there is a stupid emperor

I put my hand down and glared at him. "Don't tell me."

Don't tell anyone about it, preferably not even Mimi.

"..you know?" Zhu Yougui asked.

Nonsense, no matter how confused I am, I will never know my gender.

I nodded feebly.

"It's not that stupid." Zhu Yougui seemed to be talking to himself.

I glanced at him, oh I'm not wary of him, I just want to know what else he's going to say, because there's no end to it.

Seeing me looking at him, Zhu Yougui pinched my cheek, "Young Master, I knew it, now you've revealed your truth, you idiot."

I ignored him, paused, and he said again.

"...The doctor said that you have been taking drugs that inhibit physical growth for a long time. I guess it was given to you by your maid or your mother. But the doctor also said that you have been off the drugs for more than a year, so you have menstruation , continue to develop."

It turns out that the medicine still has that effect.

"It can be said that your weak health is entirely due to the medicine given to you by your maid. As for stopping the medicine, I think, with your idiot's wisdom, you must have noticed something?" Zhu Yougui admires the little idiot now. Yes, but also full of distress.

In his heart, those court ladies and eunuchs are also untrustworthy villains.

"How about, let me change the people around you." He was afraid that those court ladies and eunuchs would hurt me.

I look sideways at him.

"Mimi, Little Luzi, Nian'er, they are all my relatives." I was not speaking fast, Zhu Yougui should be able to hear clearly.

"They're not hurting me, they're protecting me."

Zhu Yougui is so smart, he understands it as soon as he hears it.But what followed was even more distressing.

"Hey, it's okay, you are still that little fool, I will protect you from now on."

I looked at his serious face and suddenly smiled.

"What are you laughing at?" Zhu Yougui was a little annoyed.

"You still say you don't love children, you're a pervert!" These are Han Qing's original words, but they are more intimidating when they come out of my mouth.

"Little fool, pay attention to what you say. The young master is warming your stomach. Believe it or not, I will leave in a minute! You can die of pain in bed by yourself!" Zhu Yougui was completely angry.

I stopped talking, just looked at him and smiled.

Zhu Yougui rubbed my hair dumbfounded, I was meek and didn't move.

I suddenly felt a little relieved, as if I had found someone to rely on. Although I have been relying on others for a long time, this time I felt it more deeply.

And Zhu Yougui also knows that the little fool's stupidity is only made stupid by the palace. In fact, he has always vaguely understood that it is only when everything is naked in front of his eyes that he can feel the helplessness and distress, which is also firm. It gave him the idea of ​​becoming stronger.

I promised to the little fool to protect her.

"Hey, that means, did you pretend to be stupid before?" Zhu Yougui pinched my ear.

I turned my head, itchy.

"No." I lowered my eyes. "I just forgot a lot of things."

"Oh? Now that I have such a clear mind, I still say I'm not pretending." Zhu Yougui is very concerned about my previous performance. If I pretended, it means that the little fool is lying to him. I am not happy when I think about it. He treats her so wholeheartedly. If you are cheated... kill her!

I lay on the bed, feeling the heat from Zhu Yougui on my stomach.

"They don't want me to remember too many things."

To be honest, I have been off the medicine for so long and have been sober for so long, but I have never told anyone about it.

It’s my helplessness not to tell Mimi Xiaoluzi, they don’t want me to be clear, then I can’t be clear, and apart from them, there is no one around me that I can trust, so even if I stop taking medicine for more than a year, my brain is getting worse. Clearly, my thoughts slowly recovered, but I still held back.

"That's right, although I keep calling you a little fool, your clear mind can piss off many people." Zhu Yougui didn't ask any more questions, he believed me.

I patted his hand on my stomach, "I don't hurt anymore."

Zhu Yougui's hand paused, "Anyway, the medicine hasn't been cooked yet, so if you're idle, you're idle."

He didn't finish, which I guess was embarrassing.

I don't care about these things with him, the third young master Zhu has always been sullen and arrogant.

"Hey, little fool, logically speaking, I discovered such a big secret of yours, why are you not panic at all?" Zhu Yougui asked me enthusiastically.

I looked at him, staring innocently, "What secret?"

"Don't do this," Zhu Yougui patted my belly lightly, "I'm talking about your gender, does anyone else know?"

"Oh, this." I replied slowly, frowning and thinking for a while before I came up with an answer, "People who should know should know."

People who should know, Zhu Yougui looked at the little fool with the expression that the sky is falling and it's none of my business, and suddenly he was happy, no wonder this little fool is so fearless, she is not afraid, she is heartless , thanks to him being so worried.

Forget it, I really convinced her.

Of course, with General Zhu's arrogance, he wouldn't say such words.

"Then you answer me now, in the future, what exactly do you want?"

Zhu Yougui asked that question again.

It's the third time.

I blinked, "What about you?" I asked back, and it seemed that it was not the first time I asked back, but this time, I think both of us will answer with the most serious attitude.

Zhu Yougui looked at me, his eyes were shining brightly, he had been honed by the army after taking off his childishness, and the person who calmed down became more manly.

Oh, I'm not saying he used to be a girl, no no no no~

"I want to...have a secure home."

I nodded, "Master Zhu's son, I thought you were going to say that you will be famous after all."

"Your sister, the atmosphere has been ruined by you." Zhu Yougui muttered dissatisfied.

Ha, this is the Zhu Yougui I'm familiar with. He's mean-spirited and dandy, with the word tsundere written all over his body.

That person just now was too serious, so serious that I thought he would really do what he thought.

But at the moment when I wanted to believe it, all I could think of was Eunuch Liu's uncertain face.

A secure home.

I'm talking about dreams.

What about my dream?

I also thought about it seriously for a while, and then I said under Zhu Yougui's gaze, "I think...the country will be peaceful and the people will be safe."

Zhu Yougui was frightened by me.

I was also intimidated by me, I never knew I had such big ambitions and dreams.But when I was thinking, I really thought so, maybe I was brainwashed by the identity of the emperor, maybe it was because in a flash I recalled my father's eyes before he died, maybe it was because of Mimi's forbearance and little Midori couldn't afford to kneel that night.

Or, it is the blood flowing in my body.

But in the end, I just think about it, Guotai Minan, ha, I am just a imprisoned puppet emperor, Datang is occupied by the Zhu family in minutes, what I think is like wanting world peace, I have nothing to do with it big relationship. .

"You..." Zhu Yougui didn't know what to say for a while.

Sometimes, identity is really a matter of the bones.

Realizing that the atmosphere was made a little awkward by me, I just remembered, oh, the person in front of me is Master Zhu’s own son, I quickly smiled, "I just said it casually, and it is more powerful to say it in the script .”

Well, I'm just talking casually.

what can I do?

I can't do anything.

Before Zhu Yougui could speak, someone outside said that the medicine was ready.The menstrual belt is also ready.

When I saw that bowl of black stuff, I refused.

Now I reject all medicines, and I have had enough of that kind of muddled life.So I accidentally spilled the medicine on the ground with trembling hands, and Zhu Yougui was very helpless to me.

"The medicine was prescribed by the old doctor to nourish your body. Don't you think you will be in pain every time in the future?"

"Hey," I smirked, "I've been prescribed too much medicine in the palace, I don't want to drink it."

I think Zhu Yougui also knew that I was afraid.

"I really thought you were heartless," Zhu Yougui took a look at me, then called for someone to clean it up, and put the menstruation belt in front of me by the way.

"Cough," Zhu Yougui asked, "I will take it. If not, I will ask someone to help you." His face was quite red.

I picked up the menstrual belt and studied it. In fact, it is very simple, just tie it around the waist, and you can understand it at a glance.

Zhu Yougui was embarrassed to stay in the house any longer, so she went out, and I quietly put on my menstrual belt.

When menstruation comes, I am a big girl.

Oh no, the Great Emperor is here, hey, that's weird.

In fact, this matter is meaningless, and I don’t know why I have to feel that this matter is of great significance in my heart...

If possible, I actually don't want to come, because there are so many people in the palace, and I must be very sad in the palace these few days.

But Zhu Yougui solved this problem for me with a wave of his hand.

He sent someone to tell his father that he wanted to catch up with me for several days.

His father actually agreed.I don't know why, maybe his father also wants me to play and play every day, don't care about the family affairs, because sooner or later it will be his.

Well, I guess the central idea is that the more corrupt and stupid I am, the more I like other things. Don't like the throne, because he, Mr. Zhu, will get it sooner or later.

Although he certainly didn't see me as an opponent.

I just stayed in the 'Song Mansion'.Zhu Yougui also sent someone into the palace to greet Mimi.

Mimi was just puzzled, but didn't say anything.

"Why, your house is called the Song Mansion?" I asked someone to put a chaise longue in the middle of the courtyard. I like to nestle in it and bask in the sun. Zhu Yougui was reading military books on the side. I just realized that Zhu Yougui is also so serious. appearance.

Putting down a volume of ancient books, Zhu Yougui pinched a piece of my favorite snack on the small table next to it, and then lazily explained. "My mother's name is Song."

"Oh." I gnawed on an apple and asked inarticulately, "Then what's her name?"

"Song Linniang."

"Oh... nice to hear."

"Speaking of which, my mother even gave me a name, do you want to know?" Zhu Yougui saw me nestled a little bit, gnawing on an apple like a little rabbit, and wanted to play with me.

"You still have a name? What's your name?" I was still curious.

"Give me the apple, and I'll tell you when I'm happy."

"Oh, then I don't want to know."

"Hey, you are heartless, I gave you the apple you ate!" Zhu Yougui frowned.

I waved my hand, as if the old man had no time to talk to you and played by himself.

Zhu Yougui took the book and hit my head angrily.

Hmph, bullying people with long arms, shameless, I covered my head with one hand, and held an apple in the other hand, the sound of biting was very clear, I was so mad at you!

Smiling back in anger, Zhu Yougui just realized what he was fussing about with a little fool.

"Hey, remember, my name is Zhu Youqiu, and the small characters are Yaoxi. My mother got it for me."

"Zhu Youqiu? Yaoxi?" I muttered, "Then I will call you Qiuqiu or Xi'er?" I asked seriously

"Little fool, don't push yourself too hard! You did it on purpose!"

"Hey hey." I smirked and said nothing.

Zhu Yougui lost all his anger, well, suddenly found that the little fool's smirk is very cute, with curved eyebrows and double chins, which is also quite pleasing.

Not long after the quiet time, the servants came to report, and Miss Zhang came.

Zhu Yougui looked at me, I squinted and pretended to close my eyes to rest my mind, and kept silent, he let her in.

"General Zhu!"

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