Abandoned

Ting'er watched her eldest lady and young lady come back together holding hands, and she felt an inexplicable sense of relief. A while ago, the eldest lady and the young lady probably had a quarrel, and she felt that the eldest lady had always been in a bad mood. I'm relieved to reconcile with the young lady.From just now, she felt that the eldest lady was absent-minded when talking to the master. Sure enough, the eldest lady wanted to see the young lady.

Chia Ya took Xiao Jiuzheng back to her room, but there were only the two of them in the room, and it was a closed space. The feeling between the two of them suddenly became a little subtle, and that feeling was kind of sticky and sticky, especially She and Xiao Jiuzheng's hands were still holding each other, which made Chia pull her hand back unconsciously, as if she wanted to get rid of the sticky feeling in the air, but even if she pulled her hand back, she still couldn't get rid of that feeling.This kind of feeling is from the previous life. When she was with Li Junhao, Chia Ya had never experienced it. After all, her feelings for Li Junhao in the previous life were one-sided, so the feeling at this time is too unfamiliar to Chia Ya. It made her feel uncomfortable and awkward all over.But she knew that she didn't hate feeling like this.

Xiao Jiuzheng also noticed the subtlety of the atmosphere. In fact, compared to Chia Ya's uncomfortable feeling, Xiao Jiuzheng liked the feeling at this time. Although she didn't know what state she was in now, she just felt very good, as if Chia Ya's heart was close at hand. .

"Qian Ya." Xiao Jiuzheng called Qian Ya's name again.

Listening to Xiao Jiuzheng's soft voice calling to herself, Chia Ya felt her heart tremble.

"What for?" Qian Ya went to pour a glass of water, pretending to be calm, she didn't know why she became like this, she didn't look like herself at all.

"I haven't seen you for a long time, I miss you so much." Xiao Jiuzheng couldn't help saying it again. It was only fifteen days ago, and she felt like the days were like years. She wished that Chia Ya could understand her feelings.

"You've already said it just now." After hearing it again, Chia still felt comfortable in her heart, but her tone still had the arrogant feeling that you were annoying.

"I know, but I'm afraid you don't take it to heart, so I just want you to know that I miss you very much, more than you can imagine." Xiao Jiuzheng said sincerely, she didn't think her words were sweet words , She felt that these were her own words from the bottom of her heart.

Chia Ya could not help but blushed a little when she heard this, she felt that even men are not as good at talking and coaxing as Xiao Jiuzheng, there is always a sense of glibness, but Xiao Jiuzheng's expression is particularly sincere.But women love to listen to sweet talk, although Chia Ya's heart is still extremely awkward, but she still can't help but have a secret joy in her heart.

"If I were a man, you would be shameless if you said these things to me." Chia Ya secretly rejoiced, and on the surface she accused Xiao Jiuzheng seriously.

"But Chia Ya is a woman, she just likes women." Xiao Jiuzheng said indifferently to Chia Ya's accusation, her love of women is already shocking the world, she doesn't care anymore, these innocuous accusations, she just I don't care anymore.What's more, she already knew that Chia Ya was an extremely passive person, if she had a thicker skin, how could she get close to Chia Ya?

Chia Ya doesn't understand why Xiao Jiuzheng can say shocking things in such a natural tone. Xiao Jiuzheng likes women, which seems to be the most natural thing.

"Men love women, this is a matter of course, how can women like women?" That was Chia Ya's inner hesitation.

"Chia Ya's thinking is really rigid, I love you, it doesn't matter whether you are a man or a woman." Xiao Jiuzheng felt that Chia Ya could talk about this with himself instead of denying it, which was enough to make Xiao Jiuzheng happy.

"You clearly said that you like women!" Chia Ya felt that Xiao Jiuzheng's words were unbelievable, obviously Xiao Jiuzheng said that she liked women since she was a child, how come she now loves herself again, regardless of whether she is a man or a woman?

"I have never loved anyone else. I liked Chia a long time ago, too early, because Chia was originally a woman, so I feel that I have always liked women. If Chia becomes a man now, I think I will like it too." Xiao Jiuzheng quibbled, although she was not sure when she fell in love with Chia Ya, but she just insisted that she liked Chia Ya early on.

"When?" Chia Ya looked at Xiao Jiuzheng half-believingly, and she really believed it a little bit, after all, since she was reborn, she always felt that Xiao Jiuzheng was too close to her.

"It should have been ten years." Xiao Jiuzheng couldn't give Chia Ya a definite answer at all, but she still bit the bullet and said that her love for Chia Ya really didn't know when it started, and when she found out, it was already deeply rooted kind.

Qianya looked at Xiao Jiuzheng, and thought of Xiao Jiuzheng in the previous life, thinking of Xiao Jiuzheng's inexplicable kindness towards herself in repaying her with virtue, thinking of her inexplicable kindness in her previous life, thinking of her previous life, when she pinched her neck, she struggled to let herself pinch her, and her own Du called her own name, at this moment, Chia Ya believed it.Xiao Jiuzheng's love for herself may have been around for a long time, thinking that Xiao Jiuzheng in her previous life also loved herself, Chia Ya felt a little complicated for a while.In the previous life, Xiao Jiuzheng got everything, but finally got something he couldn't ask for.

"It doesn't matter whether you liked women since childhood or not, it's wrong for you to like me." Chia Ya still said stubbornly.

"Then let's not talk about this. I don't force you to respond to me. Then you treat me as if you never knew my thoughts, and treat me as naturally as in the past. Just don't deliberately alienate me. I don't tell outsiders that I am happy. You, others will not know my thoughts." Xiao Jiuzheng said in a retreat, she did not tell Chia Ya, except for Chia Ya, in fact, everyone else knew, lest the awkward Chia Ya become angry from embarrassment.

Sure enough, after hearing what Xiao Jiuzheng said, Chia Ya really relaxed a lot. After all, Xiao Jiuzheng loved her in the previous life. If Xiao Jiuzheng didn't say anything, she couldn't feel it, let alone others.

"Up to you." Chia Ya agreed to Xiao Jiuzheng's proposal.

Xiao Jiuzheng knows Chia Ya too well, and Chia Ya's step-by-step retreat is a sign of compromise step by step. This step of concession is really important to Xiao Jiuzheng.Today's surprise swept away the dull and depressed mood of the previous few days, and she even had more expectations for Chia Ya than ever before.

"How is Qianya living in the Taoist temple these days?" Xiao Jiuzheng stopped short, and changed the topic wisely, and began to shift the focus to Qianya's life in the Taoist temple these days.

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Xiao Jiuzheng felt that she and Chia Ya seemed to have a lot to say, and it didn't take long for the sky to darken. At this time, Dugu Jin had already sent someone to pick her up.

Although Xiao Jiuzheng was very reluctant to give up, she got into the sedan chair and left Qingfengguan step by step. As soon as she got into the sedan chair, she was already thinking about coming back tomorrow.

Chia Ya watched Xiao Jiuzheng get on the sedan chair and left, equally reluctant, she knew clearly that she did have different feelings for Xiao Jiuzheng, this kind of cognition was so clear after longing, jealousy and reluctance, let her There is no way to avoid it.

That night, Xiao Jiuzheng didn't sleep well. She felt that Chia Ya's heart, which was as hard as a rock, was softening, which made Xiao Jiuzheng in a state of excitement all night. When she closed her eyes, she looked like Chia Ya was awkward and cute, so the corners of Xiao Jiuzheng's mouth It has always been unconsciously raised slightly.

Xiao Jiuzheng didn't sleep well, neither did Chia Ya. Regarding the insomnia of recognizing her own feelings, she clearly decided that she would cut off love in this life. She broke up her love for Li Junhao, but fell into Xiao Jiuzheng's However, Chia Ya couldn't take it for granted and accept her feelings calmly.She has always believed that she was reborn for revenge and to protect the Dugu family, but Li Junhao is still alive and the future of the Dugu family is uncertain, so she cannot accept any feelings calmly.The memories of the previous life, every time she thinks about it, will make Chia feel painful. She has never dared to forget, but in the days when she was with Xiao Jiuzheng, she seems to have almost forgotten that her previous love made her pay the worst price. .

Chia Ya, who could not sleep, got up from the bed and looked at the bright moon in the sky. In the moon, there was the face of Xiao Jiuzheng from the previous life, and the face of Xiao Jiuzheng in this life was also bloody from the previous life. She was carrying Dugu Qianya from the second life. , not pure, only lonely and elegant.

The author has something to say: Dugu Qianya: How can you talk about love if you have not reported your revenge?

Xiao Jiuzheng: You tell me what's going on, and I'll help you fight monsters.