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Cao Jun’s father, Cao Yansong, was originally a staff member of the system, but he was resigned from his leadership position because he was reported for his broken shoes. People partnered to start a business, and now the business is doing well and not bad.

However, now that the son killed his mother and his granddaughter, he not only has to face the pain of losing his relatives, but also faces the pressure from the public security organs.In addition, Yan Ran's family wanted to make trouble for him, and his eldest daughter and son-in-law's family saw him as if they were enemies.

Cao Jun killed his relatives. Even if his family is willing to forgive and the law does not sentence him to death, as an HIV carrier, he may not live long, so it seems pointless to resent Cao Jun at this time.

Cao Yansong, as the father of Cao Jun's many inactions, naturally needs to accept more angry attacks.

Not to mention the anger of Cao Yansong's eldest daughter's family, but the anger of Yan Ran's family, he couldn't bear it.

A storm was brewing at Yan Ran's house, but Yan Ran, who was at the center of the storm, was calm.

Every day of his life was so calm that it was like the most ordinary day, nothing happened, except that he was forced to take medicine every day.

On the evening of the day when Yan Ran was exposed to HIV, the CDC gave the test results of the blood on the scissors. Immunological methods showed that both antigen and antibody were negative. However, the CDC’s latest nucleic acid testing equipment and The kit was tested and found to be positive.

This is the detection method with the lowest detection limit, that is, the most sensitive detection method. If it is found to be positive, it means that there is a very low amount of HIV in it.Yan Ran may be infected, although this possibility is extremely low.It’s just that this low probability, compared to big data, is the difference between 0% and 100% for a specific person——Yan Ran.

Yan Ran's parents and second uncle all knew about it, as did the testing staff in the CDC and Wu Lan.Others either did not have permission to know, or were deliberately concealing things.

Yan Ran's mother, Li Mei, was originally a person with a very violent personality. The fact that Yan Ran might be infected with AIDS almost drove her crazy.

The pain left her with a nervous breakdown, and she couldn't sleep all night.

But in order not to worry Grandma Yan and make Yan Ran suffer, she and her husband had to act peacefully when they were at home.

Yan Ran is not really stupid enough to get home, his mother asks him to take medicine every day, saying it is a medicine for "brain nourishment" - after taking that medicine, he has a very uncomfortable stomach, and he is always lethargic and has no appetite, but he doesn't take it I will be scolded by my mother again, "This is a good medicine found in the United States, do you dare to try it? You are stupid! Your father and I are not stupid, how could we have a son like you!"

Yan Ran thought that if I was really stupid, maybe it would be better.Because he had guessed it, he probably had AIDS, and he was taking AIDS medicine.

Yan Ran just took medicine and slept, although it was painful, but fortunately, he was used to the mentality of "I'm so bad and I'll just die".

Li Mei's life was going smoothly before, but when she suddenly encountered such a thing as "my son might become an AIDS patient", her spirit was almost destroyed.If the son really becomes an AIDS patient, the whole family may be destroyed.

She and Yan Tianhua have to face the discrimination of "this man's son has AIDS" from others. Yan Ran will also be discriminated against for the rest of her life, and she will have to take medicine for life, and may even die tragically. Apart from being stupid, Yan Ran has a docile personality. Being a good person, why do you have to suffer so much...

These days, she basically has no way to work, as long as she thinks about her son, she will immediately enter a state of collapse.

That night, she went to find her second brother again.Her second brother is strict with his wife, and his wife doesn't have a good impression of Li Mei, a sister-in-law, so Li Gang will not tell his wife about his sister's family.

The two met in another house of Li Gang, and Li Mei started to go crazy when facing her brother, not like an adult in her 30s, but like a teenage girl with no IQ, who only knows how to vent her emotions.

I heard from Li Gang that Cao Yansong found a relationship to protect Cao Jun

Afterwards, Li Mei shouted: "The man who has rotted into mud, you still have to protect him! They have made Ranran like that, and they have no intention of repenting! Cao Jun deserves to die, and Cao Yansong deserves to die too. Second brother, I don't care." , I don't care, I want them all to die, they all deserve to die, you are the director, if you don't help me at this time, are you still my brother, are you my brother..."

The younger sister of the deputy director of the Public Security Bureau said such words, and if someone heard them, it was enough for Li Gang to drink a pot.

Li Gang had no choice but to close all the doors and windows in the house tightly, and held back his sister, "What's the use of you being crazy like this, it's serious to take care of Ranran first. Besides, I asked Wu Lan, and something will happen to Ranran Isn't the probability of it very low, don't scare yourself first. Isn't it cursed when you say that? "

Li Mei broke down and burst into tears: "You are always like this. It seems that I am the only one who is not calm. You are all very calm. Wu Lan also said that the probability is very low, the probability is very low! Only I am crazy, I think There are many, only I can't sit still! You are all right, but I am wrong, and I am wrong!"

Li Gang had nothing to do with his sister, knowing what he said was useless at this time, so he had to shut up and let Li Mei cry and make a scene, and when she got tired of making a scene, she naturally stopped.

Li Mei stayed in her second brother's other house for a few hours, venting all the emotions that could not be vented at her own home, and then let her brother take her home.

The car stopped at the gate of the community, Li Mei refused to let Li Gang drive the car in, she wiped away her tears, and then used a powder puff to cover up the red circles under her eyes in front of the mirror, then said calmly: "I'm going back."

Li Gang looked at her, patted her on the back lightly, and said comfortingly: "You, you and Tianhua are both young, even if something unexpected happens, there is still time for another child."

Li Mei froze for a moment, did not respond to him, and pushed his arm away with trembling hands.

She stumbled out of the car, walked into the community, avoided the people in the community who were still outside to cool off late at night, walked to the door of unit 2, and entered the unit building.

When she reached the second floor, she glanced at the door of 2, and there was no life in 202.

After Cao Yansong went out to do business, he lived outside with his lover, so he seldom came back to live here. It was his dead mother who lived here all the time.Sometimes, his eldest daughter and son-in-law who are at work will send the children over to accompany the great-grandmother.

In the future, there may be no one living in 202.

Li Mei looked at the door of 202 for a while, but she had no choice but to continue upstairs. She trembled and wiped her tears as she walked. She is an emotional person. This matter of Yan Ran has been tormenting her nerves these days. She really wants to suffer. Can't stop.

Lost in her own emotions, she kept going up and up, passed the 4th floor, and continued to go up until she reached the 6th floor.

This house has only 6 floors, so Xiao Zichong, who lives on the 6th floor, still owns half of the roof on the top floor. There are two many plants.

At this time, Xiao Zichong happened to come down from the rooftop, and seeing Yan Ran's mother standing in a daze at the door of his house, he couldn't help being startled: "Madam Li?"

Li Mei also saw Xiao Zichong, and she was taken aback for a moment, thinking that she was not fit to see people in her current state, so she said in a hoarse voice, "I want to go to the top floor of your house to blow the wind."

Xiao Zichong didn't ask any further questions, and said, "The door is not closed, so go ahead. I will leave the door open for you, so don't close it."

Li Mei sighed in her heart, although Xiao Zichong has always been excellent and is a role model for every parent in the whole community to encourage their children, but he is someone else's child, and he is not as good as his own.

She nodded slightly, bypassed Xiao Zichong and went up to the top floor.

After she went up, Xiao Zichong always felt that something was wrong with her, so after thinking about it, he followed her up.

Xiao Zichong's family set up a pavilion on the roof, with grape trellises and wisteria trellis next to it. This season, when the grapes are ripe, bunches of grapes are hanging on the grape trellis, which is very gratifying.

Li Mei sat on a stool in the gazebo, staring at the grapes in the dim light in a daze, her mood gradually calmed down.

although

The mood calmed down, but she didn't want to go home.

Because of Yan Ran's accident, Grandma Yan was sent to her eldest son's home in the provincial capital. Yan Tianhua was away on a business trip tonight, so she went home. Besides the nanny, it was Yan Ran.But she didn't want Yan Ran to see that she had emotional problems.

Li Mei blamed herself very much. If she hadn't beaten and scolded Yan Ran that day, Yan Ran would not have run out of the house, and if Yan Ran hadn't run out of the house, then he would not have met Cao Jun, and nothing would have happened.

Xiao Zichong watched Li Mei for a while at the entrance of the corridor leading to the rooftop, but he really didn't know what Li Mei was doing. After thinking about it, he went downstairs and knocked on the door of 402.

It was not early at this time, and Auntie Du, the nanny, was already asleep. Yan Ran slept too much during the day, so she couldn't sleep well at this time. She happened to be sitting in the living room waiting for his mother. When she heard the knock on the door, she thought her mother had come back , I hurried to open the door, but I didn't expect to meet Xiao Zichong.

Since what happened that day, Xiao Zichong and Yan Ran have been confined at home, so the two have never seen each other again.

Although they live upstairs and downstairs, the probability of seeing them in the stairs is not high.

Yan Ran's family had gone to Xiao Zichong's family to thank Xiao Zichong's family for saving Yan Ran.But Xiao Zichong's parents didn't tell Xiao Zichong about Yan Ran's family thanking him. If you want to say, this is also the selfishness of Xiao Zichong's parents.

Although parents hope that their children will grow up to be brave and righteous people, if bravery and justice need to be at the cost of his health or life, then the parents may think "what are you doing about other people's affairs", so they firmly don't want their children to get involved. risk.

But Xiao Zichong's parents couldn't tell their son "don't help others in the future", but they didn't want to encourage him to take risks like this time. In fact, when they called the police station at that time, the police or security guards were very likely to die at the gate of the community. To capture Cao Jun, there is no need for Xiao Zichong to rescue Yan Ran.

So the two of them didn't tell Xiao Zichong about Yan Ran's family thanking them.

After taking medicine these days, Yan Ran has a very low appetite and stomach discomfort, so she has lost a lot of weight, but her face is a little swollen, with big bony eyes, braces, and gauze on her forehead. Some are difficult to see, and if they appear in the community at night, they may scare some children.

Yan Ran also knew that his appearance was not suitable for seeing people, and seeing Xiao Zichong outside the door, he felt even more ashamed in an instant, and asked in a low voice, "What's the matter with you?"

Xiao Zichong asked hesitantly, "Is your father at home?" He thought it would be more appropriate for Yan Ran's father to bring his mother back.

Yan Ran shook his head: "He went to the province for a meeting."

Xiao Zichong asked again, "Where's your grandma?"

Yan Ran: "She went to uncle's house."

Xiao Zichong thought that Yan Ran's mother would often pick and choose his nanny, and probably didn't want the nanny to see her sluggish, so he had no choice but to say to Yan Ran: "Your mother is sitting on the roof of my house for about 10 minutes. It's been ten minutes since one or two, do you want to go and see her?"

Yan Ran knew that his mother was not in good spirits recently, although she often spoke softly to him and was so kind to him that it was abnormal, but Yan Ran always felt that under her gentle appearance was the essence of hysteria.

Yan Ran thanked him, went into the house to get the key, and followed Xiao Zichong upstairs.

After walking a few steps, he suddenly said, "Thank you."

Xiao Zichong said, "No thanks. I happened to lock the top floor after you let Madam go home."

If Yan Ran, who has grown up, heard Xiao Zichong say this, he would definitely complain about him, "You are too sincere".But at this time, Yan Ran always took Xiao Zichong's words as if they were imperial decrees. Apart from thinking about them in his heart, he just wrote them in his diary and looked at them from time to time.

He immediately said, "I'm sorry for delaying your locking the door."

Xiao Zichong: "It's okay."

Yan Ran said again: "I just thanked you for saving me earlier."

Xiao Zichong: "Are you talking about Cao Jun?"

Yan Ran: "Yes."

When the two reached the door on the sixth floor, Xiao Zichong suddenly stopped and looked back at Yan Ran who was following up.

: "Why didn't you resist that day? I have never seen you so

Soft people. "

Yan Ran: "..." Yan Ran knew that Xiao Zichong looked down on him very much, and his eyes were red in an instant, because he also knew that he was a coward, lacking courage and ability.In fact, he could run that day, but he was afraid that if he ran, Cao Jun would hurt Xiao Zichong.But he couldn't say that to anyone.As a weak person, he is not qualified to be a person who "protects others".

Xiao Zichong saw that Yan Ran's eyes were red, he immediately became embarrassed, and apologized again, "I'm sorry, I'm not saying you're bad. It's just that someone like Cao Jun shouldn't have thought that he would be kind to others. When someone wants to hurt you, the weaker you are, the easier it is to be bullied."

Yan Ran remained silent.

Xiao Zichong was embarrassed and had nothing to say. He asked, "How is your health?"

When he eavesdropped on his parents' speech, he heard from his mother that Yan Ran was taking blocker medicine for a month, and the side effects of this medicine were very serious.

Yan Ran replied: "I'm fine."

Xiao Zichong took him upstairs and sighed: "I see you have lost a lot of weight."

Regarding this point, Yan Ran doesn't think it's too bad. His mother is fat, so he's worried that he's as fat as his mother, and he thinks it's a good thing to be thinner.

Yan Ran just gave a low "um" and asked, "Why don't you go to the provincial capital experimental middle school?"

"Ah?" Xiao Zichong said very frankly: "I heard that I can't watch TV, surf the Internet, or read other books. I have to live on campus with other people. I feel very unfree, like a concentration camp."

Yan Ran: "..."

He always thought that people like Xiao Zichong would not watch TV, surf the Internet, or read other miscellaneous books, because his parents always said "Xiao Zichong will not read these things that delay his studies", Yan Ran also encouraged himself with this.

Did Xiao Zichong want to see it?

The author has something to say: From today, there will only be one chapter per day.

When I chase other people's articles, if there is only one chapter a day, I will go crazy.But I only have a small amount of manuscripts, so I don't overdraw my kidneys.

Ran Ran: You actually want to watch TV and read miscellaneous books on the computer, you have cheated my feelings!

Chong Chong: I didn't, so don't talk nonsense.