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"Did she not tell you anything?" Lu Xiaoyun asked unexpectedly.

Lu Xiaoyun thought that Muzhenxi would be willing to get back together with Xiao Jin, and to a certain extent, she must have known what happened to her in the past.Even if there is something to hide, such as the money, but not too much, but listening to Mu Zhenxi's words, he seems to know nothing.

So how did they get back together?

If it was easy to get back together, why would Xiao Jin come to Yuanyuan for several years.

"I said a few things, but I just took them all away, otherwise I wouldn't have come to you." Muzhenxi said.

"So that's the case." Lu Xiaoyun sighed.

Xiao Jin was a very obedient child in Lu Xiaoyun's mind since she was a child, obedient to her words, knowledgeable and reasonable, but the accident ten years ago completely changed her inherent views.For the first time, she discovered that the daughter she had raised for so many years was actually so stubborn and strong in her bones, which caught her and her father by surprise.

In the past, Lu Xiaoyun might not have believed Muzhenxi's words, but now, ten years later, she feels that it fits Xiao Jin's character.

Muzhenxi had no choice but to threaten Lu Xiaojun. Now that Lu Xiaojun looked calm, she couldn't help but slow down her tone, and said, "Auntie, I don't intend to offend you, but I just want to know the specific truth. She always kept it from me. I... "Muzhenxi is not good at expressing his emotions in front of outsiders. After a pause, Fang said, "I feel bad."

Just this sentence made Lu Xiaoyun's eyes red.

Not only is Mu Zhenxi uncomfortable, but she, the mother, is even more uncomfortable.If the mistakes of the past were caused by others, she could have comforted Xiao Jin as a mother, but the culprit was herself, and she had no face to deal with Xiao Jin.

Muzhenxi handed Lu Xiaoyun a tissue.

Lu Xiaoyun took a light breath and suppressed the surging tears: "Thank you."

Because of Xiao Jin, the distance between the two has never been closer.

Lu Xiaoyun slowed down and said, "I'll tell you everything right now."

Regardless of whether Xiao Jin would be angry or not, Lu Xiaoyun decided to speak up.She knew how much Xiao Jin had borne and suffered, and she wanted to tell Mu Zhenxi about this because she wanted Xiao Jin's contribution to be seen.In this sense, she is just an ordinary mother who loves her daughter.

Muzhenxi poured her a cup of tea.

Lu Xiaoyun half-closed her eyes, pretending to be reminiscing, and said for a long time, "We have to start from March 2008, when Xiao Jin applied for a liberal arts school, and the atmosphere in our family was very stiff for a long time... ..."

"You really don't want her to learn literature?" Mu Zhenxi said in amazement, she found that she knew not only little, but nothing at all.

"Of course." Lu Xiaoyun looked at her with a very inexplicable look, "Our family is in business, so we naturally hope that she will inherit the family business in the future and learn some literature well. In her father's words, that kind of thing can't create commercial value. It’s useless, it’s just a hobby.”

Wooden Sleeper Creek said: "Go on."

Lu Xiaoyun said: "Her father and I were very angry. Xiaozhi used emotion to reason, and said a lot of good things, but she refused to change. Her father has always had a good temper, and that time he almost beat her. We feel that The daughter who has always been well-behaved and obedient has become like this, someone must have spoiled her, and finally locked her on you."

The corners of Muzhenxi's mouth turned up imperceptibly, revealing a bitter smile.

She wouldn't be ashamed to think that the self at that time could change Xiao Jin's life aspirations, but it was impossible to say that she had nothing to do with her at all.Although Lincheng No. [-] Middle School puts equal emphasis on arts and sciences, the general atmosphere in society is "emphasis on science and despise literature". When the first year of high school was not divided into classes, Xiao Jin was a good candidate in the eyes of the head teacher. Everyone was sure that she would choose the science class. The results were astonishing.Mu Zhenxi asked Xiao Jin, and Xiao Jin said that it doesn't matter to her to study literature and science. Anyway, she has already finished her high school courses by herself, because she only went to Mu Zhenxi in the liberal arts class.

Under the influence of Xiao Jin, Muzhenxi came into contact with a lot of literature and philosophy books. Even if he swallowed them whole, he still figured out a trace of the charm of words, otherwise he would not fall in love with writing love poems for Xiao Jin.She knew that Xiao Jin was going abroad early in the morning, and she asked her what university and major she wanted to go to during the chat. Xiao Jin said that she wanted to study literature, but her expression was obviously hesitant.Muzhenxi asked her if she had any concerns, and she didn't look happy at all.

No matter how determined Xiao Jin was, she was just a child at the time, and she couldn't handle the choices in her future life lightly.At noon that day, she sat on the steps of the school playground, and rarely regarded Muzhenxi as an object that could help her solve her problems, and asked seriously: "If there is a very important matter in front of you, should you listen to your heart, or should you give in? Reality?"

"What is it?"

"It's about choosing a major. My parents want me to study business. I'm not interested in doing business. I want to study literature. What do you think I should study?"

"I think?" The students in the ivory tower are all idealists. Even though Muzhenxi has shouldered the burden of the family early, she really thinks that making money is much better than doing paperwork. If she can choose her, she will definitely choose to make money.Xiao Jin is so smart, she can definitely do well in anything, but she hopes that Xiao Jin can do what she likes, and be happy for the rest of her life, and she will work hard for things like making money in the future!So I answered her, "Of course I choose what you like."

"But my parents said, it's useless." Xiao Jin lowered her eyelashes, and with her fingers picked the grass that grew at the bottom of the wall under the steps.

"How can it be a useless thing?!" Mu Zhenxi reacted fiercely, almost jumping up, the things Xiao Jin likes are the most useful and best things in the world!Xiao Jin's reading is also the most beautiful in the world!She racked her brains and hurriedly comforted her, but she didn't have much ink in her chest. She said Shakespeare for a while, Tolstoy for a while, and said that literature is the ladder of human progress.

Xiao Jin was amused by her, and rubbed her head: "Okay."

Sweaty Wooden Sleeper Creek: "Huh?"

Xiao Jin looked at her with firm eyes and said, "I've decided to choose liberal arts."

After she made up her mind, Muzhenxi became worried for her: "Where are your parents?"

Looking at her sad little face, Xiao Jin couldn't help laughing and said, "I'll take care of it, it's not a big problem."

She spoke lightly, and Muzhenxi didn't take this matter to heart anymore.

Mu Zhenxi feels that Xiao Jin is omnipotent, and what she says is the truth.

She didn't know that Xiao Jin also had things that she couldn't solve, and she couldn't help herself, such as her major, such as being cheated to go abroad... many, many.

……

Lu Xiaoyun said: "Although you never come when we are at home, the nanny and driver at home know you. Xiao Jin never brings outsiders to the house. You are the only one, and you come and go very frequently. No matter what Xiao Jin thinks Concealing, let us discover the too close relationship between you and her."

Muzhenxi said: "You tricked her away later?"

Lu Xiaoyun shook her head.

"No, her father wanted to talk to you at that time. We didn't plan to do anything to you at the time. We just wanted you to persuade her. The matter should be solved one by one. First solve her school problem, and then solve you However, Xiao Jin may have misunderstood what we meant, and she reacted violently, forbidding her father to look for you, and even agreed to our request and gave up studying literature."

Sleeper Creek looked at the ceiling above his head.

It turned out that her parents knew about their relationship so early and strongly opposed it.He even tried to find her, what was he doing at that time?Muzhenxi recalled in a daze, as if she was running around for her grandmother's medical expenses, and by the way, she had a small quarrel with her mother who only gave birth but not a child.Xiao Jin always appeared in a timely manner, and stayed by her side to listen to her daily troubles and wipe away her tears.She herself said nothing.It didn't say that she gave up her ideals, or the pressure in her family.

If Xiao Jin's parents showed up at that time, he would probably collapse because of his inability to deal with it?

Lu Xiaoyun said: "After this matter is resolved, we will start to think about the next one. Don't say you are a girl, even if you are a boy, we will never allow Xiao Jin to have any emotional entanglements with you under your conditions. , of course, the most important thing is because you are a girl, her father and I felt that this kind of relationship is not tolerated in the world, we must not let her go on the wrong path, we have to correct her."

Mu Zhenxi lowered his head and looked at her quietly, with great anger sweeping through those clear eyes, he took a deep breath: "So you decided to trick her away?"

Lu Xiaoyun opened her mouth and said calmly, "Yes."

Mu Zhenxi said: "Do you think that according to her personality, the quarrel will be over in two days, and she won't even make a quarrel. After a while, she will obediently accept your arrangement."

Lu Xiaoyun smiled bitterly, unable to refute her: "Yes."

Mu Zhenxi said coldly: "You have experienced her insistence on professionalism beforehand, do you still think she will obey what she says? If you hadn't pinched her, would she have easily compromised?"

Lu Xiaojun said rationally: "Because the professional matter has been resolved." At that time, she and Xiao's father even thought that when they went abroad, there might be new opportunities for her to embark on the right path as soon as possible.

Muzhenxi laughed softly, the corners of his mouth curled up full of sarcasm.

The problem was solved, so it can be regarded as nothing happened. In their eyes, Xiao Jin's persistence was nothing more than a meaningless struggle, and they still had to be obedient in the end.What do they want, is it a machine that works step by step according to their regulations, or a daughter who is alive and well?

Lu Xiaoyun said: "We originally wanted to take her abroad earlier, but we never had a chance. She ran to the hospital every day. Until one day, she was lying on the bed crying, and I asked her, saying that I had a fight with you, and I said Some angry words, I know, the opportunity has come."

The fingertips of Muxiu Xi holding the cup turned white from the force.

That was the one thing Lu Xiaoyun regretted most in his life.

Xiao Jin was taken abroad. Because of the wooden pillow creek, she was not very interested in visiting. She went out on the first day, but she found various reasons to say that she didn’t want to go on the second day. She stayed in her room and wrote papers, took notes, and summed up the questions. Type, sit for a whole day.

Lu Xiaoyun stood by and watched, bringing her a glass of milk in the middle of the night.

For the sake of convenience, she and Xiao's father never clearly expressed their dislike for Xiao Jin having a homosexual, and even Lu Xiaoyun asked about Muzhenxi in order to lower Xiao Jin's defense.If it weren't for his trust in Lu Xiaoyun, Xiao Jin would never have agreed to Lu Xiaoyun's proposal to take her abroad to relax at that time.

Xiao Jin is just a child who has just grown up, and she has a natural sense of trust in her mother.Her father's attitude was lukewarm, but Lu Xiaoyun did not object, and vaguely agreed, so she moved to put her mother in her camp.She and Lu Xiaoyun talked about Muzhenxi, how wonderful she was, how kind she was to her, how hardworking and motivated she was, how they met, and some interesting things in school.

She is a little girl in love, and when she talks about her sweetheart, her brows and eyes are full of affection, and there is a unique light in her eyes.

Lu Xiaoyun has also been in a relationship. She and Xiao's father have a strong friendship. Seeing her daughter in a foreign country every day, facing a mountain of boring test papers, she doesn't feel bitter but happy. She knows why.

She became a little soft-hearted. As time passed day by day, and the day of returning to China was getting closer, she went to Father Xiao to discuss whether she could take a gentler approach, or simply stop interfering in her emotional life. A smile kept appearing on Xiao Jin's face.

Xiao's father was much colder and harder than her. What was wrong was wrong, and he couldn't go further and further down the wrong road. He also said that Lu Xiaoyun went back as he lived, following the path of a child.

Father Xiao has always been the master of family affairs. After listening to Father Xiao's words, Lu Xiaoyun sighed and dismissed the idea.

A week passed, and the night before, Xiao Jin asked Lu Xiaoyun what time was the flight back home.Lu Xiaoyun didn't dare to face her bright eyes, and walked over vaguely, telling her to ask her father.Xiao's father said that there was an accident and he had to delay going back for two days.

Not two days later, Xiao Jin eavesdropped on the two of them talking that night, and tore through the window paper covered by his parents.

She was very calm at the beginning, and she didn't panic about being detained at all. The children taught by Xiao's family were like the two of them.Xiao Jin negotiated with her parents first, but Xiao's father didn't even bother to listen to her negotiating skills, and said sharply: Her passport and identity documents have all been confiscated, and she has to stay in this foreign country, and she has to stay if she doesn't!

Negotiations ended in failure.

Xiao Jin went back to the room in silence.

On the first day there was no movement in the morning, but in the afternoon it was earth-shattering.

She seemed to be a different person, she smashed everything she could, vases, utensils, TV refrigerators, and chairs that couldn't be thrown by her hands, her eyes were bloodshot, she yelled, she was hysterical, like a lunatic.

Lu Xiaoyun panicked, Father Xiao held her down, narrowed his eyes calmly, and said, "Don't be fooled, this is her strategy, just to scare you."

Known daughter Moruofu.

Xiao Jin went "crazy" for two days, her parents watched coldly and simply did not appear in front of her.

She tried to negotiate again and was turned down.

She decided to go on a hunger strike.

Regardless of whether it was a strategy or her passive resistance, Father Xiao and Lu Xiaoyun were forced out.

Lu Xiaoyun adopts a gentle policy, Xiao Jin doesn't listen to anything, and just says repeatedly: "Let me go back to China." When she returns to China, she will naturally eat.

It is difficult for a person to resist hunger. Lu Xiaoyun couldn't persuade her, but Father Xiao decided to starve her for two days with a cold face.Three days passed, and Xiao Jin locked herself in the room without any rice.

Father Xiao sent someone to pry open the door, and the man had already passed out on the ground, his body covered with scars pinched to resist hunger.

It’s okay not to eat, and there is still nutrient solution to hang, and it can still maintain life.

Xiao Jin lay on the bed, motionless and silent, staring at the ceiling above her head without blinking, like an unconscious stone statue.

Having said that, Lu Xiaoyun took a sip of ice-cold tea and looked up at the wooden pillow creek opposite.

Muzhenxi's reaction was very strange, with a calm expression, but there seemed to be some strong emotions suppressed under that appearance, and he was just tense.

"Her persistence is beyond our imagination, and her father thought of a way."

"What way?" Muzhenxi lowered his eyes, his voice was very soft, and he didn't look at her at all.

It's been a long time, but every time Lu Xiaoyun thinks about it, those details are still very clear. It would be great if nothing happened.

Lu Xiaoyun closed her eyes in pain, and said in a hoarse voice, "We set our minds on you. If she can yield for you the first time, maybe she will yield for you the second time."

Muzhenxi twitched the corners of his mouth sarcastically, and closed his eyes with warm eyelids.

Father Xiao sent someone in the country to find out that Muzhenxi had spent all the medical expenses for his grandmother's treatment, and he squatted there for two days to take a video of her crying with her arms folded in the corridor.

He started the second negotiation with the weak Xiao Jin in the living room.

Xiao Jin lowered her eyelashes indifferently, indifferent until Father Xiao played this video in front of her.Her calm expression finally showed great pain and anger, her eyes were red, and Lu Xiaoyun was shocked by those eyes!

Father Xiao made two choices just like Muzhenxi did to Lu Xiaoyun today: either, Xiao Jin and Muzhenxi broke up, and he would be responsible for Muzhenxi's grandmother's medical expenses; Make a little "little trip".

Xiao Jin will not just watch the other party die, he can be sure that Xiao Jin will definitely choose the first path.

Xiao's father was strategizing, and he had never miscalculated in his life, but he stumbled in this matter, which caused irreversible consequences.

Xiao Jin stared fixedly at her father with hatred, and then at Lu Xiaoyun pleadingly.

Lu Xiaoyun couldn't bear to turn her head away, she couldn't decide, so she chose not to watch it.At the same time, she also had an idea in her heart, hoping that after today, this matter would be completely over, as long as she survived this time.

Xiao Jin smiled sadly and lowered her eyes, as if giving up resistance.

The couple looked at each other and breathed a sigh of relief.

No one noticed that her lowered eyes were focused on the sharp corner of the coffee table not far away, and no one thought that her body, which was supported even when she was walking, could burst out with such great strength in an instant.

It wasn't until Xiao Jin fell to the ground covered in blood and his forehead was bleeding profusely that Lu Xiaoyun let out an uncontrollable scream!

Xiao's father knelt down on the ground, his eyes were red, and he was trembling all over, and he blocked the bloody hole in her head with his hands.

Xiao Jin half-opened her eyes, with blood on her face, one hand tightly clutching the corner of Lu Xiaoyun's clothes, her pale lips moved.

Lu Xiaoyun leaned closer to listen.

There are only two words repeated.

"Help her."

Lu Xiaoyun burst into tears: "Okay, I promise you."

Xiao Jin loosened her five fingers, her wrists drooped weakly, and she closed her eyes with a reassuring smile on her lips.

Xiao Jin chose the third path.

Trade her death for Muzhenxi's life.

Xiao Jin was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment. She was on the verge of life and death several times, and her heart stopped beating for a while.She was too weak, and she was determined to die, so she didn't leave a way out for herself.It was also because he was too weak, and the strength of suicide was not enough, leaving a glimmer of life behind.

She was lying on the hospital bed with repeated high fevers, and after a brief waking up, she ushered in a longer period of coma.It was not until two months later that the condition was initially stabilized.

She wanted to go back to the country immediately to find someone, but was ordered by the doctor to recuperate. She used a very serious tone. She was not in good health, and because of the serious illness, she was even weaker and could not move easily.But she took advantage of the unpreparedness of the people watching her and ran out secretly, accidentally broke her leg and had another operation.

In the end, Xiao's father and Xiao's mother could only allow her to return home with her sick body.

It was the end of summer vacation.

When she left, at the beginning of April, the grass was growing and the warbler was flying, high-spirited, but when she came back, she was broken and sick.

Even Lin Cheng has changed his world.

Worst of all, Wooden Sleeper Creek is nowhere to be found.

When she disappeared, no one knows.

……

Lu Xiaoyun burst into tears, choked up and wiped away her tears.

Muzhenxi wanted to ask something, but the moment he opened his mouth, there was a suffocating throbbing pain in his chest, which was so painful that he almost fainted.

She clasped the edge of the table tightly with her fingers, slowly calming down the sudden sharp pain.

Lu Xiaoyun heard Muzhenxi's muffled hum, raised her eyes and saw her face was terribly pale, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Muzhenxi gritted his teeth and shook his head.

Lu Xiaoyun said no more.

Muzhenxi let go of her fingers and clenched her fists under the table. Veins protruded from the back of her hands. Her chest was still aching. She took a deep breath and asked, "What's the matter with her headache? Is it because of that?" time?"

Lu Xiaoyun turned pale, and said hoarsely: "Yes. We discovered the root cause of the disease later on. I'm not sure if it was the impact, or because of the high fever later, or both."

Knowing the result, Muzhenxi asked again without giving up: "Is there a possibility of a radical cure?"

With a pale face, Lu Xiaoyun said in a low voice, "No."

If so, they wouldn't be so guilty. Every time Xiao Jin had a headache, life would be worse than death, it was like a resounding slap in the face to remind them of the wrong things they did back then.

There was a trace of compassion in Lu Xiaoyun's eyes, and it might be the same for Muzhenxi now.The money she took was stained with Xiao Jin's blood.She seemed to understand why Xiao Jin refused to tell her the truth.In the future, every time Xiao Jin has an outbreak, she will bring back those past events that she can't bear to look back on, and guilt is destined to accompany her for the rest of her life.

Lu Xiaoyun and Xiao's father have endured it for ten years, and they know how painful it is to watch Xiao Jin suffer. If they can replace it with their own bodies, they will never hesitate, but there is no if in this world.

Lu Xiaoyun suddenly didn't know whether what she did today was right or wrong. Some things are better not to know than to know.

Why do we have to ask for the truth?

A question popped up in Mu Zhenxi's mind, why there was no scar left after the collision was so severe that year, she didn't see the old scar on Xiao Jin's forehead.

Lu Xiaoyun felt even more sympathetic. She glanced at her and said slowly, "She had a car accident after returning to China, and she was injured in the same place as before. You and her were in the same car at that time. You should know..."

There was a bang in Muzhenxi's head, and there was no sound in his ears.

Xiao Jin fought for her once, or twice.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry first." Mu Zhenxi stood up, his lips trembling, and tried his best to maintain his calm, but tears still burst out in an instant.Lu Xiaoyun handed her a tissue, Mu Zhenxi waved her hand, and stumbled away.

Lu Xiaoyun sat still at the same place, heard the waiter's concerned voice, heard Muzhenxi's voice hoarse and almost out of tune asking the waiter "Where is the bathroom?" When Jin thought it was just a simple vacation in a foreign country, when he mentioned his sweetheart to her, he jumped like a bird.

"Mom, she's really very good. I'll take you to see her when I get back to China, okay?"

Lu Xiaoyun burst into tears, touched her daughter's soft hair, and said softly to the air in front of her, "Okay."