as pure as a radish

"Some people say that our department's research funds are not in line with the company's regulations..." The director in charge of the R&D department called me to his office.After exchanging some pleasantries, he said with some words in his words.

The man didn't panic when he said this, and even put a lot of thought into playing with his phone.I accidentally clicked on the voice release just now. Although he quickly clicked on pause, I still heard the voice of the woman Jiao Didi talking.

To sum up, the problem he said should not be serious, and it is very likely that he has suppressed it and never passed it to the higher level. Otherwise, if there is a problem in the department he is in charge of, it will threaten his career. At that time, he would not have the leisure to chat with women on WeChat like he is now.

"The department's total research budget is approved by the chairman and the shareholders' meeting, and the individual expenses are reported layer by layer, with the signatures of leaders at each level. And the expenses in the same period this year are also the same as those in the same period last year. Roughly the same, if the factor of currency depreciation is taken into account, the expenditure in the same period of this year is even lower than that in the same period of last year." I moved out all the evidence I could think of to prove that there was no problem with the use of research funds in the department .Of course, even if what I said is all the truth, I can't be [-]% confident.Because I am not familiar with the R&D department, I really haven't figured out the doorway inside.It is said that when Sun Siru wanted to promote me, there was only one suitable vacancy left in the company. If not, I would not have been transferred to the R&D department that I was completely unfamiliar with.

"Yeah, ah." This was the director's total response when he listened to me list the evidence in a rigorous manner.He kept staring at the screen of the phone with his glasses, typing on the keyboard of the phone and holding the phone to his ear to listen to the voice of the other party, showing a greasy smile from time to time.

I figured he didn't care what the hell I was talking about.

After I finished speaking, he was still immersed in his chat, and he raised his head after a while, procrastinating like a student who was suddenly picked up by the teacher to answer a question but didn't listen to anything in the whole class, "Ah... ah ...I know what you said."

"If there are other problems, or if the company's R&D policy changes, I will gather everyone together to rectify it." That's all I can say, and I can't just say a few casually like him, and then walk away.

"Be more careful." The director put on a earnest look.

I suspect that he doesn't know anything at all, and he doesn't want to spend much time on this matter. He just asked a few questions in a process.If you ask me, I think the problem is not whether the use of research funds is reasonable or not, but who participates in our department.Only when we know who this person is, can we know who the gun is aimed at this time, and then we can solve this problem in a way.

"Go out. Pay more attention to the things that cost money. If you can spend less and spend less, if you can spend less, you will be strictly reimbursed." The director issued an order to evict me.

I stood up, stepped over the leather chair, thought about it and asked again, "Did someone say something about our department?"

"Ah, do it yourself. Let everyone spend money and reimbursement according to the company's regulations." The director said without raising his head.

I know that nothing has been resolved, but I can only go out.

The aisle outside the director's office is very clean, because this area is an independent office, and everyone shuts the door tightly. There is a water dispenser and toilet in the office, and they don't need to go in and out. Of course, the more important thing is One point is that most of them are not on duty, and there may be no one inside these closed doors.

I slowed down a little, wanting to stay in this clean place longer, my mind is really too confused.

After Wen Yue asked me if I had any other feelings for him last night, I didn't say a word, but when I looked up, he nodded seriously to me.The gaze was serious and exuded strong anticipation.

With these, you don't have to say "I like you" or "I love you" anymore.

So, I became more and more unable to say anything, and silently nestled in a corner of the sofa to drink by myself.At that time, wine was no different from plain water, and it was gone after a few sips of a can, and it didn’t do anything, and my mind was sober and confused from beginning to end.

Since Wen Yue gave me such serious eyes, he sat far away from me at the dining table in the living room. He didn't drink or talk, and just waited quietly.

I drank more than I would normally feel slightly tipsy and still didn't forget the troubles in front of me. I put down the beer can and straightened up. I had already organized something to say in my head.

Seeing that I was about to speak, Wen Yue interrupted in advance, "I know it's not possible. And it's not just because you already have her, even if you don't have her, it doesn't work either. I just held back for too long, and I really want to say it..."

I stood up and walked to the center of the living room. I had a lot of things I wanted to say up to now, but when I thought about it for the second time, I felt that most of these words were nonsense. Excluding nonsense, I picked up a Wenyue should Those who knew said, "Not completely. If you want to hear the truth, I can tell you frankly that my life is quite boring. I hate many things and people, including myself, but I don't hate you."

"I hate myself." Wen Yue sneered and said.

"Hey~" I turned to Wen Yue, "Do you want me to be more straightforward?"

Wen Yue looked at me, and gradually his eyes became more and more aggressive.It was probably just a split second, and he stepped forward until he was within almost a fistful of me.Then he gasped for breath and raised his hands to unbutton my jacket.

I pressed my collar and stopped him, "I have a girlfriend, it sounds old-fashioned, but this relationship does mean being loyal to the other party, and anything that is not loyal should be actively put an end to."

Wen Yue was adjusting her breathing. After a while, he said with great force, "I can be the third party."

I looked at Wen Yue, he kept panting, we were in a stalemate for a long time, finally, he backed up, turned to support the dining table with his hands, lowered his head, as if he was so tired that he was about to fall apart.

"Do you regret it?" I asked, "Calm down and think about it, a person like me is not even qualified to be a girlfriend, why waste my youth to be my mistress."

"Youth..." Wen Yue whispered.

"Well~" I nodded, "I have lost this precious thing long ago, but you still have it." In other words, I have never asked Wen Yue's age, but based on his appearance and appearance, I think He will never be more than 22 years old, and most likely not even 20 years old.

Wen Yue suddenly let out a sigh-like laugh, "Calm down, the feeling is gone?" Wen Yue straightened up and turned to look at me, "I also want to distinguish whether it is love or impulsiveness, so how should I distinguish?"

How can I know the answer to this century-old problem.I often miss Liu Ziyun, is this love?Liu Ziyun also said a lot of love words to me, is that love?Actually I don't know the correct answer.I just followed my desire, and there were no other obstacles, so I was with Liu Ziyun.After all, maybe Liu Ziyun and I were just some kind of impulsiveness. Anyway, I must not be qualified to solve this problem.

"Hey, why did I tell you." Wen Yue started to regret.

"It should be that I shouldn't listen." I corrected.

Wen Yue walked straight to the door, and when she held the doorknob, he said without looking back, "A few minutes is not enough for me to calm down." He opened the door, and the cold wind that poured in became more and more bitter, "I wish you... …happiness."