Pseudo-white lotus survival diary

The headache was particularly painful, and Lin Qingye couldn't hear the faint voice of someone talking outside, as if someone was arguing outside.

don't make noise...

My head is about to explode...

don't make noise...

He wanted to tell the people around him, but he couldn't make any sound. He desperately opened his eyes, but his eyelids weighed more than a thousand catties.

Until someone came to him, held his hand, and then the person said something outside, those noisy voices disappeared.

"Qing Ye, don't be afraid." Youdao said softly in his ear.

That voice made Lin Qingye feel particularly at ease, closed his eyes again, and fell into a deep sleep.

He had a dream, in which he went back to when he was very young, his father's company went bankrupt, and his father was always exhausted.Back home at night, father and mother had a violent quarrel, they all thought that Lin Qingye had fallen asleep and did not control the volume.But Lin Qingye didn't sleep, he got up from the room, opened the door and sneaked out of the room.

Turning the corner through the wall, he saw his father and mother arguing.

"...Honesty is the creed of being a businessman, and it is also the creed of being a man. In this situation, you can't cheat..."

"Integrity and integrity...integrity all day long! Look at where we are now? Are all your partners honest? Are you the only one talking about integrity?"

"However, just because they don't speak honesty doesn't mean I don't speak up."

"Old Lin, no one likes someone who is too honest, that's not honesty, that's stupid."

Father got angry, "What the hell is going on with you?"

"Don't you want to be honest, so I'll be honest for a while. Lao Lin, I'm so beautiful and so young. Why do you think I'm marrying you who is 15 years older?"

When Lin Qingye saw his father with pale sideburns, he suddenly opened his eyes wide, with an expression of disbelief on his face.

"for money."

The young and beautiful mother, with exquisite makeup, uttered three cold words.

"No, you are not, you said you love me." The father said with some breakdown.

The young and beautiful mother, looking at her bright red nails, said lightly, "Look at your relatives, see what your mother treats me, and look at you, 15 years older than me, which woman do you think would love me?" Love you? Ah, no, of course I love you, and I love you who are rich. Now that you have no money, do you think I will still love you? You said you have many friends, and they really love you? Maybe they I also love your money, otherwise how many people will help you if you have become like this now?"

My father probably just came back from a business trip, dressed in a black suit and tie, well-groomed, but his face no longer had the previous high-spirited expression.

"Old Lin, tell me, do you love me?"

Father couldn't speak.

The mother sneered, "I know, you only love me who is young and beautiful. There were so many people back then, why did you choose me? It's not because I am young and beautiful. Lao Lin, this is honesty, do you like it?" ?”

Father fell silent.

At that time, Lin Qingye was still very young, but he somehow felt that he could not go out to disturb them at this time, so he returned to his room, climbed into bed, and pretended that he had never gone out to hear those words.

After a while, when Lin Qingye was at home alone, she found her mother and another man came home, their attitude was very intimate, talking and laughing.That man, Lin Qingye, knew him. He was father's former business partner. His family should be... very rich.

Mom found that he was alone at home and told Lin Qingye not to tell Dad.

Lin Qingye agreed.

After a while, Dad hugged him and asked him, "Is Mommy with another uncle?"

Lin Qingye shook his head.

Dad said: "Being a man must be honest."

Lin Qingye didn't like his mother being with that uncle. He wanted to be an honest child and tell his father the truth, but he promised his mother not to tell the truth. What should he do?

He finally replied: "No dad, no mom with uncle."

Dad was very happy and kissed his forehead.

The relationship between Mom and Dad seems to have eased a bit, but when Dad is away, Mom and Uncle are more blatant.He hated that uncle very much and wanted to drive him away.

Uncle pushed him, "Go away, brat."

Mom came over and quickly helped him up, and said to him, "Go back to your room, okay?"

Lin Qingye went back to her room.

At night, Dad came back very late again. He was playing with Lin Qingye in his arms. When he was about to sleep, Lin Qingye said, "Dad, Mom and Uncle Liu stayed in the house for a long time today."

Dad's smiling lips froze.

Lin Qingye said again: "Uncle Liu came here many times when you were not around, and he pushed me today."

After saying those words, Lin Qingye felt that his father had turned into a puppet.

After a while, Dad said: "I asked you before, why did you say that Mom is not with uncle?"

Lin Qingye panicked, "Mom won't let me say..."

Dad said angrily: "Lying is not something a child should do, one must be honest!"

Lin Qingye was frightened by his ferocious face, and cried out loudly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

"Now tell me honestly, do mother and uncle Liu often get together alone?"

Lin Qingye cried and nodded.

Dad asked some more details, and Lin Qingye spoke sobbingly.

Dad's face was no longer ferocious, he patted Lin Qingye on the back and said sorry.

"It's late, go to bed." Dad kissed his forehead and put him on the bed, "Lin Hao is right, Lin Hao is an honest boy, thank you for telling me the truth."

After saying those words, Dad left the room, and Lin Qingye also fell asleep.

Then the next day, Mom and Dad had a car accident and passed away forever.

At that time, Lin Qingye was only five years old, he didn't know what happened, why his parents left him suddenly, until he was adopted by his aunt and grew up slowly, he seemed to understand something.

When he understood those facts, the guilt in his heart suddenly emerged overwhelmingly.

People outside are saying that Lin Hao's life is unlucky. Originally, his parents were loving, handsome and beautiful, and his family was very wealthy. It was only because of a sudden accident that his life became what he is now.

But Lin Qingye felt that this was God's punishment for him.

Both his father and his teacher taught him to be honest, but when he told the truth, he killed his parents.What he hates is his uncle, but he loves his mother very much. His mother loves him very much. After his uncle pushed him that day, his mother immediately scolded him.He also promised his mother not to tell his father about it, but he still told his father.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." He wanted to say sorry to his parents, but unfortunately they would never hear it.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here..." A voice whispered in my ear.

Lin Qingye grabbed the person beside him, and that person moved his head closer.

It's dad!

"Dad!" He grabbed the man tightly.

Dad hesitated, "I'm here."

Lin Qingye cried and said, "Why is everything messed up every time I tell the truth?"

Dad said, "There's nothing wrong with telling the truth."

"But I hurt you and my mother, and I hurt a lot of people..."

Dad said, "You didn't hurt anyone."

"Really?"

"real."

Dad's words were warm and powerful, and Lin Qingye suddenly felt redeemed. He never expected to be forgiven by his father, and the guilt hidden in his heart slowly melted away.

He fell asleep again vaguely.

After an unknown amount of time, Lin Qingye slowly opened his eyes. What he saw was the white ceiling surrounded by blue curtains.

Lying on a small bed by myself, my head throbbed with pain.

The memory came back, and he remembered the time when he knocked a bottle on the head and opened himself up.

"Hiss—" Lin Qingye couldn't help reaching out to touch his head.

"Don't touch..." Someone next to him reached out to stop him, and gently grabbed his hand.

Lin Qingye turned her head and saw Jiang Yichen sitting beside her bed with a tired face.

"elder brother?"

How is it him?

Where's dad?

Lin Qingye was a little confused.

"How do you feel?" The man asked with concern, raised his hand and rang the bell.

Lin Qingye looked around and found himself in a ward. Although he was stopped just now, his fingers still touched his head, which seemed to be covered with a lot of gauze.Lin Qingye could imagine that she should look like a mummy now.

The door of the ward opened, and doctors and nurses walked in from outside.Jiang Yichen stepped aside, and the doctor began to check Lin Qingye's condition.

Lin Qingye let the doctor examine her like a puppet.

After a while, the doctor said to Jiang Yichen: "There should be nothing wrong, as long as you rest well, you will recover soon."

Lin Qingye was still not in the mood, and asked after a while: "Why am I in the hospital?"

Wasn't he in Cui Zhining's villa before?Ran to the hospital in a blink of an eye?Was it because the injury was too serious to be sent?What about Cui Zhining and Dou Yang?Where are they?Did you continue to fight?

All the questions flooded into his mind, Lin Qingye suddenly sat up.

The doctors and nurses were startled, and quickly stepped forward to hold him down, "Don't move around."

"I..." Lin Qingye opened his mouth, but he didn't know where to ask.

The doctor and nurse went out, Jiang Yichen sat beside him and asked, "Who beat you?"

"what?"

"I'm asking who hit you?" Jiang Yichen's voice was calm and indifferent, "It was fine when I went out, but it became like this in the afternoon. Tell me, what happened?"

What happened?

Lin Qingye lay back on the bed silently.

After a while, he said: "I just told the truth, and things became a mess."

Jiang Yichen was taken aback for a moment, wondering what he thought of, and said softly, "Is it convenient to say?"

Lin Qingye turned her head to the side and hummed softly.

Jiang Yichen sighed for a long time, and helped him cover the quilt, "Well, if you don't want to say it, I won't force you either."

"Who sent me to the hospital?" Lin Qingye asked.

"Dou Yang and Cui Zhining." Jiang Yichen replied, "They always wanted to be with you before, but I thought they were too noisy, so I drove them away."

Lin Qingye asked: "Are they all right?"

Jiang Yichen's eyes were full of doubts, "What can they do? You have good arms and legs, only you have your head cracked. How did the three of you get together, and why were you injured? Since you don't want to say, then I Just don't ask any more."

Lin Qingye pulled up the quilt in embarrassment, covered half of her head slightly, "I'm sorry..."

"Since you're awake, go home and recuperate later." Jiang Yichen stood up, "This hospital is really too noisy."