as pure as a radish

Few restaurants are open so late, but the hunger in my body can't tolerate me giving up looking for food because of such a small difficulty.And I already have a premonition that if I just go to a 24-hour convenience store and buy some instant noodles, it will not be able to satisfy my hunger that is so hungry now.I want to eat as much as possible, a lot of meat, a lot of carbs, and I want to eat it in big mouthfuls.

People seem to be extremely sensitive when their bodies need something. I found the car keys in the room without turning on the lights, and then I quickly walked out of the community, got into my car immediately, and drove on the road looking for.Every restaurant with the lights on is given a quick review by me to envision the food it has to offer and whether it will satisfy my ever-hungry body.

Finally, an American-style hamburger restaurant stopped me. I was deeply attracted by the huge burger with several layers of beef on its outdoor light sign.Walking into the store, I couldn't wait to go straight to the ordering counter.The orderer was not energetic, and after a while, he got off the rest chair behind the order counter and walked to the order machine.

"What do you want?" She asked feebly.

"What burger is that on the lighted sign outside?" I asked eagerly.

She glanced at me and rubbed her eyes, "...what?"

I threw myself on the ordering table, "The one on the signboard. The one on your signboard!!"

She was startled, "That's fake..."

"Similar!" The delay of the orderer almost made me collapse. I wanted to leave and change to another store, but it might take more time to go to the next store. I could only try my best to eat in this store.

"Multi-layer beefburger?" the orderer asked timidly.

"That's it!" I don't care what it's called.

Orderer: "But the beef is gone..."

I closed my eyes tightly, and with the last patience before the collapse, "Then other meat, as long as there are many layers!"

Orderer: "Chicken?"

"Okay, just chicken." I put the payment code on the ordering counter without asking the price.

Orderer: "Spicy or not? Do you put all the dishes? Are there any taboos..."

She didn't ask further because I stared at her intently for a long time.

"Oh, oh, right now, right now." She finally understood that I didn't care about the choice of flavors at all.

Finally, a hamburger that was bigger than the face was placed on a large white porcelain plate, with a pile of equally huge French fries next to it.

Fortunately, the real thing doesn't look much smaller than the light board.I didn't have time to appetize with French fries, I just picked up the burger and put it to my mouth.The aroma of the heated meatloaf is strong, and the aroma spreads through my body through the nasal cavity.So good, I touched the layer of meatloaf that was almost ten centimeters thick with my lips, and I shouldn't be hungry after eating it.

I try to open my mouth as wide as possible, and try to squeeze the burger as flat as possible. I hope that I can eat the most meat and bread in one bite.The chicken, bread, lettuce, and sauce finally came together in my mouth, and I was about to chew when I suddenly felt something was wrong.

I sniffed, the smell of the meat was wrong.Suck it again and the taste is even worse.No it's not because it's undercooked or spoiled because I'm pretty sure every chicken patty I've ever had tasted like that, so why?I tried hard to think, the meat in my mouth became less and less tasteful, and it was developing more and more in the direction of wax.So what kind of taste do I want to eat?I started recalling all the good food I ate in the past, but still nothing.

"Is there any question..." A waiter suddenly came to the table and asked me, "My meat and bread are all freshly baked that day."

I shook my head and swallowed all the wax in my mouth for the time being, "It's nothing."

"The sauces are imported by the boss from abroad, very authentic." The waiter continued to explain.

Sauce... I suddenly remembered a pot of frothy broth, and Yu Ting was pouring soy sauce into it with great interest.

"Hey~ ma'am~ you don't want to eat?" the waiter called me from behind, but I had already rushed out the door.

Where's my chewing gum?I desperately need gum to change the taste in my mouth and throat.I got in the car and rummaged around the glove box and the passenger seat.I clearly remember a can of chewing gum in the car.After searching for a long time, I found tissues, towels, and garbage bags and put them in a mess on the passenger seat, but I still couldn't find the chewing gum.

Ah, I remembered, I just finished eating it at work this morning, and I took the empty can out of the car and threw it in the trash.

Depend on!I smashed the steering wheel.Leaning on the back of the car seat, I try to calm myself down.But it was so hard that I couldn't bear it for a few seconds, and soon the smell of broth climbed up my throat, and I quickly pinched my neck to prevent it from spreading to other parts of my body.

I obviously didn't take a bite of the broth at the time, how could the taste spread so realistically in my throat?

More importantly, how could I miss that meaty taste?

Yes, I am now quite sure that the most craved taste of the bottomless pit of hunger that suddenly popped up just now is the smell that Yu Ting cut off the organs from the corpse and brought them home to make soup that day.

When Yu Ting was pouring soy sauce into the pot, my consciousness almost went awry. I almost couldn't tell whether what I was seeing was a normal meal or a meal of human flesh that could make people spit out stomach acid.

Why did the things that made me sick to the point of madness at that time make me miss them to such a crazy state more than ten years later?

The most disgusting thing impresses you the most, and your brain slowly processes this impression into something that you can't forget and want to feel more and more. One day, your most disgusting thing will end up will be what you most desire.Is it like this?I don't know whether these explanations are right or wrong.

I stuffed the things on the co-pilot into the armrest box, and I started the car and left the burger shop.Driving took a lot of my attention away, and slowly, the crazy urge to eat faded away.

But when I stopped at a certain traffic light, I calmed down and found myself in another extreme mood-boring.It would be inappropriate to say that I felt like I was suffering from an acute depression.Suddenly I lost interest in everything and felt that life was extremely empty.

Back in the community, I stopped the car and turned off the engine, and sat in the driver's seat, with my hands still holding the steering wheel as if I was driving, and the seat belt was still tightly fastened on my body-I didn't even have any interest in walking home.