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Yan Ran looked panic-stricken, and replied stammeringly: "I...I didn't find out anything wrong."

Even after giving this answer, he still felt like an earball being pinched tightly by his hands, the air inside was drained, and he was squeezed out of shape.

Although his test results so far are all negative, he has the risk of becoming positive after all, but in the process, he concealed this from Xiao Zichong. The two have very close contact and get along almost every day.

Is this also a danger to Xiao Zichong?

Yan Ran's conscience was extremely uneasy, ashamed and flustered.

He has been very sensible and obedient since he was a child, and he never thought of causing any trouble to others, but he has been hiding such a big matter from Xiao Zichong, and Xiao Zichong still regards himself as a friend, helping and protecting himself all the time, Yan Ran There is a kind of self-blame and pain of repaying one's kindness.

Xiao Zichong was very good at observing, and when he saw Yan Ran's flustered expression after he asked a question, he became worried.

He is five or six centimeters taller than Yan Ran, and when walking with Yan Ran, he habitually likes to put his arms around Yan Ran's shoulders, and he did the same at this time.

Yan Ran felt his hands on his shoulders, and his body froze.

Xiao Zichong asked: "Yan Ran, is there something wrong with you?"

But Xiao Zichong always felt that it was not possible, after all, his parents did not discuss this matter at home.

Yan Ran panicked and defended: "I didn't, I've always been negative."

Xiao Zichong nodded: "I think so too. Then why do you look worried? Don't be afraid, it will be fine."

Only then did Yan Ran realize that not only did Xiao Zichong not blame him for concealing his HIV exposure from him, but he was worried about himself.

Xiao Zichong is really kind-hearted, smart, and kind.

From this, Yan Ran felt even more selfish that he was not worthy of Xiao Zichong, so he murmured, "I'm not afraid."

Xiao Zichong smiled, grabbed his shoulders and walked forward with his arms around him, saying: "Then don't be afraid. There will always be various difficulties in life, but as long as you go through, you will find those things. It’s just the cornerstone for us to move forward. The more cornerstones, the harder we will climb higher and more stable.”

Yan Ran nodded as he memorized, thinking that when he returned home, he must write down Xiao Zichong's words and write them in his QQ diary, maybe he could use them in writing essays in the future.He could write, "My friend says".

Xiao Zichong saw that Yan Ran was in better spirits, so he said, "I was hurt by Cao Jun before."

Yan Ran became nervous, "I know, it happened in your first year of junior high school."

"Yes." Xiao Zichong's expression became serious, and Junxiu's face, which had always been as pure as sunshine, was now a little gloomy. He continued: "I was walking on the road that day, and I met Cao Jun. Cao Jun With a few other people, they were smoking next to a car, I didn't notice them until Cao Jun came over and stopped me."

Although it was a few years ago, Yan Ran was still very worried at this time, "Are you injured?"

Xiao Zichong shook his head, "No. Cao Jun said he wanted to invite me to drink. I don't like him, and I had my own arrangements to go home, so I refused."

Yan Ran has already entered the situation, he said nervously: "But you were taken away by him, right?"

Xiao Zichong: "Yes. He and a few people with him pulled me into the car and gagged me. I was taken to a bar by them. They had a box. Go to After I got into the box, they ordered drinks and let me drink them. I said that I got a rash all over my body when I touched alcohol, so they ordered drinks for me. I pretended to take a sip of the drink and asked to go to the bathroom. In their bathroom There was a very small window, so I climbed out of it. Fortunately, when I was in the car, I saw the police station on the way to the bar, and I ran to the police station and said that there were people taking/drugs in that bar.”

Yan Ran was startled, "Is there any poison in what they give you to drink?"

Xiao Zichong shook his head: "Probably not. And I didn't drink it. Drugs are very expensive. How could they be willing to give me a first-year junior high school student, and I can't possibly have the money to give them."

Only then did Yan Ran breathe a sigh of relief, "Then you saw them taking/drugs?"

Xiao Zichong shook his head: "No, but I suspect that they were not simply drinking. I had to report the case to the police, otherwise, the police would have ignored me at all. But I didn't expect them to actually find drugs. Later That's when I realized that it wasn't Cao Jun's idea to take me to the bar, it was the idea of ​​the man Cao Jun was following at that time. That man was originally the suspected drug dealer that the police were watching."

There was deep disgust in Xiao Zichong's tone, Yan Ran was terrified when he heard it, and admired Xiao Zichong's courage and wisdom.

Yan Ran shared the same hatred with him, but was a little disappointed: "If only I was with you at that time, I can call my second uncle, and he will definitely take it seriously."

Thinking of what happened in the first year of junior high school, all the gloom in Xiao Zichong's heart was brought out, but Yan Ran's words were like a gust of breeze blowing in his heart, making his heart clear.

Yan Ran is really good at thinking about me, Xiao Zichong thought about it, and said: "It's all in the past, don't think about it anymore."

Yan Ran even felt guilty for not protecting Xiao Zichong back then. He thought for a while and said, "Let me tell you my second uncle's phone number. If there is any danger in the future, you can call him. You Saying that you are my friend and I am with you, he will definitely take it very seriously."

Xiao Zichong couldn't help laughing, and said: "No need, now my parents have mobile phones, I can call them directly, they know your second uncle's phone number."

Only then did Yan Ran feel that he had helped a little and felt better.

After thinking for a while, he said again: "I was stabbed by Cao Jun's scissors. I may be infected with AIDS. You are with me, don't you worry?"

"Are you worried that if you become friends, you will also get infected?"

"Yeah." Yan Ran was embarrassed.

Xiao Zichong: "Aren't you stupid? Didn't you take blocker drugs, you won't become AIDS at all. Even if it is true, as long as you keep taking medicine to control it, you will be fine. This is better than those with advanced cancer Too much. If you are sick, but I don’t care about you, then my character is too bad. Besides, isn’t AIDS transmitted through blood and sex? Wouldn’t it be possible for us to exchange blood or have sex? ?”

Sex...sex...sex? ? ?

How could Xiao Zichong be so calm and casual when he uttered these words?

Yan Ran's face flushed instantly, and his mind was full of the word "sex".

When Xiao Zichong saw Yan Ran's face flushed with embarrassment, he also realized the problem. After all, Yan Ran is a good boy who wants to completely block other boys' pornographic jokes.

Xiao Zichong wanted to laugh, but he didn't. He said solemnly, "Okay, stop thinking about it, you'll be fine."

Yan Ran returned home, recorded today's events in his diary, and added a question at the end of the diary—"Will Xiao Zichong read pornographic books like other boys?"

But immediately, he thought of the "Absolute Love" that was wrapped in a cover in his bookcase to pretend to be a textbook, and he couldn't help feeling ashamed and passionate, which was really contradictory.

Just because of writing a diary, he spent a lot of energy thinking about Xiao Zichong, so that he didn't finish his homework until one o'clock in the morning.

**

The mid-term exam was held as scheduled, because this time the exam room was arranged according to the results, and the only student in Class 1 who was in the same exam room as him was Jiang Kun.

In the mid-term exam, Chinese and mathematics in the morning of the first day, English in the afternoon, physical chemistry in the morning of the second day, biology in the afternoon, history and politics in the morning of the third day, and geography in the afternoon.

It takes three full days to take the exam, which is exactly the same as the final exam.

Exams during the day and evening self-study at night are not mandatory, so Xiao Zichong does not go to school to review at night, and neither does Yan Ran.

Although Xiao Zichong often gave Yan Ran lectures before, as long as Yan Ran didn't understand, Xiao Zichong would never refuse to tell him, but Xiao Zichong didn't dare to always entertain Yan Ran at home. Then talk about the topic.

He quarreled with his father last time because of Yan Ran's talk until after twelve o'clock in the morning. Although he won, he always felt that even if he won, his father's impression of Yan Ran might not be too good , Therefore, he often answered questions for Yan Ran at school.

But during the exam, Xiao Zichong didn't go to school at night, but Yan Ran still had a lot of questions. Xiao Zichong couldn't dampen Yan Ran's enthusiasm for learning, so he asked him not to ask himself these days, so after dinner, he would Go to Yan Ran's house for a while, and read books at Yan Ran's house.

Yan Ran's bedroom is as spacious as Xiao Zichong's, but his bedroom doesn't have as many bookshelves as Xiao Zichong's, so it looks very spacious.

Yan Ran's family valued Xiao Zichong very much, and he was very happy to see him come to drive Yan Ran to study.

Xiao Zichong was surprised to find that Yan Ran's bedroom door could not be locked, and then sat at the desk with Yan Ran to read books and do exercises. In just two hours, Yan Ran's grandmother brought Aunt Du into the house to deliver fruit three times, and I had two condolences, and asked Xiao Zichong to take care of Yan Ran; Yan Ran's parents came in twice to see their studies, and asked them if they had supper.This kind of intensive attention made the two teenagers nervous, so that Yan Ran couldn't immerse himself in his exercises, and had to look back at the bedroom door from time to time. Xiao Zichong saw Yan Ran's problem, but it was inconvenient to remind him "Ignore your grandma and parents, just focus."

Because he felt that Yan Ran's parents were too annoying, Xiao Zichong became that outstanding student who was "shy", "silent" and "proud". in your own workbook.

Yan Ran was sensitive, and found that Xiao Zichong didn't seem to like his family always coming in to disturb their studies, but he didn't know how to ask his grandma and parents. usefulness.

At ten o'clock, Xiao Zichong, who finished several sets of improving questions and summed up the question types, got up to go home.

Yan Ran sent him to the door, wanting to explain a few words to his grandma and parents, but he didn't say anything in the end.

Xiao Zichong: "Go to bed early, don't stay up late to read books. Don't check your answers with others, don't think about it after the exam, just think about the next subject."

Yan Ran listened obediently and agreed.

The next night, Xiao Zichong stopped going to Yan Ran's house and asked Yan Ran to go to his house to read a book. Yan Ran was relieved. He had been worried that Xiao Zichong would be angry because his grandma and parents said something he didn't like. Angry, now it seems that he is not angry.

When they arrived at Xiao Zichong's home, Xiao's father was working overtime at school and was not at home. Xiao's mother Wu Lan only brought them a glass of milk when they entered the bedroom, and she went to her own business and ignored the two. people.

Yan Ran used to think that Xiao Zichong's parents revolved around Xiao Zichong at a high level, but now that this is not the case at all, he couldn't help being a little puzzled, and thought that Xiao Zichong once said to him that "everyone has their own life" , if you realize something.

The mid-term exams are over, and after that comes the fall track and field games.

On this day, the weather is clear, the sky is high, the wind is sunny, and it is a good day for the sports meeting.