there is a stupid emperor

The road to Beijing is still very smooth.

It went so smoothly that it was unbelievable. Shi Qingduan refused to go with us, and I didn't have the heart to drag him along, and I couldn't kill him. Zhu Yougui unexpectedly didn't want to kill him. I don't know why, and I don't want to ask. I really can't think about the complicated relationship.

The distance between Caozhou and the capital is closer than I imagined. It seems that the horse has also realized my impatience and hastened the pace on purpose. After two and a half days, we arrived. Although my inner thigh was also forced to ride for the first time It was the accelerated speed that caused layer after layer to be worn out.

Zhu Yougui felt sorry for me and gave me medicine at the Song Mansion. We arrived in the afternoon and it was getting late and it was difficult to enter the palace. I heard that and didn't force it anymore.

Zhu Yougui helped me from outside the palace to the Song Mansion again, and talked while giving me medicine.

"Aren't you in pain?"

His tone was flat, but I could hear the sternness in the words.

I was still dressed like a man, with my lower body stripped down to the obscene trousers worn by a man, similar to the modern boxer trousers, with two white legs exposed outside, but inside the thighs were red and blood oozing.

Zhu Yougui took a special ointment, poured it on his hand, and applied it to my wound bit by bit.

"Does it hurt?" He asked me again.

I gritted my teeth and refused to let go.

Pain, how could I not feel pain when I was spoiled since I was a child, how could I feel pain when I grew up so big, and even rarely bumped.

"Okay, can you bear it?" Zhu Yougui was a little annoyed when he saw that my lips were biting white and I didn't speak.

He exerted some strength on his hand, and I knew it wasn't too much strength, but when the fingertips touched my delicate and injured leg, it hurt very much, not to mention that there was no medicine applied there.

I gasped, and my body shivered suddenly.

Zhu Yougui immediately withdrew his hand. He didn't seem to realize that I reacted so strongly. He was a little at a loss for a while, but soon realized that I was determined to endure it.

He slowly gave me the medicine again.

The movement is very gentle.

The tone is also very helpless, "I hurt, you are like this, in my heart, the pain is unbearable."

I pulled my lips reluctantly, I wanted to comfort him, but I couldn't laugh, he couldn't see it with his head down, and I was in pain and I wasn't in the mood to smile.

"You are very strange, did you find out? Sometimes you cry for a little bit, and sometimes, like now, you are so painful that you don't make a sound. Li Zuo, although I can't do anything when you cry, I can't look down on you." The way you look now, do you know what you look like? Your face turned pale, and your fingertips are shaking. Did you see that?"

he said again.

"When I was learning to ride a horse when I was a child, my legs were worn out, including the first time the cavalry went to war. After traveling for hundreds of miles, I thought, what am I doing riding a horse? Those who don't ride horses will definitely not hurt, but look back. , People who don’t ride horses are running hard, chasing hard, and I realized how happy riding a horse is....To draw a long way, in short, you are the first time, although you are with me, but you are the first time after all, there is no need to do this Hold on, you know?"

After the ointment was applied, he wrapped it carefully with gauze to prevent it from sticking to my clothes.

I lay on the bed and let him clean up for me.

"I'm in so much pain. Qiuqiu." I suddenly thought of his nickname that Zhu Yougui told me that afternoon, so I yelled out.

Zhu Yougui's hand paused, and continued to wrap around the cloth.

"Qiaoqiu, your name is so funny." My words were more out of breath, because it was so painful that I couldn't pronounce it.

"I don't like the name Li Zuo." I rambling on.

After Zhu Yougui finished wrapping the gauze, she put on a thin quilt and covered me.

"Cry if you want to, I won't laugh at you," he said.

I smiled softly, "Of course you won't, you can't bear my pain, so you won't laugh at me."

"But, I don't seem to want to cry. It really hurts. When I got off the horse and outside the palace gate, I wanted to cry, but I didn't. But now I don't want to cry anymore."

"What do you say is this?"

My tone was flat, as if asking if I had eaten today.

Zhu Yougui sat by the bed and squeezed my hand, which is what he always likes to do, "Because you have grown up."

I squinted to look above nothingness's head.

yes.

"I don't know." I still chose this answer.

"I want to sleep for a while, is there anything else you want to do?" I asked.

After two days of running around, I am very tired.

Zhu Yougui lay beside me in his clothes, "I'll accompany you, go to sleep."

I closed my eyes, and the scenes of me in this world flashed through my mind, and the pain in the middle of my legs was not so hot because of the medicine, my body felt a little more comfortable, and I gradually fell asleep.

I don't know if I fell asleep or not.

I've entered a darkness, it's like a dream, but it feels very familiar, have I ever had such a dream?Or, I had such a dream and I forgot?

There was no sound in my ears. I took a few steps forward tentatively. The soles of my feet were also dark, but I stepped on the ground. I just didn’t know what was in front of me and what was behind. It's just that I can't see anything.

When I wondered if I was blind in this dream, the world suddenly brightened up. I squinted my eyes to adjust to the light, and then realized that I was in...the palace?

why am i hereStill standing at the gate of the palace, why am I standing here?There was no one outside the door, and no one inside the door, even the guard who had been stationed at the door all year round did not know where he had gone.

As I walked into the palace, the sky suddenly changed from bright to dark. If I had to say it, it turned from day to night. What came was that I felt that there seemed to be many people at the gate of the palace, people I couldn't see. I continued to walk forward with doubts, but saw a circle in front of me.

I wanted to pass by, but I found that everyone was wearing a uniform guard uniform, watching the circle with a weapon in hand, and no one cared about me?I walked closer, but no one paid attention to me, so I squeezed, but found that I passed directly through the bodies of these guards, so I walked smoothly into the circle to see what happened.

I was startled when I saw this, it was Xiaoluzi pointing directly at Zhu Wen with a long sword, while other people's swords and knives were all aimed at him, as if Zhu Wen gave an order, and everyone else would jump up and chop Xiaoluzi up into a ragu.

Before I had time to rush forward to stop Little Lvzi, I heard Zhu Wen speak calmly.

"You want to kill me? What's the use? Look at what this is." Following the voice, I also looked at Zhu Wen. He had one hand behind his back and the other holding a string, and the string went down. It is my jade pendant.

Little Lvzi's eyes were red, and he was not a talkative person, he would go all out when he gritted his teeth.

I was so scared that I yelled at Xiaoluzi, "That jade pendant is fake! You run away! Run away!"

I remember Zhu Yougui said that Little Lvzi was murdered because of her intention to kill Zhu Wen.

But I was naive after all, this was a dream, Little Lvzi was dead, but I didn't want to see such a situation in my dream, I shouted, and flew up to pull him to run together.

Little Lvzi completely ignored, ignored my yelling, ignored the big knife and long sword that had already stabbed beside him, and pointed his sword at Zhu Wen. Zhu Wen retreated with a sneer, and he used his last strength to stab forward.

"No!" I yelled, my voice broken.

Little Lvzi seemed to have finally sensed me. At the last second, before those big knives and long swords slashed him to the ground, he looked back at me. There were many changes in his eyes in an instant, surprise, worry, Anxious, eager, gentle, and finally relaxed.

I reached out to grab him, but a guard's knife slashed at him fiercely, and my vision went dark again.

This time I closed my eyes.

I gritted my teeth to keep myself from crying.

Physical pain can't make me cry, but psychological pain makes me unbearable.

Little Lvzi died for me, for me.

"You're here." A familiar voice.

I looked up, my eyes were full of tears so that I couldn't see who was opposite for a while.

The world was pale.

"Why are you crying? People are mortal." He said, "Stop crying."

I finally saw clearly, it was me, the one standing opposite was me, no, it was Li Zuo, the real Li Zuo I had met before.

He was wearing a dragon robe and a crown, and he looked very heavy.

"You're weak. Is it because you're sober?"

"Is it because you gave too much emotion? It should be emotion, but why do you give it? You will die after all. Is it meaningful to leave too many invisible and intangible things?"

I don't know what exactly the meaning of what he keeps saying is.

I wiped my tears.

"What should I do?" I wanted answers.

But he shook his head, "You don't have to do anything, you just need to die."

"Why? I'm not reconciled."

"Why are you unwilling? You are already dead. I gave you Li Zuo's ten years. Do you want more?"

"...why do you give me?" Why do you want me to go through what you are, why do you want me to suffer your pain?

"Why. Because you said, you want it." He smiled like an innocent child.

what I want?I can't remember it anymore.

"Oh, you forgot, forget it, forget it, but you don't have to be sad, your fate is gone long ago, and the fate I gave you is about to end, you are unwilling, and your anger is useless , Do you still remember Li Ye, man, he must die." His tone was like that of an old man, who saw through all kinds of life in the world, and then told me.

Just let go of everything and die in peace.

"Who the hell are you?" I asked him.

I don't believe that he is Li Zuo, or that he is not just Li Zuo, otherwise, as he said, my previous life has already died, so how could I be reincarnated thousands of years ago, let alone I still have memories, and he He also said that he sent my fate.

Who is he.

The person opposite smiled slightly, "I'm Li Zuo."

"Of course, I'm just a lonely soul. Die fast, and stay with me when you die."

The voice gradually disappeared, and the person on the opposite side was blurred. I ran over, only to see a glare of light, and I woke up.

The sky is getting brighter, Zhu Yougui is not by my side, the candles in the room are still burning to compete with the sun.

While I was still in a daze, Zhu Yougui pushed the door open, and he brought me a piece... It's hard for me to decide whether it's good news or bad news.