be safe

"What are you thinking?" Qi Yin asked a little dissatisfied seeing her silent for a long time.

Yin Xiaoli looked away from the ceiling, and raised her hand to caress her face.

Qi Yin immediately became happy, and even took the initiative to lean over and rub against her soft palm.Yin Xiaoli took advantage of the situation and hugged her into her arms. Her skin was smooth and cool after staying in the air-conditioned room for a long time. It felt very pleasant to the touch.

Yin Xiaoli felt that she could still maintain Qiyin's freshness for a while.

"It's nothing." Yin Xiaoli answered her with a smile, and spoke again, "You are too good, I haven't recovered yet."

Qi Yin was very satisfied with the praise, and asked with bright eyes: "Really?"

She knows that Chinese people are introverted, and some of them will perform in this kind of thing, and their acting skills are superb.

"Of course it's true." The smile on Yin Xiaoli's lips deepened, and she found that Qi Yin's eye pupils were amber, which was a little light, but clean. Clear gemstones, beautiful.

The tails of the eyes are raised, and the eyebrows are like hooks. She is really beautiful, definitely the most beautiful one of the mixed race she has ever seen.

What kind of shit luck did I have to get such a girlfriend for the first time.

Yin Xiaoli once again sighed, she had already begun to feel a little regret for the breakup not long after.

Qi Yin started again.

She goes out of her way to please her, with her hands, with her mouth, inside and out, with every measure.

Yin Xiaoli begged for mercy on her own initiative, Qi Yin let her go after a while, and kissed her with ambiguous water on the corner of her lips.Yin Xiaoli's mouth was itchy, and she praised her skills all the time, Qiyin was full of enthusiasm and energy, and went into battle with her hands up, almost fighting till dawn.

She is not afraid of hand pain, but Yin Xiaoli is afraid that she will not be able to get out of bed, so she quickly said that she is sleepy, Qi Yin will stop making trouble with her immediately, she is very good and obedient, Yin Xiaoli hugs her when she asks her, because she thinks she is hot Just let go quickly.

In the dark, Yin Xiaoli followed her browbones, stroked her fingertips slowly, and asked curiously: "Have you always been like this before?" It took a lot of effort to act like this for each of them.

"What kind?" Qi Yin didn't understand.

"...It's nothing." Yin Xiaoli yawned, "Go to sleep."

Qi Yin came over to hug her and sighed contentedly.

Yin Xiaoli closed her eyes, the corners of her eyes were slightly curved.

Mu Zhenxi waited until she went to sleep but did not wait for Yin Xiaoli to call back. She looked at Xiao Jin who was sitting on the bed with her arms folded, and said, "Should still be busy."

Xiao Jin couldn't rush to someone's house and separate the two, so he could only say, "Then you can ask her tomorrow."

Wooden Sleeper Creek said yes.

The two also fell asleep.

The next morning, not long after Mu Zhenxi arrived at the company, she sent a WeChat message to Yin Xiaoli, asking her about Qi Yin, and Yin Xiaoli called her.

Mu Zhenxi smiled and sighed: "Mom, you really found a good father for me this time. I am now inferior to Xiao Jin, do you know that?"

Yin Xiaoli: "Hahaha what the hell? Where did the father come from? There is no such thing. Stop talking nonsense."

Mu Zhenxi was not feeling well, and asked: "Then what's going on with you and Qi Yin?"

Yin Xiaoli said: "419, it's 429 now, we got together again last night. Didn't you say that, she just wanted to sleep with me, not to mention, the technology is really good, among the people I met Can rank in the top three."

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "..."

Are you doing something bad with good intentions?If Yin Xiaoli didn't know that she was just playing around at first, would she be more cautious.

She didn't know whether it should be said that Qi Yin was tempted by her, no matter whether she said it or not, based on Mu Zhenxi's understanding of her, Yin Xiaoli's attitude should not change much.

Muzhenxi tentatively said, "She seems to like you quite a bit."

Yin Xiaoli smiled and said: "I know, I like her quite a bit too, we've already dated."

Wooden Sleeper Creek has nothing to say.She knew what Yin Xiaoli's liking was like.

She planned to go back and discuss with Xiao Jin.

She was about to hang up, when she heard Yin Xiaoli say over there: "I'm not 100% sure about something, you can go back and ask Dr. Xiao."

Muzhenxi smiled: "What's the matter?"

Yin Xiaoli frowned, and said: "Five years, no, it should be six years ago, Qi Yin and I met at the les bar in Sicheng, as I told you, I have been there in total Once, I met someone who was very interested, but the other party left, and nothing happened.”

This morning, she remembered the person next to Qi Yin back then, and asked her if she was Xiao Jin, but she didn't expect Qi Yin to lie, so she said no.Yin Xiaoli didn't believe her, she believed in her own judgment.

Muzhenxi was surprised at first, and then joked: "Is it destined to meet thousands of miles away?"

Yin Xiaoli didn't follow her smile, and said seriously: "What I want to tell you is not this, but at that time, I saw Xiao Jin beside her. Didn't notice me."

There was a sudden silence on the other side.

Yin Xiaoli: "Hello?"

It took Muzhenxi a long time to regain his sanity, and said in a shy voice, "You mean, six years ago, Xiao Jin was in Sicheng?"

Yin Xiaoli: "Yes, and China is so big, she lived abroad, how could it be such a coincidence that she happened to be in the same city as you, I reasonably suspect that she had already found you at that time, but for some reason she didn't Meet you. Wait, shit, shit, shit, I thought of it, just wait for me."

Then Muzhenxi listened to Yin Xiaoli's non-stop chanting as if he had discovered some big secret over there, and immediately Muzhenxi received a chat record on Wechat.

It belonged to Xiao Jin and Yin Xiaoli.

[You just said that in Sicheng, there was a girl chasing her. What year did it happen? 】

[I can’t remember the exact details, but we came to Lincheng not long after that, maybe four or five years ago or five or six years ago]

[They live in the same building? 】

【yes】

【thanks】

Yin Xiaoli explained to her in real time on the phone: "This is one time we were chatting, and I talked about the young lady who chased you before, and she asked me afterwards. Are these few questions strange?"

Muzhenxi was in a trance.

It's strange, of course it's strange. The question of whether they live in the same building can only be asked by those who have seen it with their own eyes, right?Did Xiao Jin see them enter a building with her own eyes, what would she think?

Muzhenxi was replaced by himself, and pushed along, the girlfriends he hadn't seen for many years—in Xiao Jin's mind, they had never broken up, and they entered and exited the same building with other girls, and perhaps there were some seemingly intimate actions at that time, In Muzhenxi's memory, because the other party has helped her a lot, and her family background and temperament are a bit like Xiao Jin, he has always been kind to her and tolerant, even Yan Xiaoli misunderstood her. To be with the other party, Mu Zhenxi explained to her, and Yin Xiaoli believed it.

What about Xiao Jin?

Could she have misunderstood?

Did she think she had a newcomer, so she didn't come out, and left silently.

No wonder she was not surprised when she mentioned this eldest lady to herself, no wonder she was secretive about the past ten years, no wonder she was vague about when she found her, no wonder...

An invisible and intangible thread connects them in series.

Muzhenxi felt sore and unbearable, he raised his head calmly, his eyes were obviously red.

What Yin Xiaoli said didn't fall into her ears again, and she heard her say before hanging up the phone: "I'm not sure, you can ask her, and talk openly and honestly about everything."

Wooden Sleeper Creek replied: "Yes."

Yin Xiaoli heard that her voice had a nasal sound, sighed secretly, hung up the phone without further words.

Muzhenxi leaned his shoulders weakly against the wall of the terrace, his hands trembled uncontrollably, he breathed out slowly, and raised his head to pour back the damp heat in his eyes.

If she wanted to talk, she wanted to have a good talk with Xiao Jin.

Xiao Jin called her at noon, and asked Yin Xiaoli first when she came up. Mu Zhenxi repeated Yin Xiaoli's original words to her, and she could hear Xiao Jin worrying there just from the phone. You have your own children and grandchildren, so don't worry about it as an old mother."

Xiao Jin said: "She's in China, so I'll worry about it. If she goes abroad, I don't care."

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "So it's like this hahaha."

Xiao Jin said, "What else? I'll help her tie Yin Xiaoli abroad? Kidnapping is against the law."

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "Haha, let her tie it herself, you give her advice."

Xiao Jin said, "Is this called abetting a crime?"

Muzhenxi laughed again.

Usually she also laughs, but not as frequently and exaggeratedly as today, it seems to be intentional, Xiao Jin felt strange: "What's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing." Mu Zhenxi covered the phone's microphone before sniffing, and the corners of his eyes were wet.

She could only temporarily numb herself by laughing, but when she rested and heard Xiao Jin's voice, she couldn't help but think about Xiao Jin back then.Filled with joy, when I saw myself with someone else, how did I restrain my emotions and take back the steps I took step by step.Would she just squat on the street and cry bitterly while walking?Like a homeless kid.

Wooden Sleeper Creek tightly covered his mouth.

"Are you busy with work today? What time will you be back in the evening?"

"..."

"Wooden Sleeper Creek?"

"..."

"wood?"

Muzhenxi wiped away the tears on his face, cleared his throat: "I'm here, someone called me just now, it seems that something happened at work, I'll deal with it first."

"……OK."

"I guess I'll go back early tonight, at seven or eight o'clock, and wait for me to have dinner together."

"Okay." Xiao Jin answered her.

"I love you." Muzhenxi said suddenly.

"I love you too." Xiao Jin said.

After hanging up the phone, Xiao Jin sighed lightly.

She called Qi Yin and confirmed to Qi Yin that Yin Xiaoli had asked her about six years ago.Yesterday, Qi Yin had already told her that she and Yin Xiaoli were destined to meet for the first time. Xiao Jin had also been to that bar.

Going round and round, the past still surfaced at a speed and in a way she hadn't imagined.

After get off work, Xiao Jin went to the supermarket to buy vegetables. She bought some fresh melons, fruits and meat. When it comes to the roses in the vase, they are fiery red and bright.

She cooked the rice, handled the ingredients, and skillfully prepared a dinner for two.

The time was just right, and Muzhenxi entered the house.

Xiao Jin gave her a bag: "Wash your hands and prepare to eat."

Muzhenxi smiled, and begged a little from her lips: "It's really virtuous."

Looking at her back, Xiao Jin also had a little smile in his eyes, which suddenly turned into melancholy.

The two of them ate, and the table was very quiet. Mu Zhenxi would occasionally boast about which dish was delicious and she liked it very much. Xiao Jin would write it down and said that he would continue to make it for her next time.People who live together don't need to say good things against their will at any time. They need to get to know each other slowly and become familiar with each other's tastes and habits.

Muzhenxi cut an apple, and there were four cuts in total. Only the core was left, and the pulp was left to Xiao Jin. She gnawed on the core. biggest piece.

"Oh!" Muzhenxi's cheeks were bulging, and his eyes were bent into crescents.

Xiao Jin pinched her cheeks: "Is it intentional?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek nodded.

Xiao Jin looked up and licked her lips. The tip of her tongue rolled away the juice from her lips. She licked her teeth and drilled in. Mu Zhenxi stepped back and shook her head vigorously.She hasn't finished eating yet, her mouth is full of apple pomace, how indecent.

Xiao Jin couldn't help laughing, patted her face gently, and went to the bathroom to turn on the water.

Muzhenxi swallowed her last mouthful, and said to her back: "Do you want to take a bath now?"

Xiao Jin said, "Yes."

Muzhenxi followed her in, watching her from the side.

"Does it look good?" Xiao Jin spread her five fingers, put her hand under the faucet, and the water flowed into the bathtub along her fingertips, forming a shallow layer.

"Ah."

The water in the bathtub was slowly filling up, Xiao Jin withdrew her hand and poured a few drops of essential oil into it.Muzhenxi asked her why she didn't use the petals she put before, did she feel bad?Xiao Jin was stunned, saying that she forgot, and wanted to change the petals again, but they had already dripped, so Muzhenxi stopped her with a funny face.

Xiao Jin lay in the bathtub with her eyes closed, her skin under the water was as white as jade.

Muzhenxi sat on a small stool and gave her a massage.

The atmosphere seemed peaceful and beautiful.

Xiao Jin opened his eyes, and saw that the mist in Muzhenxi's eyes seemed to merge with the steam in the bathroom.

"You know?" Xiao Jin looked at her quietly and only asked one sentence.

Muzhenxi lost his concealment, and immediately raised his hand to cover his eyes.

Xiao Jin sighed.

Since they met, the more they understand each other, the more they discover the inhuman heaviness in it.It doesn't matter to her, but to Muzhenxi... She no longer feels that she will not be able to bear it, it just hurts her heart.

She straightened her upper body, pulled Muzhenxi's hand down, faced the tears on her face, smiled and sighed, "It's ugly."

Muzhenxi is not crying, and it is not crying.

She didn't even know what to say anymore, the typed manuscript was stuck in her throat, and every time she thought about it, a blunt knife would sharpen her heart.

She would rather get a negative answer from Xiao Jin, she has never been to Sicheng.

"I have indeed been there." But Xiao Jin said.

Muzhenxi twitched the corner of his mouth bitterly.

"In my fourth year abroad, I knew you were in Sicheng, so I went to look for you." Xiao Jin said in a straightforward tone, as if talking about other people's affairs, "I'll wait for you downstairs at your house. Ban, maybe I went out to play, I waited for you for a long time, I saw you walking side by side with a girl, some street lights in your neighborhood were broken, it was very dark, I couldn't see clearly, I didn't confirm it was you until I got to the corridor entrance, I Going out, I want to call you..."

She paused, then smiled, and said, "But that girl kissed you on tiptoe."

Muzhenxi didn't know when Xiao Jin arrived in Sicheng, and Yin Xiaoli's memory of the specific time had long been blurred, so she went through all the memories of her and that young lady during the day, and thought that there was nothing out of the ordinary She never expected that this scene was seen by Xiao Jin, she was anxious and angry, her eyes were red: "That was her own initiative, I had a big fight with her afterwards, I was not with her, I--"

She thumped the wall with her hands bitterly.

Xiao Jin opened her clenched fingers, blew lightly on her red knuckles, and said softly: "I know you have nothing to do with her, Yin Xiaoli has already told me."

Muzhenxi sobbed, and the grief was unbearable, but what was the use, it was too late.

Xiao Jin knew it far earlier than her, and the sadness at that time has been relieved. She just gently patted Muzhenxi's back, rubbed her chin against her hair, and used her way to comfort the lover in her arms.

for a long time.

Wooden Sleeper asked, "Did you go back to America afterward?"

Xiao Jin nodded.

"Then why did you suddenly come back after five years?" Why was it five years, and what was she doing in the middle five years?

Xiao Jin was silent for a while, then said, "That's not the case."

Wooden Sleeper Creek asked, "What?"

Xiao Jin combed her long hair softly, and said in a low voice, "I never left you."

A kind of fear suddenly rose in Muzhenxi, that fear was not the matter itself, but stemmed from her premonition of what Xiao Jin was about to say.What she didn't know was much more than she imagined, it was the fear of the unknown.

Xiao Jin noticed the sudden stiffness of Muzhenxi's limbs, and she couldn't bear it for a while, but when things came to an end, she couldn't let Muzhenxi find out from somewhere. Her safe is at home now, and Muzhenxi Xi Xi will still be suspicious when she sees it one day, so she can piece together the truth, why not tell her herself.

After Xiao Jin returned to the United States from Sicheng, she was depressed for a long time, as if the spiritual pillar supporting her collapsed overnight, exactly the same as when she first went abroad.Qi Yin couldn't see it, dragged her out of the room, and began to scold her, didn't you say that you would wait for her to break up and get a divorce? What the hell are you doing now? I think it would be happier if you died first , Xiao Jin walked towards the window without saying a word, Qi Yin almost lost his mind, and was dragged back by her.

The two stared at each other, Xiao Jin said, "I'm fine, I just want to be paralyzed for a while."

Qi Yin didn't believe it: "You've been paralyzed for a month, isn't that enough?"

Xiao Jin stood up: "You are right, enough is enough."

She felt that her vitality was really too tenacious. She survived the collision before, but she never wanted to die again, no matter what.She cheered up again, went to class and studied as usual, and silently watched the Wooden Sleeper Creek on the other side of the ocean.

"Hire someone to take pictures of me?" Muzhenxi was terrified, so someone has been watching her from behind for so many years?

"It's just once a year." Xiao Jin saw through her thoughts and smiled.

"Where is that photo?" Muzhenxi was a little curious.

"The safe in my room."

Muzhenxi wanted to go back to get it, but Xiao Jin held her back and said, "The safe is too heavy, I'll check it later, and bring my phone here."

"Why didn't I see it before?" Mu Zhenxi had seen her photo album.

"Not in the phone photo."

Xiao Jin took the mobile phone handed over by Mu Zhenxi, downloaded Qzone from the app store, and opened one of the photo albums "only visible to me".

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "..."

Xiao Jin has lived abroad for a long time, and he doesn't even use WeChat very much, let alone the ancient QQ. Muzhenxi didn't register before, but now this is a work account, so naturally he wouldn't think of adding Xiao Jin as friends, let alone the photo album in the space there will be something.

Xiao Jin clicked on the first picture, and the two of them looked at each other side by side. From 24 to 28 years old, people who were in it might not feel it, but Xiao Jin could easily see her changes, and her smiles became more and more , dealing with life more and more calmly, with ease, with a mature style in every gesture, almost out of touch with that little girl.

Xiao Jin asked the person taking the photo not to be discovered by Mu Zhenxi, so she was very cautious.

There are few frontal photos, most of them are sideways photos, or distant views. There is a full-body photo of Muzhenxi waiting for the red light at the intersection. It is rare that the frontal face is also very clear. Looking slightly sideways in one direction, I don’t know what I saw, and the corner of my mouth is smiling. .

Xiao Jin has been the phone lock screen for a long time.

She asked Muzhenxi what he was looking at at that time, Muzhenxi couldn't remember, and shook his head.

Xiao Jin continued to scroll down.

Xiao Jin knew that Mu Zhenxi and Missy "broke up" two years after returning to the United States. Qi Yin heard her tell the news, congratulated her, and excitedly wanted to send Xiao Jin back to China, but Xiao Jin didn't come back.

In those two years, her feelings for Muzhenxi gradually changed, and she didn't know how it happened, it was so natural, she was no longer obsessed with getting the other party, but in the silent waiting, she sprouted A new belief.

She used to stay up all night, thinking that Muzhenxi would give her the tenderness she had given to another person, and she was so jealous; or maybe, she would completely forget her, forget the short-lived happy and painful youth, and in the end there was only her Live with this memory.She was not reconciled, she was angry, jealous, and resentful, and finally disappeared and returned to calm.

The photos sent back from China, the news she got from the people she contacted, and even she went back to China to see it in person, all prove that Muzhenxi is doing well, and it can live well without her.

In the end, she was only lucky that Muzhenxi still had the courage of a lover.It doesn't matter if she loves anyone, it doesn't have to be herself, as long as she lives happily.

Thinking of this, I felt extremely peaceful in my heart.

In the quiet living room, Xiao Jin's voice was like gentle flowing water, unhurriedly narrating her mental journey in those years.

Muzhenxi had already heard tears streaming down her face. She raised the back of her hand and wiped it, choked her throat and asked, "Then why did you appear again later?"

Xiao Jin smiled: "You must not have thought of this answer."

Muzhenxi was crying very embarrassingly, hearing her tone also aroused a trace of curiosity in her, and said with red eyes: "Because of what?"

The corners of Xiao Jin's lips twitched slightly: "Because of Fang Ying, I am quite grateful to her, she is our matchmaker."

Wooden Sleeper Creek was puzzled.

Xiao Jin dug out a photo from her mobile phone, it was a photo of Mu Zhenxi and Fang Ying having dinner together in a restaurant.Xiao Jin asked her to watch carefully, Muzhenxi turned her head away and didn't want to look at it. Compared with Xiao Jin's deep affection, every wavering thought in her these years was betrayal, and she felt it was extremely dazzling.

Xiao Jin didn't force her, just supported her chin with one hand, and said with a smile: "I found that she looks a bit like me."

Last year, when Xiao Jin, who was abroad, discovered this coincidence, her heart pounded and she made a bold guess: Will Muzhenxi not forget her?Is she still thinking about herself?

Xiao Jin didn't dare to act rashly. She asked people to take a lot of photos of Fang Ying, 360 degrees with no dead ends, and compared them one by one with her own. The height, figure, and back were five points similar. As for the face, there were two or three points.She was afraid that she was not objective enough, so she specially asked a friend to help her identify it, and it was indeed like it.

At that time, Mu Zhenxi had already broken up with Fang Ying and became single again. Xiao Jin's heart was beating like a drum, and the idea of ​​"trying it out" became stronger and stronger. What if she was really waiting for her, what if I could still make her happy... …

Just in case, she returned to China with both anticipation and timidity, and arranged the blind date from darkness to light.

Seeing Muzhenxi, Muzhenxi's attitude of trying to draw a line with her made her high mood cool down quickly. Muzhenxi was not waiting for her, and she didn't want to have anything to do with her.

Xiao Jin understood, she decided to give up, sent her home, and then she retreated to her original position, never to appear in front of Muzhenxi again.Then she probably used the greatest courage in her life to grab Mu Zhenxi's hand and let her get into her car.

Unexpectedly, there was a car accident on the road, she accidentally lost her memory, and she came into contact with the things deep in Muzhenxi's heart, and decided to scrape her bones and cure the poison, and do one last thing for her.

She used to think that was the end of the story, but fortunately, she now has the other person again.

Mu Zhenxi held Xiao Jin's hand tightly, she couldn't even shed tears, her eyes were all red, and she said dryly: "You mean, if you didn't lose your memory at that time, you would have left?"

Xiao Jin straightened her temples and said softly: "I won't leave, I will continue to look at you."

"Is it the same as before? Where I don't know?"

Xiao Jin nodded.

"Look at me falling in love with someone else?" Muzhenxi said with a trembling voice.

Xiao Jin smiled, but still nodded.

Because love to her is no longer a skin-to-skin relationship, but long-suffering and kind.

Love does not envy, love does not brag, is not puffed up, does not seek its own.

Bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Love is, never ends.