Abandoned

Xiao Jiuzheng has been waiting for Chia Ya's reaction. Sure enough, when Chia Ya heard what she said, her first reflex was to let go of her hand.She knew that Chia Ya had feelings for herself after being with Chia Ya for half a year. Obviously, this kind of feeling can be obtained through getting along. It can be a family relationship or a friendship, but it is not the relationship she expected. Xiao Jiuzheng once again confirmed Chia Ya and I am different.

"Qianya, you don't need to avoid me to go to the Taoist temple. Really, I'll just move out of your yard when the time comes. I will take care of myself in the future and won't embarrass you in the slightest." Xiao Jiuzheng said again.

"I've said it all, it has nothing to do with you." Chia Ya said decisively, then turned around and left first, she was in a very messy mood, and now she had an instinctive desire to avoid Xiao Jiuzheng.In fact, in the depths of her subconscious mind, she was a little panicked. This panic stemmed from her inexplicable possessive desire for Xiao Jiuzheng. Ordinary people hold a completely negative attitude. This kind of negation stems from her adherence to the established norms and her rejection of aliens when they appear, so she instinctively wants to avoid Xiao Jiuzheng.Rather than hiding from Xiao Jiuzheng in her, it is better to say that it is the panic about the possessive desire deep in her heart that has not been clarified by herself, and the panic that she has become a different kind, but now she doesn't know what is going on in her heart. The complicated emotions in the depths can only be escaped.

Xiao Jiuzheng looked at the back of Chia Ya who resolutely turned and left, so far away from him, so similar to Chia Ya who disdained to talk to him when he was a child, the intimacy between him and Chia Ya in the past six months seems like a wisp of smoke, it seems that at this moment, all of a sudden The smoke cleared.Xiao Jiuzheng has lived a smooth life since he was a child, and he seldom feels frustrated. However, facing his different inclinations from ordinary people and his love for elegance, even if he has a thousand wisdom, he still feels frustrated in vain.

Xiao Jiuzheng sighed deeply, only Xiao Jiuzheng knew how helpless this sigh was.She was born with a proud, fearless ego mentality as a smart person.Smart, she believes that everything can be solved, as long as she finds the most suitable method, nothing is impossible to overcome. With this kind of optimism and confidence in her own ability, she has a heart that is more tenacious and stronger than ordinary people. heart.But at this moment, in terms of her feelings for Chia Ya, she felt that she was weak and incompetent, even humble, because at this moment she had the mentality that as long as Chia Ya stayed, she would do anything for Chia Ya.This kind of mentality, in the eyes of the smart Xiao Jiuzheng, is very stupid, because no matter what she does at the moment, Chia Ya may not appreciate it.But she still has such a humble and lucky mentality, which surpasses her original pride and reason, and she is willing to be humble for that person. This feeling is completely out of control.

Xiao Jiuzheng has always known that he is a very selfish person, and always knows how to make himself live the best life.Xiao Jiuzheng has always known that she has unique advantages that others do not have. She is smart and beautiful, and she only needs to use her advantages a little bit.Clever, well-educated, beautiful and elegant, always so pleasing, using her intelligence and beauty to easily get the attention of others, what she wants to get, she can get it with a little use of tricks.

But there is such a person, her name is Dugu Qianya, she was so annoying since she was a child, but when she grows up, she is still so annoying, everyone doesn't like her so much, but she I like it.Chia Ya is straightforward and simple, Chia Ya's pride, Chia Ya's beauty, I can't help but want to get close to her and please her, as if everything is involuntary, her joy can become my own joy, her pride and beauty will make you She is honored, but this person also makes her worry about gains and losses.

If possible, Xiao Jiuzheng hopes that he can be a person who is free from desires, does not want to be emotional for anyone, does not want to be sad for anyone, and does not want to become less like himself for anyone. passive force.

Dugu is very elegant. After the Lantern Festival, the city began to discuss who will General Dugu marry his daughter to?Is the dowry of the three cities real?In short, the people in the city are very concerned about Dugu Qianya's marriage. They think that Dugu Qianya will definitely get married this year.

Due to the dowries of these three cities and the power of the Dugu family, there were still many famous families who went to propose marriage, but Dugu Jin rejected them all. Who are you married to?Although this is the fiefdom of the Dugu family, the Dugu family only enjoys the right to taxation, and does not govern everything. Local officials are still appointed by the court.

So the magistrate had no choice but to politely mention Dugu Qianya's marriage to Dugu Jin.

Dugu Jin said that his daughter would never marry casually, if she could not marry the best man in the world, she would rather become a Taoist and become the crown. This completely avoided the court's decree, and the local officials had nothing to say.

It's just that Dugu Qianya didn't marry casually if she wanted to become a Taoist nun, which still caused a sensation in the whole city.Everyone said that this Dugu Jin was not hurting his daughter, but harming her. Dugu Qianya was afraid of being delayed in her whole life.

When Xiao Jiuzheng went back to her mother's house to celebrate her mother's birthday, the old lady of the Xiao family, the old lady who had a good impression of Chia Ya, pulled Xiao Jiuzheng to persuade her.

"Jiucheng, your father-in-law is a foolish thing to do this. He is so elegant. It's nonsense to marry or not to be the crown! This will definitely delay the marriage of Qianya. Your father-in-law holds Qianya in his hands and feels distressed. Everyone We all know that he wants to find a good marriage for Chia Ya, and he doesn't want to wrong Chia Ya, I can understand, but I can't be so picky. Ordinary people love their daughters, and they can find a similar one. With shelter, her husband's family dare not treat Chia Ya lightly. At this time, instead of trying to find a good husband's family for Chia Ya, she plans to send her to be a female crown. Persuade your father-in-law, don't delay Qianya..." The kind old lady said earnestly while holding the hand of her little granddaughter.

"This is Qianya's own idea, my family and I have persuaded..." Xiao Jiucheng said with a little bitterness in his heart, Qianya's mind has been made up, and Dugu Jin agreed again, there is no other way.

"That's even more nonsense. What does the girl's family know? This important marriage is the order of the parents. How can your father-in-law allow her to make such a blind decision? This child is confused, and your father-in-law can't be confused..." The old lady He said excitedly, as if his girl had been delayed.

"Old Madam, I will go back and try to persuade them." Xiao Jiuzheng comforted his grandmother, she knew that Chia would not marry, and from the perspective of Xun Ren, it was all harm to Chia, only she wished Chia would not marry.

It has been almost a month since she knew about Chia Ya's decision, and Xiao Jiuzheng has already begun to accept this reality. Adjusting her mentality, she can only think of the good, even if it only belongs to someone else in name, naturally it makes her happier that Chia Ya does not belong to anyone.Even if Chia Ya really went to the Taoist temple, could it be that she really stayed in the Taoist temple all her life and would always come back, especially if the Dugu family wanted to compete in the world, it would be a matter of time before Chia Ya returned to the Dugu family.

Xiao Jiuzheng felt that he was too eager. It was because he was too eager at the beginning that he carelessly let Chia Ya know his thoughts and let Chia Ya escape from his side now.Now she has to force herself, even telling herself that she has to be patient with Chia, and one day Chia will come back, then she hopes that she will be more beautiful and outstanding at that time, so that Chia can not be ignored, as long as Chia is one day If you don't belong to others, then you will always have opportunities.Recruiting a husband for Qianya, even if it is a nominal husband, what if Qianya really does a fake show? After all, Qianya's nature is to love men. Xiao Jiuzheng thinks about it this way, and thinks that maybe putting Qianya in a Taoist temple is full of female Taoist nuns. Not such a bad decision either.The reason why Xiao Jiuzheng was able to adjust her mentality so quickly was because she didn't want to just give up, and at the same time she didn't give up her small hope, she needed more psychological energy to support her expectations, which required a stronger heart, because Xiao Jiuzheng I don't know how many disappointments there will be in the future.If one day, she will not have the energy to support her tiny hope, it will probably be the time when she gives up Chia Ya.

Chia Ya often doesn't understand Xiao Jiuzheng. When Xiao Jiuzheng just knew that she was leaving, she could feel Xiao Jiuzheng's sadness. She thought that Xiao Jiuzheng would be sadder the closer she was to leaving, but in fact, Xiao Jiuzheng She seemed to have adjusted quickly, and seemed to have accepted the reality, but Chia couldn't feel her sadness.On the contrary, Chia Ya had the illusion that she was doing unnecessary things, but she quickly thought that Xiao Jiuzheng recovered so quickly, and the unusual thoughts on herself were just because they got along day and night, the illusion brought about by being too close, not so deep feelings, more certain After a long time, Xiao Jiuzheng's feeling for himself will fade.Thinking about it this way, Chia Ya, who should be happy, is actually not that happy, and she feels a little uncomfortable, a feeling that she takes herself too seriously.

Just when Chia Ya felt that Xiao Jiuzheng didn't care about her that much, and that she cared about her all because of a momentary fascination, on the day she left, Xiao Jiuzheng held Chia Ya's hand, and this month, Xiao Jiuzheng hadn't taken the initiative to get close to her anymore.So when Chia Ya was held by Xiao Jiuzheng's hand, she didn't pull herself away, but let Xiao Jiuzheng hold her hand. On the contrary, at this moment, Chia Ya felt a little reluctant.

"Qian Ya, I will wait for you to come back, no matter how long." Xiao Jiuzheng said to Chia Ya very seriously. When parting, Xiao Jiuzheng found out that no matter how much psychological adjustment was made, it was all fake at this moment. She just couldn't let go. Any adjustments will be void.

At this moment, she didn't say anything, because she didn't know what to say, but there was a subtle touch in her heart.

The author has something to say: Xiao Jiuzheng: I am so infatuated, Chia, are you sure you don't want it?

Chia: I told you I'm straight

Xiao Jiuzheng: Well, I went to play with other pretty girls, are you sure you won't regret it?

Chia Ya: Don't be flamboyant!