Abandoned

Xiao Jiuzheng had a strange dream, like a spectator who stayed out of the matter. The dream started from the moment when he pushed him away in a childish manner.

Before Chia Ya met Li Junhao at the age of 17, this dream was the same as her own childhood memory. Seeing Chia Ya and herself when they were young, Xiao Jiuzheng could not help but smile in relief.But the dream gradually changed, the person who fell off the horse was not himself, but Chia Ya.Li Junhao rescued Qian Ya, Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Qian Ya in the dream, and held on tightly to Li Junhao's shy appearance.She realized that this was Chia and herself before coming to this world.

She watched Chia Ya wearing her wedding dress, she had never seen such a beautiful Chia Ya, and she had never seen Chia Ya who smiled so shyly without any gloom.Regardless of whether it is the self in another world or the current self, I can only watch Qian Ya step by step towards the sedan chair where Li Junhao came to welcome her, and watch Qian Ya become Li Junhao's queen.

Seeing Li Junhao coaxing Chia Ya with sweet words, Chia Ya at that time was truly happy, that smile was so purely happy.It would be fine if Li Junhao had been coaxing Chia Ya for the rest of his life, but Li Junhao still entangled himself. He was not sincere to Chia Ya, but just wanted to use Chia Ya and the Dugu family.

Missing and worrying about Chia Ya, in order to get close to Chia Ya, being the third lady of the Xiao family, regardless of everyone's opposition, marrying Li Junhao as a concubine, all this is to get closer to Chia Ya.She finally fell into Chia Ya's eyes, but Chia Ya's eyes were filled with disgust and disdain for her.

Those scenes turned quickly like the pages of a book, Li Junhao won the world, and his true face was exposed little by little.He no longer coaxed Chia with such a low profile, and even blatantly pampered himself, making the jealous Chia a different person. Chia's dislike and disdain for herself quickly turned into jealousy and resentment.

Xiao Jiucheng knew all the things Chia Ya did to her, and she silently accepted all Chia Ya's venting, and she even felt that she had harmed Chia Ya.

Until he knew that Li Junzheng had been giving Chia Ya the Bizi Tang, that Xiao Jiuzheng obviously realized that Li Junzheng would never treat Chia Ya kindly, and would not even save Chia Ya's life.Xiao Jiuzheng, who had been secretly taking Bizitang, stopped taking Bizitang. If she wanted to protect Qianya at all costs, she had to give birth to a prince for Qianya, and Li Junhao had to die.Looking at this scene, Xiao Jiuzheng, who was a spectator, couldn't help it, her eyes were red, because she knew it was too late.

Sure enough, with Li Junhao's throne stable, Dugu Jin's death, and the decline of the Dugu family, Li Junhao completely broke with Chia Ya, was abolished on the grounds that Chia Ya was jealous and had no heirs, and then wiped out the Dugu family, looking helpless The remorseful Chia was driven crazy little by little in the limbo.All of this, Xiao Jiuzheng in the previous life was powerless to stop it, just like he was powerless to stop it now when he saw it all, Xiao Jiuzheng, as a spectator, could empathize with the heart-wrenching pain of despair.The helplessness and pain of Chia and her other self are like the pain of Chia tightly choking her neck, it is endless pain, she knows that the other self at that time just wanted to die under Chia's hand, and die together with Chia relief.

Chia was bestowed to death, she embraced Chia who was lost forever, just like in a dream, she was pushed away by Chia, and the dream was over.

When Xiao Jiuzheng opened his eyes, he found himself being hugged in Chia Ya's arms with tears streaming down his face.

"Don't cry, you cry so hard that my heart hurts." Chia Ya said holding Xiao Jiuzheng tightly.

"Qianya, I had a long, long dream." Xiao Jiuzheng hugged Qianya tightly and said.

"Dreams are just dreams, none of them are real." Chia Ya comforted, she felt that Xiao Jiuzheng in this world had come back, she didn't know what Xiao Jiuzheng dreamed about, but she didn't want to see Xiao Jiuzheng cry, no matter that one or this one , made her feel so distressed.

"I dreamed that I lost you, but I could only watch as I lost you." Xiao Jiuzheng said with tears falling more fiercely, the dream was too uncomfortable, whether it was for Chia Ya or for another self, recalling that scene scene, will feel distressed.

"I'm here, always." Chia Ya hugged Xiao Jiuzheng tightly, and patted Xiao Jiuzheng's back lightly.

"Qianya." Xiao Jiuzheng called Qianya's name with tears in her eyes. She hugged Qianya even tighter. When she thought of the sufferings Qianya had suffered in these two lives, her heart ached. No matter whether it was herself or herself in another life, she couldn't take good care of her. Live Chia.Being so ruthless for two lifetimes, I failed to protect Qianya well.

Chia Ya gently stroked Xiao Jiuzheng's hair. Many times, the two Xiao Jiuzheng could overlap seamlessly.

The lightning and thunder outside have stopped, and even the rain has gradually stopped. Tomorrow will probably be sunny after the rain, with fresh air and bright sunshine.

"Qianya, tell me, what happened to you in this world?" Suddenly one day, Xiao Jiuzheng asked Qianya.Most of the time, Xiao Jiuzheng would also think of Qianya in this world, and would miss her in his heart, and also feared that she would have a bad life.

"She may have gone to my original world." Chia Ya replied, she didn't tell Xiao Jiuzheng that she had seen Xiao Jiuzheng in the original world before.She didn't want Xiao Jiuzheng to be jealous. After all, think about it differently. If Xiao Jiuzheng was always concerned about another self, even if it was herself, she would be jealous.Fortunately, Xiao Jiuzheng in this world was replaced by him before he had time to fall in love with him. No, Xiao Jiuzheng has been thinking about himself since he was a child. Thinking that this Qianya might also miss another self, she couldn't help being jealous up.

"Didn't you die in your original world?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked.

"Why do you care so much about her? The one you really love is her, not me?" Chia Ya asked with jealousy.

"She is you, and you are jealous of yourself, big jealousy." Xiao Jiuzheng said with a smile.

"I don't believe it, if I miss another you, won't you be jealous?" Chia countered.

"Why don't you miss her? She has paid a lot to you silently!" Xiao Jiuzheng said coldly, ghosts are not jealous, but for the sake of the other person who was so miserable in the past, she can turn out that Chia Ya occasionally misses that person .In the future, she will only be better than she is to Chia Ya, so that Chia Ya doesn't have the heart to miss her.

Chia Ya just laughed, her tone was so sour that it felt like the vinegar jar had been overturned.

"You are thinking about her, and I am thinking about another you, isn't it fair?" You must know that you have been spying on Chia's beauty since you were very young, although it was completely unconscious at that time, but anyway, the other Chia Already started to attract myself.

"Don't miss her, she is doing well now, and she is with the other you now." Chia Ya said.

"How do you know?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked with a frown.

"You can dream of me and her, and I dream of her and you." Chia actually felt like a dream.

"When did you dream about it? Why haven't I heard from you?" Xiao Jiuzheng felt that Chia Ya must be hiding something. After all, Chia Ya is not such a person who can hide secrets.

"I dreamed that they kissed me, what's there to say, and it has nothing to do with you." Qian Ya argued.

"That's another me, how can it be okay? Are you jealous of another you for another me?" The more Xiao Jiuzheng thought about it, the more likely it was.

"You, me, me, my head hurts. Anyway, she is doing well. She only has memories of before she was 17 years old. Except for waking up overnight and becoming an orphan, she has no other hardships. It is a blessing. The other you are also very good to her." Chia Ya was very happy for her other self, and it would be better if she didn't have some memories.

Looking at Chia Ya's serious expression, Xiao Jiuzheng believed that what Chia Ya said was true, thinking that another Chia Ya would suffer less suffering, Xiao Jiuzheng felt very relieved.

"Qianya." Xiao Jiuzheng temporarily put the other Chiya to the back of his mind, thinking about one thing.

"Huh?" Chia responded.

"I sewed the wedding dress for you with my own hands. Can you show me how to wear it?" Xiao Jiuzheng was very concerned about how Chia Ya wore the wedding dress back then. She wanted to let Chia Ya wear the wedding dress she made herself one day, and then marry yourself.

"I'm already old, what kind of wedding dress should I wear? Besides, we've already been in court, and you've already entered our Dugu's house." Chia Ya is very concerned about the fact that she is still wearing a wedding dress as an old woman. , the heart is rejection.

"I've been sewing for a long time, Chia, you just wear it for others to see, okay, and there are no outsiders." Xiao Jiuzheng said coquettishly to Chia.

"No!" Chia felt embarrassed even thinking about it.

"Qian Ya, let's see through it, okay, just once..." Xiao Jiuzheng did not give up and grinded on Chia Ya's temper, anyway, the one who won in the end must be himself, Chia Ya is a typical hard-talking and soft-hearted man.

Sure enough, Xiao Jiuzheng lost her temper time and time again, and finally Chiaya gave up her old face, and put on a bright red wedding dress at a very young age.Fortunately, Chia Ya was born beautiful, wearing a wedding dress, she was extremely glamorous, Xiao Jiuzheng became so beastly on the spot, and couldn't wait to take off Chia Ya's wedding dress again.Xiao Jiuzheng fully demonstrated what it means to be physically weak, and the superb skill of combining skills.

The current Qianya of the soul, because of limited memory and few experiences, has no so much concern, so she has never dreamed about it, and will not have any concern for another Xiao Jiuzheng.

Xiao Jiuzheng knew that Chia Ya hadn't lost his memory, he was really young, and he spoiled Chia Ya who was half his own mind.Xiao Jiuzheng was more relieved that Chia Ya never had any past memories, she was reluctant to let Chia Ya have any painful memories of the past.Although Xiao Jiuzheng would occasionally think of another Chia Ya and wondered if she was all right, but she would not worry too much. After all, she is also very happy with her current life. I cherish it more and more.This Chia Ya's mind is not mature enough, she knows that one day Chia Ya will mature slowly, and she can take care of her growth.Compared with the other Chia, this Chia has never loved anyone, and she is the first person she fell in love with. Chia's love is more pure and unreserved.But no matter who is elegant, elegant is elegant, awkward and arrogant, once you fall in love, you will do everything you can to treat the person you love, although sometimes it looks a little clumsy, but at that moment the most sincere heart.

"Xiao Jiuzheng." One night, Chia Ya hugged Xiao Jiuzheng, and gently called Xiao Jiuzheng's name. The growing love for Xiao Jiuzheng made her feel the strong emotion stirring her heart, which made Chia Ya feel She was inexplicably uneasy, she had never cared so much about a person before, which made her a little overwhelmed.

"Huh?" Xiao Jiuzheng, who had been tossed by Chia Ya several times, was limp and had no strength at all, and even his voice was as soft as water. When he opened his mouth, he was as charming as when he was in Chenghuan.Recently, Chia Ya has become more enthusiastic and strong in bed affairs. Xu is young at heart, full of curiosity, coupled with good physical strength, and loves to toss her more and more in different ways, often making her defeated.It was a sweet torture, she wished she had Chia Ya's good physical strength, otherwise she would have to change her ways to torment Chia Ya.

"Why is there always a feeling that nothing is enough, I wish I could eat you into my stomach and fill my heart with it." Chia Ya talked about her inner feelings, and after she finished speaking, she felt ashamed and panicked, how to say it out, especially like what Xiao Jiuzheng said on weekdays What about those shameless sweet words?It was hard for her to imagine that she had said such nasty words just now, but it was obviously her sincerity.

Xiao Jiuzheng couldn't help laughing when he heard the words, Chia Ya only felt this way now, she had felt this way very early on.

The author has something to say: a sweet ending.

After more than a year of scrapping this article, I finally finished coding.

The next long article in Jinjiang will be excavated in a few days.

It may be another big pit, and there will be different attempts on the subject matter.

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