different from the previous one. live.

There is a loquat tree in the courtyard, which was planted by my wife when she died, and now it is as graceful as a canopy. "

Yan Ran read this text once, and then recited it softly in a daze. For some reason, he was only 17 years old, but he seemed to have experienced marriage and loss of his beloved wife, so that he couldn't hold back, tears gushed from his eyes He had no choice but to quickly take a tissue from the tissue box to wipe his tears.

At this time, there was a knock on the door of the room. Yan Ran wiped his tears and got up to open the door. He knew that it was grandma who was knocking on the door. If he didn't open the door, grandma would keep knocking. Grandma is too old to stand it. Get into trouble with her.

As the door opened, what was in front of him was not grandma who needed him to look down, but Xiao Zichong who needed him to look up.

"?!" Yan Ran looked at the person in front of him in shock. For a moment, his mind went blank. He didn't expect it to be Xiao Zichong.

Xiao Zichong used to have to shave his hair every month, but during the period of the college entrance examination, there is a saying here that it is unlucky to have a haircut before the college entrance examination, so his family does not let him have a haircut, so that now his hair is long enough to cover his ears He reached out and wiped the hair on his forehead back.He originally had a smile on his face, but when he found that Yan Ran's eyes were red and tears were still in his eyes, he immediately suppressed the smile on his face, looked at Yan Ran with some surprise and concern, and asked, "What's the matter?" ?”

Yan Ran let him into the bedroom, and quickly closed the door to prevent grandma from coming to ask questions again.

Yan Ran hasn't seen Xiao Zichong for quite a while, he really wants to hug the person in front of him, but he knows he can't do that.

He thought that he would be very happy and joyful when he saw Xiao Zichong, but he was not. He still felt sad and painful. He wanted to force a smile, but he just forced a smile. It was uglier than crying, after Xiao Zichong looked at him in astonishment, he said more worriedly: "What's wrong, did something bad happen?"

Yan Ran shook his head, "I'm fine. How did you do in the exam?"

Xiao Zichong wanted to reach out his hand to wipe the tears stained on his cheeks, but he stretched his fingers halfway, and he took his hand back again, saying: "I'm done with the exam, just wait for the results, don't think too much. It's you, why are you crying?" Don't lie to me that I didn't cry. I'm not stupid, can't I see it?"

Yan Ran walked slowly to the desk, looked down at the textbooks on the desk, and said, "It's nothing, I just memorized "Xiang Jixuan Zhi" and expressed my feelings."

"Ah?" Xiao Zichong heard this explanation, and after being surprised, he thought again that Yan Ran might indeed be the kind of character who would cry for "Xiang Jixuan Zhi".After thinking for a while, he said: "Is it because the thing that'there is a loquat tree in the garden, which was planted by my wife when she died, and it is as graceful as a roof now' is not a person but a cry?"

Yan Ran looked back at him, Xiao Zichong was wearing a summer school uniform - he is already a boy who is about to turn 17, if he forgets to shave, he will see stubble, and his face is not as soft as before Tender, with more edges and corners, his eyes are deeper and more aggressive than before, making people feel the oppression he brings to others, and at the same time let Yan Ran know that he is not the Xiao Zichong he used to be, Yan Ran Feel something strange from him.

Yan Ran looked at Xiao Zichong, tears filled his eyes again, but he didn't answer.

Xiao Zichong looked at Yan Ran worriedly, and always felt that Yan Ran's eyes seemed to be talking, like clear lake water behind a mist. Xiao Zichong couldn't understand the deep meaning in his eyes, but felt a kind of intoxication and heartbreak. a feeling of.

Xiao Zichong panicked for a while, and looked at Yan Ran silently, Yan Ran seemed to have recovered, and quickly turned his gaze to the other side.

Just after the college entrance examination, Xiao Zichong, who was very excited, suddenly felt sad. He understood Yan Ran's feelings a little bit. Yan Ran must be sad because he was going to go to college after the college entrance examination, but Yan Ran wanted to bless himself, so , he couldn't express this reluctance and sadness to himself.

Xiao Zichong forced a smile and walked up to Yan Ran. After realizing his feelings for Yan Ran, he tried his best to control himself and reduce his physical contact with Yan Ran.Because of his impure mind, these physical contacts would always make him feel that he was taking advantage of Yan Ran afterwards, so he felt guilty towards Yan Ran and bored with himself.

But at this moment, he couldn't control himself, he reached out and hugged Yan Ran from behind.

Yan Ran's body froze instantly, Xiao Zichong did not let go of him, but whispered behind him: "Didn't I say that? No matter how much time passes, you will always be my best friend. Whether we No matter where you go, no one will take your place in my heart. You are not allowed to let others take my place in your heart, do you understand?"

Yan Ran closed her eyes, took several deep breaths, and then allowed herself to answer: "Yes, I know."

Xiao Zichong fixed his eyes on Yan Ran's ears, Yan Ran's ears were soft and white, and there was a small brown mole behind the right earlobe, Xiao Zichong said softly, "Don't cry, okay?"

Yan Ran's tears made him at a loss every time, Xiao Zichong didn't know what to do with him, Yan Ran had his own life, his hobbies, his family, and his other friends.Xiao Zichong knew that he couldn't let Yan Ran do anything for him, and he couldn't give up the path he wanted to take for Yan Ran.

Although Xiao Zichong is smarter than ordinary children, he has no intuitive concept of how big the world will be and what the future holds. He can't tell Yan Ran anything other than saying "you will always be my best friend" to Yan Ran. Any more exact promises.

Yan Ran didn't want to cry anymore, tears would make him feel embarrassed and shy, and he didn't want anyone to see him cry, including his parents and grandma, including Xiao Zichong, but he couldn't control his tear glands.

Yan Ran's tears fell on Xiao Zichong's fingers, and after a moment of warmth, it turned into a cool and wet feeling.

Xiao Zichong felt even more uncomfortable, "Don't cry, Yan Ran."

Yan Ran let himself relax for a while, but he couldn't control his tears no matter what. He also annoyed himself, and was afraid that Xiao Zichong would think too much, so he let himself think about some happy things, and then said: "Don't let Xiao Zichong think too much. I don't want to cry anymore, the more you say that, the more I can't control my tears. What can I do. "

Xiao Zichong let him go helplessly, took a tissue and handed it to him, and said, "Then I won't say anything."

Yan Ran continued to wipe his tears and blow his nose, then looked up at Xiao Zichong, only to see Xiao Zichong staring at him intently, he was even more embarrassed, couldn't help laughing again, and said, "Don't look at me."

Seeing him smile, Xiao Zichong heaved a sigh of relief, smiled too, and said, "Okay, I won't look at you."

Yan Ran sorted out his emotions, and when he calmed down, he realized that he was crying and crying during Xiao Zichong's college entrance examination. ?"

Xiao Zichong sat on the edge of Yan Ran's bed, nodded: "Yes."

Yan Ran: "Aren't you dating your high school classmates?"

Xiao Zichong: "My dad won't let me go out to play with them, for fear that everyone will suddenly be liberated, and if they don't care about it, something will happen."

Now Yan Ran understood grandma's painstaking efforts, and he was indeed worried about what would happen to Xiao Zichong playing with others.

Yan Ran said: "My grandma won't let me go out. After two days, my family won't care about me anymore. I'll treat you to dinner and celebrate for you."

Xiao Zichong smiled and said, "Okay."

On the second day after the college entrance examination, Yan Ran, a sophomore in high school who was struggling, had to go back to school.

Obviously the third grader had just passed the college entrance examination, but the sophomore student felt like he wanted to relax a bit, so he was criticized by the teachers of every subject.

Two days later, in the morning, Yan Ran got stuck and went out to school. As soon as he entered the classroom, he saw a group of people gathered around the back row of the classroom. Yan Ran sat in his seat and looked back, but he didn’t see everyone Surrounded by something, so he lost his curiosity. After putting away all the test booklets prepared last night and waiting to hand them over to the team leader, Yu Jin who ran back to his seat from behind suddenly looked back at Yan Ran, probably It was Yu Jin's eyes that were too intimidating, Yan Ran was taken aback by her, and asked doubtfully, "What's wrong with you?"

Yu Jin lowered her voice and said, "Xiao Zichong has returned to class! Do you think he failed the college entrance examination?"

"Ah?" Yan Ran was startled, turned around quickly, and suddenly saw Xiao Zichong who had dispersed from the crowd and revealed his figure.

Xiao Zichong automatically sat in the last row of the classroom, and although he was young, he was tall, so it was just right to sit in the last row.

Xiao Zichong also noticed that Yan Ran was looking at him, so he smiled and waved at him, and said with his mouth: "I'm back for class."

Yan Ran was about to run over to talk to him when the bell rang for the morning reading class, and the Chinese teacher came into the classroom and said, "Okay, let's read the text."

When she finished this sentence, she saw Xiao Zichong sitting in the last row of the classroom. She was also very surprised, and couldn't help saying: "Oh, Xiao Zichong, you are back?"

Before Xiao Zichong could answer by himself, there were already voices answering one after another in the classroom: "Yes. The class monitor said that you can't get into Peking University. If you don't pass the exam, come back and review with us for another year."

The Chinese teacher smiled and said: "You can pass the exam. If you pass the exam, you will only be in class for a few days. It's just a matter of time, so you come to read the text."

Xiao Zichong stood up in astonishment, and said with a smile, "I thought I was a guest, and I'm going to read the text as soon as I come?"

The students in the class scoffed at him and said, "What guest? You should take advantage of these days to do something for us, to shine more light and heat up."

Yan Ran turned to look at Xiao Zichong, but he didn't make a sound when the other students were talking.

Xiao Zichong said with a smile: "How about reading "Xiang Jixuan Zhi"?"

"Okay." The Chinese teacher and the students all agreed.

Yan Ran's heart moved, he looked down at his textbook, and turned to the page of "Xiang Jixuan Zhi", because he cried a lot before, causing tears to drip on the pages of the book, and the paper on this page was already a little wrinkled.

He heard Xiao Zichong's clear and standard mandarin: "Xiang Jixuan, the old South Pavilion. The room is only the abbot, and it can accommodate one person..."

The voices of the students in the class immediately sounded - "Xiang Jixuan, the old South Pavilion. The room is only the abbot, and it can accommodate one person..."

Yan Ran thought in his heart—"Since Yu has this ambition, in the next five years, my wife will return..."