Abandoned

"I'm tired, I'm going to bed." Chia Ya couldn't digest this matter at all now, and in a hurry, she could only find excuses to avoid Xiao Jiuzheng, and now she couldn't even look directly at Xiao Jiuzheng.

"Then you have a good rest, and call me if you have something to do." Xiao Jiuzheng knew that Chia Ya was avoiding him, so he didn't expose it, and said thoughtfully, but that's fine, as Chia Ya who dare not face himself, at least in a short period of time, will stop for a long time. Don't dare to ask yourself all kinds of questions, and let yourself talk less panic.Xiao Jiuzheng knew that the more lies he told, the worse it would be for him, but once the lies started, he couldn't stop.But there was a demon living in her heart, releasing her deepest desire hidden deep in her heart, Xiao Jiuzheng couldn't help sighing when she saw Chia Ya who was sleeping with her eyes closed.

Chia Ya, who closed her eyes and pretended to be tired, clearly felt that Xiao Jiuzheng was still looking at her, which made her extremely flustered and irritable.It's simply too ridiculous, how could she have such unspeakable feelings with Xiao Jiuzheng, who is also a woman?But she thought that the first thing she saw when she opened her eyes was Xiao Jiuzheng's heartbroken expression, which didn't look fake at all. Thinking of that scene, she became even more irritable.She didn't know what kind of attitude she had towards Xiao Jiuzheng before she lost her memory, but she was sure that she had no such thoughts towards Xiao Jiuzheng now.

Chia Ya felt that it took a long time before Xiao Jiuzheng looked away from her face. After Xiao Jiuzheng looked away, Chia Ya felt a sense of relief and got rid of the scene of facing a big enemy just now.Although Xiao Jiuzheng didn't continue to look at her, which made Chia feel better, she obviously felt that Xiao Jiuzheng hadn't left the room, and this sense of presence made Chia feel uncomfortable.

Chia Ya, who had suffered such a big change, couldn't sleep at all. Thinking of the scenes of her waking up, and what Xiao Jiuzheng said, that feeling, she always felt that she wanted to have an extremely absurd dream. She only hoped that this dream would wake up soon. Then she can go back to her 17-year-old self.

Finally, Chia Ya, who had closed her eyes for a long time but couldn't fall asleep, finally couldn't help opening her eyes. It was already dark and the candles were already lit. The candles in the palace were brightly lit, and the whole atmosphere was very quiet. There is a slight sound of turning pages.Chia Ya didn't know what time it was, and she didn't care what time it was, she instinctively looked in the direction of the sound, and saw Xiao Jiuzheng seriously reading a book under the candlelight.She looked at Xiao Jiuzheng secretly, but she was actually looking at Xiao Jiuzheng secretly.For a woman who suddenly has that kind of relationship, she will naturally be more curious about what this woman is like, what is so special about this woman, and why she has such a relationship with this woman.

The candlelight shone on Xiao Jiuzheng's face, making her elegant and bright face look particularly soft and beautiful, and she looked very different from other women.Chia Ya admitted that she also felt that Xiao Jiuzheng was different from ordinary women, but she was sure at the moment that she didn't have any thoughts looking at Xiao Jiuzheng like this.Chia Ya decided that since she had amnesia, she felt that she could just erase the feelings in the memory of the amnesia. That's right, Chia Ya decided not to admit it. Although she felt that she was going too far, but she There is no better way.The current Chia Ya's mind is just that of a 17-year-old girl. When encountering problems that she cannot solve, she chooses the most direct solution, which is to escape.

Xiao Jiuzheng seemed to feel the gaze from Chia Ya's direction, she didn't look up, she knew that Chia Ya might be peeking at her, if Chia Ya was peeking at herself, she hoped Chia Ya could look at her longer.She knew that her lies would definitely cause Chia a great deal of trouble, but there was no way to make Chia understand her heart more directly than this.She also guessed that Chia Ya would most likely not accept it, and just used the excuse of amnesia to evade the memory she didn't have in the past, even though the memory was false in the first place.Although Xiao Jiuzheng could predict the result, she was still willing to be that pebble, a pebble thrown into Qianyaxin Lake, even a little bit of waves and ripples would be better than being lonely and silent from beginning to end.

No matter how good-looking Xiao Jiu was, it was impossible for Chia Ya to change her sexuality all at once. After Chia Ya peeked at it a few times, she stopped looking at it.Not only was her body lying stiff, but she also felt that her body always had a cold aura like that of an underground palace, and her body also felt icy, which hadn't happened until now. She wanted to take a bath with hot water.It's just that now she has no choice but to ask Xiao Jiuzheng for help, but now she doesn't have the courage to face Xiao Jiuzheng, especially Xiao Jiuzheng who looks at her affectionately.So even Chia who wanted to take a bath could only hold back.

After Xiao Jiuzheng felt that Chia Ya's sight had disappeared, she raised her head and looked at Chia Ya.I saw that Chia Ya was bored and opened her eyes, looking at something without focus.

"Are you awake?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked softly.

"Hmm." Chia Ya didn't expect Xiao Jiuzheng to look over suddenly, so she had no time to close her eyes, so she could only bite the bullet and answer.

"Is there anything uncomfortable?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked with concern.

"Except for being unable to move, there is nothing uncomfortable." But her body is still much better than before, at least she can move her fingers now, and she has a hunch that her body will get better and better, but now it is true that her whole body is stiff and uncomfortable when lying down, but She is a brave person who does not want to show weakness.

"Is your body stiff from lying down, let me press it for you." Xiao Jiuzheng said empathetically.

"No need..." Xiao Jiuzheng turned a blind eye to Chia Ya's refusal, and began to rub the muscles of various parts of Chia Ya's body for Chia Ya.

Xiao Jiuzheng is proficient in the technique of acupuncture points on the human body, and the pressing points are all just right. At first, Chia Ya was determined to continue to refuse, but her body felt sore and comfortable. If she refused, she held it in her mouth and then swallowed it in her stomach. But I still felt an indescribable sense of awkwardness in my heart.Chia Ya still had difficulty facing her inner awkwardness and Xiao Jiuzheng, so she simply closed her eyes again, as if she could avoid Xiao Jiuzheng and her inner awkwardness.

Seeing Chia Ya close her eyes again, Xiao Jiuzheng knew that Chia Ya didn't want to face her, but it seemed that she didn't continue to reject herself, so she was already secretly happy, and Xiao Jiuzheng felt very content to be able to get along with Chia Ya in this way.It's just that this wave of tranquility, Xiao Jiuzheng doesn't know how long it can last. Chia Ya's memory of 17 years lost will inevitably set off a huge wave in Chia Ya'a.

With her eyes closed, Chia felt that she shouldn't acquiesce in Xiao Jiuzheng's actions. After all, she planned to completely deny her relationship with Xiao Jiuzheng that shouldn't be there, but she hesitated just now, and it seemed a bit too late to stop her now.It's just that, now that she doesn't know anyone around her, and she doesn't feel safe, she will naturally rely on her instinctively. When she wakes up, she sees the first person, Xiao Jiuzheng, who has been with her for the longest time and who expresses kindness to her.