Pseudo-white lotus survival diary

Early the next morning, Lin Qingye got up and washed up. After breakfast, he took the car to Dou Yang's studio as agreed.

He is already very familiar with this road, first take the subway, and then walk a certain distance to the villa area where Dou Yang is located, and the opposite of Dou Yang's villa area is Jiang Yichen's house.

Not too far away.

Now, Lin Qingye has met all three men in the book, and knows their general personalities. Compared with the three, he is actually more willing to be with Dou Yang.The reason is simple, falling in love with Dou Yang is painting, he only needs to sit on a chair for a day.

Mr. Painter seems to be quite innocent. He didn't think about kissing or touching like Cui Zhining, and he didn't even make any intimate movements. If he thought that Lin Qingye was abrupt, he would take the initiative to apologize without Lin Qingye saying anything, with a look of guilt look like.

His behavior can be described as being cautious and resolute not to cross the threshold.

Therefore, it was very easy for Lin Qingye to come to Dou Yang for an appointment, he just had to do his best to be a model.

He has already made up his mind, and today he will draw out the topic of Dou Yang's illness by insinuating, and then find a way to untie his knot.

In the setting of the outline, in order to make the characters fuller, he set a certain background for each character, and there are reasons for several people to get sick.For example, Dou Yang's mental illness is due to knots in his heart, while Cui Zhining's mania is due to someone drugging him.

Of course, Lin Qingye didn't know what Dou Yang's heart knot was at the time because the outline was not set and he traveled through time. He also didn't know who poisoned Cui Zhining.

Because of the foundation of this setting, Lin Qingye thought about curing their illness before breaking up.

With anticipation, Lin Qingye rang Dou Yang's doorbell.

The moment the doorbell rang, the door opened, and Dou Yang's slightly curly haired head appeared behind the door, "Welcome!"

His voice was full of the smell of sunshine, his eyes were dark and bright, looking at Lin Qingye's eyes seemed to be shining.Anyone could see how happy he was.

Lin Qingye met his gaze, feeling slightly sour in his heart, how disappointed he would be if he knew that he was a fake.

I don't want to procrastinate any longer.

"Good morning!" Lin Qingye raised his face and showed a cheerful smile.

"Come in quickly." Dou Yang welcomed him into the room.

Lin Qingye noticed that he was wearing a small apron, and there was a little white stain on the right side of his face.

"Could it be...are you cooking?" He asked curiously.

Dou Yang scratched his face in embarrassment, "I wanted to make a cake for you, but it seems to have failed..."

Lin Qingye was slightly shocked, and a warm current surged in her heart.

"What kind of cake? I'll help you." He said as he walked into the room.

Dou Yang shook his head, "No need, I can do it myself."

Lin Qingye didn't listen to him, walked straight into the kitchen, looked left and right, and found a mess inside.

"Pfft." He couldn't help laughing, "Those who don't know may think that thieves have entered."

Dou Yang followed behind him, upon hearing his evaluation, a blush appeared on Jun's face, "I'm sorry..."

"Why do you say sorry?"

Dou Yang walked to the corner of the kitchen, picked up the collapsed cake, and said embarrassedly: "I didn't make it..."

"But it's very cute." Lin Qingye stretched out a finger, scooped out a ball of cream and put it into his mouth, and sighed after a while: "Mmm, it's delicious."

He sincerely praises it.

"Really?" Dou Yang seemed to have received great encouragement, his eyes sparkled, "It's really great."

Lin Qingye couldn't help laughing.

The two began to share the cake.

"Call, call, call!"

The magical child's bell rang.

Lin Qingye put down the dinner plate, picked up the phone and looked, it showed: 200 million.

200?

Lin Qingye answered the phone in surprise, and a haughty voice came from the other end, "Lin Qingye, come and sleep with me!"

Hearing this voice, Lin Qingye almost threw the phone out.

After seeing a lot of emergencies, Lin Qingye's reflexes have been trained very well. He didn't throw away his phone, he just froze for three seconds, and found the truth from 200 million, sleep, and a slightly familiar voice.

Zhong Chiyu, it's Zhong Chiyu!

Yesterday he left him and ran away, Zhong Chiyu didn't contact him later, but today he suddenly contacted, could it be...

Lin Qingye was suddenly nervous, Cui Zhining put up a big billboard to confess to him, did Zhong Chiyu see it?

and many more……

Hold on, don't panic.

It doesn't matter if you see it, anyway, it's just a contract relationship with Zhong Chiyu, don't be afraid!

"I'm back today. According to the agreement, you have to come and sleep with me." The voice over there was very arrogant, with an attitude towards my younger brother.

Dou Yang held the cake and asked with his eyes.

Lin Qingye met his eyes and suddenly suffocated.

Wait, did Dou Yang hear the voice on the phone just now?

Lin Qingye's heart beat faster, and his palms were covered with sweat.

He looked carefully at Dou Yang's eyes, only to see two big question marks written inside.

should not!

Lin Qingye was rescued suddenly, and immediately possessed a playful spirit, "Who is it? Did you make a mistake?"

"Lin Qingye!" The voice on the other end of the phone rose.

Lin Qingye had already hanged up the phone resolutely, and even blocked Zhong Chiyu with lightning speed.

"It should be a typo." He calmly said to Dou Yang.

Dou Yang stared at him for a while, nodded, and turned to tidy up the kitchen.

Lin Qingye quietly breathed a sigh of relief from behind, probably didn't notice it?

He raised his hand to wipe away the sweat that didn't exist on his brow.

Zhong Chiyu didn't mean to say "sleep with me" just now.In the setting, Zhong Chiyu suffers from severe insomnia. Once he closes his eyes, he will have nightmares, and he is in a very bad state after waking up.Just when he was troubled by insomnia, Lin Qingye appeared. By chance, the two slept for one night, and then Zhong Chiyu found that he would not have nightmares or insomnia with Lin Qingye's company.

The two became attached to each other.

This plot was designed to make Zhong Chiyu and Lin Qingye, who are stars, get in touch and develop a disharmonious relationship.Zhong Chiyu got Lin Qingye, as if he had found a treasure, he immediately signed a contract with him, asking him to sleep with him every once in a while.

As for why it is "once in a while", Lin Hao, as the author, said: I am happy!If Lin Qingye was dominated by Zhong Chiyu every day, how could she have sex with the other two men?

Anyway, in reality, Zhong Chiyu would let Lin Qingye have sex occasionally.

The sex here is really pure sex, the kind of pure sleeping under the quilt, you don't need to talk for a day.

Seeing Zhong Chiyu, Lin Qingye was very happy with his attitude of "don't fall in love with me and I will not love you". As long as it is not an improper relationship between men and women, he will return the money to Zhong Chiyu and pat his butt How comfortable it is to leave.

The only problem is that Zhong Chiyu's mental state will be very poor after long-term insomnia. If he doesn't help him, will he kill himself in a fit of anger?

Lin Qingye: "..."

Lin Qingye wiped his face, calm down and not panic, insomnia is not manic schizophrenia, the problem is not serious.

...Shouldn't be too big, right?

After eating the cake with Dou Yang full of thoughts, he cleaned up the kitchen and started drawing time.Lin Qingye put on her school uniform again and sat on a chair as a model, while Dou Yang seriously drew in front of her.

The studio is very quiet.

Lin Qingye thought for a while, and thought it was an opportunity to ask about his condition, cleared his throat, and said, "Dou Yang, you said you were sick on the phone earlier, can you feel better?"

"It's much better." Dou Yang raised his head from behind the drawing board and smiled at him.

"What...what disease do you have?" Lin Qingye pretended not to know anything.

"Small problem, no problem."

Dou Yang said it lightly.

Lin Qingye's heart sank, knowing that he resisted this topic and didn't want to let himself know that he was sick.

He fell into hesitation, not knowing whether he should continue to ask, maybe, after two days, when he is fully familiar with it, let Dou Yang take the initiative to speak out?

But according to Dou Yang's personality, it might be very difficult to get him to take the initiative.

Do you want to wait?

Lin Qingye struggled inwardly.

He stared at Dou Yang in front of him. The man had light-colored hair, slightly curly hair, a handsome face, and a gentle smile in his brows and eyes.

Like an angel.

How wonderful it would be if he was not sick!

Lin Qingye thought of Dou Yang, Cui Zhining, and Zhong Chiyu who had been hung up by him. Although he was walking on thin ice, the three of them were not feeling well.

It can't be delayed any longer, the best ending is to cure their illnesses, break up and get well with each other.

Be direct.

After thinking for a while, Lin Qingye tentatively asked: "I went into your room that day..."

Dou Yang didn't answer, and focused on scribbling on the drawing board.

Lin Qingye thought, he has been drawing for two days, and he doesn't know how well he can draw.Dou Yang always quickly put away the drawing board and covered it, not letting him see it.

Lin Qingye raised her voice, "Dou Yang, I saw medicine in your room the other day."

The person behind the drawing board finally stopped his movements.

His face was hidden behind the drawing board, and he couldn't see the expression clearly.

After Lin Qingye said it, things went much smoother, "It said paroxetine hydrochloride, I looked it up out of curiosity, and found..."

"It's an antidepressant."

Dou Yang took over the latter words.

Lin Qingye didn't know what to say, hesitated for a moment, and asked softly, "Are you suffering from depression?"

Originally, he wanted to talk about schizophrenia.

But after all, he didn't dare to provoke him too much, so he didn't say anything.

Helping others is important, but saving lives is the top priority, and we have to do it step by step.

The studio is very quiet.

After a while, the person behind the drawing board came out, came to the chair where Lin Qingye was sitting step by step, stretched out his hand to press the back of the chair, stared at Lin Qingye, and said, "Did you see it?"

There was something strange in his eyes.

The whole figure suddenly lost its luster, no longer the sunshine of the past, and covered with a layer of gray temperament.

Lin Qingye felt his hair stand on end inexplicably, and all the nerves in his body were tense.

The air seemed to be sticky and it was difficult to breathe.

Alarm bells were ringing in my head.

It was the first time he saw Dou Yang showing such an expression, especially... very neurotic.

Yes, neuroticism!

A gloomy, abnormal look.

Realizing that he was mentally ill, Lin Qingye was suddenly afraid that she might stimulate him and make him fall ill.

He swallowed his saliva, and reluctantly said: "Depression is not a serious illness. Many people in modern times suffer from it. I often read reports, such as urban white-collar workers and students, because of heavy work and studies, many people have depression. This It is said that this disease will make people want to commit suicide when it is serious, but it has no effect if it is not serious."

He suppressed his fear and took Dou Yang's hand, and said sincerely: "I don't want anything to happen to you."

Dou Yang stared at him for a moment, then suddenly squatted beside him, buried his head on his knee, "You know everything?"

Lin Qingye nodded.

Originally, he planned to bring up schizophrenia, but he didn't dare to meet Dou Yang's eyes just now.

"Will you dislike me?" Dou Yang asked.

Lin Qingye shook her head quickly, "No, depression is not a serious illness, as long as you work hard to overcome it, you will be fine."

Just kidding, does he dare to say he hates it?

Dou Yang laughed, his smile was like a switch, the gray temperament gathered in the room was broken, and it became sunny again.

"I think so too." He put his chin on Lin Qingye's lap and said, "I know Qingye will not abandon me, never will."

...not big brother, why did you add the word "forever"?

Lin Qingye: QAQ

Seeing that he didn't speak, Dou Yang asked: "Will Qing Ye know?"

In his eyes, gray mist gathered behind the sparkle.

Lin Qingye: "..."

Can you not forever? QQ

Crying inside, but smiling softly on the surface.He put his hands on Dou Yang's head, suppressed the trembling, and tried to calm down, "Don't be afraid, I will be with you."

"Great!" Dou Yang became happy, rubbing against his palm like a big golden retriever.

Lin Qingye breathed a sigh of relief, and asked cautiously, "Then may I know why you suffer from depression?"

Dou Yang frowned, turned his head and looked out the window, "Ah, it's so late."

He picked up his phone and looked, "It's twelve o'clock, I'll make lunch. Don't worry, I'm much better at cooking than cakes, and I won't disappoint you."

He smiled brightly, stood up, stroked Lin Qingye's head, and then walked out of the studio to the kitchen.

Lin Qingye knew that he wanted to avoid his own question, so he was a little helpless.

Forget it, don't chase too closely, let's take one step at a time.

He originally wanted to go to the kitchen with Dou Yang to help out, so as to enhance their relationship and let Dou Yang open his heart.However, when he passed the drawing board, he suddenly remembered that he had never seen what he looked like in Dou Yang's paintings.

He asked Dou Yang to show him before, but Dou Yang refused because the painting was not finished.

Now that Dou Yang is not here, it shouldn't matter if you take a sneak peek, right?

He was very curious about how Dou Yang, as a great painter, painted himself.

There was a gray cloth covering the drawing board, Lin Qingye walked over and gently uncovered it.

The pictures on the drawing board are undoubtedly revealed.

Seeing the above content, Lin Qingye's pupils shrank, and his whole body felt like he was soaked in ice water.

On the drawing board under the cloth cover, I was sitting on a chair, smiling beautifully, like an angel, but my body was bleeding, as if I had been cut many times, and was scarred...

A bright red line ran through the neck, dripping with blood.

He really wanted to kill me!

He is sick!

The thing he had been worrying about happened, Lin Qingye took a step back and bumped into something hard.

He turned his head stiffly, and found that Dou Yang, who was supposed to be in the kitchen, was standing behind him. There was no smile on his handsome face, and a pair of black pupils were staring straight at him!In his hand, he was carrying a kitchen knife!

The author has something to say: Don't be afraid everyone... I really won't turn into a reasoning and suspense article~

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