Abandoned

Su Qing looked at Lu Ningxue deeply, although he didn't speak, but the door was not closed, it was acquiescence for Lu Ningxue to come in.

If Lu Ningxue couldn't understand Su Qingchen's acquiescence, she would be an idiot. Obviously, she was not an idiot, so she immediately followed into the room and closed the door behind her.

Once the door was closed, only she and Su Qingchen were left in the room. Although they had been in the same room for more than ten years, Lu Ningxue had never been so stiff and nervous.

"What do you want to tell me?" Su Qingchen sat on the bed and asked Lu Ningxue who was standing there like a log. She could feel that Lu Ningxue was nervous.

"I don't know what to say, but I haven't had a good conversation with Senior Sister for a long time, and I always feel that something is missing..." Lu Ningxue really didn't know what to say, her mouth was already clumsy, she just wanted to see Senior Sister more, as long as Looking at the big sister, she missed the time she spent with the big sister in the past.

"I didn't deliberately snub you, but if you love women unchanged, I think you should avoid danger." Su Qingchen knew that Lu Ningxue must have thought that he was deliberately ignoring her these days, so Su Qingchen instinctively defended herself road.

"I know, I didn't blame the big sister. It's good that the big sister didn't treat me as a monster." Lu Ningxue said with a deep smile to Su Qing. The big sister didn't think of herself as a monster. good.

Su Qing listened to Lu Ningxue's words, and knew that Lu Ningxue must have been treated as a monster before, so she couldn't help feeling a little distressed.

"Since ancient times, it's not uncommon to break one's sleeves and divide the peaches. They are not monsters, and you are not a monster. As long as people who have not done anything harmful to nature, they should not be regarded as monsters." Su Qingchen said in a lukewarm tone. , but if you listen carefully, you will know that this is Su Qingshen's words to comfort Lu Ningxue.

Su Qingshen's words made Lu Ningxue's eyes turn red. After her affair with Lu Feiluo was exposed, everyone regarded her as an unfaithful monster. The contemptuous and mocking gaze was like a sharp thorn, piercing her with nowhere to hide. The embarrassment of that day is still fresh in my memory.

"Big sister..." Lu Ningxue's big sister seemed to be full of deep emotions, which is hard to describe. The kind of gratitude that was understood and regarded as ordinary, coupled with the deep emotions accumulated in the first place, can never be estimated.

Su Qingshen looked at Lu Ningxue's red eyes, and her heart tightened. Sometimes she felt that Lu Ningxue was like a newborn child, too weak, too innocent and kind. She often felt that if Lu Ningxue didn't have her own protection, It's hard to live in this world.Therefore, since Lu Ningxue entered Qingfeng Temple, she couldn't help but take care of her more.But she never thought that Lu Ningxue would have such feelings for herself, and Su Qingshen was also full of contradictions in her heart. She clearly felt that such feelings should not be there, but on the other hand, she did not reject Lu Ningxue's feelings for her. The admiration, even after the initial surprise, was less of a surprise.

In fact, when she thought about it later, she could still find many clues to Lu Ningxue's feelings for her in the past ten years.Lu Ningxue has never had close friends with others, but she is very close to herself. Even if she was rewarded with a thousand taels of gold, she would give it to herself without reservation. After going down the mountain to exchange the paintings for money, she would never forget to buy tea for herself.Lu Ningxue is doing her best to treat herself in her own way.

Su Qingchen actually knows that she treats Lu Ningxue better than others. She just takes it for granted that this special treatment is because Lu Ningxue is special, kinder and weaker than others, and is unable to take good care of herself than others. She She has never thought about it, the special treatment she has for Lu Ningxue is the special feeling for Lu Ningxue.She was just used to Lu Ningxue's dependence and closeness, and even took Lu Ningxue's kindness to her as a reward for her kindness. After all, Lu Ningxue was such a kind person.

"In this world, women's lives are harder than men's. If you like women, I'm afraid you will have more hardships than ordinary women. Otherwise, find a reliable woman and treat you well. The pain of having children." Su Qingshen said worriedly.

"Eldest sister, don't drive me down the mountain. I don't ask the elder sister to respond, I just ask the elder sister to let me like you silently. I want to stay by the elder sister's side for the rest of my life, just like in the past. Elder sister, you are like As I said before, just pretend that you never knew about it, and I won’t mention it in the future, okay?” Lu Ningxue doesn’t ask the senior sister to respond at all, but only wants to be able to silently stand by the senior sister’s side, and restore her relationship with the senior sister. Senior sister's past life was enough for her, and she was too greedy before.

Su Qing looked at Lu Ningxue's earnest look, that kind of humbleness was indeed like that ball of dough, not aggressive at all.

"Yeah." Su Qing nodded deeply. In fact, she didn't like the state of Lu Ningxue and she also hoped that everything would return to normal.It's just that Su Qingchen didn't know, even if he pretended not to know what he knew, he was just deceiving himself and others.

"That's great, Senior Sister." Lu Ningxue said happily. Lu Ningxue really thought that as long as she restrained herself and didn't deviate, she and Senior Sister would be back to normal.

Su Qing looked at Lu Ningxue smiling, and his mood rose slightly.

"Then Eldest Sister, I won't disturb your rest, I'll go back right away." Seeing that it was getting late, Lu Ningxue took the initiative to resign.

"From now on, you'll still sleep on my side, and that room will also need to be repaired." Su Qingchen said to Lu Ningxue.

When Lu Ningxue heard this, she looked at the senior sister in surprise. Just now, the senior sister said to avoid suspicion.

"Since we want to return to the way it was in the past, it's good to be like the way it was in the past, and it's good to clean up by itself." Su Qingchen said to Lu Ningxue.

Of course Lu Ningxue wanted to sleep with Su Qingshen, but she didn't dare to mention it at all. Now that the senior sister allowed herself to sleep with her again, Lu Ningxue was so happy that she danced and danced, not knowing where to put her hands.

"I'll just... go back and pack my things..." Lu Ningxue wished she could sleep with Su Qingchen right away tonight.

"It's too late, don't bother, you can help me tomorrow." Su Qingchen felt that it was very late, and it was best not to disturb other people's sleep.

"Well, I listened to the elder sister." Lu Ningxue felt that before entering the elder sister's room tonight, she felt uncomfortable, but now, she seemed to be alive again, and her heart was so happy that she was full of expectations for tomorrow.

Su Qingchen looked at Lu Ningxue's well-behaved, but actually foolish look, and couldn't help but smile slightly, with a hint of indulgence in her smile, her gloomy mood today actually improved a lot.

Although Chia Ya and Xiao Jiuzheng wished that such a happy and carefree life would not be disturbed by anyone, as long as Xiao Jiuzheng was the queen mother for a day, such days would end sooner or later.

Not long after dawn that day, Wenzhu and Mrs. Shun, who always get up early, were going to the street to buy some things for her young lady and the queen mother, but just as they opened the gate of the yard, they saw guards standing outside the door. The guards are no strangers, they are all from the palace.She saw a big sedan chair less than ten steps in front of the door. The guards lifted the curtain of the sedan chair, and the lady protector got off the sedan chair.

Sister-in-law Shun had never seen such a formation before, and she was a little frightened.

"My maidservant pays my respects to Madam!" Wenzhu hurriedly knelt down and saluted.

With a plop, Mrs. Shun also knelt down.

"Is the Queen Mother in there?" Xiao Jingxi asked. Although Xiao Jingxi was over forty years old, she has been pampered and loved by her husband all these years, and has become more beautiful, dignified, gentle and elegant.

"Your Majesty is inside." After all, Wen Zhu had stayed in the palace before, so his behavior was quite decent.

Xiao Jingxi stepped into the gate of Qianya's small courtyard, Wenzhu immediately moved aside, and then entered the courtyard with Xiao Jingxi, all the guards stood guard outside the gate.

Xiao Jingxi entered the hall and sat on the main seat.

"She hasn't gotten up yet?" Xiao Jingxi asked.

"Your Majesty is still sleeping, I'm going to invite your Majesty right now." Wen Zhu said very decently.

"It's still early, I'll just wait here and let her sleep more." Xiao Jingxi said very considerately, as expected of Xiao Jiuzheng's good sister.

"Ma'am, it will take a long time for the empress to sleep until she wakes up naturally." Wenzhu emphasized the word "long time", knowing that the empress dowager and the young lady are very affectionate, and often in the morning...