my high math teacher

On Sunday, I showed up in front of Shang Yiluan with all my luggage, which was much heavier than when I came.Although I have despaired of my family relationship, my second aunt's concern for me is genuine.

Continue to lean over my desk to admire Shang Yiluan's perfect profile. For me, it is already a luxury to be able to look at her so quietly.

After having dinner with her, I slowly walked back to the door of the teaching building, and finally it was time to say goodbye.I declined her offer to take me to the station, I really didn't want to waste too much energy on her.

After waving for the last time, I turned around and ran away, no matter how I came here, how I went back, I squeezed into the bus, got on the train, and after the carriage continued to shake all night, I finally returned to her city.I smiled wryly and lamented that the night is really getting longer, otherwise the sky should be bright at 6 o'clock in the morning.

When I returned to the dormitory, the only two remaining roommates were still sound asleep. I took the toiletries and went to the water room to freshen up. It was gradually getting brighter.

But, I still live like a walking dead.Knowing that Shang Yiluan is in Dalian, she still unconsciously pays attention to the parking space in front of the teaching building, and sneaks into the classroom where she teaches for a look, then turns around and goes upstairs silently with a sigh.A day without seeing her is a day without peace of mind.

It was Friday again, and I continued the same departure route as last week, but because I knew I had plenty of time, I bought burritos on the way and ate them in the waiting hall.

I was a little excited, thinking that I would be able to meet that woman in a few hours, my heart couldn't stop jumping for joy, she was the only existence that could make my hormones soar.

The familiar school gate, the familiar tree-lined path, the familiar teaching building, and the familiar classroom, but standing at the door of the classroom, my body trembled violently again.It turns out that even though I have been with her for two days, I still feel nervous when I see her.

Taking a deep breath, I slowly opened the door. Unlike last time, the moment I pushed the door, I saw the woman's face turned quickly and the smile on her face, as if she was waiting My arrival was average.

"You're really here..."

"I couldn't help but want to see you, so I came here."

"It's a good thing you're here. You don't even know how flustered I have been this afternoon. I've been sitting here waiting without even eating dinner." Shang Yiluan's innocent look made me feel pity. Fortunate to see her acting like a baby.

"Then, shall I accompany you to dinner?"

"En!" She nodded heavily, then quickly packed the things on the table, and drove me to the familiar restaurant last time.

"You really don't eat?"

"No, just watch you eat."

"Then, well, bring me this soup and pancakes." Shang Yiluan ordered a good meal, and looked at me with his hands on the table, "You seem to have lost a lot of weight this week, and your pointed chin has come out. Wouldn't it be to get hyaluronic acid?"

"I'm all natural, with zero additives." Seeing her laugh, I laughed too.

After dinner, we walked out of the restaurant, intending to say goodbye, "Then, I'm leaving, and I'll be with you tomorrow."

"Hey, wait! Still going to your second aunt's house?"

"Yeah, save some hotel money, the travel expenses are already very expensive~"

"It's also free to live with me, and it's nearby, so you won't have to squeeze the bus at night."

"It's better not to, you are in a critical period now, I don't want to disturb you."

"Because it's a critical period, I need people to accompany me even more~ I'm alone every day, I'm almost dying of loneliness."

"But, it's not good for me to go like this, I'm not used to it..."

"What are you not used to?"

"I need my own space, so..."

"My room is a standard room, don't worry, you have your own bed~"

"Uh..." In the end, I let go. Shang Yiluan is now at a watershed in her career. After passing this hurdle, she will be a highly respected doctor. I can't bear to refuse her.

Driving downstairs to the hotel, we took the elevator upstairs.Swiping the card to enter the door, I carefully looked at the room.The room is about 30 pings. Except for two standard single beds, air-conditioning, desk, chair, TV and wardrobe are all complete.It is worth mentioning that the toilet is not separated by frosted glass, but a brick-concrete structure.

Well, better than most rooms I've stayed in.

However, as a result, housing prices must not be cheap.It's okay to live for a day or two, but Shang Yiluan has lived here for a whole month, even if it costs 100 yuan a day, it still costs 3000 yuan, and this is only the cost of accommodation.If it were me, I would definitely find a room to settle down, it would never be such a luxury.

"Want to take a bath?"

"Yeah." I took out the toiletries and put them in the toilet, and then I took out the portable clothes hanger, a change of underwear, and pajamas.

"I didn't expect that your luggage looks small, but you have a lot of things."

"Yeah, it's all accumulated bit by bit of experience, and everything to be taken is planned in advance."

"Go ahead, I'll wash it after you wash it."

"Yeah." After taking a shower, I also washed my underwear, and then I walked out of the bathroom covered in steam.She was sitting on the bed looking at her computer, very attentive.

"I'm done washing."

"There is water on the table."

After a while, she still didn't move. I didn't want to disturb her, so I got under the covers and played with my iPad.

When the time came to 10:30, Shang Yiluan finally turned off the computer and went to the bathroom with her pajamas. It was obvious that she was under a lot of pressure.Dalian University of Technology is one of the four major engineering colleges in the country, and it must not be easy to study for a doctorate.

The sound of water soon stopped, followed by the sound of slapping her face with breast milk, and then she came out, wearing a tank top and shorts, with a pair of flamboyant legs exposed in front of my eyes without any hindrance.If I didn't work hard to restrain myself, my halazi would definitely drip on my tablet.

Kicking off the slippers, Shang Yiluan turned off the lights and went to bed, looking exhausted, I have never seen her like this.

"Do you want me to rub your shoulders or something?"

"Huh? All right, if you don't mind the trouble."

I immediately put down the tablet and climbed onto her bed, and she lay prone on the bed, taking the pillow and pressing it under her body.

From head to neck, back to waist, I carefully helped her relieve every inch of tense muscles in her body. Her shoulders were especially hard, which must have been caused by sitting at her desk day and night.Occasionally she would cry out in pain, and when I heard her moan, the corners of my mouth would raise unconsciously.

Soon she felt sleepy, so I quickly got out of bed, turned off the lamp beside her bed and climbed back to my own bed.I turned off the phone without setting the alarm clock. Based on the quality of my sleep, as long as her alarm clock rings, I will definitely hear it.

The woman I like is on the right, and the distance between us is only a bedside table. If I try to reach out, I can touch her bedside.

Indeed, I could not sleep, it was all a dream.A few weeks ago, I was just one of the ordinary people who could only watch her from a distance, but now, I am actually lying on her left side.

I was reluctant to turn over, even in the dark, I could still see the halo on her head.This woman is so good~ so good that even if I sleep next to her, I can't touch her...

The alarm clock rang very early, I took my phone, but it was only 6 o'clock, the sky outside might not be bright yet, "You wake up so early?"

"Huh? Woke you up?"

"I thought about getting up with you, but I didn't expect it to be so early."

"This time is half an hour earlier than usual, you don't have to accompany me, go to sleep."

"Farewell, I probably won't be able to fall asleep anymore. I'm not easy to fall asleep or wake up."

After packing up, we went to eat steamed buns and porridge, and we went to the classroom again, but this time because I was too sleepy, I kept breathing heavily. Last night because I was so excited, I hardly slept much.

After lunch, my drowsiness became more tenacious, but because the conditions for falling asleep were too poor, I could only take a nap on the table and couldn't really fall asleep.Looking back on all the past, I really envy those people who just touch the pillow.My poor travel journey is obviously so tiring and lacks sleep, but I just can't sleep, basically only one day every two days is to sleep through the night.

But on the second night of sleeping in the same room with Shang Yiluan, I still have insomnia!

On the third day, my body and mind were even more exhausted, so that I slept almost the whole time on the bus to the station, and I also slept nearly half of it on the hard seat of the train.

The next few days I basically spent in lethargy. The insomnia for several consecutive days caused my vitality to be severely damaged. I basically spent the afternoon and evening in bed to catch up on sleep, and I didn’t eat much. .

But on Friday, my vitality recovered immediately, and I didn't feel tired at all from running with my luggage on my back. I only felt that the deer in my chest was unusually lively.

As soon as I walked out of the station, I saw a familiar figure in the vast crowd. Why is she here?

"I thought you would definitely come, so I came here to wait for you."

"You, didn't I say not to waste time on me? I don't want to disturb you..." I'm a little sorry, because of my appearance, she took time to pick me up.

"Yeah, I keep your teachings in mind, so I deliberately waited until all my work was done before I dared to pick you up~"

Seeing her smug face, I was a little excited, "You mean your defense is over? Are you already a doctor?"

Seeing her smiling and nodding, I almost jumped up and grinned excitedly at her, "Wait, then you have to go back quickly?"

"Yeah, we're going back the day after tomorrow. Tonight we'll go for a walk by the beach. We'll go out and play tomorrow, and then we're going back. It's a long highway, so we need to gather enough energy."

"You mean, you want me to go back in your car?"

"Yeah, unless you have other arrangements..."

"Okay, okay, I'll go back in your car." I was so excited that I wanted to cry, my whole body was shaking again and again.

I went to the beach in her car, but I still didn't choose to sit in the co-pilot position. Although I was excited, my reason was still there.Sleeping in a room with her, riding in her car, eating with her, or even being inseparable from her 24/[-] doesn't mean much.We are not lovers, nor are we considered friends. At best, I am just a support for her when she is lonely and needs someone to accompany her. I can't give myself hope.

Starting from Dalian Station, we drove for [-] minutes to Shicao.The free beaches in the city are crowded with people every day, so the quality of the beaches is generally not high. If you want to see the sea, you have to go to the coastline in the suburbs to see a piece of blue.

Dalian in December is actually not suitable for walking barefoot on the beach. We are all wearing shoes and standing in the bitter cold wind. I think the reason why she wants to see the sea must be that she has accumulated too much pressure and has nowhere to release it. Bar.

"Let's go eat food stalls! I kind of want to drink."

"But, you won't be able to drive in this way."

"Call me a driver, what are you afraid of, come on, I've been suppressed for so long~"

"Okay." Being dragged by her all the way to the barbecue shop by the sea, seeing how she was drunk before even touching a drop, it was the first time that I thought this woman was cute.

I couldn't hold her back, so I had no choice but to pick up the wine glass and drink with her. I have never liked the taste of wine, so I tried to get drunk countless times but failed. Unfortunately, due to my good genes, I am not like some people. A beer or two is enough to lose my temper, and I have to drink enough to get drunk.

It can be seen that Shang Yiluan has been under tremendous pressure in the past month. Although it can be seen from her painful expression that she doesn't like to drink, she wants to get drunk, so a dozen beers will soon be full of the table empty bottle.

He didn't eat much of the barbecue that was coming, but Shang Yiluan was already unconscious.

I took out my mobile phone and called the valet driver, and then helped her who was half a head taller than me to the place where we parked.If it was in the past, I would not be so strenuous for a distance of only a few hundred meters, but today I drank alcohol, my mind is not so clear, and I have not been able to eat or sleep for a few days. My physical strength is indeed not as good as before.

Helping Shang Yiluan into the car, I stood up and panted heavily, my eyes suddenly went dark, my head was so dizzy, it took me a while to wake up.

I got into the car and sat next to her, resting her head on my shoulder, quietly waiting for the driver to arrive.

When I got back to the hotel, I helped Shang Yiluan to the bed with great difficulty, and fell to the side panting heavily. I was completely awake from the wine, but my body was completely exhausted and my head was dizzy.

After taking off her coat, I wrung out a wet towel to scrub her. Looking at the woman's slightly flushed cheeks, I suddenly became quiet.

I don't know how many times I have imagined such a scene. In every daydream, I would kiss her cheek nervously, but when I really had such an opportunity, I just wanted to just be so quiet. Looking at her quietly, while still having this opportunity, I used my fingertips to trace the curve of her body.

This woman's body temperature is a bit high, but I admire her quietly with a pious attitude, just like appreciating a world-famous painting.

All of this is like a dream. When I wake up from the dream, I can only follow behind her buttocks and take a look at her graceful back from a distance.

After tucking her in, I climbed into bed and set an alarm for 8:30 tomorrow morning.In another 48 hours or so, we will return home, and we have less than [-] hours left to spend together.

When I opened my eyes the next day, I saw a pair of clear big eyes staring at me, and my thoughts suddenly woke up, "Are you awake?"

"Ah."

I was busy turning on my phone, but it was 7:34, "You were so drunk yesterday that you passed out, is there any discomfort now?"

"No, I, did I lose my composure yesterday?"

"No, I basically fell asleep after getting drunk. I didn't cry or make noise, or vomit or make noise. The wine taste is pretty good."

"Oh, that's good, sorry to trouble you."

"It's nothing, you're welcome, do you need to sleep again?"

"I can't sleep anymore, my biological clock has been formed."

"Then, I won't sleep anymore, have you thought about where to go today?"

"I've almost made it to Dalian, look at you, we can go wherever you want."

"Then, just pick your favorite place to go, and it will save me the trouble of searching the strategy online."

"okay."

After packing up, we set off. She actually wanted to take me to discover the kingdom, but it's winter now, and the scenic spot is closed.Alas, this is exactly the inconvenience of the Northeast.

After visiting Donggang, we started from Haizhiyun Park, then went to Bangchui Island, Fisherman's Wharf, and passed by Tiger Beach where I once visited with my mother and sister.Walking along Binhai Road, we went back to Xinghai Square to watch the night view.

After playing for a day, she took me to a big meal, and I think AA was rejected by her.The reason is that, for the sake of the many gifts I gave her, this meal is only her return gift.

The ambiguous light, the blood-red wine, I can't imagine the goddess in my dream sitting opposite me and having dinner with me.