lover relationship

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Sang Ye didn't expect Miss White to say that, he had a irritated and lying smile on his face, but he froze there so suddenly.

The Miss White in front of him had the transparency and charm unique to a mature woman. It was the brilliance polished by time, and it just shone in front of his eyes, leaving a dark shadow behind him.

Sang Ye squeezed the tablet computer in his hand, and opened his mouth with difficulty. He deliberately lied—smiled and said, "What are you talking about, ma'am, I don't have any other thoughts about that little brat"—he used to use sweet words to fool People, with a set of unruly smiles on their faces, show a kind of strength and calmness.

But he suddenly found that he couldn't do it.

At least today he couldn't.

The unraveled emotions and the heartfelt wishes from Miss White weighed on his chest, making him speechless.

He is always somewhat apprehensive about sincere emotions. He doesn't believe in love. In terms of family affection, he also has a grudge against that uncle Ferdinand who loves to laugh. There is no one else besides Xiao Fu Zhifei who can talk about what is in his heart.

Miss White had been his secretary for several years, and he didn't mention anything about his life, but Miss White knew more or less that he was generous with his lovers in the past, and he didn't hide from anyone.It’s just that he never mentioned those emotions to her. Sang Ye felt that it was unnecessary. He didn’t like to talk about his emotional life with others. Even between him and Fu Zhifei, he would occasionally express some opinions at most, and he wouldn’t talk too much. .

Ms. White said "I am sincerely happy for you", which moved Kuwano very much.After working together for many years, with a clear distinction between public and private, the subordinates suddenly showed sincere care and blessings for him, which made Sang Ye feel a little...unbelievable, and also very touched.

But it was not this sentence that irritated him more, it was the one Miss White said—"You are alive".

I live... I am alive...

This sudden rush of cognition made Sangye quickly realize that something was wrong. Could it be that his previous life was all in vain and dead?

Could it be that if Lin Wei appeared, would it change so much for him?

Even Miss White could see that something was wrong with him... Has he... changed?

Sang Ye stared blankly, his eyes did not focus on Miss White, but gradually diverged, apparently immersed in his own thoughts.

But the more he thought about it, the more he panicked.

Sang Ye suddenly realized that he had been in the country for several months, and he suddenly couldn't remember what he was like before he got on the plane to his hometown.

Little by little along the way, he actually soaked a Lin Wei, and it was such a Lin Wei that made him forget all the things in the past.

Sang Ye tried to think of the life with his lover in the past. Those lives were presumptuous, nonsense, and sloppy. He used to enjoy that kind of happiness, without responsibilities or constraints, without fulfilling promises, and without breaking up. Anguish... He obviously enjoyed it.

After his father betrayed him, after saying goodbye to his friends, after leaving his homeland, before his mother's small grave facing the east, he gave up everything to pursue an unfettered freedom.

There are no fetters in the Garden of Eden, which once fascinated him, but now thinking about it makes him feel... boring.

Freedom without fetters is an unstoppable wind, how can the wind stop?The wind stops and dies.

Sang Ye's throat tightened, and he suddenly broke out in cold sweat—Miss White just said that he was alive, if he was alive, he would not be able to stay, once he stayed, he would not be the wind, he would not be himself, he would have changed.Making changes for love is not a good thing in his opinion.

Lessons learned from the past must never be forgotten... He did not forget the tall plane trees in front of the windows of the nursing home, the withered branches and withered leaves, which made the sound of bone breaking and skin grinding under his feet.

Kuwano's hands were also trembling.

Miss White finally realized something was wrong, she tentatively asked: "San?"

Sang Ye hid in his dark corner because Miss White's words suddenly turned on the interrogation light, and the pale light dazzled his eyes. He was startled, like a criminal who was forced to confess and couldn't sleep for a moment.

"San, are you okay? You...you look very wrong...is there something wrong?"

It was fine if Miss White didn't ask, but when he asked, he felt his stomach hurt.

Sang Ye twitched the corners of his mouth and forced a smile: "I'm fine."

Miss White pursed her lips: "But you don't seem to be okay. Did you encounter any difficulties? Although I never mentioned it, we should be friends. If there is anything that makes you unhappy, I can help you Share." Miss White thoughtfully wanted to liven up the atmosphere, and she joked briskly, "After all, I am your secretary."

Sang Ye was not in the mood to respond to her smile, he just looked at her suddenly calmly and complicatedly, that kind of eyes made Miss White feel flustered.

Sang Ye choked the last bit of stubbornness in his throat, and said, "You're wrong."

Miss White was taken aback, very embarrassed: "What?"

Sang Ye's choked smile was squeezed out by him, and there was a little emotion and helplessness on his usual romantic face. He whispered: "I have lived a long time ago, and I have lived for 28 years."

Miss White was also taken aback by what he said, knowing that he was avoiding the facts, and wanted to explain a few more words, but thinking of Sang Ye's face turning pale just now, she swallowed the words silently.

Just in time, Ye Xiaoru came out of the room after washing up. Her face was full of morning vigor, and the water on her face was not wiped off. When she saw Sang Ye, she smiled and said, "Good morning, boss!"

Sang Ye tidied up his mood, turned his head for a moment and became the original Sang Ye, smiling at Ye Xiaoru with a smile on his face: "Good morning, little rabbit."

Ye Xiaoru was a little shy, wiped the water off her face and ran to sit next to Miss White, jokingly talking about the nonsensical dream she had in the morning.

The city official account repeatedly sent messages to remind that setting off fireworks and firecrackers is strictly prohibited. Ye Xiaoru curled her lips and talked to Ms. White about the customs and customs in China, about the lively years when she was a child, and complained that the New Year is not a New Year's flavor now.

As soon as Sang Ye tidied himself up, he heard Ye Xiaoru chattering in the living room. He smiled and sat down, continued to watch his news, deal with some matters of foreign investment companies, and listen to her ramblings by the way.

"In the past, the Suhe River was not built so big. At that time, my parents were still together. I heard that when I was three or two years old, the Zhuangyuan Road in Nancheng had just started to be repaired. The ground was covered with yellow mud. My parents even took me by the side of the road. Playing with mud. My mother opened a miscellaneous store on the side of Zhuangyuan Road in my family. Every year two months before the Chinese New Year, I started to collect fireworks and couplets. I even went to buy goods with them and rode a bicycle. Tie the wholesale snacks to the back seat, my dad rides a motorcycle next to him, and there is a big bag of New Year’s goods in the back.

"At that time, the Chinese New Year was much more interesting than it is now. During the Chinese New Year, there are many delicious foods, and the big button meat is the most delicious! The most magnificent thing in every household is to be able to hang a 'mandarin red', which is so noisy. When I was young, children Afraid, afraid and looking forward to it, I stepped on the pile of red mud to pick up unexploded firecrackers and light them for fun. In fact, my heart is quite big, and if I accidentally exploded, I would be injured.

"Every household lives close together and visits everywhere. Grandparents will give you small red envelopes, six one-cent banknotes, and uncles and aunts who have prepared rice cakes. Each child will give one piece. Yes. For those who have not yet had children, we wish them an early birth, and for those who have children, let's 'grow better' together."

Miss White listened with gusto, and Ye Xiaoru held her chin and missed it: "Later, China Mobile and China Unicom sold mobile phones, and every year they sent Spring Festival couplets and blessing characters, with their trademarks on them. It looks ugly, but I can't stand them. There is no need to send money, and the Spring Festival couplets and blessings have been sold out for two years. The children in Nanxiang have grown up, the city has been expanded, and a new school has been established. They all moved.

"Then the old railway station collapsed, the green leather trains were replaced by blue ones, the dark green hard leather seats were replaced by blue cloth sleepers, more and more people went out, and the South Alley was full of people. There are some old people left. As soon as my parents divorced, I followed my mother to my grandparents. I lived in the staff dormitory building of the Water Conservancy Bureau, and they were all single-family households. There was no meaning of celebrating the New Year before. Now the food is getting better and better. Well, if there is a lot of fish and meat every day, and it’s New Year’s Eve every day, it’s not much fun."

Ye Xiaoru smirked and said, "I didn't graduate two years ago. When I went to college in other places, my grandparents and grandparents were the only ones eating at home. In the past two years, my grandparents and grandparents still think there are not many people eating here. I will add you this year. Grandma said that you, a foreign daughter-in-law, must try our authentic Suhe cuisine."

"Okay! I haven't celebrated Chinese New Year in China yet! I watched documentaries abroad, and it was very lively!" Ms. White likes the scenery and food in China the most. of.

Ye Xiaoru recalled yesterday's little abacus, and said jokingly to Sangye: "The boss is a few years older than me, he must have been more lively when he was young!"

Ye Xiaoru didn't know that Sang Ye went overseas when he was a teenager, and said the words without thinking, and Miss White sweated for her, because she felt that Sang Ye was not in a good mood today.

Who knew that Sang Ye was really interested, he turned his head from the screen and smiled: "It's a bit more lively than what you said, I don't live in South Lane, I live in the original Sicaiyuan."

Ye Xiaoru smiled: "Oh! I know, the old Suhe University, after the Suhe University moved its campus, all the new city construction was done there, and our No. 136 land is over there."

She stuck out her tongue: "But that piece of land is at a loss."

There was something hidden in Sang Ye's eyes. That piece of land was the one with problems. Their home used to be there, and the small shop selling bean curds was also there.

Ye Xiaoru asked with a smile: "Boss, what's different about Chinese New Year when you were young?"

Looking at Ye Xiaoru's expectant eyes, Sang Ye thought for a while, and felt that the memory of this was a bit long, he couldn't remember too much, he said with a smile: "I'm heartless, it's been too long and I've forgotten many things Yes, I just remember one thing. At that time, students from the Sports Institute would be invited to dance dragons and lions in the family compound. They would borrow costumes from the troupe to perform juggling. Many children from outside would also come to watch. The courtyard was small and crowded. Crowded, I sat on the railing on the second floor with Fa Xiao and the demon kings, with my legs hanging outside, and any mother who saw it would copy a broom stick and beat several of them."

Ye Xiaoru's eyes widened: "Ah? Isn't it forbidden to beat people during Chinese New Year? You can't hit children in the South Alley."

"It wasn't allowed at first, mainly because there were too many boys in the yard at that time, and we were bad, so no one could control us. At the beginning, they said no to beating or beating, but later those professors and their wives were all so angry that they decided to Use the words 'booming' to find an excuse to fight." Sang Ye thought it was funny when he thought about it, and he still felt a little nostalgic.

"It must be that you are too skinny!" Ye Xiaoru laughed at him a few words, and then asked, "Then are you going to Boss Lin's house to celebrate the New Year this year?"

Sang Ye was taken aback: "No, his family is in Beijing, and I live alone."

Ye Xiaoru stared at him with round eyes: "What's so good about being alone, why don't you come to my house together? Anyway, the more lively the grandma and grandpa are, the better."

Sang Ye thought about it and thought there was nothing wrong with it, and said casually, "Okay, I have no objection."

Ye Xiaoru sneered, revealing a bit of cunning wit. She fluttered her ears and said, "You can't come alone. My grandma will think you are my boyfriend then! That would be bad, the two of them You guys don’t know your temper, talking about blind dates every day makes me feel dizzy! Anyway, boss, you also said that Boss Lin lived alone, so why don’t you ask him to come with you too!”

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