there is a stupid emperor

The sudden fainting frightened a group of people, the imperial doctor rushed over, took the pulse and looked at the tongue coating, and finally came to a conclusion.

stimulated.

The emperor's complexion is very bad, stimulated?What this means is clear to everyone.

Especially Mimi, although she dared to be angry, she dared not speak out. It would have been nice if the emperor hadn't brought the little prince to Kunning Palace, and she wouldn't have received any so-called stimulation, and she wouldn't be unconscious now.

I was in a deep coma and didn't know anything about the outside world, but myself, I entered a dream.

I saw a girl, oh, a woman who was as beautiful as a girl, her hair was pulled up, her belly was slightly bulging, she was holding her back with one hand, and was being held by a palace maid to enjoy the flowers in the imperial garden.

I watched from a distance, but I couldn't hear what the maid said, but I saw the young woman couldn't stop laughing, holding the maid's hand gently brushing her stomach from time to time, with a look of anticipation.

I wanted to take a closer look at the woman, but when I was walking, the scene changed, and I saw the woman lying on the gorgeous palace bed, with a very painful expression on her face, holding her full moon belly with both hands, lying on the bed A cry of pain.

Hurry up, help her, I watched the hot water that someone brought turned into bloody water coming in and out, finally, a painful but relieved long sigh overflowed from the woman’s mouth, followed by the joyful voices of the maids, and the faint voice of the children. cry.

Before I could get closer to see the situation of the boy, girl and the woman, the scene changed again. This time the woman remained the same, she was still gorgeous and full of jewels, but the baby in her arms had grown a lot , I saw the woman holding the baby lying in the palace basking in the sun, the sun was shining on the woman's slightly closed eyelids, and the blue eyes could still be seen.

The baby was also good, neither crying nor fussing, just nestled in the woman's arms so quietly and closed its eyes.

But inexplicably, I knew that the child was not asleep, and I was standing in front of the woman, but it was as if no one could see me.

I know that what I entered is not the real world, which changes so quickly.

All I'm looking at are memories.

Then this woman is my mother, the queen mother.

But is she hugging me?I was a little uncertain. In a trance, the baby opened his eyes and looked straight at me. His mouth moved slightly. I heard him ask, "Who are you?"

I……?I am you.I am you who entered the memory.

The baby's little hands grabbed the woman's clothes and arched them into her arms. The woman stroked the baby's head comfortingly, but did not open her eyes, presumably because she was a little tired.

The baby was still looking at me.

He didn't make a sound, but I really heard a child's crisp voice asking me.

"I am Li Zuo, who are you?"

I………….?Isn't it also Li Zuo?

The baby shook his head, and I watched another baby split from the baby. The world gradually became pale, and it seemed that there was only me and the baby in front of me. He grew up from the state of a baby, and turned into a baby in the blink of an eye. my appearance.

No, it's not changing, it's growing up. He restored my growth years in a few seconds.

"Look, I'm Li Zuo." He touched his face.

"You..." I just find it strange that they look the same, but there is still a difference.

Oh, by the way, it's the eyes, Li Zuo is a fool, his eyes can't be so clear.

The person opposite seemed to be able to feel my doubts, he put his hand on his eyes, "Li Zuo is not a fool, and you are not a fool either, it is because you insist on being Li Zuo that your body can't bear it."

Do I have to be Li Zuo?

What do you mean I have to be Li Zuo?

The man on the other side smiled slightly and looked at me seriously. "It seems that you have really forgotten who you are. Don't take those soups anymore, you will remember, although at that time, it doesn't make much sense to think about it."

Do not take medicine?I will remember?But nothing makes sense?

"What are you talking about?" I was at a loss.

The man looked at me with a grin, like a naughty child, which felt a bit like Li Zuo, but the figure became more and more blurred, and I only heard a voice coming from that blurred place.

"Since the body is given to you, then you should work harder, but if you don't remember who you are, then what's the point of your existence?"

What is the meaning of my existence?

What is the meaning of my existence?

The figure has completely disappeared.

The world was pale, and only I was left.

I stared blankly ahead, thinking about what he said in my mind.

I forgot who am I?

Am I not Li Zuo?Li Zhao's ninth son, Li Zuo, born of Empress He.

No, no one has told me the name of the emperor, how do I know that his name is Li Zhao, and his mother, no one has mentioned it to me, how do I know that his surname is He... I... I'm really not Li Zuo ?

The paleness turned into darkness in an instant.

I slowly closed my eyes and stood alone in the darkness.

Then who am I, who is Li Zuo that I know, and who is Li Zuo that I remember?

Darkness returns to calm.

My heart is at peace.

I could hear Mimi's soft sobbing, and the words of praying for God to bless me to wake up quickly.

I woke up and stared blankly at the bed curtain for a long time with my opened eyes before I turned to Mimi with an anxious face.

"Prince, prince? Are you awake? Are you awake?"

I blink.

Mimi wiped the tears on her face indiscriminately, "Don't move, this servant will call the imperial doctor to take a look, oh yes, does the prince want to drink water? Or is there something wrong?"

The little eunuch next to me saw that I was awake, and ran to call for someone.

Mimi looked at me deeply beside me, for fear that I would have any accidents.

"Mimi..." I haven't forgotten the dream when I was unconscious, "My mother, is your surname He?"

When Mimi heard it, her expression was a little unclear. She glanced at the little eunuch at the foot of the bed, then at my curious eyes, finally nodded, and said in a very low voice: "Yes, what is your surname in the maiden's boudoir, but what is the name of the prince?" Know? Who told the prince, tell Mimi, okay?"

When she heard the prince say that, her first thought was who was chewing the tongue in the prince's ear.

But she never expected that no one really told me.

As for how I would know, even I wondered.

I shook my head, but before I could speak, the imperial doctor was brought in by the little eunuch.

Feeling the pulse again, I looked at the old man in front of me stroking his beard with a serious look on his face, he was indeed a little familiar in my heart, I remember clearly, in the dream, my mother, no, Li Zuo’s mother was in childbirth, outside Among the several imperial physicians waiting in the hall, he is the leader.

"King Hui is fine, but his body is weak, just take care of it." After he finished speaking, he gave Mimi a meaningful look, and that look seemed to have a hint of warning, "It's easy to take care of a weak body, it just takes time. "

Mimi bowed her head, "I've made a note of it." Her tone was humble, but not low.

The imperial physician sighed inwardly, that's all.He said: "I'm going to prescribe a prescription for the prince, and it will be nourishing in the future."

"My servant, on behalf of... the prince, thank the imperial physician." Mimi stood up and saluted earnestly.

But I always feel that the pause in the tone is not meant to say my name.

The imperial doctor left, and the little eunuch took the medicine according to the prescription. Mimi was worried about others, so she went to watch the medicine by herself.

Only me and some strange eunuchs were left in the room.

They stood where they wanted to stand, with expressionless faces, like dummies. If you don't look carefully, you can't even recognize the breath.

It was very quiet in the house.

I turned over and realized that I was sleeping in my mother's former bedroom, no wonder I had such a dream.

Weird dreams, weird people, weird... me.

I feel bad all over.

Can you believe the words in your dreams?

I'm just wondering.

Forget it, whoever he is, as he said, the body was given to me, no matter what it means, then I am still Li Zuo now, unless he comes out now and says he is Li Zuo and I am not, then everyone come again Let's debate.

Hey, have I changed?

I seem to………….. my mind has cleared up a lot.

In the past, I was always a little confused, and it was not so easy to think about things.

...... Is it wrong?

The cranky thinking was not over yet, Mimi came in with the medicine.

"Come on, the prince drinks the medicine first, and then rests for a while."

Her tone was as gentle as ever.

I don't know why, but I remembered the words in the dream.

Stop drinking those potions.

He pointed to the soup... Is it the bowl that Mimi usually gives me after meals?Other than that, I didn't drink anything else.

But it shouldn't be the one in front of me. I took it and wrinkled my little nose and felt stuffy.

Mimi wiped the corners of her mouth for me, pulled the quilt over and covered her, "Go to sleep, Mimi will guard the prince."

Mimi patted me lightly. Although I didn't feel sleepy, I closed my eyes obediently.

If you use your brain too much, you should also take a rest.

When he opened his eyes again, the person in front of him had been replaced by the emperor.

Oh and my dad too.

I should get up and salute, but I don't want to, what kindness does he have for me that I have to kneel down to him?

In this world with profound concepts of dignity and inferiority, I don't know why my thoughts are so strange.

But I really did nothing.

The emperor didn't care about me either, maybe because in his heart, I'm stupid and hard to change.

"What's wrong?" he asked me.

I shook my head.

"A little hungry." I said honestly.

"It's getting late, then you and I have dinner here before going back." As soon as he said this, the room became lively, and the table was also served with delicacies by the maids going back and forth.

Although the closest thing in front of me is a bowl of white porridge.

After eating and taking medicine under the emperor's concern, I went back to Yichun Palace with Mimi.

Oh, and brought back several court ladies, the emperor said they were here to serve me.

I am weak and need a few more people to help.

That's right, Mimi has always been alone. Now that there are a few people who can help her, Mimi will take it easy.

So I didn't refuse either.

But recently, there are more and more people in my palace.

I began to worry about what to do if the small palace couldn't fit.

But it seems that no matter how many people there are, I don't need to worry about it, it has already been arranged.

My life is still so simple and so far seems very comfortable.