walk through spring with you

After forming the habit of watching course videos and professional books every day, Yan Ran found that not only is it not tiring and boring, but it is easier to exercise his logical thinking ability, memory and concentration ability, etc., and he can learn new knowledge points every day. It also makes him feel fulfilled, and loves himself even more for it.

Of course, he still wants to vent from time to time, wants to go out to eat hot pot, and wants to passionately worship Xiao Zichong's body.

Yan Ran thinks that people are really lucky and happy creatures, who can not only enjoy the fun brought by the body, but also the happiness brought by the spirit.However, this is also relative. Since you can experience happiness, you must also bear the pain of physical and mental illness, and some people even hardly experience happiness, only experience pain.

Yan Ran told Xiao Zichong of his thoughts after a certain love affair. Xiao Zichong was pulling the air conditioner and wrapping the two of them in it. Buried next to Yan Ran's neck, feeling the numbness from Yan Ran touching the back of his neck and ears.

Yan Ran said, "Do you feel lonely and miserable?"

Yan Ran is a very emotional person, and he often likes to think about these issues. Some people will feel that life is impermanent, empty and painful because of thinking about these things, and they will become more and more depressed. Yan Ran is not. He still has love and enthusiasm for life and life. passion.Yan Ran sometimes wonders why he is like this, probably because Xiao Zichong is like the sun in his life, even when Xiao Zichong is far away in the sky, as long as he thinks of the existence of the sun in this world, he can feel everything are still beautiful.

Of course, it's not that Yan Ran doesn't know that Xiao Zichong is just the same person as himself.Therefore, he thought that no matter how powerful Xiao Zichong was, he would sometimes feel lonely and painful, and he might need himself.

Xiao Zichong thought about Yan Ran's question seriously, and said: "The first time I realized that I would feel lonely and painful was when I was four or five years old."

Yan Ran was a little surprised. When he was four or five years old, he felt that he would have expectations, joys, pure wants, and fears, but he never realized what loneliness and pain are.

Yan Ran thought, Xiao Zichong is really a smart and precocious person.

Yan Ran asked, "Did something happen?"

Xiao Zichong said: "My parents were both working in M ​​City at that time, but they didn't have a house at that time, so they could only live in a teacher's duty apartment in my father's school. There was only one room, only a dozen square meters, and cooking was a must It's in the hallway, using the public restroom, so I'm at my grandparents' house."

Yan Ran said "um", feeling a little distressed for Xiao Zichong, he didn't know that Xiao Zichong's family was so difficult when he was young.Yan Ran always felt that Xiao Zichong's family had always been what they were when they were neighbors.

Xiao Zichong said: "At that time, the ancient town in Yunshan County where my grandparents lived was a real ancient town. It was not developed at all. Most of the houses were wooden houses, with only a few brick houses. There is a three-entry mansion of a big family. The kindergarten I studied in is in that mansion. When I was in elementary school, the mansion was protected by the Cultural Bureau of the government. It is now a scenic spot. I was able to Feeling the difference in that house, as if it was alive and awe-inspiring, I was always alone in the kindergarten and hardly played with other children. At that time, other adults in the town were always funny Me, but I always feel that they are no different from teasing cats and dogs, so I don’t like to talk to them. One day, I saw a summer cicada that fell from a tree in the dam of the playground, and wanted to kill it. Put it back on the tree, but that Xia Chan was also seen by other students, they snatched Xia Chan, tied it to a wooden stick, and kept shaking the stick to make Xia Chan flap its wings and fly, but even if Xia Chan I kept flapping my wings but could never get rid of the rope. I ran after those children, trying to save that Xia Chan, but that Xia Chan was already dead when I grabbed it. I feel very sad. That Xia Chan died After that, I had no choice but to bury it, under the tree in the yard. Because other children saw it, they laughed at me. At that time, I found that not only could I not play with those classmates, And I couldn't reach an agreement in thought, so I felt lonely and painful. I went home crying, my grandpa asked me why I was crying, and I told about Xia Chan's death, my grandpa said that any life in this world will die , not just Xia Chan, some people don't care about playing with and killing other lives, but some people feel sad because of the death of a life, so people are different, what I did is not wrong, he thinks I He is a good boy. He taught me to learn to accept that people are different, some are good and some are bad, but my classmates may not know that tying Xia Chan will make Xia Chan painful and Death, they need to be taught.

He told me to study hard. Studying hard will make people understand good and bad, and they will judge good and bad, so they will not do bad things. If they do bad things, they will be locked up.However, I could only dimly judge good and bad at that time, and I didn't know what was really good and what was really bad, and I couldn't judge whether I was good or bad. My grandfather sent me to the clinic for injections. For the first time, I felt at a loss and fear of the world, and felt even more lonely and painful. "

Yan Ran felt Xiao Zichong's emotions, and thought that you are so cute.

He wanted to comfort Xiao Zichong, but he didn't know what to say. He thought for a while and said, "That Xia Chan must remember you well. When I was young, when I went to the countryside with my grandma, the neighbor's grandfather would go to the fields in summer. They catch frogs in a big basket, and when they catch them, they go home, dispose of them in the pond behind the house, and then roast the frogs in the yard to eat. , only I don’t eat it. They all said that I am a young master in the city, I am timid and dare not eat it. Grandma said that I am kind-hearted and can’t bear to eat it. If I don’t eat it, I won’t eat it. Eat it, and let me take the sliced ​​apples to other people in the yard who are eating roasted frogs."

Xiao Zichong said in his heart, besides having a good face, your grandma is actually a pretty good grandma in other respects.

Yan Ran sighed, and said: "Later, after I was in junior high school, I was once tricked into eating roasted bullfrogs. Really, the taste was really good."

Xiao Zichong sighed and said, "The bullfrog meat is tender."

Yan Ran got excited all of a sudden, and said: "I heard from my colleague that there is a Zigong roasted bullfrog. The taste is very good, and it is guaranteed to be fresh. It can be called fresh bullfrog. Let's eat it. Don't worry, I will let them eat less. Put the chili on."

Xiao Zichong: "..."

Throughout June, Yan Ran's parents were busy.

After Li Mei worked in the Education Bureau, she was no more leisurely than when she was the principal of the school. She was busy with the college entrance examination first, and then the high school entrance examination.In addition, some kindergarten students suffered dizziness and diarrhea due to heat stroke in the air-conditioned room and the outdoor environment where the alternating cold and heat alternated. This incident was complained by the parents as food poisoning in the kindergarten and posted on the Internet. Now school food safety is a sensitive issue for the whole people As soon as this matter was posted on the Internet, it was naturally detonated immediately.

The CDC inspected the food and environmental microbes in the kindergarten immediately, and the report showed that there was no problem; the hospital said that we only treat children, without any administrative power, so don’t ask us for inspection. The CDC said that we only did inspection As long as there is no problem with the report and the inspection report, we will not be able to deal with other issues. After all, we are only a technical department and not an administrative department.

The parents felt that they were pushed, cheated, and their appeals were ignored, and they were so angry that they led netizens to curse on the Internet, which aroused extremely bad public opinion.None of the schools, education bureaus, hospitals, disease control, and health and family planning bureaus escaped. They were all tied to this public opinion vehicle and were scolded for not making false reports to excuse kindergartens.

Li Mei is impatient. Originally, her son’s affairs were enough to make her worry, and all kinds of things in the college entrance examination made her work overtime every day and lack of sleep. So when she was caught by a reporter at the gate of the unit and asked the Education Bureau’s opinion on the food poisoning incident in the kindergarten, she was angry. "It's none of my business" was posted on the Internet by the reporter, so Li Mei, as a well-known leader on the official website of the unit, was scolded by netizens. Li Mei was very aggrieved. Regardless of the safety of this kind of students, this matter really has nothing to do with her.But because the public opinion was very unfavorable to Li Mei, she was called to the province to be scolded, and she was aggrieved to go back to the unit to retire early, but everyone's performance in the unit would be affected because of her bad words. She was not allowed to retire early, and her performance was deducted to make up for other colleagues, which made Li Mei very angry.In the end, of course, she didn't deduct her performance alone, but deducted everyone's performance in the end. The other colleagues comforted her and told her not to be as knowledgeable as that villain reporter, and to learn a lot of wisdom from a pitfall, and not to answer in the future. Any reporter's question will do.But Li Mei always felt that her colleagues must be laughing at her stupidity behind her back, so she was even more sad, but she had to try to save face, so that she fell ill.

Li Mei felt that she was shameful about this matter, so she didn't let her husband tell Yan Ran, and Yan Ran never knew about it.

As the leader of disease control, Wu Lan happened to be responsible for food safety, so she was originally one of the handlers for the incident of "heatstroke was mistaken by parents for food poisoning", but she did not expect that the wind would blow It was too messy. In the end, nothing happened to her, but something happened to Li Mei.

Li Mei was sick, so she brought gifts to Yan's house to visit her.

Li Mei didn't suffer from any serious illness, but because of overtime work, anger, aggrieved and low immunity, and blowing too much cold air from the air conditioner, she got hot cold and cold.

Heat, cold and cold is a disease that feels very uncomfortable to the body. Li Mei received Wu Lan sitting on the sofa.

The Yan family is rich, and bought a villa a few years ago, but this is not a luxury villa, but a small two-story building, and the distance between the villas is also narrow, so the unit price was very low when they bought it, and the total price was only a few hundred thousand. But later the real estate speculators speculated in such third- and fourth-tier cities, so the price of this house is really not low now.

Yan Tianhua and Li Mei regretted buying this house and living in it. It was too damp to live on the first floor, and it was troublesome to climb the stairs on the second floor, and there were many kinds of mosquitoes, ants, etc., and the management of the community could not keep up. Living in a villa is always a good name, and the two of them didn't want to move back to the previous flat. They sold the previous flat at a high price and went to S City to buy another house for investment, and then proved their decision. That's right, because the housing prices in City S are rising again, and in City M, due to the large population of real estate development, it is impossible to increase the housing prices, and the housing prices have dropped somewhat.

Wu Lan greeted Li Mei's body, and stood by Li Mei's side to comfort her a lot.

Although Li Mei is a staff member of the Education Bureau, there are many departments in the Education Bureau, each of which performs its duties. Before she said something wrong, she really didn't know what was going on in this "kindergarten food poisoning" incident. Parents made a fuss at the gate of the Education Bureau, and she heard from her colleagues that "the parents were greedy and asked the kindergarten to pay a lot of money, so the kindergarten didn't want to make a fuss." After she said something wrong and was scolded, she was reminded of what was going on. .

Naturally, the news brought by Wu Lan was more than what Li Mei got from other sources, because Wu Lan was one of the people who dealt with this matter.

After Li Mei heard this, she felt that the kindergarten, the Education Bureau, the Disease Control Bureau, and the Health and Family Planning Bureau had all suffered unreasonable disasters, and said, "The hospital has been scolded the least."

Wu Lan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, she thought to herself, it's all like this, and I hope the hospital will suffer the same scolding?

Wu Lan said: "It's not like I suffered an innocent disaster."

Li Mei stared: "Isn't this an innocent disaster?"

Wu Lan said: "It's all self-inflicted. With this incident, I think everyone will know how to face this kind of thing after shedding their skins."

Li Mei obviously felt that Wu Lan was showing his depth of opinion again, so she didn't take it seriously.

Wu Lan said that now the children in every household are precious, and nothing can happen. The whole family is sensitive to a little thing, and now that the Internet is developed, all the parents of a class or even a school are in one group, one group There are hundreds of people in the village, exchanging news, and a little thing can be fermented immediately.Just like this heatstroke incident, the weather is so hot now, 35 degrees. It is a private high-end kindergarten. There is air-conditioning everywhere in the kindergarten, and the air-conditioning is very strong. The room is only over 20 degrees. In order to protect the children from heatstroke, the fruits are pears. With cold fruits like watermelon, children play wildly, get sweaty from playing, and eat cold fruits. As soon as school is over, the children are immediately exposed to the hot air outside.

It’s okay for a child to have dizziness, stomach pain and diarrhea. A parent said in the group that the children in another family were also like this. Then how could it be possible not to suspect that it was food poisoning? Those families whose children were fine would also suspect that something was wrong with the child but hadn't had an attack, and they all rushed to the hospital. Now, how could it not cause panic.

The CDC went to the kindergarten to take all food and environmental samples, and went to the hospital to collect samples of all the children's vomit and excrement, and immediately began to detect reports.

The CDC issued a report, showing that the food was fine, and the child was not suffering from food poisoning, but the head of the kindergarten slowly showed up with the inspection report from the CDC, saying that their food was fine, and asked the parents to go to the CDC. What can the CDC do? , We did the test but took the blame?So this should still be explained by the Education Bureau, and the disease control cannot explain it.The Education Bureau pushed this matter to be the responsibility of the Health and Family Planning Bureau, and the Health and Family Planning Bureau pushed this matter to be the responsibility of the Education Bureau. This matter is an administrative matter, we have no authority to do so...

While everyone is still debating which department should take the lead in this matter, online public opinion has fermented for an unknown number of waves.

Wu Lan finally said: "For this kind of thing, there should be a charter stating which department will take the lead and which department will cooperate. Otherwise, the government will be scolded and the credibility of the government will be damaged."

Li Mei naturally knew that what Wu Lan said was right. She had also directly yelled at the big boss in a meeting before, but Wu Lan said what he said before, and she still didn't take Wu Lan's words seriously. She said : "Those parents are greedy. There is a test report saying that it is not food poisoning, and the hospital expert team also gave a consultation conclusion that it was heat stroke. They just said that so many departments are maintaining private kindergartens, but they just want the kindergarten to lose money. The same goes for those netizens, they are completely clueless, there are so many departments, who should take the lead and be responsible for this matter is already arguing, and they will pay themselves to maintain the kindergarten?"

Wu Lan said in her heart, it's okay for you to complain like this as a person who is not responsible for such things, but if you are a person who wants to work for these things, then if you still think like this, it is considered a vegetarian meal.

Wu Lan said: "In this world, how many people are not greedy, and how many people can be completely rational and see through the truth under the situation of information asymmetry? There is an efficient mechanism to deal with these incidents, and the problem can be solved quickly. Only by blocking people’s greedy thoughts can people have more information to judge the truth. This is what the government should do. It is also the responsibility of the government to guide the formation of a good social atmosphere, carry out cultural construction, and improve people’s quality.”

When something goes wrong, I blame others for being greedy, and I blame others for being blind to follow suit. Although these are all facts, if the matter is not handled well in the end, can I not be scolded or have my performance deducted?

Li Meipi smiled and said, "You should be the mayor's secretary." There was sarcasm in his tone.

Wu Lan was amused by her, she smiled and said, "Chu Li, if you become the mayor, then I can be your secretary. I'll give you advice. You have a straight personality and dare to say anything, which is just right."

Li Mei: "..." I almost fainted from being blocked.

Li Mei is very busy, and Yan Tianhua has been busier than her recently. Now that there are various tentative reforms in the medical and health system, their unit is also undergoing institutional reforms. As a leader, he has endless meetings, endless discussions, and endless writing. Incomplete reports, endless inspections, and endless inspections of hospital work, and the unit has a limited staffing, and because of the complaints of "temporary workers", the unit dismissed all temporary workers and went to other units to second staff. To help, only one unit sent a person, so he was a leader with three or four staff members, went on business trips and worked overtime at the unit, and sometimes did not go home to sleep for a week or two. He was so busy, the most important thing was that he himself didn't know if being so busy would be of any use. Anyway, he felt that he might not be able to get promoted again.

Li Mei had been wronged before, Yan Tianhua didn't say a few words to comfort her, but said: "Forget it, forget it, if you want to retire early, you should retire early. To avoid talking nonsense in front of reporters again, you just won't Talk."

Li Mei immediately started a cold war with him, she would get sick, and she felt that Yan Tianhua's anger at her was also one of the reasons.

Li Mei belongs to the old comrades, because she was "wronged" after she said something wrong, so after Li Mei recovered from her illness, no matter how much work she had to sign, she was born to take annual leave, and the leader was in her forties. The hard-working and hard-working person had no choice but to take over her work and manage and sign it personally, and approved her to take annual leave.

Li Mei ignored Yan Tianhua and ran to S City to look for Yan Ran.

Li Mei came here without saying a word.

And this morning, Xiao Zichong drove Yan Ran to the door of his company.

It was Friday, and Yan Ran’s company’s finance department organized a group building outing. There were more than 30 people in the finance department of their head office. They organized a group building trip to Mount Emei to soak in hot springs. If you want to bring family and friends, you can bring them, as long as you pay for them yourself. .

After Yan Ran decided on the team building project, he asked Xiao Zichong: "Do you want to go with me?"

Xiao Zichong refused: "No need. I still have work to do."

Yan Ran said "Oh", feeling a little lost, "Just say we are friends, no one will find out."

Xiao Zichong smiled and touched his face, "What are you thinking about? I just thought, there are three men in your department, and the others are all women. I will feel embarrassed when I go. Next time we Go to the hot spring by yourself, I won't go this time."

Yan Ran: "..."

Yan Ran thought for a while and said, "Okay then. What you said is also very reasonable. In our department, I and the other two new female colleagues are not married, and everyone else is married and has children. Every team building , it’s just taking care of the children. Because everyone is usually busy and works a lot of overtime, many colleagues don’t have much time to play with the children. When the team is built, it’s when they take the children to play. Compared with team building, It feels like bringing a child to a convention."

Because he was going to stay in Mount Emei for two nights, Yan Ran brought him a suitcase containing his clothes and supplies.

Xiao Zichong sent him to the door of the company, and Yan Ran said, "I'll be back in the afternoon the day after tomorrow."

Xiao Zichong held his hand and squeezed it before letting him go.

When Yan Ran got out of the car and walked to the car at the entrance of the company, she saw a female colleague holding a little boy about one year old. The female colleague said, "Ah, brother Yan, come and hug your nephew."

The little boy was not afraid of strangers, Yan Ran hugged him, and he smiled and pinched Yan Ran's face, and there was a burst of loving laughter around him.

Xiao Zichong looked at Yan Ran who was playing with the child a few more times before driving away.