as pure as a radish

At three o'clock in the morning, after the last kiss, Liu Ziyun got up and left. She was going to the airport to catch an early flight on business.

When she told me about this incident half an hour ago, I was so blocked mentally that I couldn't recover my normal expression for a long time.She should be able to see it, but didn't explain much.

I don't know when it started, I always feel terrible when we are about to part.It felt like I was lying peacefully on the cloud, but suddenly the cloud disappeared, my back was empty, my center of gravity was lost, and I fell into the abyss at a very fast speed.Afterwards, I often fell into the abyss all day long, and I couldn't climb out no matter what.

After she left, I wrapped myself in the quilt and curled up in a corner of the bed.The stormy thoughts and emotions fell, and doubts flooded my heart.Does her job require travel?She shouldn't be a reporter or a photographer, she doesn't need to go all over the world for interviews, why would she travel on business?Obviously, I should have seen my mood swings, why didn't I explain a few words?Is it inconvenient to tell me where to go, what to do, and when to come back?

I remembered her phrase "Is it important?"I felt that I was stabbed hard, the knife pierced the skin, pierced the bone, and went straight into the internal organs.I can't think about it anymore, am I going to be so weak that I will hide under the quilt and cry after Liu Ziyun leaves?

I force myself to fall asleep, get up on time at six, and go for a morning run.

Today's sky is gloomy, but six o'clock seems to be the time when the sky is not bright at four or five o'clock.The cold wind was blowing, as if it had already entered winter.But bad weather can't stop this morning run, I need active physical activity to cheer myself up and calm down.

I ran to the place where I often met Xiaobai, my body gradually warmed up in the cold wind, but I didn't meet Xiaobai.It has been in this world for so long, it should know that it needs to find a place that can shelter from the wind and rain.The little guy knows how to protect himself.

I pick up the pace, I feel like a downpour is coming, and I want to finish today's mission before the world becomes blurry and I slip if I take a step.However, this process was much more painful than usual. Perhaps it was because the warm-up exercise was not done properly and the body was a little stiff from the cold. It was much more strenuous to take a step today than usual. In addition, I did not control my breath well. There is a pain that is about to explode.

Putting my head down and enduring all the pain, I continued to run, and the moment I couldn't bear it anymore, I closed my eyes, forgot my own existence, and made sure my legs would never stop.

When I closed my eyes again, I suddenly felt someone behind me.When I opened it, there was an umbrella above my head, and there was Wen Yue running at the same speed beside me.

I slowed down and stopped, bent over and opened my mouth to breathe heavily, followed by tinnitus.When I regained my strength a little, there was a rumble in the sky, and the sound of heavy rain poured into my ears that I couldn't hear clearly.

Wen Yue grabbed my arm and ran for a while, and we rushed into the convenience store in one go.Wen Yue put the umbrella in the frame at the door, and carefully stepped on the carpet placed at the door twice before stepping on the tiles.I followed suit and did the same.

The air conditioner was still on in the store, and when the cold wind blew to our side, I squeaked.Wen Yue took off the half-soaked shirt and took it in her hand, then walked in.I looked up and saw her stop in front of the daily necessities aisle.

A few minutes later she was back near the door with a towel and a can of coffee, which she handed to me.

"..." I froze and didn't answer.

Then the towel was hanging around my neck, and my fingertips touched the coffee can.The coffee can was hot, and with just that touch, I felt a warm current flow down my fingertips to my shoulders.

"Cover your hands before drinking." Wen Yue said.

"Oh, oh." I gripped the can of coffee with one hand, and with the other I started wiping the rain off of me with a towel.

"You are working too hard, you still run in the rain..." Wen Yue was puzzled.

"You wait." I left and went to the counter, bought two boxes of oden, and added soup.

"Hey!" I brought the oden to a small table in the store for customers to stand and eat, and called Wen Yue, "Come here!"

Wen Yue came over, and we started today's breakfast on the small table.

Wen Yue: "Are all women so desperate when it comes to losing weight?"

"You think I'm going to lose weight?" I don't have a good figure, but I haven't thought about losing weight and getting in shape, maybe because I know that even if I get very thin, I can't become a big beauty .

Wen Yue: "No matter how thin a woman is, don't she think she is fat?"

Me: "Then you can understand that I am trying to lose weight."

Wen Yue: "Aren't you still on a diet?"

Me: "That's not true. Eat if you want to eat, and don't eat if you don't want to eat."

"That's okay." Wen Yue seemed to breathe a sigh of relief.

Me: "What are you doing..."

Wen Yue shook her head, "It's nothing, I'm afraid you will starve to death."

Me: "I'm going to die long ago, now I just want to live until I die."

Wen Yue: "Live to die...it sounds like a pessimistic feeling..."

"No." I seriously denied, "I want to live a good life recently."

Wen Yue: "What counts as living well?"

"Become the CEO and marry Bai Fumei." I joked.

Wen Yue chuckled, "Then I'll set this goal too."

"It's rare..." I curled my lips, "I won't talk about career, each depends on his own ability. For women, it's difficult and unpredictable."

Wen Yue didn't speak.I raised my eyes to see, she just looked away and lowered her head.

The sound of the rain outside has gradually subsided, and the heavy rain has turned into a patter of light rain.We happened to have almost eaten, so we left quickly while the rain was light.Holding the same umbrella, we carefully crossed the puddles on the road.Wen Yue sent me downstairs and went back alone.

When the company entered the office area, there was no one in the office area.Late because of the rain?The new supervisor is also late?At least one or two months should be a good performance, right?I went to my desk and sat down. I wanted to call Liu Ziyun because no one was there, but I finally gave up.I turned on the computer and started working with the expectation that she would contact me first.

Half an hour later, the office was still empty.At this point in time, there is no one, and the collective lateness cannot be explained.So I went outside to see what was different.

I stayed in the elevator room for a while, and soon discovered the problem. Almost all elevators went to the tenth floor.This was too weird, I immediately took the stairs to the tenth floor.

Just as he reached the gate of the tenth-floor stairwell, a hazy noise came over his face.I pushed the door and went out, followed the sound to the east side of the office area on this floor.

When I arrived, there were three floors inside and three floors outside.I could see nothing but swearing and ping-pong.

"Is there a fight?" I asked the person next to me.

"The two were having an affair, and the family came to find a company."

Could it be our new supervisor and a man from the purchasing department? ?The strange fact that no one in the department was there gave me the association that the person responsible for this incident was in our department, so I hurriedly asked, "Which department is it?"

"The male is from the Purchasing Department, and the female is from the International Business Department."

really! ! !

I squeezed through the cracks and finally squeezed into the second layer of crowd.In the gap, I saw not just four people, but a group of women beating a woman, and a group of men beating a man.Some office supplies were scattered on the ground, some of which were broken or trampled dirty, probably caused by someone picking something up and throwing it at others during the scuffle.There are still a few obvious dark mottles on the carpet. I took a closer look at the faces of the two protagonists, and there are bloodstains. It seems that there is no doubt that the carpet is blood.

"Is no one calling the security guard?" I felt that the scene in front of me was not trivial, and I half-spoken to myself.

"The security guards have all been beaten away." The person next to him explained in a low voice, "I just called the police, and they should be able to calm down when the police come."

I nodded and planned to leave.Turning around, I suddenly saw Corey. She was in the crowd on the first floor on the diagonally opposite side, watching the melee with full attention, and she didn't notice me at all.But I clearly saw the weird smile on the corner of her mouth...