Abandoned

Xiao Jiuzheng, who knew that they had already arrived outside the city, still felt that the time had passed extremely long. At this moment, it seemed as long as the past two years combined, which made Xiao Jiuzheng almost hopeless.But finally let her wait, Xiao Jiuzheng saw at the other end of the street, saw all the generals in armor, among hundreds of famous soldiers, Xiao Jiuzheng recognized Qian Ya who was riding a big horse at a glance, Xiao Jiuzheng's heart at this moment is like the noise of thousands of troops galloping past.

Chia Ya also immediately saw Xiao Jiuzheng in a light blue and white embroidered skirt at the gate.Even though she couldn't see Xiao Jiuzheng's face clearly because it was too far away, the graceful posture of Xiao Jiuzheng just standing there was already so beautiful that Chia Ya's heart tightened. The closer you get, the more tense you feel.

Finally, approaching, Chia Ya saw Xiao Jiuzheng's face clearly. Xiao Jiuzheng had grown taller, only a little shorter than herself. At this moment, Xiao Jiuzheng and Chia Ya's memory of Xiao Jiuzheng's face and posture when he married as a concubine in the previous life finally coincided. Yes, but it is slightly different from the previous life, and the charm is a bit like the 30-year-old Xiao Jiuzheng.Chia Ya felt that Xiao Jiuzheng was also looking at her, and that gaze was as hot as when she left.

Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Qianya who got off the horse, she was the person he had been thinking about day and night, wearing a mask when he left, making Xiao Jiuzheng unable to see his true face.Xiao Jiuzheng can't wait to reach out and take off the mask on Chia Ya's face, but at this moment, he can only restrain the desire in his heart.Chia Ya's figure is still tall and straight, but her lines are tighter, and she is not as strong as a man. There is an indescribably provocative feeling. After Xiao Jiuzheng realized what he was thinking at the moment, he was ashamed.At this moment, Xiao Jiuzheng wanted to look at Chia Ya, but he didn't dare to look at him too much. He was afraid that he would look at him a few more times. Under the watchful eyes of all the people, he lost his posture and lost his position, so he quickly turned his gaze away from Chia Ya.

On the contrary, Chia Ya can see Xiao Jiuzhen however she wants, and she doesn't have to worry about other things. After all, Xiao Jiuzheng still has to take care of her father-in-law and her nominal husband at this moment, so she has to greet Dugu Jin first.

So it didn't take long for them to look at each other, Xiao Jiucheng took the lead to look away, which made Chia Ya, who was still looking at Xiao Jiuzheng, slightly disappointed.

Xiao Jiuzheng talked to Dugu Jin first, exchanged pleasantries, then talked to Dugu Cheng, and finally talked to Chia Ya.

"Thousands of joys are not as good as your safe return." Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Chia Ya with a smile full of emotion and said.

"Well, I'm back." Chia Ya nodded slightly, and she also smiled back, but the smile was covered by the mask, but Xiao Jiuzheng still captured the slight smile on her brows and eyes.

"I'm already preparing tonight's family banquet to clean up the dust for my father, husband, Chia Ya, and the generals. Chia Ya will go back to the mansion first to rest." Xiao Jiuzheng has a lot to say to Chia Ya, but he is not in a hurry for a moment.

Only twenty or so high-ranking generals were invited to the Dugu family's family banquet, and the banquet was held in the evening. All the generals also went home to take a bath, change clothes, and reunite with their families.

The housekeeper had already ordered hot water to be boiled to prepare for the bathing and changing of the three masters of Dugu's family who had returned home in a hurry.

When Dugu Qianya returned to Cuiling Garden, she took off her mask. Not only did she not turn black, she seemed to have become whiter because of wearing a mask all year round.

Dugu Ting'er was very excited when she saw the eldest lady whom she had not seen for two years.

"Miss, Ting'er misses you so much." Ting'er grew up with Chia since she was a child, and she was educated to put Chia first, so she naturally thinks very closely about Miss, whom she hasn't seen for two years.

Chia Ya looked at Tinger who was emotional, and patted Tinger's shoulder lightly. In her previous life, Tinger never left her, and in this life, seeing that Tinger cared so much about her, she felt a little touched, but she was not good at expressing her emotions.

"Let someone prepare water, and wait for me to take a bath." Chia Ya said softly to Ting'er, her tone was gentle, Chia Ya felt that she hadn't had a good bath in the past two years.

"I'll go right away." Ting'er said very excitedly. She felt that without a master in the past two years, it was as if her life had no axis, and she was at a loss what to do.Although the young lady treats her very well, in fact the young lady treats all the servants well, but Ting'er can't always regard the young lady as her real master.She can feel that the young lady is very friendly to everyone, but there is a feeling of alienation invisibly, even when she treats Jin'er, she is not like the eldest lady at all.Although the eldest lady sometimes has a bad temper, she can feel that the eldest lady treats herself differently from the young lady who treats Jin'er.

After all, Xiao Jiuzheng has been the head of the family for two years, so she can't just leave her alone as soon as Dugu Jin comes back. After she explained everything about tonight's family banquet, she couldn't wait to go back to the backyard, wanting to see Qianya's heart, so urgent.

At this time, the servants had prepared hot water, and Ting'er had just finished washing Chia's hair.Chia Ya hadn't been waited on like this for a long time, and because she had worked hard all the way back on horseback, and was at her own home again, she felt a sense of security and comfort that she had never felt in the past two years, so she fell asleep directly in the bathtub.

Xiao Jiuzheng knew that Chia Ya was bathing in it, but she couldn't wait to see Chia Ya, so she gently opened the sliding door from her room and entered Chia Ya's room.Then she saw that Chia Ya had already fallen asleep, and Ting'er was still cleaning Chia Ya's body carefully.

"You go out first, I'll do it here." Xiao Jiuzheng said to Ting'er.

Ting'er knew that the relationship between the young lady and the young lady was too close, so she immediately left the room quietly and wisely, leaving the young lady and the young lady in the room.

Before Xiao Jiuzheng had time to think about Chia Ya's naked body, the scars on Chia Ya's body attracted all his attention. Most of the scars were very light, except for the one on the shoulder bone, which was a bit deep and looked a bit hideous.Looking at these scars, Xiao Jiuzheng felt very distressed.She couldn't help reaching out to touch those scars. She knew that Qianya must have had a hard time in the northwest for the past two years. She was injured so many times and was so dangerous that she never told herself once.

Chia Ya herself has slept through the past two years on the battlefield, and her sleep has been much lighter. She probably felt a slight feeling in her sleep, and then woke up. After waking up, she noticed that Ting'er was stroking the wound on her shoulder bone on her back. Place, no, Ting'er would not do these strange things, so Xiao Jiucheng must be the only one who does this.

Chia Ya turned around and saw that it was indeed Xiao Jiuzheng.

"Why are you?" Chia asked.

"It's me. I asked Ting'er to go out first. I want to take a bath for you personally." Xiao Jiuzheng said frankly.

"Being known by outsiders, it's against the rules." Feeling that she was naked and naked in front of Xiao Jiuzheng, Chia Ya said shyly and uncomfortably.

"Outsiders won't know. Does it still hurt here?" Xiao Jiuzheng gently scratched the three-inch-long hideous knife mark with her fingers, and asked distressedly. She thought, when Chia Ya was injured, she must have bled a lot. If it gets deeper, it may hurt the bone, Chia must be in pain.

"That's the earliest scar, it's healed long ago and it doesn't hurt anymore." Chia Ya said lightly, it was the scar left when she first went to the battlefield. She didn't dare to kill anyone when she just went to the battlefield, so she could only be chopped down by others.

"It must have hurt at that time." Xiao Jiuzheng said, feeling distressed again, bowed his head and kissed Chia Ya's scar, without a trace of lust, just distressed.

Chia Ya naturally didn't expect Xiao Jiuzheng to do this, and her face turned red all of a sudden.

"Xiao Jiuzheng..." Chia Ya shouted, she knew that Xiao Jiuzheng was just feeling sorry for herself, but this move was really ambiguous, and the wound where Xiao Jiuzheng kissed was a little itchy and numb.

"Qianya has had a hard time these two years." Xiao Jiuzheng asked softly after kissing, she wished she could suffer for Qianya.

"These physical injuries are nothing." Chia Ya's tone was filled with uncontrollable sadness.

"What's wrong with Chia Ya?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked worriedly. She obviously felt that she could no longer feel the happiness of her youth in Chia Ya. Chia Ya had matured a lot and was also worried a lot.

"You must not understand the pain and helplessness of recognizing your incompetence." Xiao Jiuzheng is so good that people are a little jealous. Xiao Jiuzheng has done a good job in the past two years. Compared with him, he pales in comparison.

"Chia Ya is already very good, and she has made a lot of military exploits. In time, Chia Ya will definitely become a good general, but I don't want to see Chia Ya go to the battlefield again. Chia Ya is only a woman, so don't push yourself too hard. "Xiao Jiuzheng said in relief, she really didn't want to let Chia go to the battlefield anymore, she felt that her Chia should stay with her and let herself take good care of it.

"It's all thanks to my father, and I'm ashamed to say it." If it wasn't for her father trying to find a chance to give her a chance to make military exploits, relying on her own strength, Chia Ya would not be sure how much military exploits she could make, at least not. It will be as glorious as it is now. It is said that it is glorious, but in fact it just makes Chia feel more ashamed. She has always been under the protection of her father, even on the battlefield. This kind of cognition makes her feel a little desperate.After staying by his father's side for two years, and seeing his father's strategy and courage, Chia Ya knew why Li Junzhen was so afraid of his father, and when his father was alive, he treated himself and the Dugu family in every possible way.At that time, she really realized that she would never be able to do what her father did. If one day her father left, she might not be able to support the Dugu family. She really realized that she was incompetent and could do nothing for herself. A very painful thing.

"Why should Chia Ya demand herself according to her father's standards? It's too demanding of herself." Xiao Jiuzheng said distressedly, she didn't want to see Chia Ya begging herself like this at all.

"You can't understand that on the battlefield, because of my command mistakes, I let the soldiers around me die innocently, and because of my incompetence, let those who want to return to their hometowns to marry their wives want to separate their wives after they go home and get married. Those who get together, those who have wives and children at home, those who have old parents at home, they can't go back, they all become a pile of bones on the battlefield, and some of them can't even find their corpses..." Qian Yayuan thought that his heart had long been numb But at this moment, when she said something that she had never told anyone before, Chia choked up and cried in a mess.

Hearing this, Xiao Jiuzheng hugged Chia's head and let her head rest on her chest. She knew that Chia must have feelings for the soldiers who accompanied her on the battlefield, so she blamed herself so painfully.If she could have known earlier that it would be so painful to let Chia Ya go to the battlefield, then she would have tried every means to prevent Chia Ya from going to the battlefield.If these pains made Chia Ya grow up, then the price would be too high, and she would rather Chia Ya not grow up.

"On the battlefield, there is no one who is immortal. No matter how good a general is, it is impossible to achieve zero casualties. Why should Chia blame herself? When the time comes, comfort the relatives of the dead soldiers. Things have already happened, and self-blame is useless. How about Find a way to make up for it." Xiao Jiuzheng touched Chia Ya's still wet hair, even though she was wet by Chia Ya, she didn't know it.

"That casualty could have been avoided, if it wasn't for my incompetence..." It was she who thought the battlefield was too simple, and wanted to make a difference too much, so she would risk going deep alone, and in order to rescue her, her father broke up another team Chia Ya felt that no amount of meritorious service would be able to make up for that mistake.In addition to self-blame, there is more despair of her own incompetence. She works hard to do better, but she is always unsatisfactory, at least not up to Chia Ya's expectations of herself.

"People's perceptions are inherently different. Chia Ya should not be too hard on yourself. In my heart, Chia Ya has already done a good job. Let me make up for Chia Ya's poor performance, okay?" It's really difficult to be like Dugu Jin, how can she bear Chia Ya's demands on herself, in fact, Chia Ya's performance is much better than she expected, although she also knows that there must be a lot of water in it.Naturally, Dugu Jin would not stand idly by, and would try his best to provide Chia Ya with the opportunity to make military achievements, so that Chia Ya could build up her prestige in the army as much as possible. In fact, the results were pretty good.In the past, Xiao Jiuzheng didn't dare to say that he had the ability to protect Qianya. Since he had two years of experience in governing the city, Xiao Jiuzheng knew that he had begun to gain momentum, and momentum was a kind of prestige, a kind of surrender Ability, although intangible, is more effective than anything else.If Dugu Jin has this kind of power, he will also have it. If Dugu Jin can't protect Chia Ya, Chia Ya will be guarded by himself.

The author has something to say: Chia Ya: Xiao Jiuzheng went smoothly, why is my history of struggle so difficult?Also add water, it makes me sad to think about it.The author is too biased.

Ming Ye: Where is the bias? You are the biggest cheater. You have a cheating father and find you a cheating daughter-in-law.