Abandoned

Su Qing looked at Lu Ningxue's refusal of his kindness, and felt that Lu Ningxue really didn't know what to do, and she didn't appreciate it when she offered to help.

"Did you listen to them just now?" Seeing that Lu Ningxue didn't appreciate it, Su Qingchen gave up and didn't tidy up Lu Ningxue's room.I just asked if I heard those who discussed her outside just now. It is reasonable to hear them discussing in Lu Ningxue's room, but Lu Ningxue, who is immersed in the paintings and slow to respond to the outside world, may not be able to hear them.

"What?" Lu Ningxue looked at Su Qing in a daze and asked.

Su Qingchen thought to himself that it is indeed so.It is said that Lu Ningxue's father donated a large sum of money to the Taoist temple. The master was grateful for his kindness and thought of her background as a young lady. He was very lenient to Lu Ningxue. Occasionally he only asked Lu Ningxue to paint some fairy paintings, and the Taoist temple grew vegetables and cleaned. Lu Ningxue didn't need to do all the rough work, so others couldn't help being jealous, and she was always immersed in herself, so others couldn't get used to her.

"It's okay, don't draw in such a dark room in the future, go out and walk more when you have time..." Hidden in the firewood room every day, without being exposed to the sun for many years, her face is so pale that there is no blood, but Lu Ningxue still looks beautiful .She always felt that Lu Ningxue was avoiding something, but Lu Ningxue was never willing to talk about her own affairs, and it was not easy for her to ask, but Su Qingchen felt that there was no way out in the long run. Lu Ningxue had been depressed for too long, and she always felt that one day It seemed to disappear without a sound.

"Thank you, big sister." Lu Ningxue said to Su Qingchen with a shy smile. Since she came to Qingfeng Taoist Temple, Su Qingchen has been the best person to her. She heard it so loudly outside just now, but she just pretended He just didn't hear anything, and didn't want Su Qingchen to worry about himself.

When Lu Ningxue came to the Taoist temple, Su Qingchen rarely saw Lu Ningxue smile, but now when she saw Lu Ningxue, she smiled sincerely to herself, thinking that Lu Ningxue was dull, but she could feel how good she was to her.No, maybe Lu Ningxue has not been slow all along, her heart is very clear, she just acted like she didn't care much about everything.

"Then you clean up the room. I'll go out first. The eldest lady of the Dugu family will come to our Taoist temple later. I will definitely go out with the master to entertain you. It doesn't matter if you don't want to come out." Su Qingchen finished speaking and stared Lu Ningxue looked at it for a while, and she found that her face started to turn red when she looked at her recently, because Lu Ningxue was too white, so it was very obvious when she blushed.I haven't noticed it before, and I don't know when it will happen.Su Qingchen thought that Lu Ningxue must be too shy because she was not used to being looked at by others, so she didn't care too much.

"Thank you, big sister." Lu Ningxue nodded and said, she knew that Su Qingchen was understanding that she didn't like to be lively, and she used to be the eldest lady, so she was afraid that she would feel sad when she thought of her past status, so Lu Ningxue was grateful to Su Qingchen.In fact, she wanted to go out a little bit, after all, she hadn't met Dugu Qianya yet, but the whole city knew that Dugu Qianya was a great beauty, she wondered if she could be more beautiful than Qingchen, but thought of her poor eyesight, so she gave up.

"You usually don't like to talk, but you really like to say thank you to me. You should say more." Su Qingchen thought to himself, Lu Ningxue has said thank you twice, is there nothing else to say besides thank you? Yet.

"I'm clumsy..." Lu Ningxue said in a nasty voice, she felt that the elder sister loved to scold her very much today, which made her a little overwhelmed.

"I think you don't want to talk." After Su Qingchen finished speaking, he turned and left Lu Ningxue's room.

After Su Qingchen left, Lu Ningxue's slightly nervous mood was relieved.After so many years, her resentment towards that person has faded, and her feelings have also let go. She doesn't know when, looking at Su Qingchen, she has the emotions she had when she was facing that person.Nervous, expectant, but there is also an emotion called panic, obviously Su Qingchen is not at all different from that person.

Lu Ningxue's mother was born in a scholarly family, and she was quite beautiful. It was impossible to marry a businessman as a wife, but her family was in trouble, so she had to marry the wealthy businessman Lu Jinpeng.Lu Jinpeng is a lecherous person with many wives and concubines, but the strange thing is that after giving birth to many daughters, he couldn't have a son, so Lu Jinpeng took in more concubines.

As soon as there are more women, there will be intrigue and jealousy among the women. It is also a merchant's house, and there are no rules at all.The young lady from a scholarly family originally looked down on Lu Jinpeng who smelled of copper, plus she couldn't understand the Lu family's unruly behavior everywhere, and was depressed and unhappy. Lu Ningxue died of illness when she was 13 years old.

Lu Ningxue's mother was soft-spoken and she didn't argue about everything. Lu Ningxue was taught by her mother herself, so she was also soft-tempered. When Lu Jinpeng had no son, she was regarded as a legitimate daughter. Although she would be bullied, those concubines The concubine did not dare to bully her blatantly.

When she was 13 years old, her father paid a lot of money for a new concubine, Lu Feiluo, the courtesan of Jiangyuelou.This girl is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and has a good appearance. She always speaks in a soft voice, and her voice seems to be seductive.

When she saw Lu Feiluo for the first time, she always felt that Lu Feiluo's eyes were seductive, which made 13-year-old Lu Ningxue blush. The most important thing was that her father's new concubine didn't look like other concubines. Looking at her There was always some unkindness, the woman looked at her very softly and very seductively.At that time, Lu Ningxue felt that that person was different from others.

Lu Feiluo was very favored. After Lu Jinpeng took her in, he didn't take concubines so frequently. He tended to dote on her alone, but businessmen often had to go out to do business.Lu Jinpeng was not at home, so Lu Feiluo called her to her yard.

The 13-year-old Lu Ningxue looks like a flower and jade, with a kind of knowledgeable temperament, not at all like growing up in a merchant's family, like a lady from a scholarly family, like a lotus in water, giving people a particularly clean feeling, She seems very out of place in the dirty Lu family.Lu Feiluo immediately fell in love with Lu Ningxue. She was jealous of Lu Ningxue's cleanliness, which made her miserable. She wanted to get her hands on Lu Ningxue.What's more, when Lu Jinpeng is not around, Lu Ningxue is the most suitable to pass the time. Such a young girl who has no experience in the world is the easiest to coax.

So Lu Feiluo showed kindness to Lu Ningxue, and continued to teach Lu Ningxue piano, chess, calligraphy and painting in person, but she was extremely intimate and seduced everywhere, leaving Lu Ningxue in her room overnight.She often told Lu Ningxue how close she was with the sisters in the building when she was in Jiangyuelou, and said things that made Lu Ningxue blush.

After a long time, the 13-year-old Lu Ningxue, who was not deeply involved in the world, fell in love with her father, concubine Ji, under Lu Feiluo's various temptations, and did all the intimate things between women with Lu Feiluo. Lu Feiluo taught her and developed her for four years. Given time, let her change from a woman who doesn't know anything to a woman who is promiscuous and promiscuous in bed like Lu Feiluo.

Lu Feiluo really wanted to play with this clean girl, but she did have some feelings when she got along with her for a long time. Compared with those dirty men, Lu Ningxue's cleanliness and obedience were more liked by Lu Feiluo.

But men like the new and hate the old, especially men like Lu Jinpeng. No matter how charming Lu Feiluo is, after a few years, she is not as fascinated as before. Although Lu Feiluo is very skilled, she looks like the head of the Lu family.But Lu Feiluo has not been able to give birth to a child, so she can't help but feel a little uneasy.Lu Feiluo calculated more. She felt that the Lu family had to give birth to a son, but Lu Jinpeng had given birth to so many daughters, but he couldn't give birth to a son. Now he couldn't even give birth to a daughter. Obviously, there was something wrong with Lu Jinpeng.So, Lu Feiluo seduced Lu Jinpeng's most capable subordinate, that is, the housekeeper of the Lu family, and the two had an affair for a while, and Lu Feiluo was pregnant.

Lu Feiluo had an affair with the housekeeper, and was bumped into by Lu Ningxue. Lu Feiluo told Lu Ningxue about her schemes and her last resort.When she was infatuated, Lu Feiluo was everything to her. She would never doubt what she said. When there was an irreparable crack in the perfect mask of the person she loved, Lu Ningxue didn't know how to face Lu Feiluo. It was not as beautiful as originally thought, but she still couldn't do without her. This feeling made Lu Ningxue very painful and struggling hard.

She began to alienate Lu Feiluo, and Lu Ningxue's alienation made the guilty Lu Feiluo afraid, fearing that one day Lu Ningxue would reveal her affair with the housekeeper because of love and hatred.So Lu Feiluo made up her mind and designed Lu Ningxue. Before Lu Ningxue couldn't bear to hurt herself, she had to stop the trouble forever, otherwise Lu Feiluo couldn't feel at ease.

After struggling hard, she still decided to go to Lu Feiluo regardless of previous suspicions, but Lu Feiluo hurt her severely. Thinking of that scene, Lu Ningxue's tears rolled down her eyes.

Her father's wrath and beating, and other aunts' pointing and unbearable words, all these unbearable things were not one ten thousandth of the harm caused by Lu Feiluo. Lu Feiluo cried and complained how she was persecuted by herself.

She is not stupid, she knows why Lu Feiluo did this, she wants to tell Lu Feiluo that she doesn't need to do so much, and she won't hurt her.Under Lu Feiluo's pleading, uneasy, and anxious gaze, she knew Lu Feiluo's uneasiness, so she admitted all of Lu Feiluo's accusations against herself.

She was almost killed by her father's rod, but she was too hard to die.She has become a disgusting alien in the eyes of everyone, and there is no place for her in the Lu family.Lu Jinpeng wanted to marry her off, but she told her father that she had already lost her virginity and would only embarrass him. It would be better to throw her into a Taoist temple and fend for herself. Sent into the Taoist temple.

The author has something to say: Lu Ningxue: I was raped, I am innocent

Su Qingchen: Then why do you keep drawing these unsightly paintings?

Lu Ningxue: I don’t know either, I just want to draw, I’m fine anyway, I guess I’m too free

Su Qingchen: Hmph, you even drew yourself in, shameless!