Abandoned

"Qianya." Seeing that Jin'er's complexion was a little pale, Xiao Jiucheng had to stop Qianya.

After hearing Xiao Jiuzheng's voice, Chia Ya looked at Xiao Jiuzheng and let go of Jin'er at the same time.Looking at Xiao Jiuzheng, Chia fell into a kind of chaos. The world she had created for more than a month seemed to collapse at once.

After Jin'er got her freedom, seeing Xiao Jiuzheng winking at her and telling her to back down, Jin'er almost ran and crawled to escape from Jiuzheng Palace, she still had lingering fears about her imminent death just now.

"You have been procrastinating, why on earth?" Qian Ya approached Xiao Jiuzheng, asking in a cold tone.

Chia Ya's cold tone let Xiao Jiuzheng know that everything was back to the original.

"Not everything will get better after knowing the answer. I don't want you to suffer." If possible, she hoped that Chia would not retrieve her lost memories, those memories would only make Chia more painful.

"I need to know what happened to me in the past ten years, instead of being manipulated like a fool. I want you to tell me from the beginning to the end, what happened to my lost 17 years of memory!" She wants to believe that what Jiner said is true, she needs Xiao Jiuzheng to tell herself that none of this is true, but she also knows that she can no longer trust Xiao Jiuzheng.

"I promised you, I will tell you, and now I will fulfill my promise. 17 years ago, just a few days after the last thing you remember, our Taijun Xiaofu's birthday, Dugu's family, and Wu Wangfu are all inviting On the day of my birthday, I don’t know who proposed the horse race. You chose the strongest horse in our Xiao’s house, but that horse got out of control. Jun Hao stepped forward to check. He rescued you who almost fell off the horse. You fell in love with him at first sight. Originally, he was going to propose to our Xiao family, but instead to your Dugu family..." Xiao Jiuzheng said with a heavy tone The scene that made her feel the most uncomfortable in the past was when she pushed Chia Ya into Li Junhao's arms, causing Chia Ya to fall into a situation beyond redemption, for which she blamed herself for more than ten years.

What Xiao Jiuzheng and Jin'er said were similar. When listening to Jin'er, Chia could not accept it, but after listening to Xiao Jiuzheng's narration, Chia felt her body trembling, but because she was too sad, she shed tears instead. Can't flow out.If what they said was true, her father and younger brother who loved her the most, everything would no longer exist, and she was even the sinner who destroyed Dugu's family, how could Chia Ya accept all of this.She felt as if she was being forced into the water, the pain of being almost drowned, but she couldn't find any driftwood, and she was even powerless to resist this pain.Maybe the sky is falling, but that's all.

"Impossible, you clearly said that they are stationed outside the Great Wall..." Qian Ya yelled at Xiao Jiuzheng, how she hoped Xiao Jiuzheng would refute herself.

"I don't want you to be sad, I want you to take care of your body and I'll tell you..." Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Chia Ya's trembling body, she felt her heart was cut, but she couldn't share the pain for Chia Ya.

"Take me to see them!" Chia Ya said without any discussion.

Xiao Jiuzheng knew that Chia Ya would not give up as long as she didn't see it, so without saying a word, she took Chia Ya to the cemetery where more than 100 lives of the Dugu family were buried.

After Chia Ya entered the cemetery, her body couldn't help shaking. She saw many familiar names, and even many names with the double surname Dugu that she didn't recognize.When she saw the two tombstones of Dugu Jin and Dugu Cheng, her body felt dizzy, which almost made her unable to stand.

"Qianya..." Xiao Jiuzheng wanted to step forward and hug Qianya who was still trembling.

"Don't touch me!" Qian Ya fiercely pushed Xiao Jiuzheng away. At this moment, she was full of hatred and malice towards the world that suddenly became dark.

Chia Ya had practiced martial arts before, and in this situation, she would not pay attention to her hand strength at all. After Xiao Jiuzheng was pushed away by Chia Ya, she staggered back a few steps and hit the tombstone behind. Xiao Jiuzheng was almost unable to stand due to the severe pain.

Chia Ya doesn't want to see Xiao Jiuzheng, at this moment, she doesn't want to see anyone, she doesn't know what to do, she hopes that all this is fake, all this is just a nightmare, as long as she wakes up, she will return to her 17 years old.However, the nightmare could not wake up and continued.In this nightmare, all of this is true, her father and younger brother are both dead, and she has nothing to rely on.

Xiao Jiuzheng didn't care about the pain in his back, wanted to chase, but couldn't catch up, so he could only let his guards follow her, to ensure Qianya's safety, she wasn't sure that Qianya would not seek death in despair.Even if Chia Ya can survive, it will take a period of time and space to digest this, which is too cruel for Chia Ya.

Chia ran aimlessly, without even knowing that she was running, until she ran to a big river, there was no way forward, just like her current situation.Chia's emotions completely collapsed, and she howled loudly.In the past, Chia walked into the abyss step by step. Now Chia, whose soul is only seventeen, is more fragile than the previous Chia. She was directly pushed into the abyss, and she couldn't adapt to her situation at all.

At this moment Xiao Jiuzheng has rushed over, she dare not get close to Chia Ya, she knows that Chia Ya is not anyone who can comfort her at this time, she can only look at Chia Ya who is crying like a wild beast from a distance, and she can't help crying along with Chia Ya.

Chia Ya knelt and sat by the river, crying towards the rushing river for an unknown how long, the crying gradually faded to the back, because Chia Ya had been crying for too long.

It was getting dark gradually, but the dawn came again after such a long night, Chia Ya's body was still kneeling there motionless, and Xiao Jiuzheng had been guarding in the distance.

It's just that after dawn, it rained suddenly, and Chia Ya was drenched in the rain again under extreme sadness, and she would definitely catch the wind and cold, so Xiao Jiuzheng came to Chia Ya's side, holding an umbrella for Chia Ya, so that Chia Ya wouldn't get wet.

Chia Ya raised her head to look at Xiao Jiuzheng, Xiao Jiuzheng looked at herself sadly, which made Chia Ya feel inexplicably angry.

"You should be very happy to fool me these days. Are you trying to highlight your high tolerance and kindness? I am a worthless dog in the water now. Do you think that if you fish me out of the water, I will tell you Wagging your tail and begging for mercy?" Chia Ya looked at Xiao Jiuzheng with red eyes, and asked in a hoarse voice.If the enemy is alive, she can still take revenge on the enemy, but if the enemy is dead, what is she doing alive?In the past, she could still hate Xiao Jiuzheng with anger, but now Chia Ya has never really experienced those things, nor has she fallen in love with Li Junhao, so she can look at the so-called past more objectively.At least from Xiao Jiuzheng and Jin'er's description, Chia Ya has no real reason to hate Xiao Jiuzheng.If you have to find a reason to hate Xiao Jiuzheng, it is Xiao Jiuzheng's deception to her after she woke up. This kind of deception, in the eyes of Chia Ya now, is a kind of revenge and fooling her past.Chia Ya, who found a reason, had no choice but to vent her anger on Xiao Jiuzheng, because all her pain and hatred had no focus.