lover relationship

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This year's Christmas, New Year's Day and New Year's Eve are all close.Sang Ye also celebrated the Chinese New Year abroad, with his grandfather and uncle.Sang Ye's grandmother passed away early, and Sang Ye's mother and his uncle are half-siblings. Although Ferdinand's mother is French, she is good at cooking Chinese food.Although the taste is different from domestic ones after all, Sang Ye cherishes it, and they treat him very well.

Not only was it very good, it was a kind of great concern, so good that Sang Ye felt that they were not a family, he was just a foreigner.

Sang Ye never told them such words, they have been together for more than ten years, and the term "outsider" is too harsh, he never said it.

But it’s true that Sangye was not what they watched him grow up, and he didn’t have any emotional foundation with his grandfather’s family. The first thing Sangye faced when he first arrived in France was his mother’s departure, and then he integrated into the new campus life and Family life, for a teenager who walks out of an ordinary Chinese teaching staff compound, his black hair and dark eyes are like breaking into a golden stain in public.

He was out of place.

Sang Ye has been rebellious since he was a child, and he also has some low self-esteem deep in his heart. Young people also have youthful worries, fear, shrinking, and weaknesses...

Sangye bit the corner of the pillow suddenly, his eyes pressed on his arm showing forbearance, the pink sunset glow fell on the fine white sand, and the sound of the tide pushed Sangye forward step by step.He pinched Lin Wei's small cinnabar mole with his backhand, held the rose tightly, crushed the petals, and put a little color on his waist—he liked it very much.

The tense nerves pulled his body, tearing him apart and pulling him back together. After the long dying process was over, Sang Ye collapsed instantly, and a whimper rolled out of his throat.

Lin Wei's arm came across from his side, hugged him, tilted his head and kissed his eyes.

"What's wrong, Ah Ye...why are you crying?"

Lin Wei's voice was low and hoarse, and the unfading lingering atmosphere entangled them together.There was heat in the villa, and the spacious bedroom was filled with their scattered clothes.

Lin Wei's voice is low and hoarse, and there is a hidden possessiveness and self-satisfaction in his gentle words.He wiped Sang Ye's eyes, and asked again with a warm kiss: "Why are you crying, Ah Ye? Are you happy? Do you like it?"

Sang Ye didn't want to speak at this time, so he nodded indiscriminately.His sweaty forehead hair was pushed back by Lin Wei, and the touch of his five fingers rubbing the scalp was very comfortable, and Sang Ye breathed a sigh of relief.

The face without forehead hair made his facial features look more three-dimensional and beautiful. Lin Weishun went over and pinched the back of his neck, got up and took a shower.

When he came out, Sang Ye had finished taking a nap and was already sitting on the edge of the bed, with his legs hanging down, touching his stomach.

"What are you looking at? You have lost your abdominal muscles?" Lin Wei said lazily.

Sang Ye rolled his eyes at him, fell on his back on the bed, and sighed, "I'm getting lazy."

Lin Wei laughed, feeling happy.Sang Ye stretched out his hand to him: "Hold me."

Lin Wei pulled him up, bent over to hold him, held Sang Ye firmly, hung him on his legs, and carried him to the bedroom to take a bath. This face-to-face posture, Sang Ye was taller than Lin Wei, and he lowered his head and kissed Lin Wei's face. As an errand fee.

Red and green Christmas decorations were hung outside the window, and golden bells were tied under the red bows to surround the green circle. The nursery rhymes and music in the distance sang "jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle bells"...

Sang Ye, who was sitting in the bathtub, was enjoying the benefits of Boss Lin rubbing his back. The towel ran down his spine, passed through his shoulder blades, and lingered on his butterfly bones.

But he didn't have the patience to play bathroom games with Lin Wei. When he got up from the water, he smiled and wet Lin Wei. Lin Wei threw the towel into the water angrily. Suddenly, he saw a small horizontal scar on his calf and calf.

The scars were very faded, almost indistinguishable from the color of the skin next to it, but the fine patterned lines from the burn were different from the texture of the skin next to it.

Lin Wei was a little short-sighted and couldn't see, but Sangye got very close to him in order to "take care" of him with water, and stood up with his back on his back. His calf hit the tip of Lin Wei's nose, so he couldn't see it.

Lin Wei grabbed his calf: "How did you do it?"

Sang Ye was almost caught by him and jumped up: "Why are you so startled, relax your hands!"

Lin Wei let go of his hand, wrapped the cleaned Sang Ye in a big bath towel and carried it out, turned on the headlights in the room, took the glasses from the bedside and put them on, like an expert doing research, pressed Sang Ye's slender calf Look at that rectangular scar.

Sang Ye pulled his leg back with all his strength, rubbed his ankle, met Lin Chen's cold eyes, turned his glasses around and began to act like a baby: "Why are you so distressed?"

Lin Wei was wearing a black silk nightgown, his face was sharply drawn, very cold and hard, but the thin hanging chain hanging from the gold-rimmed mirror frame neutralized the coldness with a smooth arc, gently draping him away. neck.

Sang Ye felt a little funny when he saw that he was soft and hard, as if he could only see the fact that Lin Wei was half a year younger than him from this sudden stubbornness.

He hooked Gou Linzhen's fingers, stroked Lin Zhen's wet hair into his usual [-]-[-] cents, and made trouble on purpose to make him [-]-[-] cents.

This hairstyle looks older than a year, and Lin Wei's appearance can barely handle it, but Sang Ye still smiles, and re-shape Lin Wei with an idiot expression on his face.

Sang Ye stretched out his legs to show Lin Wei the scar, and said with a soft smile, "This is a scar from when I was a child. Why are you so serious? It's scary."

Lin Wei touched it lightly with his fingers, as if he was afraid of breaking Sang Ye, and Sang Ye said, "It's been gone for a long time."

"How did you do it?" Lin Wei asked, "Sang Qin beat him?"

"No," Sang Ye suddenly laughed, "Although Sang Qin is bad, he's not bad enough to kill me too."

"When I was a child, I lived in a staff dormitory, and each house had a very small and narrow kitchen. It was too crowded for two people, and it was annoying for one person to turn around. My mother was not in good health for seven or eight years after giving birth to me, and was prone to illness. When I was about six or seven years old, once she was ill for several days and didn't recover, my dad bought a chicken stew to replenish her body." Sang Ye paused when he said this, and smiled at Lin Chen: " Don't you think he would do such a thing?"

Lin Wei touched his head: "People are very complicated. What happened next?"

Sang Ye smiled: "He used the pressure cooker to cook the soup. The kitchen was too small at that time, and the gas stove was double-ended, but one of them broke down and was not repaired. When he stewed the soup and waited for the gas to disappear, he put the pressure cooker on I was on the ground, and then cooked. I was probably young at that time, and I was a little scared to see my mother was sick, so I stuck to my dad and went into the kitchen. Probably because the place was too small, and Sang Qin was so tall, he turned around When I stepped back, my calf burned against the side of the steaming pressure cooker."

"I don't remember the details. I just remember that he was very nervous and hugged me all the time. I cried so much that he pinched my earlobe, like this," Sang Ye pinched Lin Zhen's earlobe and rubbed it. , said in a low voice, "It hurts to fly."

This past event sounds very old, and the yellowed scene is warm in that small and narrow kitchen.

Time is ruthless and cruel, changing many things and throwing away the past.

Lin Wei raised his hand and pinched Sang Ye's earlobe, and said in a low voice, "It hurts to fly."

Sang Ye let out a chuckle: "Why am I in pain? I've already said that the scar is no longer painful!"

Lin Wei still repeated: "Flying with pain."

Six or seven-year-old children always look tall and unattainable when looking at their father's back. Lin Wei knows that Sang Ye is a person who looks hot on the outside and cold on the inside, but under his hot outside and cold on the inside, there is also a heart in his cold chest that understands. love heart.

Although it seems that his heart has been twisted when it comes to love, it has to be said that Sang Ye has a pair of eyes that are very good at discovering beauty.

He watches fish as well as birds, and likes the rationality of German laboratory madmen and the madness of Impressionist painters. He can keenly perceive these beauties, and with an absurd fraternity, he is nostalgic for all kinds of beauty in this world .

He must also love his parents.Lin Zheng thought.

That's why Sang Ye remembered the things behind this scar so clearly.Otherwise, children who are six or seven years old have grown to 28, what clear childhood can they remember?

Sang Ye was tired from sitting, patted the pillow and lay down to play with his mobile phone, Lin Wei took off his glasses and turned off the headlights and lay down as well.

The six or seven-year-old little Sangye must have cried pitifully when he was burned, because he was so delicate after all.So Sang Qin would hug him and coax him, because they are father and son, just like thousands of ordinary father and son in this land.

Parents always love young children very much, and the estrangement of the relationship does not happen until the children grow up and have their own ideas.

Generation gap, estrangement, children's childish and great whimsy, adults can't understand, and their way of thinking is completely different.The Chinese-style father-son relationship tends to become even more unfamiliar in this case.

The love for the father rubbed in the hearts of the children will also be torn apart by the children's innocent and cruel thoughts and emotions-I like you and I don't like you, it's as simple as that.

They will not understand their parents at that time until they grow up and their thinking becomes more mature and becomes similar to that of adults.

And Sang Ye did not have such an opportunity.

He broke up with his family too early.

The dead father's love and mother's love, as well as the impact of his parents' love deterioration, made him feel panic about family and love to varying degrees.

Thinking of this, Lin Wei suddenly asked Sang Ye: "How is Ferdinand treating you?"

Sang Ye was playing matchmaker and got stuck on level 475. He was a little surprised by Lin Wei's question: "Why did you suddenly ask this?"

"I just want to know." Lin Wei said.

Sang Ye thought for a while, put down the game in his hand, and turned to face Lin Wei: "He was very good to me, very good. My grandfather became a little unclear in two years after my mother passed away. Then he didn't remember me at all, and sometimes he didn't even know I existed, thinking that I was the son of a new gardener on the estate. At that time, Ferdinand was only in his twenties, and he was going to take over his grandfather's job. Senior management, this age is too young, he has a lot of troubles to deal with. But he is very good to me, he taught me investment and financial management and other company management. For a while, I liked to deliberately imitate him... "

The conversation deepened, and Sang Ye suddenly stopped talking, but Lin Wei asked, "Why?"

Emotions became fragile in the dark night, and Lin Wei's words aroused Sang Ye's desire to talk. Sang Ye said: "Because he is a very enthusiastic and cheerful person, he loves to laugh, is confident and strong. Although he was facing difficulties at the time, he still He would frown and scold those shareholders for their stubbornness, and at the same time tell me with a smile that it’s okay and he can handle it, and tell me that I can live in the manor safely, and the manor will not go bankrupt.”

Lin Wei suddenly felt a strong sense of crisis, and felt that the topic did not start so well. He wanted to stop Sang Ye, but Sang Ye had already finished speaking: "In a sense, he is my 'first love' .”

Lin Wei's face suddenly became very ugly, but Sang Ye didn't notice it.

Sang Ye touched his face and explained with a smile: "The 'first love' in quotation marks is just a yearning. A happy family, a wealthy father and a gentle mother, Ferdinand's mother is not my maternal grandmother, My grandmother passed away very early, when my mother was still in her infancy, my grandfather had to choose to get married and find a mother to take care of her. My grandfather lived happily after his second marriage, and his son was also very happy."

Sang Ye touched Lin Wei's face, narrowed his tired eyes slightly, he stroked Lin Wei's face and said, "I yearn for that kind of happiness."

"You don't know how innocent and good-looking Ferdinand is when he smiles. It's the strength and confidence that people who have never had emotional scars," Sang Ye said, "Even if his father got Alzheimer's because of my mother, he never Blame me, and he thinks my mother will bless him in heaven to tide over the difficulties, and also bless my grandfather in good health, and bless me to grow up without worries."

"If it wasn't for the collapse of love my mother believed in, she used to smile like that, they had a lot of love and hope for things. I was stupid when I was a kid, I envied Ferdinand, I would imitate his smile, I learned very well Like, the smile you see now is [-]% similar to his. When I was young, I secretly admired someone like him, but then I gave up," Sang Ye smiled softly, "Because I couldn't do it. "

Lin Wei covered Sang Ye's hand: "You don't have to be like him, Ah Ye, you are you."

"Hmm, of course I understand this." Sang Ye said briskly, "A boy will always do one or two stupid things, otherwise how can he be called a boy. Besides, it is just a kind of pure envy, there is no such thing as love. Emotions, at most, I had a little dependence when I was a child, I learned French very slowly, and Ferdinand was the only one who could speak Chinese in the manor besides my grandfather, so I only dared to communicate with them in the first two years."

Lin Wei slowly hugged him in his arms, the lust|desire had long since dissipated, but the tenderness that warmed each other would not fade away.

Sang Ye likes to hug him very much. He likes that Lin Wei hugs him from the back, so that the contact area is larger than that of hugging him face to face, and he can fully feel Lin Wei's body temperature.

In the past, when he was the attacker with his lover, Sang Ye was the one who hugged others. After being with Lin Wei, he began to lust for this way of hugging because it was safe.

He entrusted his back to Lin Wei, Lin Wei was always strong, even with his body temperature ironing his back forcefully.

Lin Wei suddenly pecked hard at the small piece of skin where his neck and shoulders were connected, his lips ran over there with hot lips, and his strong possessive desire conquered his mind.

Lin Wei didn't dare to say things like "It's okay, you have me now", he can guarantee that if he said such words, Sang Ye would disappear the next day.

Because they are just business partners based on business, because they are just lovers who obey their desires.

Sang Ye never rejected him in matters of love, and would even mention his own preferences, hoping to get Lin Wei's cooperation.

Apart from Shang Xia, Lin Wei never refused Sang Ye's request. Of course, lovers come as they are happy, as happy as they are.

They quickly learned about each other's body and habits, and tirelessly explored new unknowns. In this regard, they "hit it off", otherwise Sang Ye would not be willing to maintain a lover relationship with him, especially as a zero.

However, love always comes suddenly. When Lin Wei realized that he was in love with Sang Ye, he was a little dazed.

Boss Lin is not a person who knows how to love.

Love always comes out of nowhere, and when you understand what you want, when you look back, everything the two of you have experienced is foreshadowing everywhere.

When the strong desire to conquer Sang Ye started, Lin Wei thought it was just a hunt; when the joy and pleasure of getting Sang Ye's body overwhelmed him, Lin Wei thought it was just a victorious confrontation Until not long ago, when Lin Wei discovered that he would be moved by Sang Ye's sorrows and joys, he even rationally thought that he might just be confused by such a vivid and three-dimensional Sang Ye——

He has never had a lover like Sang Ye.

In the past, the people on his bed were all young people younger than him. Most of them... how to say, according to Lin Wei's opinion... most of them were ignorant.Naive and uninteresting.

Lin Wei instinctively rejects those lovers who rely on him and threaten him with this, and the pure money buyout relationship makes him feel very boring, as if going to bed is just a way to vent his desire | Become a bird|beast.

Before Sang Ye came, he had just ended a sticky lover relationship, and he had a strong dislike for that stickiness.So the first time he and Sang Ye met in Beijing, he was so indifferent at that time.

Before Sang Ye's arrival, Lin Wei had a very boring and vaguely anxious time, and he roughly classified this vague anxiety as boring.

Lin Wei never thought that it was his poor emotional needs that caused the trouble.

Because he has always been strong and indifferent.

This kind of strength and indifference collapsed just now when Sang Ye said that Ferdinand was his "first love".

He is very jealous.

Very... very very... jealous.

When the possessive desire was so strong that it was about to explode, Lin Wei wished he could eat, swallow, and chew Sang Ye into pieces, and wanted to bite every inch of his skin into his mouth, and wanted to strip him of his bones and tendons. Every bone of Sang Ye was engraved with his name, Lin Wei.

This stimulation made him dizzy, but fortunately, the darkness was covered by mist, and Sangye rubbed his face only to feel his stiffness.Sang Ye thought it was Lin Wei who was frightened by his unethical words, but it was not. At that time, Lin Wei was thinking about how to tattoo his name on Sang Ye, and he even wanted to use tattoos to declare that Sang Ye was a his prisoner.

Soon when Sang Ye began to explain that his "first love" in quotation marks was just a simple yearning, Lin Wei knew that he had been tricked again.

He himself began to find it funny, what was he jealous about?

When his sanity returned, Lin Wei began to face up to his feelings for Sang Ye.

Lin Wei is as rational and rigorous as a ruler. He likes a straight suit, and likes to tie his tie rhythmically so that it looks the same as yesterday. He likes the black and white keys of the piano, because they are so simple and effective. In the past, he still liked lovers who were as well-behaved as tools.But then he didn't like it.

What Lin Wei didn't know was that he had the romance of an artist in his bones, otherwise he wouldn't have designed his villa so uniquely, or he wouldn't have the elegance and calmness of a gentleman, or he wouldn't have worn subtle and coquettish glasses on his glasses. Glasses chain, otherwise he wouldn't fall in love with Sang Ye.

Lin Wei's ignorance made him a complete fool when he saw through his thoughts on Sang Ye. He suddenly remembered the madness of the two of them when Sang Ye lived in his villa not long ago. The two of them smelled like wild animals marking their territory. Before that, Lin Wei had never had a lover come to his villa, let alone they would have sex in Lin Wei's villa.

Lin Wei remembered that day when Sang Ye was sitting in a wheelchair playing drifting, all his eyes were occupied by that lively and arrogant person, he couldn't move away at all and subconsciously didn't want to move away.

Lin Wei remembered the first time that Sang Ye told him about his family, and his heart felt a little inexplicable, but he subconsciously ignored that feeling.

Sang Ye asked him: "What about you, are you sincere to me? Will you fall in love with me?"

At that moment, Lin Wei was panicked, his mentality was a little unstable, but he subconsciously avoided the negative emotions of pain and panic, yes, he very rudely classified this panic as negative emotions.

Then Lin Wei also thought of his fingers curled up slightly nervously, and his piety when one knee touched the ground.Only then did Lin Wei realize that he should have fallen in love with Sang Ye a long time ago, when he didn't know it, when he deliberately ignored it.

It's just... very stupid.

It wasn't until today that Lin Wei realized that he had failed the first big question in the test of love. How did he answer it?

Oh, he said: "We are just lovers, not about love."

go fuck it!

Lin Wei's mood at this moment is very complicated.

Until Sang Ye finished talking about his affairs in France, Lin Wei hugged his A Ye, and said to him: "You don't have to be like him, A Ye, you are you."

This was the first time he realized his love for Sang Ye, and also the first time he felt his love.

Lin Wei didn't know what else he could say, he couldn't say anything about his feelings for Sang Ye's possessiveness.

Sang Ye is very sensitive, he avoids the entanglement brought by love.

And Lin Wei's arrogance made him not want to show this feeling, because he didn't want to show weakness.

Sang Ye rubbed against his arms, and touched Lin Wei's forehead impatiently: "Do you have a fever, your lips are so hot!"

Lin Wei's lips were still touching the skin of Sang Ye's neck, and it was already faintly red.

Sang Ye kicked Lin Wei: "Relax, I'm going to be strangled to death by you!"

Only then did Lin Wei let go of him a little bit, saying "I don't have a fever", thinking "I want to tie him up".

Sang Ye laughed and said, "What's the matter? You don't really think I'm going to commit incest, do you?"

Lin Wei scoffed, "How is that possible?"

He put his forehead against Sang Ye's shoulder, and suddenly whispered: "Shall I tell you about my family?"

"What?" Sang Ye smiled, "Why do I hear that? You satirize me with such words, forget it, I won't tell you these things next time, and I won't play tricks on you."

Lin Wei really planned to talk to Sang Ye, but he felt angry when he heard Sang Ye say that, so he said softly, "No, you must listen."

Sang Ye was rolling around, and within a few moments, Lin Wei grabbed his hands and imprisoned him in front of his chest.Lin Wei hugged him from behind, his body temperature pierced through the silk and scorched Sang Ye, and the fire started from a tiny place - under his clothes, on the cinnabar mole.

Sang Ye liked it very much, its vermilion color was like a drop of rose juice falling on Lin Zhen's waist.

Sang Ye was obsessed with its beauty, and fell in love with that cinnabar mole from the moment Su Zhuangli saw it.

Lin Wei didn't know how to start the story about him. His IQ and EQ never grew up in the category of "love", so he threw down his cards in the first sentence——

"Actually, I have a little affective disorder, very mild, a little bit." He said.

The author has something to say: I watch fish and birds, why can't I watch you?

——The movie "He's a Dragon"

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