Abandoned

If Chia Ya's personality was closer, she would probably go into the gazebo, and at least she should be curious about Xiao Jingxi's identity, but because she felt that Xiao Jiuzheng was equal to Xiao Jingxi, this made Chia Ya not aware of this sudden appearance, unfamiliar and irrelevant person. Too much desire to know.

Chia Ya doesn't want to know Xiao Jingxi, but Xiao Jingxi is very curious about Chia Ya. The more Xiao Jingxi looks at Chia Ya, the more she feels that the person in front of her looks more like Dugu Chia Ya. picture.Xiao Jingxi feels that everyone has their own aura, and Dugu Chiaya's aura is particularly special, which is incompatible with ordinary women, but Xiao Jingxi observes Chia carefully, but he can still feel a slightly different feeling from Dugu Chiaya, but Xiao Jingxi can't say Come on, what's the difference.

"The more I look at her, the more I feel that she looks like Dugu Qianya. It's hard to imagine that there is such a similar person in this world, with similar charm, but it seems that something is missing, but there is no such similar person in this world." Xiao Jingxi looked at Chia carefully, and said to Xiao Jiuzheng with a sigh.

"There are all kinds of wonders in this world, otherwise why would it be called a surprise?" Xiao Jiuzheng said disapprovingly, but in his heart he admired her sister's delicacy very much. The sister could feel the subtle difference, which is precisely because of Qian Ya's memory lost for more than ten years, and her lost memory And the feeling that the years have settled down.It may not be that the 34-year-old Chia will grow much better than the 17-year-old Chia, but everything that has been experienced will definitely leave traces.Chia Ya even lost the memory of being a queen, the aura of being in charge of the six palaces, the feeling of having truly experienced a high position that no woman has ever experienced, and the feeling of not having experienced those Chia Ya must. It's different, the current Chia Ya loses the aura and momentum brought by the empress in front of her mother, the more proud feeling. The 17-year-old Chia is difficult to approach, and the 34-year-old Chia is actually even more difficult to approach.

The 17-year-old Chia Ya didn't know the arrogance of the sky and the earth. After marrying Li Junhao, she probably had a happy life, but then gradually discovered that this world is not as beautiful as she thought, and her pride was destroyed time and time again, just like The tentacles were broken again and again, each time, it was bloody, and she was not like others, once broken, there would be nothing, her proud tentacles would grow back again and again, and then be broken by reality again and again, so wronged Asking for perfection in exchange for Li Junhao's cruel treatment.Xiao Jiuzheng felt distressed every time he thought of Chia Ya who went crazy in the cold palace.

Sometimes Xiao Jiuzheng is very contradictory, and she also feels sorry. After all, the 34-year-old Chia disappeared, that is the real and complete Chia, but she is also glad that Chia lost those memories, even if she was told everything she had experienced one day, As long as she didn't recall everything she experienced later, her pain wouldn't be as painful as before, and she wouldn't hate herself to the death like she used to.That feeling is very subtle.

"Aren't you going to call her over and let my sister get to know her?" Xiao Jingxi was obviously very curious about this Dugu and elegant woman.

"I'm in a strange environment, and I'm not used to meeting strangers. After a while, I'll introduce to my sister." Xiao Jiuzheng evaded, saying that Chia Ya must have a new identity in the future, and she thought Chia Ya would have a new identity. After identity, let Chia get in touch with people other than herself.

"I've never seen you protecting someone so carefully. Are you still afraid that your sister will scare her?" Xiao Jingxi never expected that a person who looks like a lonely and elegant person holds so much weight in Jiucheng's heart.Protecting an outsider so carefully is much more than a sister's feeling, thinking about Xiao Jingxi is a bit uncomfortable.Then he felt something was wrong, how could this person who just entered the palace be able to get such deep love from Jiucheng, that was Jiucheng's empathy for Dugu Qianya.

Xiao Jiuzheng just smiled, neither admitting nor denying it.

"Your love for her came from Dugu Qianya?" Xiao Jingxi asked.

Xiao Jiuzheng nodded, she just didn't tell her sister, that person was Chia Ya, 17-year-old Chia Ya's soul, 34-year-old body.

"As expected, how long have you been in love with Dugu Qianya?" You must know that she has always felt that [-]% of them are very cold, and that a substitute can receive [-]% of this level of attention. When Xiao Jingxi thought about it carefully, he felt very shocked. Ninety percent of his affection for Dugu Qianya, that's fine, the more Xiao Jingxi thought about it, the more terrifying he felt.

"I don't know when I fell in love with you, but I just remember how she looked when she first came to our Xiao Mansion, thinking how could there be such a beautiful girl, and I even remember clearly what kind of clothes she was wearing that day. At that time, there was a desire to get close to her in my heart, but she pushed me away that day and ignored me. I think of it after many years, and I feel unhappy. I thought, if one day I and her can Be good, I will tell her the grievance that day, although I don't know what the meaning of doing that is. I even don't hesitate to marry Li Junhao as a concubine, who knows, she is so jealous, not only can't make friends with her, but Make her hate me even more." Xiao Jiuzheng often thinks that she has always been smart, but she was too late to understand her own mind. If she knew her mind earlier, she would probably have a clearer understanding of what she wanted to do earlier. .It would not be so many years to let myself wander in the chaos, at a loss, so that nothing can be redeemed.

Although the tone was flat, Xiao Jingxi could feel the loneliness and loss.

"But she is not Dugu Qianya after all." Xiao Jingxi had to remind, originally thought that Jiuzheng was the most rational and calm, intelligent beyond the world, but now it seems that Jiuzheng is the most affectionate person among her three sisters.Sometimes deep love is not necessarily a good thing.

"But it resembles her very much." Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Chia Ya, his gaze was so deep and soft.

Xiao Jingxi looked at Xiao Jiuzheng's gaze, and then looked at Qianya outside, she really looked like Dugu Qianya, at that moment she felt that Jiuzheng was already loving the woman outside with the heart that loved Dugu Qianya.At this moment, Xiao Jingxi's mood was very complicated, some were happy for Xiao Jiuzheng, and some were worried.

"How do you feel, since you have her, you won't need my elder sister to enter the palace to accompany you from time to time." Xiao Jingxi said savoringly.

"You are my sister, she is her, how can it be the same?" Xiao Jiuzheng said with a smile.

Speaking of her elder sister, Xiao Jingxi suddenly thought of her second younger sister, who was also sister to Jiuzheng, but she was far from getting close and loved by Jiuzheng. She also thought that her second younger sister had always had a very bad relationship with Dugu Qianya. With that kind of thought, she will inevitably not think too much.

"You have never been so close to Yixuan since you were a child, and you even relegated her husband and wife to Lingnan regardless of affection, but because of Dugu Qianya?" Xiao Jingxi asked.

"Ten fingers can be long or short, and the same is true of people's hearts. Isn't my sister closer to me than my second sister?" If he admits that he demoted the second sister and his wife to Lingnan because of Qianya, it will make my sister unhappy, so Xiao Jiuzheng simply Do not admit it.