HP is a dream in a dream and a dream in the night

Small is a very talkative guy, as I've said before.Not just face-to-face, but also when talking to each other.I thought he was a stable and mature man at first, but after getting to know him well, I found that he was a little clingy and occasionally childish.Plus, he is good at Chinese.Although he communicates with me more in English, he is actually fluent in Chinese.But before he knew that he could speak Chinese, he teased me with his own lack of Chinese, this black-bellied guy.

From the very beginning we chatted occasionally, then he would say good morning, good afternoon and good night to me every day, often told me what happened around him, and finally started to report his own whereabouts to me frequently.

When I noticed it, I found that waking up in the morning to say good morning to him, and finding him when I had something had become a habit.He is terrifyingly strong when it comes to getting along with people.Although I was a little surprised that I got acquainted with him so quickly after I realized it, but... I couldn't find anything that I disliked about him, so even though I thought his communication skills were terrible, I didn't stop talking to him because of this. his connection.

In addition, for various reasons, I have not been in love so far.And Smail... He told me he was single.Yes, although he is so handsome and young and promising, but...he is really single.Even though we were just chatting online, we only saw each other for a while in reality...

Smail is not a student at the school, and his workplace is in the city center.But he told me that a good friend of his lives here, so he would come to see him from time to time.

When he came here later, at first he asked me jokingly if I wanted to go out with him, but I declined.But later, as the two got to know each other better, I still hesitated and chose to agree—although Tom strongly opposed it.After I told him about Smail, he didn't like Smail, probably because Smail was a descendant of him who jumped out without any mental preparation.

But I still secretly agreed without telling Tom.

Before I went to the appointment, I was worried about what would happen if the other party kidnapped me—although I have met, but in reality there is too little contact, so I am still a little uneasy.But after I went to the appointment, I climbed the mountain with the other party, had dinner, and was sent back to school by the other party until the door of the dormitory, I no longer had this worry.By the way, the other party's friend sprained his ankle temporarily, so he didn't go to play with us.

It's a pity, though I'm a bit dokidoki because of being alone with Smail.

I didn't tell Tom about my hanging out with Smail, after all, I promised Tom that I wouldn't go, and then I went on a date.But children don't understand the things of adults, and I also occasionally want to fall in love!How heartbreaking it is to grow up to be a single dog abused by others!Say no to dog food!I also want to be a child who feeds people dog food in the future!

Because of Tom's distaste for Smail, I rarely mentioned Smail to Tom after that, but on the contrary, my relationship with Smail has become better and better.

I thought he really came here for his friends, and asked me out by the way, but then whenever he wanted to go out, his friends were always in "accidents", and I probably understood something.

Although the other party lied to me, I was happy.

He is very considerate, and he will always keep in his heart what he said to him once.When you go out with him, he thinks of everything, and it's really hard not to like him.

I think we are probably just a matter of piercing the window paper, whether it is he who confesses or I who confesses.

But he didn't say anything for a long time, and I didn't tell the truth, just maintaining this ambiguous sense of haziness.Sometimes, the hazy feeling before the formal love is even more memorable.

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Smail confessed to me on his birthday - 12.31.He and Tom have the same birthday.

I was a little surprised when I found out the time of his birthday, but more I think it was probably fate.In my whole life, apart from my own relatives, I have been entangled with these two Riddles.

And they both happen to have the same birthday.

I blushed and agreed to his confession.

The two of us finished eating food stalls that were not very delicate and romantic, but both he and I had a great time eating.After dinner, we walked on the bridge. Under the bridge was a calm river, and we couldn't see the side when we looked up.He took my hand, palms sweating a little from tension.When our relationship was ambiguous, he was personable and handy, but after the relationship was established, he became uncomfortable instead, and his attitude towards me seemed a little too cautious.

{You are so nervous that I can't be nervous anymore. }I looked sideways at Smail and couldn't help laughing.

{You promised, I'm kind of... dreaming.You actually agreed. }Smail was a little at a loss, his face was sweating nervously, which formed a great contrast with his previous calmness.I almost wondered if the calm and calm Smail before was my illusion.But unexpectedly, I don’t hate it. How should I put it, this kind of Smail is very cute, and... Ahem, although it’s embarrassing to say it, I can fully feel that he cares about me from his performance.

{Fool. } I couldn't help standing on tiptoe, stretched out my finger and poked his forehead: {Isn't it natural for me to promise?Haven't we liked each other for a long time? }

{Like each other?do you like me? }He looked at me in shock.

{If you don't like it, will you agree? }I noticed it was weird. Could it be that even if I agreed to him so far, he is still worried that I don't like him?Could it be that the ambiguous tacit understanding before, the feeling that the two of them hit it off, and it was actually my illusion that they just pierced the window paper?In his opinion, could it be that he is unrequitedly in love with me, but I have no feelings for him?

{I... I... I just found out. }Smail covered his face with his hands, and I saw his flushed face through his fingers.

{I've been worried that you don't like me. }Smail's voice was as soft as a mosquito's.

Hearing what he said, I was both angry and funny, and his calm image in my heart was shattered into scum.This guy is definitely an idiot emotionally!

{You are so stupid. }I stretched out my finger and poked him on the forehead: {Stupid stupid stupid. }

He stretched out his hand and grabbed my finger, and looked at me with wet eyes. I looked into his eyes, as if I saw an animal that had been bullied, but still did not resist, and was still extremely innocent, and asked you in doubt Why bully his little animals.

{I'm so happy. }Smile suddenly reached out and hugged me. This was our first hug.Before being together, our closest contact is holding hands in some special situations.

{I really like you...you have no idea how happy I am right now.I've liked you for a long time, and I've been worried that you don't like me...} He was a little incoherent, talking about his love intermittently.He is obviously an adult, but he is not calm at all, acting like a child.

Being hugged by him in public, I was a little embarrassed, and I reached out to push him away, but when I heard a faint cry gradually appeared in his voice, I gave up.

Forget it, let him hug for a while.

{Have you liked me for a long time? } I asked: {How long is a long time. }

{Longer than you think. } he said very quietly.

{Then you must not have been with me for long. }

{No, it's me longer. } He said in a voice I could barely hear: {A long time. }

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It was already ten o'clock in the evening when Smail sent me back to the temporarily rented house—because I was doing an internship now.I went back to the dormitory, suddenly worried about how to explain to Tom.Although I wouldn't know about it even if I kept it from TomTom, but... After all, Smail and I have officially dated, and I think Tom has the right to know.

This matter cannot be hidden from him.

Moreover, Tom's birthday is today.

The cake for Tom was already in the house at noon.I fell asleep with the cake.

This birthday celebration, because of my personal reasons, seemed a little awkward. I was thinking all the way, how to tell Tom about my relationship with Smail in a way that Tom can accept. Tom also felt that the atmosphere was unusual.

After eating the cake, Tom said in an extremely serious tone: {Tell me, what are you hiding from me? }

He saw it right away.

I scratched my cheek with my fingers, stole a glance at him, and looked down again.

{No matter what expression you use to say what you want to say, the thing itself will not change.So you don't have to think hard about what to say. }Tom said bluntly to me.

{Uh... Tom...} I gritted my teeth and looked up at him: {You remember the Smail I mentioned earlier? }

There was a slight change in Tom's expression, and I immediately judged that his mood had turned worse because of Smail's affairs.

{What did that Smile do again? }His voice is a little gritted.

Wow... Really big resentment, it seems that he really can't accept the things about his offspring.

{That...he actually didn’t do anything. }I am even more afraid to say it: {He is a good man. }

{Then what? }

I glanced at Tom, and with the idea of ​​dying early and being born soon, I said very quickly: {Then we are together! }

After I finished speaking, I looked at Tom, "anger" was written on his face.I regretted that I kept it from Tom. If I had told Tom earlier that I would raise Smail's impression points with him, he wouldn't be so angry.

But it's useless to regret.

When I was annoyed, Tom blew up, and the way he blew it made me blow up too-he came over and hugged me suddenly, and then gnawed fiercely on my lips.