be safe

Muzhenxi put a heavy weight on the "sure" end of the balance.

With her eyes closed and her eyebrows stretched, An Ran fell into a dreamland.

In the dream, there was the past between her and Xiao Jin, the sound of books, she was dozing off at the desk, Xiao Jin picked up a feather from nowhere, and rubbed it on her cheeks and bridge of nose, Muzhenxi closed her eyes and smiled lightly, stretched out her hand to He grabbed the girl's wrist as he wished.

Warm and delicate, she rubbed her thumbs intimately twice, and slowly opened her eyes.

In front of him was a face that was unfamiliar but strongly familiar.

Muzhenxi sat upright, the sunlight outside the window was dazzling, she squinted her eyes and asked, "Who are you?"

"I'm Xiao Jin." The woman answered her.

"Xiao Jin?" Mu Zhenxi re-examined, and found that the person in front of him was indeed very similar to Xiao Jin. What kind of appearance is exactly the same as this person, "Why did you suddenly become like this?"

"What do you mean suddenly?" Xiao Jin said funny, "We've been together for so long, yet you don't recognize me anymore?"

"We? Together? For so long?" Every time he uttered a word, Muzhenxi's eyes became more blank.

"Yes, today is our fifth anniversary."

"Remembrance day?" Wooden Sleeper Xi repeated her words dully.

"What's wrong with you?" Xiao Jin sensed the abnormality, and waved her hand in front of her eyes, "Why are you so stupid today?"

"What anniversary?"

"We've been married for five years on our wedding anniversary." Xiao Jin motioned her to bow her head.

Muzhenxi lowered his head and saw the wedding ring on the ring finger of his left hand reflecting broken light: "!!!"

She stood up abruptly, and found that she was not in a classroom, but in the waiting hall of the airport. The flight number was written on the electronic display screen not far away, the departure place was Lincheng, and the destination was Hawaii.

The hustle and bustle of the crowd poured into my ears after a moment of isolation.

For the elderly, for children, for couples.

"We..." Muzhenxi's pupils contracted slightly, one hand was clenched into a fist by his side, he looked around, and finally landed on Xiao Jin's face full of doubts.

Xiao Jin put his hand on the back of Muzhenxi's hand, slowly loosened her fist, pulled her to sit down again, rested his chin on her shoulder, put his other arm around her waist, and smiled in her ear : "Did you sleep stupidly?"

Muzhenxi was stunned for a while, his brain trying to accept the unimaginable things in front of him, he let out a sigh of relief, smiled absently at Xiao Jin, and said, "Maybe."

She took Xiao Jin's hand back, interlocked her fingers, and asked softly, "Where are we going?"

"It's really stupid." Xiao Jin smiled lightly and bit her earlobe, "Of course I'm going on vacation."

"Celebrating a wedding anniversary?"

"That's right." She was always slow, Xiao Jin gave her a dissatisfied look, "Didn't you sleep so hard that you even forgot about this?"

"No." Muzhenxi hurriedly hugged Xiao Jin into his arms, and quickly comforted her.

Xiao Jin calmed down the unburned anger.

The two boarded the plane together and sat in first class.Mu Zhenxi turned on her phone habitually, entered the photos by accident, saw many photos of herself and Xiao Jin, and even edited them according to the year. From 2007 to 2018, she went in one album by one, and looked at the photos of the two. Everyone's faces have changed from green to mature together.

There is a picture of Xiao Jin wearing a bachelor's uniform in a foreign university, standing next to him in a shirt and jeans. Mu Zhenxi rubbed his fingers on the other's cheek, and suddenly there was a burst of heat in his ears. Xiao Jin leaned over and looked at the photo with emotion: "We were young then."

"Now you are very young." Mu Zhenxi smiled and pinched the tip of Xiao Jin's nose, Xiao Jin grabbed her hand and kissed her on the back, his eyes bent into crescent moons.

Muzhenxi closed the photo album and looked down at the wedding ring on her ring finger. Are they married yet?And never separated.What are those in my memory?

When the plane landed, Muzhenxi rented a car in fluent English, and took Xiao Jin to the reserved hotel. The two chased and played on the beach, leaving behind the laughter of the blue sea and the blue sky.

When she heard the ringing of the phone call, Muzhenxi was sleeping on a deck chair on the beach. She fished it over and gave a very nasal sound.

"I disturbed your sleep so early." It was Xiao Jin's apologetic voice, "I woke up and missed you, so..."

Wooden Sleeper Creek said in a daze, "Why is it so early? Isn't it afternoon?"

Xiao Jin looked at the newly lit sky outside the window: "Huh?"

Muzhenxi first felt that the touch under her body was not right, it was not as soft as the texture of a reclining chair, and then slowly opened her eyelids, which were a little sore because she slept too late last night, she looked around the bedroom, recalling the memory, and pinching the center of her brow Said: "It's nothing, I just had a dream."

"What dream?"

"I dreamed..." Muzhenxi leaned on the bed with his elbows, propped his body up, leaned his back against the head of the bed, and told the truth, "I dreamed that we didn't break up and we were together for 11 years , and then to commemorate the fifth anniversary of marriage, I went to the island for vacation, very happy. I was just sunbathing when you called me."

"Coincidentally, I also had a similar dream."

"Huh?" Muzhenxi sat up straight, surprised.

"I dreamed that on my 24th birthday, you drove me to a place. After getting out of the car, you blindfolded me and kept going, saying that you would give me a gift."

"what gift?"

"I just remember that there were fireworks in the sky, and then I woke up." Xiao Jin couldn't hide her disappointment in her tone.

Wooden Sleeper Creek laughed out loud.

"stop laughing!"

"Stop laughing." Muzhenxi restrained his smile a little, coughed, "I'll get up and wash up first, and you'll have breakfast with me later?"

"Where to eat?"

"Go back to that breakfast shop last time, okay?"

"sure."

She invited him out naturally, and Xiao Jin naturally agreed, without any twitching.

"Then I'm getting up, hang up first, I'll wait for you downstairs, see you later."

"see you later."

When Xiao Jin heard the busy voice over there, she covered most of her face with a pillow, revealing only a pair of dark eyes, full of joy.In fact, the dream she had didn't end with the fireworks in the sky. Later, Muzhenxi proposed to her, and then she woke up with a smile.

Xiao Jin buried her entire face in the pillow, the exposed skin on the back of her neck was red, I don't know if it was because of shyness or excitement.

After rolling around on the bed twice, Xiao Jin got up with a flushed face, washed and changed quickly, and went downstairs without waiting for Muzhenxi to send her another message.But Muzhenxi arrived faster than her. When Xiao Jin saw her, Muzhenxi was holding a mobile phone in his hand, as if he was about to call her.

"Good morning." Xiao Jin raised her fingers and lightly tucked her bangs behind her ears, standing extraordinarily dignified and speaking in a very ladylike tone.

"...Good morning." Muzhenxi followed her stiffly for some reason.

The two looked at each other for a while, then laughed.

Holding the bag behind both hands, Xiao Jin walked over in small steps, seeing that no one noticed, tiptoe kissed Muzhenxi's smooth cheek, and said, "Drip, check in."

When evacuating, Xiao Jin sniffed hard twice. I don't know what brand of facial cream Muzhenxi used, it smells very good.

Mu Zhenxi looked down slightly, looked at her for two seconds, smiled and took the bag from her hand.

Xiao Jin put her arms around her arms with both free hands, and complained to her: "I slept too late last night, I was so sleepy, do you think I have dark circles under my eyes?"

Muzhenxi tilted his head to look seriously, and said, "It's a little bit."

Xiao Jin opened her mouth.

Muzhenxi said in advance: "Hey, are you a dog? Want to bite me again?"

Xiao Jin said angrily, "You said I have dark circles under my eyes."

Muzhenxi was in a happy mood, and said with a raised tone: "Oh, you asked me yourself, but now it's on me, how can you be so unreasonable in the world—"

"What's unreasonable?"

Passing by a neighbor, cast a glance at the two of them.

Muzhenxi chuckled, and said in a low voice, "Unreasonable girlfriend." In an intimate and ironic tone.

Xiao Jin's heart skipped a beat suddenly, and the strength of hooping Muzhenxi's arm increased.

Wooden Sleeper Creek she...

She took another look at the neighbors passing by. This is outside, so the agreement stipulates that she should be called girlfriend to everyone, regardless of whether the other party has or will hear it?

Xiao Jin rested her forehead on Muzhenxi's shoulder, and sighed inwardly.

Did you dig a hole and bury yourself in it?

If Muzhenxi is such a "girlfriend" a few more times, her heart should be overloaded.

"Not in a good mood? Still sleepy?" Mu Zhenxi saw that she was following his footsteps, but he still didn't raise his head.

"Sleepy." Xiao Jin said.

"I can't sleep so late tonight." Muzhenxi told her.

"Aren't you sleepy?" Xiao Jingai put his chin on Muzhenxi's shoulder and asked her with his face up.

From such a close distance, Muzhenxi can see her own small reflection in her dark eyes, which is placed in the brightest position in her pupils.Muzhenxi has been looking into the depths of her eyes, with a tenderness that he didn't realize: "Fortunately, I'm used to it."

"Huh?" Xiao Jin knew that she was busy with work, but still wanted to know more details.

"The hardest time was when the new game was launched. It was only 996. At that time, I had to stay up all night. All my food and lodging were in the company. Everyone was like a savage. My former colleagues posted a circle of friends. It seems that there is a big group photo, which is very ugly. .I'll find it for you later and send it to you?"

"it is good."

"What do you do at home?" Wooden Sleeper Creek asked.

"Preparing lessons, reading books, and writing papers." Xiao Jin replied.

"Aren't you boring?"

"Fortunately, I'm used to it." After all, it's inconvenient to walk this way, Xiao Jin turned her face to look ahead, smiled and answered her with Mu Zhenxi's words just now.

"All your friends are abroad?" Mu Zhenxi remembered hearing Xiao Jin say it before.

"Ah."

"Then why did you decide to go back to China? You don't have a single friend here." Muzhenxi said before she could answer, "Is it because of me?"

Xiao Jin couldn't help but tilt her head and looked at Muzhenxi.

She suddenly couldn't see what Muzhenxi was thinking, and she was also not sure what the purpose of her question was. Did she want to get a positive answer or a negative answer from herself?Which one is better for Sleeper Creek?

On the day of the blind date, Xiao Jin returned to settle in China from Chen, so she found a job at Lincheng University. At that time, their relationship was awkward, and Mu Zhenxi didn't ask her why she returned to China. If Mu Zhenxi asked at that time, she might tell the truth.

but now……

Muzhenxi stared at her intently for a few seconds, with a faint smile on his lips, and asked, "Is this question difficult to answer?"

Although her tone was calm, Xiao Jin felt a sense of oppression from her body.

Xiao Jin shook his head lightly.

Muzhenxi asked: "So it's because of me?"

Xiao Jin's clever head seemed to be stuck, and the prepared answer was swallowed by Mu Zhenxi's sharp eyes, and he could only remain silent.

Mu Zhenxi let go of her oppressive aura, leaned over and hugged Xiao Jin, stroked her hair tenderly, and said, "I didn't try to force you, I just asked you a question, just tell the truth, don't think so many."

After the initial period of hesitation, when it was time to get to know Xiao Jin again, Mu Zhenxi felt that there seemed to be a deep secret hidden in her. Except for the matter of loving her, which Mu Zhenxi could be sure of, other things were blurred .

She has really changed a lot, and she is completely different from ten years ago. Has she encountered more things that she doesn't know about?

This is an unfounded guess, only relying on Muzhenxi's intuition.

Now she is confirming her intuition step by step.

Xiao Jin hugged her back, biting her lower lip tightly with her teeth.

Her mind was in a mess. If she answered yes, would Muzhenxi continue to ask her why she didn't look for her after returning to China, why she just appeared now, and a lot of old things were involved, that's not what Xiao Jin wanted to see arrived.

How to do?

If you don't tell the truth, will Wooden Sleeper Creek find out?

Is she already suspicious?

Mu Zhenxi hugged her for a while, and almost felt Xiao Jin's inner torment with empathy, and she suddenly felt an indescribable sadness.

After breaking up for ten years and more than 3000 days, they missed being by each other's side for such a long time, so that every contact now is full of temptations and cautiousness, for fear that this meticulously cared for love that has finally sprouted new buds will be on thin ice. Add new cracks.

"You don't have to say it." Mu Zhenxi rested his palm on Xiao Jin's back.

Xiao Jin reacted fiercely and raised her head: "I say!"

Muzhenxi was even more sad. She suppressed the hot air in her eyes, pressed the back of Xiao Jin's head and pulled her back into her arms, and said softly: "I mean, think about it slowly, wait until you think about it." Besides, there is no rush at this moment."

Xiao Jin was a little confused.

Wooden Sleeper Creek said: "Remember the agreement you drafted yesterday? The trial period is 1 years."

This seemed to be an ominous omen.Xiao Jin's voice was muffled, and she was about to cry: "Do you regret it?"

"I don't regret it." Muzhenxi pretended not to hear her cry, sniffed and said, "My suggestion is to add one more thing. Except for regularization, under no circumstances should A12 parties terminate the agreement in advance."

Xiao Jin was stunned: "You mean..."

Muzhenxi stared at her steadfastly, her thin lips parted lightly: "I will fight you to the end."

This is really not a touching love story, and even sounds a bit rascal, but it does not prevent it from accurately conveying the determination of Wood Sleeper Creek.

Xiao Jin also successfully received it.

Xiao Jin loves to cry a lot lately. Since her relationship with Muzhenxi eased up, she can hardly count the number of people who cried secretly and loudly.She successfully destroyed a shirt of Muzhenxi. While Muzhenxi had no choice but to lead her home to change clothes, he was relieved to know the real side of the person in front of him.

Xiao Jin is not as mature, powerful and invincible as she imagined, she just hides her fragile self under the tough appearance, in fact, she will feel restless and fearful, maybe even worse than her.

She has been pretending to be a strategist, no, to be precise, she is indeed a strategist, but at the same time that sense of unease also exists, like a shadow.How many times Muzhenxi had nightmares, Xiao Jin had nightmares, perhaps more than her.Mu Zhenxi only hated himself for not discovering it earlier, blindly indulged in his own worrying about gains and losses, and ignored Xiao Jin's feelings.

Muzhenxi poured Xiao Jin a glass of water, and went to the bedroom to change into new clothes.

When she came out, Xiao Jin was playing with the calla lily in her vase again, this time she didn't put it back when she came out, and asked, "Where did you buy this?"

Mu Zhenxi said: "I ordered it from a flower shop, delivered it to the company, and then I got it back from the company."

Xiao Jin raised her eyebrows and asked calmly, "What's the name of the flower shop? I want to buy some too."

After crying just now, her eyes were still a little red, but her demeanor and tone were completely normal, very Xiao Jin style.

A few minutes ago, who was it that made her shirt shoulders wet from crying?

Seeing that she was so calm, Mu Zhenxi was very displeased, clicked his tongue, and suddenly raised his hand, pinched Xiao Jin's upper and lower lips together with his thumb and index finger, and pulled them out.

Xiao Jin: "No!"

Sleeper Creek loosened.

Xiao Jin said angrily, "What are you doing?!"

Muzhenxi said viciously: "I, a bully, bully women from good families and pay for it."

Xiao Jin said, "Did you have—" She swallowed the word sick.

Mu Zhenxi nodded, and admitted with a smile: "Yes, I'm just sick, am I angry?"

Xiao Jin: "???"

After three seconds of silence, she took out her mobile phone from her pocket and said, "How much do you want to call, can you transfer money?"

Wooden Sleeper Creek said, "No."

Xiao Jin asked: "Then what do you want?"

Muzhenxi crossed Erlang's legs, looked from bottom to top, and said lazily: "I promise you with my body, I will think about it."

The relationship between the two changed so quickly, Xiao Jin couldn't react, and froze on the spot.

Mu Zhenxi saw that Dr. Xiao's brain had indeed crashed, and couldn't bear to play with her anymore. She patted the seat beside her and motioned her to sit down, and Xiao Jin sat beside her.

Muzhenxi took her hand, put it in his palm up and down, and sighed before speaking.

"Are you hiding a lot of things from me? About your affairs abroad, or the reason for returning to China?"

"I..." Xiao Jin was anxious and hesitant.

"I said you don't need to worry, wait until you think about it, you can think about it for 1 years." Muzhenxi actually had a sense of humor.

Xiao Jin raised the corners of her lips, and the rudimentary shape of a smile was looming.

The voice of Muzhenxi made people feel calm, and changed the question: "Are you also afraid that I will leave you?"

Xiao Jin pursed her lips and nodded.

"why did not you tell me?"

silence.

"I'm sorry, I can't wait for you to think about this question for 1 years." Muzhenxi looked at the time on his phone, "I probably won't be able to eat the breakfast I agreed to. If you don't say anything, I will be deducted from my salary. But as long as I work every night, I have to get off work late, I hope you won't let me stay up all night."

Xiao Jin rubbed the fabric of her trousers with her free hand, frowning slightly.

Mu Zhenxi waited patiently, holding Xiao Jin's hand all the time, hoping that she could draw some strength from him.

After a while, Xiao Jin lowered her head and said in a compromised voice, "Because I don't think I'm qualified."

She was the original "betrayer" in the relationship, even if it wasn't her will.Everything she has endured now, including the first ten years, is her own fault.Compared with the hardships that Muzhenxi has suffered, she has no worries about food and clothing, is surrounded by friends, and has received the top education. She just lost a lover, which is not worth mentioning.She even sometimes feels that this is not enough, she should suffer a little more, so as to offset the two of Wooden Sleeper Creek.

What right does she have to worry about gains and losses?Even if Mu Zhenxi regrets it now, she doesn't want to make any agreement with herself, she pats her ass and wants to leave, Xiao Jin will only accept the reality, and then retreat back to where she should be, and never appear in front of her again.

Will you not be reconciled?

Yes, but the unwillingness in her heart was so insignificant that it couldn't cause any waves.

"Xiao Jin." Mu Zhenxi looked at her drooping eyelids, she felt the hand in her hand trembling slightly, and called her in a low voice.

"..."

"Xiao Jin." Mu Zhenxi raised the volume.

Xiao Jin raised her head, but still didn't dare to look at her.

Wooden Sleeper Creek said, "Look at me."

Xiao Jin and her looked at each other, their eyes were very calm, as calm as a pool of stagnant water.

Muzhenxi was very puzzled, how could such fiery love and such cold ice appear in the eyes of the same person.After that, there was an uncontrollable sadness that this person turned out to be her Xiao Jin.

She gritted her teeth and said the line she had just thought of: "I'm very disappointed in you."

Emotions began to appear in Xiao Jin's eyes, she was dumb for a while, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Muzhenxi choked his throat and said, "I don't want your sorry, and I don't want you to be so humble. You pulled me out of the mire, and you are still stuck in it, you know?"

Xiao Jin denied: "I haven't."

Muzhenxi said: "Why don't you? Why do you say you are not qualified? Is it because you dumped me first? Then I said that the first quarrel was because I said I didn't want to study. If it wasn't for me, you And I won’t throw papers.”

Xiao Jin choked, and corrected her seriously: "You can't say that."

Mu Zhenxi wanted to say it, but he still stuck his neck and said confidently: "Why are you on your side? Is it because you have studied more than me? Or is it because your grades are better than mine? From before to now, The relationship between the two of us has always been dominated by you, why?! If you say you are not qualified, you are not qualified, have you asked me?!"

Xiao Jin had never seen her such a superb ability to mess around. She froze for a few seconds before saying, "What does it have to do with studying and grades? Am I not letting you take the lead? You have to rely on me." She paused After a pause, I felt that the habit of turning over old accounts was not good, so I changed my entry point and said calmly, "I am in charge of the current relationship, aren't you? If you say you want to reconcile, you can make peace, and if you say you can divide, you can divide. not enough?"

"Not enough!" Muzhenxi roared, "Is falling in love a matter for me alone? You are just pretending to be good for me and imposing your will on me. If you really think it is me who wants to get along with you, then get along with me." , then don't seduce me!"

Xiao Jin was startled: "When did I seduce you?"

Muzhenxi said: "You took the initiative to add me on WeChat, you took the initiative to meet me in a coffee shop, and you even sent me pictures of taking a shower on purpose!"

Xiao Jin frowned: "Didn't you say you didn't see it?"

Muzhenxi said loudly: "I saw it, can't I lie to you and say I didn't see it?!"

……Row.

Xiao Jin was speechless.

Mu Zhenxi snorted coldly and said: "Anyway, you seduced me, you just want to seduce me to get back together with you, you can split whatever you want, you count your favorability in front of me every day, what is the attitude that makes me split when I want!"

Xiao Jin was aroused by her eccentric attitude, and said restrainedly: "Yes, I want to be with you, and I don't want to break up again. Is there anything wrong?"

Muzhenxi shrugged indifferently: "That's right, then why do you say you are not qualified to be afraid. Do you think you are not qualified? Well, I will break up with you now. Anyway, the agreement has not been signed, and the contract can be broken even if it is signed. Not even liquidated damages."

Xiao Jin glared at her: "How dare you?!"

Muzhenxi stretched his body on the sofa, and smiled contemptuously: "Why don't I dare? What qualifications do you have to ask me? I have the final say on this relationship. If I say reconciliation, I will reconcile, and if I say I will divide it. Am I right?" I told you that I never had any real feelings for you. I just thought that you had changed a lot before, that you were very novel and interesting. I just played for a while, and when I got tired of it, I kicked you in return. You dumped me at the time, now that you have said that, I have found my conscience, and decided to dump you now, so as not to make you miserable in the future."

Mu Zhenxi felt that her acting skills were really good, because Xiao Jin was about to be told to cry by her.

Muzhenxi wanted to say something else, but she was afraid that she would cry if she continued, so she pointed at the door and said coldly, "Go by yourself, save some face."

After finishing speaking, he lowered his eyelashes indifferently.

Xiao Jin's lips trembled in anger.

She knew that what Mu Zhenxi said was not the truth, but to anger her on purpose, probably to understand her inner knot, Xiao Jin understood all of this, but she still couldn't control her anger, her eyes were red.

"Wooden Sleeper Creek!"

Muzhenxi maintained the expression just now, raised his eyes in disdain, and a blur suddenly appeared in front of his eyes.

Then there was a tingling on the lips.