Si Nian's face flushed red, she turned her head and ran away from his palm, always felt that Quan Zhilong's attitude today was too ambiguous, which made her a little at a loss.
Especially considering that the two of them have recently maintained a state of good friends. If this balance is broken because of a drunk, she will not be able to grasp the next change at all.
If it wasn't for being self-indulgent, the relationship between the two is too close now.Miss really didn't want Quan Zhilong to think that he was playing push and pull, and he didn't know how to explain it to him.
It has been more than two years since the accident happened. During this period, Si Nian never thought about the relationship or even the further future. She has secrets that are too difficult to explain, and even used psychotropic drugs to treat herself Su Nian wondered if Quan Zhilong was clear about his past, even if he could accept the past, if he knew the secret in the future, would he think it was his paranoia again?
Si Nian doesn't want to overcomplicate this matter, but sometimes when she thinks of those days when she was hiding in the house and being suspicious all day long, she doesn't want to like herself, even if she is no different from ordinary people now, on his terms, It's not easy to catch a lot of women who are better than yourself, and she may suddenly return to her original state one day.
Therefore, Si Nian does not want to break the balance between the two of them.Instead of giving her feelings to the end and possibly causing both parties to suffer, she would rather the two of them be just friends from the beginning, or label them as "acquaintances" who are weaker than friends.
Even in the eyes of cats, cats, dogs, friends and family, she has reached the age where she needs to fall in love, even if she has a good impression of Quan Zhilong, but she still wants to continue this kind of friendship. Being friends is better than being lovers There is a little extra leeway.
And more importantly, what does Quan Zhilong like about her?
For a moment, my mind was filled with too many thoughts, and Miss subconsciously wanted to draw a line between the two who seemed to be one step closer.
Seeing Miss's expression changed from shock at the beginning to calmness, Quan Zhilong, who had worked hard in the entertainment industry since he was a child, sensed something was wrong, and his intuition told him that if he didn't ask clearly, their relationship might only go so far, or it might not be as good as it is now .He reached out and grabbed Miss's arm, and then asked her to raise her hand with his own strength, pointing to his forehead.
"Here, this is the place you kissed."
After being told the location clearly by him, Missing was so embarrassed that he wanted to withdraw his hand but was held tightly by him, unable to move.
"Missing, when I confessed to you last time, I asked you if you hated me, and your answer was no. I asked you again, did you like me, and you told me that you felt the same way about me as a sage. But, don't you think your attitude towards me is different from Xiansheng's?"
"Brother Xiansheng and I grew up together, of course we are closer than you..." Si Nian lowered her head and looked around, but she didn't dare to look at Quan Zhilong's expression after saying this.
He felt the hand gripping his wrist loosen, then squeezed tightly again.Si Nian gritted her teeth, intending to speak more heartlessly, but was interrupted by Quan Zhilong's helpless wry smile.
"But why do I feel that you care more about me than the sages?"
Miss was slightly stunned, and then retorted: "You are wrong."
"Then can you tell me, if I kiss you now, will you be disgusted?"
"...What are you doing?" A few words turned into another topic, Si Nian suddenly didn't know what to say about him.
"I'm serious." Quan Zhilong didn't look like he was joking at all, he still held Miss's hand and didn't intend to let it go.
"When you kissed me yesterday, do you know how I felt?" He pressed Miss's hand on his left chest, "Here, it's about to explode. At that time, I was thinking that if you were awake Will it be the same feeling when you are here?"
Even if he secretly kissed Si Nian who was drunk, Quan Zhilong was not satisfied at all.
What he really wanted to see was her who was kissed by him, her whole body was weak, and her face was blushing and shy.
Missing blushed, Quan Zhilong pressed his palm on his chest, and he could feel his warm skin and strong heartbeat through the thin shirt.
"Don't you know what I mean to you? If you are drunk, I will ask someone to take you home? If someone else sent you back yesterday, then I will regret it for the rest of my life." Some words he must To be clear, he doesn't want to be a spare tire for doing good deeds without leaving a name, so he must let Miss know his intentions.
"Besides, taking care of you is what I am willing to do. No one can stop me from what I like to do, and the person I like will not care what other people think. I only care about what you think. Are you hesitating? What? Missing."
He rationally told himself not to press the question any further, but Quan Zhilong couldn't help but blurt out, wanting to know.
Yes, what are you hesitating about?
Missing was pressed by him every step of the way, there was no way to retreat, and she almost tore open the secret that was hidden in her heart and exposed it to the sun.
"I used to receive counseling from a psychiatrist, and the diagnosis was that I had persecution paranoia."
Breaking free from his palm, Si Nian calmly narrated the experience she had never said.
Quan Zhilong was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect to hear about her past.
"I can't accept it all at once, the person standing in front of you almost became mentally ill." The corners of her mouth were slightly raised, with a faint self-mockery, her expression was almost indifferent, and her tone remained in Quan Zhilong's ear without any change burst.
"You know that I had an accident and got amnesia, but do you know what else I have experienced?"
"Rolled off the dam back home two years ago, hurt my ankle and my brain, one foot made me give up my career as a singer, one head made me languish in the hospital, seeing different types of crazy people every day , Even when I get home, I still believe that there are bad people hiding in the dark and watching me. Even my parents can hardly support me, if I get sick again, will you accept it?"
Parents and friends thought that she was strong enough to walk out of the chaotic spiritual world step by step, but Si Nian knew that she was able to do this step entirely thanks to her sudden appearance of this skill. She was afraid of humans back then. It is to find comfort and peace of mind among animals.
If suddenly one day I can no longer hear the animals talking, can no longer draw strength from them, and is once again abandoned by another world, Si Nian really doesn't know if she will go crazy again.
Her eyes lost their usual brilliance, she sighed, and looked straight at Quan Zhilong, who was stunned, and her tone suddenly softened: "This is my hesitation, do you understand? Compared with me, Ouba You have too many choices, there are too many people like you, there is absolutely no need for you to waste your precious energy on me, the entertainment industry is surrounded by rich and beautiful women, I am just a possibility that you met by chance The kind of person you are interested in. When you calm down, you will know that I am just an ordinary woman who can go crazy at any time. "
When saying these words, Si Nian put her clenched fists behind her back and forced a smile.
"So it's great to be friends. There are not so many ties to being friends. When I'm sick and locked up in the house, you will come and visit me a few times without any burden."
Quan Zhilong's head went blank after being shocked by her words, his lips twitched a few times, not knowing what to say from his mouth.
The two dogs, frightened by the situation, squatted not far from them, looked left and right, helpless against the sudden downward atmosphere.And he had never seen Miss like this before, Jiahu lowered his head on the floor, like a child whose parents had quarreled, and didn't know what to do.
No matter how high EQ is, Julie is still just a dog. She understands what Si Nian said, and the final meaning is probably that the two of them are useless.It can't tell whether it's disappointment or something, because it is very likely that it will never find a stepmother like Miss who can understand their words. side.
"I'm sorry to bother you for so long, I want to leave first." I felt that I couldn't sit with him and eat breakfast as if nothing had happened, Miss didn't want to make the atmosphere worse, whispered leave.
Quan Zhilong grabbed her hand, closed his mouth tightly, and looked at her stubbornly.
"do not go."
Quan Zhilong regretted it, regretted that he should have forced her so impatiently, and caused a situation that is difficult to recover now.His mind is in a mess now, he hasn't fully digested what Si Nian said, and he doesn't know what to say, but the only thing for sure is that he can't let her go now.
"Ouba, calm down and think about what I said. Sometimes people will regret what they say when they are hotheaded."
Breaking his fingers apart little by little, Si Nian left without wearing a coat and only holding the phone at hand.
The fried eggs on the table had run out of heat. Quan Zhilong lowered his head and stretched out his opened left hand to stare at it for a long time. Finally, he poured out the cold eggs on the table without saying a word, and dragged himself heavily. Fell on the sofa.
He left wearing only a pair of tight-fitting long-sleeved sleeves, went outside and recovered after being blown by the cold wind. After coming out of his place, Si Nian held his mobile phone in his arms and walked straight forward.
At this moment, the phone rang, Miss missed her footsteps, she wanted to hang up, but she still checked the caller ID, and saw that it was Brother Xiansheng calling, her nose was sore and she felt aggrieved.
"Hey, Miss, did Brother Zhilong take you home yesterday?"
After waiting all night and not receiving a text message, Zhang Xiansheng was not at ease, worried that he would have the upper hand, so he still called.
"Ouba..." Si Nian stood alone by the side of the street, Zhang Xiansheng tensed up at the sound of his voice.
"Are you crying? Where are you?"
"I have a showdown with Quan Zhilong, my past, my medical history." Si Nian sniffed her snot and said in a muffled voice, "And I rushed out so stupidly, without money and without a coat."
"Ah! You..." He fell silent after hearing the first half of the sentence, but the second half of the missing sentence completely made him irritable.
"Are you looking for death? It's winter now! I think you want to go crazy or die of illness." Zhang Xiansheng yelled on the other end of the phone, and then heard the keys being taken and the door being slammed shut.
Miss's eye sockets are a little hot, tears are rolling in the eye sockets, and the tone of her mouth is subconsciously coquettish.
"So I'm so sorry, brother, come here quickly."
"Where are you?"
"Near Quan Zhilong's house."
After saying this, Zhang Xiansheng on the other end of the phone stopped and held the phone tightly, and yelled again in disbelief: "What? His house? Did you stay at his house yesterday?"
Brother Zhilong... actually...
Zhang Xiansheng felt betrayed by a trusted friend, he was panting heavily, and his steps became heavier and heavier.
"You find a warm place to sit nearby, don't worry about anything, wait for me to pick you up."
Dududu, the phone was hung up, miss because there is still Brother Xiansheng caring, a warm current rushed through her heart, she blinked and tried to force back her tears, looked around to see if there were any shops that were open, and her footsteps Turn around and go to another street.
When Quan Zhilong ran out holding Missing's coat, she was gone on the street.
Quan Zhilong, who thought she was gone, had his shoulders slumped and his expression was gloomy.
"Let's go."
Sitting in a small restaurant, Si Nian silently sips hot water while suddenly covered with a warm garment on top of her head.
Si Nian peeled off the padded jacket, and sure enough, she saw Zhang Xiansheng standing in front of her with a serious expression.
With a dry smile, Si Nian obediently stood up and tugged at the corner of his clothes.
"I ate a bowl of noodles here just now."
You go and pay the bill.
Zhang Xiansheng: ??
"He has a big heart, and he knows he's hungry." As he said this, Zhang Xiansheng had already taken a step to hand over a banknote to the aunt who was secretly looking at them.
"I'm so pitiful, you can't comfort me." Si Nian put on a padded jacket that was much larger than her own size, and she looked empty, like a child wearing an adult, pitiful and funny.
Zhang Xiansheng didn't pick up the remaining change, and simply pointed to the donation box he found by accident, motioning to put the money in, then turned around and grabbed Miss by the back collar, and forcibly carried her out.
"Knowing that you will become so pitiful, you still have to tell me what you are thinking."
Sitting back in the car, Zhang Xiansheng looked at Missing, who had a bad face, and felt distressed, and couldn't help but teach her a lesson.
small theater:
Zhang Xiansheng found out that Brother Zhilong had tricked Si Nian into his home, so he dumped the stall angrily for an inappropriate assist.
Even when Miss disappeared mysteriously, he refused to let go.
Quan Zhilong: QAQ hold back like this
Zhang Xiansheng: I misunderstood brother
Quan Zhilong: Give me a chance, I think I can still save it.
Zhang Xiansheng: As an uncle, I have tried my best
Quan Zhilong: Hold on!Tell me where the miss is, okay?
Especially considering that the two of them have recently maintained a state of good friends. If this balance is broken because of a drunk, she will not be able to grasp the next change at all.
If it wasn't for being self-indulgent, the relationship between the two is too close now.Miss really didn't want Quan Zhilong to think that he was playing push and pull, and he didn't know how to explain it to him.
It has been more than two years since the accident happened. During this period, Si Nian never thought about the relationship or even the further future. She has secrets that are too difficult to explain, and even used psychotropic drugs to treat herself Su Nian wondered if Quan Zhilong was clear about his past, even if he could accept the past, if he knew the secret in the future, would he think it was his paranoia again?
Si Nian doesn't want to overcomplicate this matter, but sometimes when she thinks of those days when she was hiding in the house and being suspicious all day long, she doesn't want to like herself, even if she is no different from ordinary people now, on his terms, It's not easy to catch a lot of women who are better than yourself, and she may suddenly return to her original state one day.
Therefore, Si Nian does not want to break the balance between the two of them.Instead of giving her feelings to the end and possibly causing both parties to suffer, she would rather the two of them be just friends from the beginning, or label them as "acquaintances" who are weaker than friends.
Even in the eyes of cats, cats, dogs, friends and family, she has reached the age where she needs to fall in love, even if she has a good impression of Quan Zhilong, but she still wants to continue this kind of friendship. Being friends is better than being lovers There is a little extra leeway.
And more importantly, what does Quan Zhilong like about her?
For a moment, my mind was filled with too many thoughts, and Miss subconsciously wanted to draw a line between the two who seemed to be one step closer.
Seeing Miss's expression changed from shock at the beginning to calmness, Quan Zhilong, who had worked hard in the entertainment industry since he was a child, sensed something was wrong, and his intuition told him that if he didn't ask clearly, their relationship might only go so far, or it might not be as good as it is now .He reached out and grabbed Miss's arm, and then asked her to raise her hand with his own strength, pointing to his forehead.
"Here, this is the place you kissed."
After being told the location clearly by him, Missing was so embarrassed that he wanted to withdraw his hand but was held tightly by him, unable to move.
"Missing, when I confessed to you last time, I asked you if you hated me, and your answer was no. I asked you again, did you like me, and you told me that you felt the same way about me as a sage. But, don't you think your attitude towards me is different from Xiansheng's?"
"Brother Xiansheng and I grew up together, of course we are closer than you..." Si Nian lowered her head and looked around, but she didn't dare to look at Quan Zhilong's expression after saying this.
He felt the hand gripping his wrist loosen, then squeezed tightly again.Si Nian gritted her teeth, intending to speak more heartlessly, but was interrupted by Quan Zhilong's helpless wry smile.
"But why do I feel that you care more about me than the sages?"
Miss was slightly stunned, and then retorted: "You are wrong."
"Then can you tell me, if I kiss you now, will you be disgusted?"
"...What are you doing?" A few words turned into another topic, Si Nian suddenly didn't know what to say about him.
"I'm serious." Quan Zhilong didn't look like he was joking at all, he still held Miss's hand and didn't intend to let it go.
"When you kissed me yesterday, do you know how I felt?" He pressed Miss's hand on his left chest, "Here, it's about to explode. At that time, I was thinking that if you were awake Will it be the same feeling when you are here?"
Even if he secretly kissed Si Nian who was drunk, Quan Zhilong was not satisfied at all.
What he really wanted to see was her who was kissed by him, her whole body was weak, and her face was blushing and shy.
Missing blushed, Quan Zhilong pressed his palm on his chest, and he could feel his warm skin and strong heartbeat through the thin shirt.
"Don't you know what I mean to you? If you are drunk, I will ask someone to take you home? If someone else sent you back yesterday, then I will regret it for the rest of my life." Some words he must To be clear, he doesn't want to be a spare tire for doing good deeds without leaving a name, so he must let Miss know his intentions.
"Besides, taking care of you is what I am willing to do. No one can stop me from what I like to do, and the person I like will not care what other people think. I only care about what you think. Are you hesitating? What? Missing."
He rationally told himself not to press the question any further, but Quan Zhilong couldn't help but blurt out, wanting to know.
Yes, what are you hesitating about?
Missing was pressed by him every step of the way, there was no way to retreat, and she almost tore open the secret that was hidden in her heart and exposed it to the sun.
"I used to receive counseling from a psychiatrist, and the diagnosis was that I had persecution paranoia."
Breaking free from his palm, Si Nian calmly narrated the experience she had never said.
Quan Zhilong was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect to hear about her past.
"I can't accept it all at once, the person standing in front of you almost became mentally ill." The corners of her mouth were slightly raised, with a faint self-mockery, her expression was almost indifferent, and her tone remained in Quan Zhilong's ear without any change burst.
"You know that I had an accident and got amnesia, but do you know what else I have experienced?"
"Rolled off the dam back home two years ago, hurt my ankle and my brain, one foot made me give up my career as a singer, one head made me languish in the hospital, seeing different types of crazy people every day , Even when I get home, I still believe that there are bad people hiding in the dark and watching me. Even my parents can hardly support me, if I get sick again, will you accept it?"
Parents and friends thought that she was strong enough to walk out of the chaotic spiritual world step by step, but Si Nian knew that she was able to do this step entirely thanks to her sudden appearance of this skill. She was afraid of humans back then. It is to find comfort and peace of mind among animals.
If suddenly one day I can no longer hear the animals talking, can no longer draw strength from them, and is once again abandoned by another world, Si Nian really doesn't know if she will go crazy again.
Her eyes lost their usual brilliance, she sighed, and looked straight at Quan Zhilong, who was stunned, and her tone suddenly softened: "This is my hesitation, do you understand? Compared with me, Ouba You have too many choices, there are too many people like you, there is absolutely no need for you to waste your precious energy on me, the entertainment industry is surrounded by rich and beautiful women, I am just a possibility that you met by chance The kind of person you are interested in. When you calm down, you will know that I am just an ordinary woman who can go crazy at any time. "
When saying these words, Si Nian put her clenched fists behind her back and forced a smile.
"So it's great to be friends. There are not so many ties to being friends. When I'm sick and locked up in the house, you will come and visit me a few times without any burden."
Quan Zhilong's head went blank after being shocked by her words, his lips twitched a few times, not knowing what to say from his mouth.
The two dogs, frightened by the situation, squatted not far from them, looked left and right, helpless against the sudden downward atmosphere.And he had never seen Miss like this before, Jiahu lowered his head on the floor, like a child whose parents had quarreled, and didn't know what to do.
No matter how high EQ is, Julie is still just a dog. She understands what Si Nian said, and the final meaning is probably that the two of them are useless.It can't tell whether it's disappointment or something, because it is very likely that it will never find a stepmother like Miss who can understand their words. side.
"I'm sorry to bother you for so long, I want to leave first." I felt that I couldn't sit with him and eat breakfast as if nothing had happened, Miss didn't want to make the atmosphere worse, whispered leave.
Quan Zhilong grabbed her hand, closed his mouth tightly, and looked at her stubbornly.
"do not go."
Quan Zhilong regretted it, regretted that he should have forced her so impatiently, and caused a situation that is difficult to recover now.His mind is in a mess now, he hasn't fully digested what Si Nian said, and he doesn't know what to say, but the only thing for sure is that he can't let her go now.
"Ouba, calm down and think about what I said. Sometimes people will regret what they say when they are hotheaded."
Breaking his fingers apart little by little, Si Nian left without wearing a coat and only holding the phone at hand.
The fried eggs on the table had run out of heat. Quan Zhilong lowered his head and stretched out his opened left hand to stare at it for a long time. Finally, he poured out the cold eggs on the table without saying a word, and dragged himself heavily. Fell on the sofa.
He left wearing only a pair of tight-fitting long-sleeved sleeves, went outside and recovered after being blown by the cold wind. After coming out of his place, Si Nian held his mobile phone in his arms and walked straight forward.
At this moment, the phone rang, Miss missed her footsteps, she wanted to hang up, but she still checked the caller ID, and saw that it was Brother Xiansheng calling, her nose was sore and she felt aggrieved.
"Hey, Miss, did Brother Zhilong take you home yesterday?"
After waiting all night and not receiving a text message, Zhang Xiansheng was not at ease, worried that he would have the upper hand, so he still called.
"Ouba..." Si Nian stood alone by the side of the street, Zhang Xiansheng tensed up at the sound of his voice.
"Are you crying? Where are you?"
"I have a showdown with Quan Zhilong, my past, my medical history." Si Nian sniffed her snot and said in a muffled voice, "And I rushed out so stupidly, without money and without a coat."
"Ah! You..." He fell silent after hearing the first half of the sentence, but the second half of the missing sentence completely made him irritable.
"Are you looking for death? It's winter now! I think you want to go crazy or die of illness." Zhang Xiansheng yelled on the other end of the phone, and then heard the keys being taken and the door being slammed shut.
Miss's eye sockets are a little hot, tears are rolling in the eye sockets, and the tone of her mouth is subconsciously coquettish.
"So I'm so sorry, brother, come here quickly."
"Where are you?"
"Near Quan Zhilong's house."
After saying this, Zhang Xiansheng on the other end of the phone stopped and held the phone tightly, and yelled again in disbelief: "What? His house? Did you stay at his house yesterday?"
Brother Zhilong... actually...
Zhang Xiansheng felt betrayed by a trusted friend, he was panting heavily, and his steps became heavier and heavier.
"You find a warm place to sit nearby, don't worry about anything, wait for me to pick you up."
Dududu, the phone was hung up, miss because there is still Brother Xiansheng caring, a warm current rushed through her heart, she blinked and tried to force back her tears, looked around to see if there were any shops that were open, and her footsteps Turn around and go to another street.
When Quan Zhilong ran out holding Missing's coat, she was gone on the street.
Quan Zhilong, who thought she was gone, had his shoulders slumped and his expression was gloomy.
"Let's go."
Sitting in a small restaurant, Si Nian silently sips hot water while suddenly covered with a warm garment on top of her head.
Si Nian peeled off the padded jacket, and sure enough, she saw Zhang Xiansheng standing in front of her with a serious expression.
With a dry smile, Si Nian obediently stood up and tugged at the corner of his clothes.
"I ate a bowl of noodles here just now."
You go and pay the bill.
Zhang Xiansheng: ??
"He has a big heart, and he knows he's hungry." As he said this, Zhang Xiansheng had already taken a step to hand over a banknote to the aunt who was secretly looking at them.
"I'm so pitiful, you can't comfort me." Si Nian put on a padded jacket that was much larger than her own size, and she looked empty, like a child wearing an adult, pitiful and funny.
Zhang Xiansheng didn't pick up the remaining change, and simply pointed to the donation box he found by accident, motioning to put the money in, then turned around and grabbed Miss by the back collar, and forcibly carried her out.
"Knowing that you will become so pitiful, you still have to tell me what you are thinking."
Sitting back in the car, Zhang Xiansheng looked at Missing, who had a bad face, and felt distressed, and couldn't help but teach her a lesson.
small theater:
Zhang Xiansheng found out that Brother Zhilong had tricked Si Nian into his home, so he dumped the stall angrily for an inappropriate assist.
Even when Miss disappeared mysteriously, he refused to let go.
Quan Zhilong: QAQ hold back like this
Zhang Xiansheng: I misunderstood brother
Quan Zhilong: Give me a chance, I think I can still save it.
Zhang Xiansheng: As an uncle, I have tried my best
Quan Zhilong: Hold on!Tell me where the miss is, okay?
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