Pseudo-white lotus survival diary

Trembling.

Lin Qingye looked as stable as an old dog on the outside, but panicked inside.

In the outline he hadn't finished writing, in order to plant a bomb for Lin Qingye, he did have the idea of ​​pretending to be a savior. In this way, when Dou Yang found out that Lin Qingye had lied to him and triggered his mental illness, he took a knife and killed Lin Qingye. Ye is a matter of course.

However, he hasn't written it yet, and the idea has been deleted. Why did it appear in reality?

That is to say, the current him pretends to be the lifesaver, and still imitates the pure white lotus and the crazy Dou Yang to fall in love?

Wait, did you borrow money?

Thinking of this, Lin Qingye raised his face and asked, "Dou Yang, about the money..."

"Don't worry, I never thought of asking you to return it after I gave it to you." Mr. Painter touched his head tenderly and motioned him to sit on the chair, "Come, let me draw you a picture."

Nima, really gave the money, that is to say, the relationship has been confirmed?

Lin Qingye's eyes darkened, he nodded in a panic, straightened his school uniform, walked to a chair and sat down.

Hold on.

He told himself, isn't it just a mania and a neuropathy, isn't it just that the two of them will chop themselves off when they get agitated, it's no big deal... overturn the table!

Big deal Nima!

Labor and capital don't want to die, this matter must be resolved properly without any future troubles, if something goes wrong halfway and he dies, that would be too wronged.

Thus, Lin Qingye sat on the chair with a froze smile and acted as a model without saying a word, the CPU in his brain was already turning hot.Dou Yang was happily drawing, and looked up at him from time to time.

Sunlight shines into the studio through the glass windows, rendering a layer of warm light.

For those who don't know, this picture is beautiful and quiet. It is completely unimaginable that the model sitting on the chair is already tense with calf cramps, and the one who draws may stab someone at any time.

It is really easy to fall in love with Dou Yang, because Dou Yang... really painted from beginning to end, and because he was addicted to painting, he forgot the time, Lin Qingye was so hungry that he panicked, but he still dutifully fucked the cute figure Sit in a chair and keep smiling.

After a long time, the sun began to slant to the west, Dou Yang looked at the sky outside the glass window, and finally realized: "Ah, it's so late?"

He picked up the mobile phone next to him and looked, surprised, "It's already four o'clock!"

It's four o'clock?

Lin Qingye patted his stomach calmly, no wonder he was so hungry that his heart ached.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'll take you to dinner." Dou Yang came over to help him up embarrassedly, "I tend to forget the time when I draw, and I often only eat once a day..."

Lin Qingye waved his hands, pretending to be generous and said, "It's okay, it's okay, I'm not hungry."

As soon as he finished speaking, his stomach made a grumbling sound.

"I'm really sorry." Dou Yang felt even more guilty, his slender eyes blinked, "I have dry food, just wait."

After he finished speaking, he ran into the small room next door, quickly took out a bunch of snacks and ran out.

"These are all my private possessions." He held the things in front of Lin Qingye as if offering treasures, and smiled brightly, "Let's pad our stomachs first."

Lin Qingye was dazzled by his smile, subconsciously took the snacks, and found that there were instant noodles, small buns, big white rabbit candies, and even raccoon crisp noodles!

This is too childish.

Lin Qingye couldn't help looking at Dou Yang, and saw him staring at him eagerly, like a big golden retriever wagging its tail, fawning towards its master.

Lin Qingye's heart skipped a beat.

Frustrated with hunger, he quickly picked up one of the small buns, tore open the package, and opened his bloody mouth... No, Laozi is now a cutie, not a strong man of two hundred catties!

Forcibly suppressing the wide-open mouth, he took a small bite, then blinked and said to Dou Yang, "It's delicious."

The big golden retriever shook its tail more cheerfully, "Really, I also like this kind of bread very much, the baby has the same taste as me."

Baby……

Lin Qingye pretended to be surprised and said, "Really?"

"We are made for each other." Mr. Painter patted his head quite emotionally, like a cute hamster eating.

However, the hamster almost choked when he heard his words.

match made in heaven……

Could it be that Dou Yang loves himself so much now that he cannot extricate himself?

No.

After he finished eating the bread, Dou Yang took him out for a late lunch.Lin Qingye felt very heavy along the way, thinking that Dou Yang fell in love with him and that he was a counterfeit product, he was in no mood to eat.

Dou Yang probably saw that he was depressed, and talked to him while driving to make him happy. Lin Qingye didn't want to talk, and lowered his head to play with his mobile phone as an excuse.

The words paroxetine hydrochloride flashed through his mind for some reason, and he quickly opened the search box to enter, and the first line that popped up was: antidepressants.

Lin Qingye's heart skipped a beat, and she quickly clicked on the link to read the explanation inside. The final conclusion was that this medicine was for treating depression.

Dou Yang is actually taking this kind of medicine?

Could it be that besides schizophrenia, he also has depression?

Thinking of this, Lin Qingye couldn't help but look up at Dou Yang who was driving.

His face was beautiful, and he was thin. Lin Qingye could imagine that this person had been shutting himself in the studio to paint and paint, often forgetting to eat, and finally lost weight.

Dou Yang noticed his gaze, turned his head, and showed a bright smile, "What's wrong?"

Lin Qingye was slightly taken aback, then turned his head away, "It's nothing."

With schizophrenia and depression, how can he still laugh?And can you smile so brightly?

At first, Lin Qingye was only worried that he would hurt himself if he got sick, but at this moment, he felt a little distressed and didn't know how to face him.

After that, the two went to the high-end restaurant closest to the villa area. Dou Yang thoughtfully asked him what he was eating, ordered another snack that could be served as soon as possible, and then chatted with him.

Chatting with Dou Yang is very pleasant, because he takes care of people's emotions, is very sunny, and makes people cheerful.Lin Qingye couldn't help thinking, if only he was a normal person, he would be a very good person without dying...

... normal people?

A strong spiritual light flashed across his mind, Lin Qingye seemed to have been shot suddenly, and sat stiffly in his original position—yes, why can't Dou Yang become a normal person?

If he becomes a normal person, he won't be able to kill people with a knife after falling in love and breaking up.The same is true for Cui Zhining, he is also sick. If they are not sick, and he proposes to break up, wouldn't his life be in danger?

Very good!

The more I think about it, the more I feel that this idea is very good, and the more I think about it, the more I feel that it is correct.

Lin Qingye became happy.

After dinner, Lin Qingye left at his mother's mouth. Dou Yang was very reluctant, but Lin Qingye's intention to leave was very firm, so Dou Yang could only send him back disappointed.

Back in the house with nothing to do, Lin Qingye dug out the things in the bedroom to check some information. He had checked it before. Lin Qingye's room was very clean, and his ID card and bank card were locked in the drawer of the wardrobe. .He checked the bank card, and there was only 1000 yuan in it.

He wanted to get more information so he could cope, but couldn't find anything else.

"Call, call, call..."

Lin Qingye picked up the phone and found that it was a phone number that did not exist in the address book. He hesitated and connected.

"Qing Ye." An unfamiliar male voice sounded, sounding quite young.

Lin Qingye sat up nervously on the bed in an instant. He was very sensitive to strange male voices recently, and he was afraid that Lin Qingye would provoke other men besides those three men.

"Who?" He swallowed and asked softly.

"Haha, it's me, Qu Yang... Damn, you really deleted me?" The male voice on the phone seemed surprised and dissatisfied, and complained, "You can delete those people, but delete me. What's going on? Master Qu, I'm your tablemate and best friend after all, so it would be too heartless for you to delete me!"

Qu Yang?Same table and best friend?

Lin Qingye quickly analyzed, very good, not some dubious man, that's great.

He breathed a sigh of relief, and his tone became lighter, "I'm sorry."

"Huh? I feel that your mood has recovered a lot." Qu Yang said, "Hey, those people are jerks, but you should know that we support you too."

what with what?

Lin Qingye was completely confused. He guessed that it should be a matter of the school, but he didn't know, so he could only ask tentatively: "You support me?"

"Yeah, what does it matter if they ridicule you, you are thin-skinned, people have to be more careful, family fortunes are not ruined, and people can't lose a piece of meat after a few words of ridicule." Qu Yang is probably a talkative person, Gossiping, "Look at you, you quit the school group, the class group, Weibo, and all of our contact information... At first I thought you were joking, In the end, you really deleted it, even mine!"

Qu Yang said angrily, "Don't tell me if you move, and don't tell me if you change your number!"

It turned out to be the case.

As the original author, Lin Qingye is quite familiar with the experiences of the main characters in the book. In the background introduction of the biography of the characters, it was written that Lin Qingye was excluded at school. She was named the school belle of No. [-] Middle School, but she was also hated by others because of her mediocre personality and cowardly personality.

Probably because of this, the cowardly Lin Qingye couldn't bear it, and debt collectors often blocked the school gate, so he simply dropped out of school and left, deleted all contact information, and started a new life.

This background introduction was very general and did not go into detail, so now Lin Qingye couldn't figure out who was bullying him and who his friends were.

Lin Qingye asked sharply, "How do you know my current number?"

"I met Auntie!" Qu Yang complained, "She gave me your phone number. Qingye, let me tell you, you can't just admit defeat like this. If you delete the contact information, close your ears and don't listen or read If you can solve any problems, then there will be no disputes in this world. If you don’t stand up, everyone in the school will think those rumors are true!”

Lin Qingye was startled, and subconsciously asked, "What rumor?"

"Rumors about you being taken care of by others! Isn't that why Zhu Yu broke up with you?" Qu Yang raised his voice, "Now the rumors are even more outrageous, saying that you were taken care of by several old men. It’s true. I don’t believe a word of it, I guess it’s Ning Yu and Zhu Yu’s couple who cheated on their own, in case others would say about him and deliberately smear you, so it’s justifiable for them to kick you away.”

"You can't escape, quickly add the group back, break the rumors, and tear up that pair of dogs!"

Lin Qingye: "..."

In fact, in a sense, the rumors were not wrong, he was adopted, but by three young, handsome and wealthy men.

"Will you join the group? Will you fight back?" Qu Yang asked again.

Lin Qingye hesitated for a moment, then said, "Okay."

The author has something to say: Thank you for the little angel who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~

Thanks to the little angel who threw [Grenade]: Master Rabbit 1;

Thanks to the little angels who voted [Landmine]: Qingshan Qingqiu and Ada 1;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]:

5 bottles of Pixiu; 1 bottle of Cui Cui Duck;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!