walk through spring with you

Yan Ran is a reader who loves the journey of soul and emotion more. He has been in contact with the hot-blooded animations of the JUMP series, such as "Dragon Ball" and "Saint Seiya" before, but these did not arouse his interest. of intense love.

In fact, he just wanted to be with Xiao Zichong, so he came to the bookstore this morning to read comics.

However, he felt that Xiao Zichong might not be that interested in comics, but because he was curious about the plots of many comics spoiled by other boys, so he insisted on taking a look.

Yan Ran originally opened the comic with the mentality of flipping through the book, but the storyline quickly caught Yan Ran's attention.

This is not an upgraded fighting manga, nor does it create another world out of the real world. The stories in it happen in the world he knows and understands.

Yan Ran didn't like to read comics at first, but now she quickly immersed herself in the story.

He didn't understand it very much at first, and he only understood it when he read more than half of a book. With this understanding, in an instant, it was like a thunderbolt breaking into the peaceful world he had just built, making this The world was instantly ignited.A flame burst out from inside his body, making his whole body feel like it was being burned, and he felt scorching heat and panic.

This flame also illuminated the corners of his heart that were previously confused.

It turns out that a boy can love another boy.

The community where his family is located is the community where the welfare housing of the health system is located. When he was growing up, he would more or less hear adults talking about the homosexual group.

However, most of the gay groups that people engaged in health work have come into contact with have far more negative stories than positive ones, and most of the information Yan Ran has received about this group is not so good.

This made it impossible for him to have a comprehensive and correct understanding of sexual orientation and the gay community.And he never thought about learning more, until now, when he saw the content in the book and realized that it was a story about a boy loving another boy, he realized that it turns out that a boy can love another boy like this.

This kind of love is so warm, longing, unique, exclusive, impossible to be replaced by others, with dedication and sacrifice, just like this world, only because of the existence of the other party, become fresh live.

When Yan Ran came back to his senses, his eye sockets were already wet, and he wanted to cry for no reason.

But he can't cry.

He looked up at Xiao Zichong. Xiao Zichong was standing on the bookshelf opposite, holding a comic book called "Hunter" in his hand. He read it seriously and flipped through it quickly. The lights in the room reflected on him. On his body, the white T-shirt on his body was like wrapping angel wings, giving him an unattainable pure white aura.

Xiao Zichong was trained by his family to read a lot since he was a child. Unless it was science knowledge that required in-depth thinking, he could read other things very quickly. He quickly read one after another until he couldn't find the follow-up on the bookshelf. It was only after he finished the content that he noticed Yan Ran who was sitting on the ground motionless and staring at him.

As soon as Xiao Zichong cast his gaze over, Yan Ran blushed, and quickly put the book in his hand behind him.

Xiao Zichong was puzzled by his actions, "What are you staring at me for?"

Yan Ran immediately turned his gaze away and said, "It's nothing."

Xiao Zichong looked at his watch and said, "It's nine o'clock, I'm going home, do you want to go back?"

Yan Ran wanted to buy the book in his hand, but he thought that there was no place for him to store books at home, and he couldn’t buy this book when he was with Xiao Zichong. As long as he bought it, Xiao Zichong would definitely ask for it. Look, Yan Ran can't refuse him.

Yan Ran quickly turned around and hid the book in his hand on the bottom of the bookshelf behind him. As the book was put into the inner layer, it was covered by the comics on the outer layer, just like his heart was also hidden in this way. people see.

He stood up and said, "I want to go back too. Don't you want to buy the book you just read?"

Xiao Zichong looked back at the row of comics he had just finished reading. This row of comics was not complete at all, but it didn't affect his reading. He sighed, "I don't have any money."

Yan Ran: "..."

Every time he sees that Xiao Zichong can't get what he wants, Yan Ran is more disappointed than Xiao Zichong, not only lost, but also immediately has the urge to give him everything he wants, if he can't give him , Yan Ran would even have painful emotions of scratching his heart and liver.

"I have money." Yan Ran said.

Xiao Zichong pursed his lips and smiled, "But it's yours."

Xiao Zichong had already walked to the partition between the inside and outside of the bookstore, his smile was stained by the nine o'clock sunlight in the morning, and quickly captured Yan Ran's heart.

——His eyes are like stars, and his smile is like peach blossoms all over the mountain in spring. My heart is the surface of the lake wrinkled by the wind. From the moment it reflects the peach blossoms, it exists only for the peach blossoms.

Yan Ran returned home and wrote down the spring and autumn in his heart in his private QQ space.

At noon, Yan Ran had lunch. While his family was taking a nap, he took all the pocket money he could use and ran to the bookstore opposite the school gate.

The "Hunter" in this bookstore is not complete, he searched for a few more, and finally bought all the sets that he could buy, and then secretly bought the two "Extreme Love", and brought them back together Home.

He was so hot that he was sweating all over his head and body. He was excited, satisfied and anxious. He closed the door of his bedroom tightly, and then put a chair against it. The cover was wrapped, and after wrapping it, he was worried. He turned to all the pages containing Kiss inside. He read it carefully, feeling ashamed and excited, but he had no choice but to tear off these pages, bit by bit. Shredded, threw it into the trash can, and tore off an unused draft paper to bury the shredded paper.

There are many books on Yan Ran’s bookshelf, including his textbooks since he was in elementary school. Yan Ran loves books very much, so the books are all wrapped in book covers, neat and clean. Yan Ran put his “Absolute Love” in it In the middle of these textbooks, leaves are hidden in the forest.

Immediately, Yan Ran flipped through the dozens of "Hunter" and read. The style of painting was not to his liking, and the story did not arouse his interest. He was only curious about it because Xiao Zichong had read it. .

In the end, he gave up reading this set of comics, packed them in a bag, opened the door and carried the book to go out.

At this time, the adults in the family had already taken a nap. Seeing that Yan Ran was about to go out, they asked about it. Yan Ran hurriedly said, "I'll go to Xiao Zichong's house."

Xiao Zichong is a very useful signboard. As soon as he carried it out, the family no longer asked him what he was doing, but only asked: "What are you holding in your hand?"

Yan Ran: "It's his book."

The family waved: "Go."

Yan Ran breathed a sigh of relief, went up to the sixth floor, and knocked on the door. It was Xiao Zichong's father who opened the door.

Yan Ran said: "Mr. Xiao is good!"

Father Xiao asked, "Are you looking for Xiao Zichong?"

Yan Ran nodded, "Is he at home?"

Xiao's father said: "He's still taking a nap. It's getting late, I'll go and wake him up."

Yan Ran hurriedly said: "I can wait for him."

Papa Xiao smiled and said, "Don't call him, he can sleep until night."

Only then did Yan Ran carry the things in his hand and followed Papa Xiao into the house.Xiao Zichong's bedroom is in the same location as Yan Ran's bedroom, Yan Ran knew about this before, but now thinking of it, this is a very common thing, but it brought him a very secret warmth and joy.

Xiao's father knocked on the door and called: "Xiao Zichong, Yan Ran is looking for you, get up quickly."

The door opened, and Xiao Zichong was wearing the loose white T-shirt he wore in the morning. The pants were not the sports pants in the morning, but a pair of loose knee-length shorts. He stood in the door with a calm expression, and said, "I have Got up, reading a book."

Xiao's father said: "Okay. You can start school now, and you can't sleep all afternoon like you did in summer vacation."

Xiao Zichong: "Yes."

Xiao's father smiled at Yan Ran: "Go in. Do you want to eat watermelon, I will cut watermelon for you."

Yan Ran: "Mr. Xiao, don't bother."

Father Xiao: "Go in. Why are you polite?"

Because their house is a unit welfare house, each room was not small when it was built. In Xiao Zichong’s bedroom, there is a solid wood wardrobe with double doors, a 1.2-meter-wide wooden bed, and a bookshelf against the wall on one side of the window. Next to the window is a desk. At the end of the bed, the entire wall is covered with bookshelves. All the bookshelves are almost full of books. Except for the bookshelves, there are stickers from the world map, the map of the United States, and China on the ceiling of his house. A series of maps from maps to historical maps, the ceiling is plastered.

This was the first time Yan Ran entered Xiao Zichong's bedroom, and he was shocked when he entered.

In this room full of books, he felt short of breath for a while.

There was only one chair in the bedroom, so Xiao Zichong invited Yan Ran to sit on his bed, and asked him about the cloth bag he was carrying, "What are you carrying, such a big pile."

Yan Ran knew that Xiao Zichong was a bit obsessed with cleanliness, and when he invited him to sit on the bed, his heart felt soft and slightly itchy, and he handed the cloth bag to Xiao Zichong: "look!"

Xiao Zichong sat in the chair, took the bag, held it on his lap, opened it and saw that it was the comic book of "Hunter", he looked at Yan Ran in surprise, "You bought it?"

With bright eyes, Yan Ran nodded, "Yes."

Xiao Zichong put the book on the desk, and Yan Ran reminded him in a low voice: "Would it be bad for Teacher Xiao to see it?"

Xiao Zichong said: "He and my mother don't care about me."

Yan Ran heaved a sigh of relief. At this time, Xiao's father brought the cut watermelon into the house. After putting the watermelon on the desk, he turned around and left. He walked to the door and closed the door for the two of them.

Yan Ran looked back at the closed door, feeling a little nervous for some reason.

Xiao Zichong didn't understand his thoughts, he was extremely distressed, and said to Yan Ran: "Yan Ran, why did you buy this book for me?"

Yan Ran blushed, and stammered, "I... I think you like this."

Xiao Zichong smiled instantly, and the innocent light in his peach blossom eyes flowed, and said: "How can you do this. I know, you are very grateful to me for helping you before, but there is no need to do this at all. There are many things I like Are you going to buy it for me?"

Yan Ran felt relieved when he said that his behavior was to thank him. He said, "I'm sure I can't buy everything you like, but I can buy everything I can afford and give it to you."

Xiao Zichong: "..."