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-hr: No.20 five point five sighs

-hr: No.20 seven point five sighs

HR began to broadcast live simultaneously in the company's small entertainment group. What made the always stable Mu Goddess sigh frequently regardless of her image-of course it was because of her girlfriend. Every time she added a sigh, a young girl would be heartbroken , especially colleagues 1 and 2, a heart rolling back and forth on the tip of the knife, very uncomfortable.

Sister Corgi was the most tormented, wishing to rush to the recruitment site immediately, but the work in her hand firmly strangled her shoulders, nailed her in place, and buried herself in the progress of the project.

The live broadcast is over.

-hr: Ladies and gentlemen, do you want to make a bet when Sister Mu's girlfriend will be able to send her to work in the company?

- Colleague 1: Heartbroken, don't read

- Colleague 2: I... spit out the glass slag in my mouth, I can still struggle, I guess within this month

- Colleague 3: I guess this week, the front desk will help pay attention to the front desk

- Reception: Received

-hr: My colleague and I are 2, a week is too fast, about a month

-Colleague 3: You don’t know what a big gamble is. Anyway, there is no bet. If you want to guess, it’s better to guess the closest one, and you can save more to look forward to.

After thinking about it, hr took it for granted, changed to sister Corgi in the group, and turned his head to see Wooden Sleeper Creek.

Wood Sleeper Creek is chatting with a student, and seems to have picked someone who is a little interested, who speaks in a gentle manner.

In the early days of spring, the days are still short and the nights are long. The setting sun is slanting towards the west, shining beams of light golden beams from the windows, and there are strands of dust floating in the air.

Even colleagues like hr, who are used to seeing Muzhenxi in the company, were absent-minded for a moment, tsk tsk in their hearts: Where did this superb Yujie come from?

Looking at the student again, Mu Zhenxi had to ask Mu Zhenxi twice to hear and answer a sentence, obviously fascinated by beauty.

Good looking, gentle personality, strong working ability, full of aura in meetings, no wonder so many people in the company are fascinated by her, it is the news that this famous woman has a master since today, it will probably take a while for the little girls Go and accept it.

Muzhenxi sent that classmate away politely, and turned to HR with a lazy nasal voice of inquiry: "Huh?"

She has been looking at herself for a long time.

The single hr's heartstrings twitched, and she was almost turned on by her. He quickly took a sip of the mineral water next to him: "It's okay."

Muzhenxi didn't think about it. She glanced at the time on her phone, put her hand around the back of her neck, turned her sore neck, and said, "Is it almost time? Is it over at five?"

HR said: "Yes."

Mu Zhenxi thought: Xiao Jin only has one class in the afternoon, and the get out of class ends after three o'clock. I don't know if he has already gone home or is in the office. If he goes there, will he look very deliberate?

Since 04:30, companies have been leaving the market one after another. For recruitment, especially for companies like ag, they are a seller's market. Students recruited in the spring generally miss the recruits in the autumn, and they will be more anxious instead. Therefore, the first It is especially lively in the morning, and it becomes more and more deserted as the day goes on.

When it was five o'clock, hr led the company staff to close the booth on time, and at the same time invited Mu Zhenxi to have dinner together out of the friendship of colleagues, Mu Zhenxi found a random reason and declined, hr smiled.

After leaving the entrance of the venue, HR saw a woman standing in the twilight, and immediately cast an ambiguous look at Muzhenxi, no wonder she refused to have dinner with them, it turned out that there was a beautiful woman by her side.

That's right, Xiao Jin, who was supposed to be in the office or go home early, appeared at the entrance of the venue, where he could see it at a glance.

Facing the jokes from her colleagues, Mu Zhenxi didn't refute at all. She had accidentally acquiesced in the afternoon, and now one thing more is worse than one thing less.

After dismissing his colleagues, Muzhenxi approached Xiao Jin, his voice softened unconsciously, and asked, "Why are you here?"

Xiao Jin held the bag in both hands, her eyes were bright: "I want to take your car home."

"You didn't drive today?"

"No."

"Okay, let's go." Muzhenxi raised his chin slightly, signaling her to go forward.

"I'm a little hungry." Xiao Jin hinted.

"If there is no traffic jam, I will be home in half an hour, bear with it." Mu Zhenxi replied very "straight".

Xiao Jin curled her lips indistinctly, and soon returned to normal.

In order to avoid colliding with Xiao Jin's eyes, Mu Zhenxi lowered his head and raised his head for a while, very idle and nervous.

Xiao Jin could probably feel the entanglement in her heart, without looking sideways, the atmosphere unconsciously adjusted to a comfortable situation, and Muzhenxi's restless heart stabilized accordingly.

The venue was far away from the parking place, and Lincheng University was very big. The two of them walked for almost 10 minutes before Muzhenxi stopped, took out the car key and unlocked it.

Xiao Jin pulled the co-pilot away and sat in with ease, fastened his seat belt, Mu Zhenxi followed, and started the car.

Passing through the school gate and on the road, Muzhenxi turned on the music in the car. It was a jazz playlist. Xiao Jin had ridiculed many of the playlists that were not real jazz.

Xiao Jin noticed that Muzhenxi didn't change the song again, and there was no surprise or any subtle look between his eyebrows and eyes.

Muzhenxi is trying to accept her again, including her interests and hobbies. Although it is very slow, there is no resistance anymore, and it is calm to mention the past with her.

He even wanted to take the initiative to learn about her past.

But Xiao Jin found that her past was lacklustre. Apart from studying, she was friends and drinking, nothing new.In the first half of her life, only the section about the wooden sleeper stream was shining, and the time without the wooden sleeper stream was just a day after day close to death.

She has nothing to say to Muzhenxi. If there is a chance in the future, Muzhenxi is willing to meet her friends and go to the places she has been to. That would be great.

Not all the time, the closeness depends on language communication, the two of them tacitly did not speak, only when Muzhenxi sent Xiao Jin to the door of the house, Xiao Jin thanked him.

Mu Zhenxi put one hand in his pocket and nodded: "Well, go back." A little cold, but also very cool.

Xiao Jin stared at her for several seconds, a little smile appeared on the corners of her eyes and brows.

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "???"

Xiao Jin said: "You used to be so cool when you sent me home." At that time, Muzhenxi was always slow-moving, and when Xiao Jin said goodbye to her, Muzhenxi was taken aback every time, before calming down. Pursing her lower lip, she said: Well, you can go back.

The word goodbye is not often said.

Just before Muzhenxi judged which one it was, Xiao Jin made a gesture on her ear: "At that time, you still had short hair, and you looked very good-looking. You couldn't tell the difference between male and female. The uncle gatekeeper at the gate of the community thought you were my boyfriend."

Muzhenxi raised his eyebrows and said, "Oh." Then he asked, "Then how did you tell him?"

Xiao Jin said playfully, "I said it's not my boyfriend, it's my husband."

Wooden Sleeper Creek: "..."

Muzhenxi often went to Xiao Jin's house later, and became acquainted with the uncle gatekeeper in the community.She remembered that the uncle was only in his 30s and less than 40 years old. To the current Muzhenxi, he could not be called an uncle, but could only be called a big brother.The doorman has a very simple and honest personality, serious and responsible, and Mu Zhenxi swiped his face in front of him countless times before he obtained the right to pass without hindrance.

Muzhenxi was suddenly a little curious: "Then what did he say?"

Xiao Jin said: "He taught me earnestly, saying that I'm still young and I don't have a fixed number, so don't casually call boys husbands." Xiao Jin thought to herself at that time: She's not a boy, and I didn't just casually call her husband.

Muzhenxi smiled: "He's right."

Xiao Jin put her hands behind her back, leaned forward slightly, and smiled at Yan Yan: "But he was wrong."

Xiao Jin stood on the steps at the door of Building 2, and Muzhenxi stood at the bottom of the steps, a little lower than Xiao Jin. The sight from top to bottom made the string in her heart tense.

Muzhenxi was silent, but his heart was full of joy.

She understood what Xiao Jin meant.

Xiao Jin looked at her downcast eyes and the faint curve of her lips, savored them carefully, and said softly, "I also said something to him."

Her voice seemed bewitching in the night.

As if being lured, Muzhenxi raised his eyes in a daze: "What did you say?"

"Say..." Xiao Jin paused for a few seconds, tucking her long hair behind her ears with her hands, as if she could suppress the sudden surge of embarrassment, she leaned forward even more, as if throwing herself into a hug, The warm and fragrant fragrance brushed the tip of his nose, and Muzhenxi restrained his urge to stretch out his arms to hug her.

Xiao Jin leaned against Muzhenxi's ear, opened her red lips slightly, spit out a few words, and then backed away quickly, unbelievably fast.

In the blink of an eye, Xiao Jin had already entered the door.

Muzhenxi touched his ears that were poured out by the heat, and stood there for a long time, as if in a daze, before wiping his face vigorously with both hands, pulling down the corners of his upturned mouth, forcing himself to see the road in front of him clearly , went to his own home.

I jumped up uncontrollably as I walked, and suddenly jumped, grabbed a thin branch, and remembered to protect the environment at the moment when I was about to tear it off, so I quickly let go.

But the person stopped jumping, but the heart could not help but run amok in the chest.

Ah!

Muzhenxi suddenly stopped and called out silently.

Neighbors passing by looked at her with mentally retarded eyes.

Muzhenxi quickly lowered his head, smiled secretly, and hurried home.

After returning home, he rolled on the sofa for several laps before calming down a little, but seeing the light from the window belonging to Xiao Jin's house, Muzhenxi's restless heart became hot again.

She didn't cook anymore, and went straight to the desk, and turned on the computer to draw.

She closed her eyes and recalled, the images of her subordinates gradually overlapped with the scenes in her mind, and finally took shape.

Xiao Jin went home to cook for herself, put on home clothes and read a book in the study, the phone buzzed by the table, paying special attention to the news on Weibo.

mzx19891014:

【#十年#[图]】

A tag with a picture of what happened a few hours ago tonight.

A woman is standing on the steps, a woman is standing under the steps, there is a height difference of more than ten centimeters between the two, the woman on the steps leans slightly, close to the ear of the other woman, a frame is made in the upper right corner of the painting, inside I wrote what Xiao Jin said.

—I want to marry you.

Ah!

Mu Zhenxi felt that she was going crazy. Didn't Xiao Jin and the guard indirectly express that she wanted to marry him ten years ago?It doesn't mean now, even if she said it again in front of her now, then she would...

Dead dead dead.

The weather was still cold, and the room temperature was more than ten degrees at night. After Muzhenxi returned home, he took off his coat, with only a thin shirt inside, and lay on the floor on the spot to physically cool himself down.

As the temperature dropped, she suddenly opened her eyes, her eyes were extremely clear.

She sat up cross-legged.

The former Xiao Jin would never say such things. She rarely expressed her feelings for Muzhenxi directly. It may be because of restraint, or it may be due to her arrogance. Muzhenxi wants to listen to her so she just doesn't say it. Except for the day of confession, at certain times, when I was bullied so badly, I couldn’t bear to hold Muzhenxi’s hand or hug her tightly, and buried my face in her neck, distracted, and would say over and over again: I love you. you.

With a weak crying voice, people want to bully even more.

She may be thinking about the future of the two of them more practically. She asked Muzhenxi what kind of house she would like to buy in the future, and asked her if she liked keeping pets at home, but she would not say "like", "love" or "want to marry" to her. With words like "you", her rationality and maturity of feelings are not like that of a child of that age.Although Muzhenxi is also precocious, it is mostly manifested in life, and her emotions are blank. She is like every adolescent girl.

But Xiao Jin seldom said that her love is commanding and condescending, like treating an ignorant lover, half threatening and half coaxing, "You have to study hard, otherwise you will be ranked at the bottom of the exam next time and you will be taken from the exam." Don't you want to be in the same class as me?" "You have to read these books, otherwise we will have highly different thinking in the future, and it is easy to have no common language" and so on.Because Xiao Jin is so dazzling, Mu Zhenxi had an almost blind admiration for her at the beginning, but after she fell in love with her, the two together made her more willing to listen to her, anyway, Xiao Jin must be doing it for her good.What's more, Xiao Jin will give her sweets after she achieves her goal. Xiao Jin deliberately wants to seduce people, it's really terrible.

He would deliberately tease her and say some hurtful things, just to prove that Muzhenxi loves her.Muzhenxi really loved her to the bottom of his heart, so he let her play around over and over again, just to make her smile.

Their way of getting along at that time, because of the nourishment of their passionate love, never felt that there was anything wrong.

Years later, when I recalled some details, Muzhenxi felt horrible.

Is it really a normal relationship between them?

It is true that Xiao Jin is doing it for her own good. Like a marionette, she follows what Xiao Jin says step by step. Maybe one day Xiao Jin will let her go and let her choose. Maybe it will continue like this forever. If Xiao Jin gets bored one day What about her?

Wooden Sleeper Creek couldn't help shivering.

In the first year of high school, Mu Zhenxi still had a few friends who could laugh and make trouble. Later, she was admitted to the experimental class of liberal arts under the guidance of Xiao Jin. A top student is not someone like her who is dragged up by force, and is in danger of falling out at any time.She is not very talented in exam-oriented education. She passed the key line and was admitted to Lincheng No. [-] Middle School after studying like a madman in junior high school. After nine years of compulsory education in high school, tuition and miscellaneous fees have skyrocketed, and house prices have also been rising. , in order to reduce the burden on grandma, Mu Zhenxi had to find several part-time jobs after school, and she was even more incapable of studying.Before meeting Xiao Jin, what she thought was, study hard, work hard, get into a good school in the college entrance examination, find an ordinary job, honor grandma in the future, and be with most ordinary people in this world. same as people.

After meeting the radiant Xiao Jin, what she thought was: I can't let her down, I have to work harder, to catch up with her.Why can't I keep up with her? It must be because I haven't done enough.

She almost cut off all communication with friends and all forms of entertainment, and became the loneliest one in the class, because she had no time and no mood, being with Xiao Jin and the pressure that Xiao Jin put on her made her Like a taut drumhead, her life revolves around Xiao Jin.In addition to the part-time job that is forced to make ends meet, it is to complete the tasks assigned by her and fall in love with Xiao Jin.

Sometimes she feels tired and at a loss. She is busy every day, so busy that she can't breathe, but she doesn't know what she is busy with. Does she really want these things?But soon you will blame yourself to adjust quickly. This kind of mentality is wrong. It is normal to be busy in high school, and you will be fine after the college entrance examination. You are not smart at all.Then quickly wash your face with cold water, and let yourself re-enter this kind of life with full energy.

But will it really be okay after the college entrance examination?If they were still together, Muzhenxi would go to Xiao Jin with her scores, and Xiao Jin would analyze calmly, choose a school and major for her, plan for the future, and make her life trajectory more in line with her own.Muzhenxi may have other thoughts in her heart, but those thoughts will give way to her unprincipled love.

Love is honey, and it is also blind.

Muzhenxi went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water, and there was not much water left in the kettle. She re-boiled the pot, watched the steam bubbling from the spout, and slowly sipped the water in the cup, carefully savoring Xiao Jin's today. The demeanor and tone of voice.

Did Xiao Jin... change?

After ten years of separation, the relationship between the two of them has returned to its original state, which is also the most equal state.

Mu Zhenxi no longer looked up to her, did Xiao Jin also change unconsciously?Or is this just an illusion of ambiguity?

Once you step over that boundary line, it is equivalent to giving the other party the right to dictate in your world. Once the right is given out, it is not easy to take it back, unless it hurts the muscles and bones, and the fish dies and the net is broken.

Ten years ago, external forces and internal forces exerted pressure together to detonate the conflict in advance. The fragile love between the two quickly became vulnerable, and the breakup was quite tragic. This may not be a bad thing.

Ten years later, Muzhenxi is no longer that helpless little girl who can only cry.She thought about backing down before this relationship, many times, but every time she would be attracted to Xiao Jin again, she had already given him a chance to accept him again in her heart, but she was just shy and dared not act impulsively.

If they fail this time, they really will never have a chance to do it again.

She was reluctant.

So she has to be careful every step of the way, making sure that they won't have any problems, so that she can hug Xiao Jin with peace of mind and spend the rest of her life with her.

Muzhenxi blinked his unmoved eyelashes for a long time, let out a soft breath, put down the empty water glass, poured the water from the automatic tripping electric kettle into the thermos bottle, got up to take a bath, and his stomach growled halfway through the bath , I just remembered that I was painting and meditating when I came back tonight, and I even forgot to eat dinner.

Just when she lost weight, Muzhenxi wrapped her hair in a towel and came out of the bathroom, and stood on the balcony to wipe her hair. The window of Xiao Jin's house could be seen from the balcony of her house. The lights were on, but she was not in the living room.

It was still early, and Muzhenxi didn't plan to go to bed right away, so he only wiped his hair and didn't use a hair dryer to dry it.She took her mobile phone from the dining table, and looked at Xiao Jin's number in the address book. They sent text messages to each other several times after New Year's Eve, and Mu Zhenxi saved Xiao Jin's number for convenience.

She misses Xiao Jin a little bit, and wants to talk to her for a while, and if the atmosphere is up, let's talk about her current thoughts on the relationship between the two of them.

And the message she expressed today should be very clear, and Xiao Jin must have received it: she is willing to start over with Xiao Jin, although she doesn't want to be together right away.

Then, making a phone call shouldn't be too much... right?

Muzhenxi frowned lightly.

Xiao Jin even said the words of marrying her, making a phone call by herself is nothing short of trivial.

Mu Zhenxi convinced himself in an instant, tapped Xiao Jin's name with his finger, and then immediately closed his eyes nervously.

She didn't know why she had to close her eyes, but she just closed them and dared not open them.While closing his eyes, he pressed the receiver to his ear, and grasped the railing of the balcony with all five fingers trembling.

pass.

beep--

beep--

beep--

Rhythmic, very slow beeping, that is the state of waiting to answer, in other words, there is no one answering for the time being.

Sleeper Creek breathes lightly.

Her eyes were still closed, but her heart was beating to her throat. If Xiao Jin said a word next to her ear, she felt that her heart might explode on the spot, so she let go of the hand holding the railing, and covered her heart in advance Location.

She is ready!

beep--

A relentless final cry.

The female voice of the system reminded: "Sorry, the number you dialed is temporarily unanswered, please call again later." It was replaced by English: "Sorry, the number you dialed busy now, please..."

Over and over again, the heart of Muzhenxi, which was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, was gradually cooled down, cooled down, and then slowly sank.

Muzhenxi hung up the phone with cold eyebrows.

Yin Xiaoli clearly said that Xiao Jin lives on WeChat, and every time there is a message, she responds in seconds, why can't she even answer a call now?

Did she suddenly become arrogant and deliberately not answer her phone?No, it should be because you are busy and didn't hear it?

Forget it.

The little ball of Courage in Muzhenxi was deflated, and after a few minutes of being in a daze, it turned into the little ball of Anger again, and went back to the bedroom full of anger.Originally, he didn't plan to fall asleep immediately, but now he just wants to sleep under the blanket and have a big dream.Just as he was about to touch the pillow, his neck was touched by the wet long hair, and a jerk bounced up, puffing his cheeks to find the hair dryer.

The hair dryer was also against her. It was usually placed in the drawer of the bedroom, but now it took a long time to find it, and it took a long time to find it in the drawer under the coffee table.When did she put the hair dryer in the living room?Strange, can the hair dryer run away with long legs?

***

Xiao Jin long-pressed the picture to save the picture posted by Muzhenxi Weibo. The portrait seemed to have been soaked in a honey jar, and he couldn't stop laughing.After laughing for an indeterminate amount of time, she felt her face hurt a bit, raised her hand and rubbed it, turned on the faucet of the bathtub, dripped a few drops of essential oil, and then threw the phone into the bedroom.

She doesn't have the habit of bringing her mobile phone with her when she takes a shower. Usually no one looks for her in the middle of the night. Even if something happens, it's probably not an important thing. You can deal with it after you take a shower.

It was at this time that Muzhenxi called. The sound insulation of this house is very good. There are two doors between the bedroom and the bathroom, and the sound coming out is already very weak.

Xiao Jin took a comfortable bath and gave herself a massage.In case Muzhenxi thinks about her, she must have an attractive body.

Maybe it will be a long time, maybe not, but she must always be ready for that day.

All she thought about were colored things, her face was flushed, she bit her lip and smiled, excited and embarrassed, and she had no time to pay attention to the ringtone of her phone.