as pure as a radish

"woke up?"

Shortly after I opened my eyes, I heard Wen Yue's voice.At this moment, the room was dark, with no light at all, and it should be less than five o'clock in the morning.I fell asleep for about two or three hours that night, and Wen Yue probably didn't sleep all the time, otherwise how could I find that I woke up so quickly.

The bed board beside me shook, and Wen Yue pressed on me again.

I turned my head, but Wen Yue didn't stop.

At the last moment, Wen Yue stubbornly wanted to kiss, and I somehow burst into tears from the corners of my eyes.I couldn't feel how violent my emotions were, but the tears just flowed out uncontrollably.Presumably my organs and my mood have been torn apart at some point.

These few lines of tears made Wen Yue instantly depressed. He didn't hold back any more, buried his head on my shoulders, his shoulders heaved a few times, and he didn't know whether he was crying or gasping for breath.

"What was last night and now to you?" After a long time, Wen Yue asked me in a muffled voice, "It's all my wishful thinking. You are just pitying me or...tolerating me, right?"

I felt my shoulders suddenly relaxed, and Wen Yue probably raised her head to look at me.I accepted his gaze and dared not look back.

"It's time to get up." I changed the subject, but it's really time to get up now, the alarm clock rang while it was in progress.After I finished speaking, I gently pushed Wen Yue, turned over and wanted to get out of bed.

Wen Yue froze to the side, I thought a cold war had officially started, but Wen Yue suddenly grabbed my arm and pulled me back under him again.

In the middle, Wenyue stopped suddenly, and he looked into my eyes above me, "You like me, okay? I beg you. I don't want to..." Wenyue's voice began to tremble, and he left my body, discouraged Knelt down and sat aside, "I don't want to make things like I forced you...I like you...I like you so I want to be with you...I don't want...I don't want to force the person I like to be her no Things I like..."

I sat up and touched the back of Wen Yue's head, "You didn't force me. No one forced me. No one forced anyone. People always have choices. Even if the knife is on the neck, can't you still choose to die. "

Wen Yue rubbed her head against my hand in remembrance, "Then why don't you let me kiss you?"

I put down my hands and sat upright, "I agreed last night..."

"I know." Wen Yue interrupted me, "it's okay to do that, it has nothing to do with love. But..." Wen Yue grabbed my hand and wrapped it in her palm, "but after this, I want to be with you more gone."

I took my hand back and smiled stiffly, "Isn't it normal to get tired of it after finishing it? It's disgusting even overnight. It's good to see girls before doing it, but it's not good after doing it. You should think about it now." The only way to get rid of me is."

Wen Yue looked at me, shaking her head and nodding for a while, her eyes slowly turned red.Finally he turned his head and got out of bed by himself.

Before going out, Wen Yue stood at the door and said to me, "I can't stop liking you, at least I can't stop now. I will wait until you love me, or I don't love you anymore."

I really want to tell Wen Yue that there is so much love, all admiration and dedication will eventually be turned into powder in the crushing machine of reality.If he thinks it's enough to relieve his anger, he might as well just throw me into the grinder. If it's not enough, he'll start the fire again. It's best to burn my bones until there is no scum left.

After leaving the community, I walked straight to the subway station. I didn't dare to drive. I wasn't sure how much alcohol was left in my body from yesterday.Maybe now I'll blow into the DUI test machine, the number is higher than the person who is drinking.

In a crowded subway, a man carrying a satchel keeps stopping beside different women.After seeing three women rushing away when he approached, I stared at his hand hidden under the satchel for a while, and sure enough, this bastard was about to stretch out his claws a few times when he approached a woman.

When he approached me, I stomped on him hard and whispered to him, "I'm sick, why don't you touch it?"

He was panicked and panicked, and quickly broke through the crowd to escape, but he told the people around him while fleeing, "That woman is a thief."

Without exception, the people around started to check their backpacks and trouser pockets. As soon as the next stop arrived, when the door opened, I was deliberately pushed out of the carriage.

I turned back to look at the carriage, the crowd looked at me indifferently, I slowly curled the corners of my mouth, watching them drive to the next stop together with the salty pig hands.

When I arrived at the company, I was actually not sure if I was still an employee of this company, maybe at this moment I was already in the state of being fired.I took the elevator to the floor where the fourth department of R&D is located. When I walked into the office area, the person sitting behind the desk gave me an unusual scrutiny.

My heart skipped a beat and I quickly calmed down.How can we hope that there will be any good things in this world? This world has always only had a series of bad things.Walking to the door of the office, my name tag has been removed without any accident.

"Manager. Oh, no, it's inappropriate to call you a manager now." The supervisor walked over with a white letter, "This is a dismissal notice from the department just sent, I'll accept it for you if you don't come gone."

It took me almost no brainer to figure out who the next manager would be.That's right, I should have thought of this earlier. From the time everyone checked the account books to the time the books were taken by the disciplinary team for inspection, only the supervisor passed by besides me.As expected of someone who became a supervisor within two years of graduation, he has the means to adapt to this society and has a bright future.

"It's too late." He whispered, "It's useless to figure it out now."

I took the letter out of his hand, "You should be impatient to vacate the manager's office, right?"

He smiled with bright eyes, and pointed to a cardboard box in the corner beside him, "Here, you can leave your things directly. Hey, it's really uncomfortable to be taken up by laymen like you. Fortunately, the company emphasizes fairness. , There will be a day when people like us who do business in a down-to-earth manner will come forward."

I went to the box and looked down. The gardenia was still there, so I bent down and picked up the box.

"Everyone is busy with business, so I don't have time to see you off." Accompanied by these words, I walked out of the office area with the eyes I had when I came.

In the lobby on the first floor, I ran into a group of people from the International Business Department.I wanted to stagger them away, but Corey led the crowd to block my way.

They took turns to start their farewell speeches, and although I listened with open ears, I noticed Corey's earrings at the same time.It is a new brand of a certain brand. The reason why I know it is because there is a huge poster of this earring in the shopping mall near the company. Every time I pass by it, my mind will be strengthened.And the last time I saw his real thing was when he was developing the fourth department. The man who took over my manager position was receiving express delivery of this brand at that time.I happened to catch a glimpse of it as he was unpacking it.Are these two pairs of earrings a pair?

The phone in my pocket vibrated suddenly, and I bent down in front of them to put down the cardboard box, and the moment I took out the phone, I saw Sun Siru's name displayed on the screen impressively.