the depths of that autumn

I got along with Ling Yue carefully, because I felt distressed, even though the truth behind the truth really disappointed me, I still want to cherish every minute and every second I spend with him now...

He doesn't like to talk, but just takes care of me and the baby every day, and occasional conversations are also necessary. I respect all his decisions. If the current situation is what he wants, then I will not forcefully break it.

Qinglong has disappeared since that day, and he is not in the Qinglong Pavilion. I don't know where he went to find the truth, but I just waited silently in anticipation...

In fact, I am quite fortunate. Although premature birth and dystocia are things that endanger our lives, in retrospect, if Qinglong's reckless actions did not lead to this incident, then we might never know that the devil is Lingyue. The truth, in the end, may just leave without knowing why, and this life will be separated forever...

Sometimes I can't help but want to ask, does Ling Yueda intend to tell me his true identity and let me know that he is Ling Yue; when he sees my longing and pain in his eyes, does he have Didn't you even have the urge to tell me that he is Ling Yue?

Also, when he first appeared in front of me as a demon, what kind of emotion did he have?

I really want to know the answers to these questions. Now I am no longer an ink artist, but Xia Yan for his identity; he knows all my arrangements, knows all my arrangements, will he think that those Emotions, those feelings I have for him, are all fake!If so, is this the reason why he is indifferent to me now?Does he think I don't love him?Did he think I was lying to him?However, back then the devil knew my feelings for Lingyue...

So, is his indifference towards me now really...

He no longer loves me.

Ling Yue, who knew the truth in this world, no longer loves me.

I couldn't bear the sudden sharp pain in my heart and bent down!He freed a hand to hold the baby, and supported me: "What's wrong with you?"

I looked at the sleeping baby, heartbroken and speechless...

Ling Yue held my hand tightly, making sure I heard his question: "Xia Yan?"

Yes, he called me Xia Yan, he knew everything clearly.he is clear...

I slowly retracted my arms and said, "I'm fine." Then I looked at the baby, "The baby is asleep, put her back."

"No need." Ling Yue smiled, "I'll hug you again!" He looked at the baby lovingly with a happy smile on his face...

I felt a little sad in my heart, yes, this is his daughter after all, even if he no longer loves me, at least his love for his daughter will not decrease, so I said: "Then you take care of the baby, I want to go out for a walk .” As he spoke, he walked out…

Behind him he said, "Do you want me to accompany you?"

"No need." I couldn't see his expression, and I didn't want to turn around to look at it, so I could only suppress my desire to repent and walk away silently...

He just stood there with our baby in his arms and watched me go.

Lingyue, I want to be with you, every minute and every second; I want to be by your side, every minute and every second, but I can't bear the pain of separation, even if I just think about it, I can't just pretend nothing happened , so at this moment I leave, digesting this grief alone...

If you don't love me, I won't show weakness to let you see my grief; if you love me, how can I have the heart to let you see my grief.

Is it now that the sea has really changed...