Abandoned

"Speak up!" Qian Ya looked at Xiao Jiuzheng's silence, and she was very angry.

"I'll tell you when your body can move freely." In Xiao Jiuzheng's view, Chia Ya is at most just confused and uneasy about losing more than ten years of memory, but once Chia Ya knows all the past, it will not only be Confused and restless, more sorrow and pain of losing a loved one, she also hoped that Chia Ya would be less painful for a few days.

"Is there a difference?" Chia asked angrily.

"Yes." Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Qian Ya and replied firmly.

"What's the difference?" Chia continued to ask.

"If Chia Ya thinks there is no difference, it's okay for you to find out a few days later." Xiao Jiuzheng didn't answer directly, but took Chia Ya into the army instead.

"For me, of course, the sooner I know, the better." Chia Ya said in embarrassment, she felt that Xiao Jiuzheng was playing with her in the palm of her hand, but she knew this state, but she had nothing to do with Xiao Jiuzheng.After waking up, all the feelings made her feel powerless, and she really hated this state more and more.

"Then cultivate your body well." Xiao Jiuzheng said to Chia Ya with a smile, only a good body can withstand greater hardships.

"You!" Chia Ya stared at Xiao Jiuzheng, too angry to speak. The 17-year-old Chia Ya has always wanted the wind to make the wind and the rain to make the rain since she was a child. Dugu Jin is almost obedient to her, and she has never felt so aggrieved by being played by Xiao Jiuzheng.

Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Chia Ya's face when she was angry, her facial features looked more beautiful, and her whole body seemed full of life. This kind of Chia Ya made Xiao Jiuzheng return to her girlhood in a trance, when Chia Ya was so proud and beautiful without any impurities .After marrying, Chia Ya was forced to accept Li Junhao as a concubine, and later even had to accept Li Junhao's concubines one after another. Those proud and beautiful eyes lost their purity.So at this moment, Xiao Jiuzheng seemed to see Chia Ya's soul as a girl through Chia Ya's skin. She felt that it was Chia Ya's most beautiful time. In the end, Chia was pushed farther and farther.But sometimes, Xiao Jiuzheng felt that it was better to be hated by Chia Ya than to leave no trace in Chia Ya's heart.

Qian Ya felt that Xiao Jiuzheng was looking at her intently. She was angry with Xiao Jiuzheng, but suddenly remembered that Xiao Jiuzheng said that she had a different relationship with her, and she felt very uncomfortable.Just now she was so angry that she completely forgot about it, but she felt that something was wrong. If there was such a relationship between them, how could Xiao Jiuzheng treat herself like this.

"I don't care what relationship I had with you before, but I'm telling you very clearly now that I don't like you now." Chia Ya justly reiterated that Xiao Jiuzheng made her uncomfortable just now, so she was a little unscrupulous towards Xiao Jiuzheng confrontation.

Although this sentence, in Xiao Jiuzheng's ears, made Xiao Jiuzheng very uncomfortable, even more uncomfortable than when Chia Ya said some hate and vicious words to herself before, but Xiao Jiuzheng just slightly raised his eyebrows, and gently retracted the words that fell on Chia Ya The gaze on her body does not want Chia to notice her true emotions.

Chia Ya saw that Xiao Jiuzheng didn't react at all. Sometimes she felt that Xiao Jiuzheng really liked her that way, but sometimes she felt that Xiao Jiuzheng didn't like herself that much, because too often, Xiao Jiuzheng's emotional reaction was not strong, such as now.Chia Ya felt that if it was changed, if she was Xiao Jiuzheng, she would definitely be angry or sad if the other party refused to admit her feelings, but at this moment, Xiao Jiuzheng could neither see sadness nor anger, and her emotions were as light as water .

"Qianya, we don't have the kind of personal relationship you think. I lied to you." Xiao Jiuzheng said suddenly. She felt that the lies she fabricated at will were just to satisfy her own selfishness, but she didn't consider Qianya's feelings. Obviously, Chia is very repulsive.It's just that the desire to tell Chia Ya's secret at that time was too strong, but after telling, Xiao Jiuzheng regretted it.In the past, no matter how much Chia hated herself, no matter how sad she was, she would not be so powerless to protect her heart. Chia Ya didn't know her secret, it was as if there was an iron wall to block Chia Ya's harm to her heart.But she told Chia Ya the secret, then, her heart seemed to be peeled off, and it was exposed naked in front of Chia Ya, that fragile heart like lychee meat, as long as Chia Ya thought, she could pinch her heart in front of Chia Ya at any time. It's so easy to knead the palms and stab yourself how you want.So before the shell was fully opened, Xiao Jiuzheng decided to close it again.

"You mean, the feelings between me and you, like husband and wife, are all fake?" Chia Ya asked.

Xiao Jiuzheng nodded with a smile, as if there was not much malicious play, but it was indeed a play.

Chia Ya's first feeling was a sigh of relief, and she thought, if she and Xiao Jiuzheng had an affair, why didn't she feel anything at all, only a feeling of rejection.At this moment, she is more inclined to choose to believe what Xiao Jiuzheng said now, because it is easy for people to choose to believe what they want to believe, so she ignores the reasons why she also chose to believe Xiao Jiuzheng yesterday.At this moment, Chia Ya ignores those reasons, and focuses more on her anger at being played by Xiao Jiuzheng. She is very angry when she thinks that Xiao Jiu has become such a thing, and even perfunctory to herself today.

"What's the relationship between you and me? Why are you playing with me?" Qian Ya asked extremely angrily.

"You will know in the future." Xiao Jiuzheng dropped this sentence and left, but he didn't want to explain more to Chia who was full of doubts.At this moment, her heart is also extremely contradictory. She knows that paper can't hold fire, and the longer she delays, the more angry Chia will be at herself, but she still wants to wait for Chia's health to improve.

Chia Ya, who was played by Xiao Jiuzheng, was not only not appeased, but was left ruthlessly. Chia Ya, who had nowhere to vent her anger, was almost blown away.Now, that little bit of her dependence on Xiao Jiuzheng has directly turned into a nuisance, and there is no more hateful woman than Xiao Jiuzheng.

Although Xiao Jiuzheng left, she still asked the palace servants to take good care of Chia Ya, such as taking the initiative to ask the palace servants to wait on her for a bath.

"Your Majesty ordered us to wait for you to take a bath." After the maid prepared the hot water, she said to Chia respectfully.

Chia Ya wanted to take a bath yesterday, even if she gets angry now, she won't make it difficult for herself.

"What about the woman?" Although Chia Ya could still feel Xiao Jiuzheng's carefulness, she still couldn't forgive Xiao Jiuzheng for his negligence, perfunctory and teasing. At least before she was 17 years old, she never had such aggrieved time in her memory.

"Your Majesty handles government affairs in the front hall." The maid replied truthfully, the person in front of her was the only person in the palace who showed disrespect to the Empress Dowager, but the Empress Dowager didn't seem to care at all.

Soaking in a large warm tub filled with the fragrance of flowers, the comfort of bathing relieved her inner anger, uneasiness, and apprehension. At least she could enjoy the comfort and leisure of bathing for a short moment. At this moment, these strange maids , It would be great if it was Tinger, Chia Ya thought with a sigh.

After taking a bath, Chia Ya sat in front of the bronze mirror and asked the maid to dress herself up. Just looking at the bronze mirror, she was more than ten years old, and she seemed strange and familiar. This is more than ten years older than before. The impact of age is even greater.It's one thing to know, but it's still hard to accept seeing yourself looking like a teenager. Chia Ya touched this beautiful face that lived up to her youth, and her heart was full of fear. It's not a dream, she is really no longer young, and she has lost more than ten years of memory.

Xiao Jiuzheng was in the front hall, and when she thought of Chia Ya taking a bath in her back hall, she felt a little uneasy. She really couldn't concentrate on handling government affairs, so she simply put down the memorial.Spread out the white paper on the side casually, and draw the picture floating in her mind. This is a completely unconscious action. After the drawing is finished, she realizes what she has drawn. Xiao Jiuzheng's fair face is slightly red And neck, she quickly crumpled the painting into a ball, not daring to look at it again.