lover relationship

Chapter 106 Despair

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When Lin Wei entered the house, there were still snowflakes on his shoulders, and the chilly air made his breath heavy. The snow was a bit heavy tonight.

When Sang Ye opened the door for him, the smell of alcohol hit his face, and Sang Ye lowered his head.

Lin Wei hung up his coat and brushed off the broken snow. The door blocked the north wind from the outside. He held Sang Ye's hand with a tired expression.

The dishes on the table were already cold, and Sang Ye served him a bowl of noodles.

Lin Wei sat at the table with no expression on his face, his expression was loose, and there was a defeated silence.

There was an egg lying on the hot noodles, Lin Wei scooped the yolk into a small bowl and pushed it to him: "Have you had dinner yet?"

Sang Ye ignored him.

Lin Wei rubbed his eyes hard with the heel of his palm: "Ah Ye... talk to me, Sang Ye."

Sang Ye's mind was full of the safe in the study, thinking about things wildly, hearing Lin Wei's decadent and hoarse voice, his thoughts were pulled away for a moment.

Lin Wei didn't reply for a long time, he sneered at himself disheartened, looked at the noodles in front of him in a daze, and turned his head silently.

Sangye endured and endured, wanting to touch his forehead to see if he was sick, but his hand pinched the seat, and finally got up and went upstairs.

The silence in the bedroom was like the silence in the coffin. Lin Wei came up about half an hour later and hugged him tightly in the dark.

Lin Wei's body temperature was indeed a little abnormal.

"I finally made him sick", Sang Ye thought, stretching out his arms to wrap around Lin Wei's waist, as usual.

"The noodles are finished," Lin Wei said quietly, "It's better than the last time."

"Did you take the medicine for your cold? Your voice is so hoarse..." Sangye said in his heart.

Lin Wei couldn't stand the silence, so he smiled lightly, as if he wanted to arouse Sang Ye's desire to talk: "The last time there were egg shells in the noodles, this time there are no more, and there is progress."

Sang Ye pursed his lips.

Lin Wei still didn't get a reply, the faint smile faded away, and the hand holding Sang Ye became stiff.

"I don't want to deceive you about Sang Qin's matter," Lin Wei's voice was so hoarse that he couldn't hear clearly, "I really don't want you to know about some things that I have found."

Sang Ye grabbed his shoulder and back, his fingers tensed.

Lin Wei pressed his forehead: "Sang Ye, I can help you deal with this matter. You just need to live life to your heart's content. When Sang Qin goes to prison, all the past will be over."

"You don't need to know what Sang Qin did, and there's no need to torture yourself with his mistakes. He's not a good father, you already knew that, right? The more you know about his mistakes, It can only deepen this fact, but not change it." The movement of bowing his head and pressing his throat caused coughing, Lin Wei rubbed Sang Ye into his arms, and leaned his chin against the top of his soft hair, "If you want to know about Sang Qin, you can also It's just because... I'm afraid that I won't be able to be ruthless in the end."

Sano trembled.

Lin Wei whispered: "I'm cruel for you, don't let him dirty your hands, he doesn't deserve it."

"Do you believe me, Sang Ye?" Lin Wei choked up, "Talk to me, Ah Ye. I'm going crazy! I'm going crazy!"

The body temperature on his body was too hot, and Sang Ye felt a little hurt from being pinched by him, and his voice was hoarse after not speaking for a long time: "...Have you taken your medicine?"

Lin Wei even thought he was hallucinating, and was stunned in disbelief. In the dark, he met Sang Ye's eyes. Sang Ye leaned forward and leaned on his forehead: "...Have you taken your medicine, Lin Wei?"

Lin Wei returned to his shell, suppressed his joy and pressed Sang Ye's shoulder to respond to his deep kiss. He didn't even pay attention to what Sang Ye said, and was only dazzled by the madness of lost and found.

"Aye...Aye...say one more word!"

Sang Ye was very speechless, he hadn't spoken to Lin Wei for a long time, which made him dumb and embarrassed: "You are sick."

Lin Wei kissed him: "Say it again."

"You are sick."

"Well, I have." Lin Wei said stupidly.

"..." Sang Ye slapped him on the back, "Crazy."

Sang Ye got up to look through the medical box for him, Lin Wei followed step by step and made him a cup of hot milk.

It smelled of honey, and Sang Ye didn't like sweet dairy products, so he frowned.

Lin Wei slowed down his voice: "You didn't have dinner."

Sang Ye put the pill in his palm and took the cup: "I'll drink it after you take the medicine."

Lin Wei: "I will take medicine after you drink it."

Sang Ye hated him with his eyes, Lin Wei pretended not to see him, but Sang Ye viciously slapped him on the forehead to go hot post, Gudu drank the milk, Lin Wei swallowed the medicine with his last gulp, felt uncomfortable and bent over He hugged Sang Ye and almost fell when he went upstairs.

Sang Ye hugged his neck, already used to being moved around like this, the lingering safe in his mind occupied his thoughts, turning his thoughts into rusty gears, he dared not turn it any more, for fear of breaking the parts.

"I can't fully trust you," Sang Ye thought for a while, and then confessed, "I don't have faith, I only believe in myself."

He twisted in his heart, and said with force: "Sang Qin has nothing to do with me, I just want to see how bad he is."

Lin Wei hugged him to the bedside, looked down at Sang Ye's eyes seriously: "There is no need to trouble yourself. When problems arise, just screen and implement the solutions. This sentence is the same for Sang Qin's matter. You He already has a knife in his hand."

Sang Ye crawled into the bed and covered himself up, Lin Wei put the quilt on the back of his neck tightly for him, Sang Ye smiled: "You say that like a murderer saying 'the murderer was the knife, not me', I want to be a 'murderer' , you don’t even want to give me a motive for the murder, how can this be justified?”

"The knife in reality has no self-awareness, and your analogy cannot be established."

Sang Ye shook his head: "I don't want to discuss logic with you—what's in your safe, the safe in the bookcase."

Lin Zheng was silent.

Sang Ye shrugged and said: "Look, you didn't talk to me first. You have two safes, one is in the wine storage room and the other is in the company. When I was reading today, I suddenly found another one in the bookcase. You are in What's in it? I'm a little curious—you just said you didn't want to lie to me, so don't lie to me."

"Can't you do what I said? I promise you that Sang Qin will not have another chance to stand up. I just hope you don't get involved in this matter. I will send you to Ferdinand when the time comes. Stay in France for about a month, and you can see him in prison when you come back. Isn’t that okay, Sang Ye?”

"I don't know what you think, I really don't know, that's my father! No matter how ugly and hypocritical he is, he is also my blood father, don't I have the right to know?" Sang Ye looked at him sideways, "What's more, I It's not just because of Sang Qin's affairs, sometimes I really... hate you, and you make me angry when you hide it from me! I have become such a person, locked up and domesticated by you, and I gradually feel like this Not bad, but I'm only 30 years old, do you want me to retire here with you?"

"I can't live a peaceful life like this, I can't live a life in a cage, I'm not your house bird!...Sometimes I think you are really scary, I don't want to be an old man sitting in your villa waiting for a bald man , being sapped by such a life like stagnant water, be careful that I die early when my mentality is old.”

Lin Wei's face was stiff: "I don't think I did anything wrong."

"Ah……"

Lin Wei: "Except for the matter of Sang Qin now, I never stopped you from doing what you wanted to do in the past. What kind of freedom do you want? I didn't listen to you? But I don't seem to be doing anything right... I don't know Since when did you think that I did everything wrong! In your view, my "not allowing" is an "order to limit your freedom", and in your view, my permission and compromise are means to domesticate you. I If you are indifferent to you and you want to tease me, I am good to you and you think this is my way of restraining you, what do you want from me?"

"Like Sang Qin, it's wrong to think for you, and it's wrong to do it for you. You think I shouldn't hide it from you, so what is my motive for hiding it from you? Do you understand? I just don't want Sang No matter how much Qin's matter hurts you and affects you, isn't that wrong! Do you have to use Sang Qin to remove all the old scars in your heart to feel happy?"

Lin Wei put his hand on his stomach: "Take care of yourself, don't hate him by hurting yourself, I really just..."

Lin Wei swallowed the word "love you".

In Sang Ye's eyes, "love" is equivalent to pressure, equal to his own compromise, Lin Wei refrained from mentioning it, and pulled him slightly hard with his palm, pulling him over and hugging him.

"Three days," Sang Ye remained stubborn after being silent, "I will use your fingerprints to unlock the safe after three days."

Lin Wei squeezed his back tightly, biting his cheek.

"I know your... heart, I really know," Sang Ye sighed softly, "Even if I know about Sang Qin, it's okay, I won't leave you, Lin Wei, I won't leave you, I swear. Then I know many of his misdeeds, and I already know whether Sang Qin is a competent father, and it doesn't matter if there is more or less."

Sang Ye asked him: "Don't you think we are tired if we continue to quarrel like this? Love is like wine, the longer it ages, the more flavorful it becomes. Quarrels and injuries are like water mixed in, which dilutes the purity, but it is more harmful to the wine." Our relationship is damaged. You should also trust me, trusting me is... trusting my heart."

Lin Wei didn't speak, and the sound of breathing revealed the fact that he was not asleep. In the middle of the night, Sang Ye's spirit was not good, and he felt sleepy, but he supported himself.

Lin Wei rubbed his back: "Go to sleep."

Sang Ye asked stubbornly, "Do you agree with what I said?"

"..." Lin Wei pinched the aching eyebrows, "Let me think about it, okay?"

"...Okay." Sang Ye suddenly woke up again, both of them had insomnia all night.

It has been snowing for three days, and the Suhe River rarely snows. Most of the snowy nights in southern cities are sleet, so it is rare to see such a heavy snowfall.

Sang Ye shoveled out a shapeless snowman in the courtyard. Two piles of snow were piled on top of each other, and a carrot was poked on top of it, which was very impressionistic.

Lin Wei was busy with a new project, three days was broken into five days, Lin Wei pursed his lips when Sang Ye put the safe on the desk.

The fingerprint lock and combination lock were opened, and when Sang Ye opened the box door, Lin Wei held his hand: "Aye...I'm still..."

Sang Ye smiled and pulled his hand away, stepped forward to comfort him and handed him a kiss: "Murder and set fire to Sang Qin, what can he do if he is so cowardly? Don't be afraid, baby."

Sang Ye stopped him from speaking, and when he took out his mobile phone card from the safe, he even gave a teasing "Yo".

The USB flash drive was plugged into the computer, and the email records of Li Cheng and Lin Wei were organized into a screenshot album, which detailed the truth about Sang Qin and Zhang Deming's use of Qingfengyuan to launder money.

But this can only be regarded as testimony, and Lin Wei has no definite evidence in his hands to kill this crime.

There is also Bai Tinghe's category in the folder category. Sang Ye clicked in and saw a video file. When the mouse fell on it, Lin Wei grabbed his hand.

Sang Ye gently broke away from him and smiled at him: "What, it's not like I haven't collected Sang Qin's cheating videos before."

He clicked on the playback, and the monitor in the corridor of the small hotel was gray, facing the direction of the elevator. The number of floors above the elevator door jumped and fell on the number 6, and it was Zhang Deming who walked out after opening it.

Sang Ye was stunned for a moment, but he was still laughing: "Mayor Zhang and Sang Qin are really the same breed, what are they playing, are you mad?"

Then he saw that there was no one else after Sang Qin walked out of the elevator, and the screen jumped from the corridor monitoring to the indoor, and Sang Ye's face changed instantly.

There are only Zhang Deming and Sang Qin in the room, and the shooting line of sight is in the corner of the ceiling. The picture quality is very poor, and you can still tell the difference in the clothes of the two people if you look closely.

Then Sang Qin knelt in front of Zhang Deming.

He never had a spine.

Sang Ye's complexion was extremely bad, and Lin Wei covered his eyes in time, the video was silent, but Sang Qin's humble image had already passed before Sang Ye's eyes.

Sang Ye quickly covered his mouth, but still couldn't hold back the nausea and nausea, and immediately vomited.

"Ah Ye!" Lin Wei quickly grabbed his waist, retching not only Sang Ye's whole body was shaking, the vomit flowed out from Sang Ye's fingers, even bloodshot eyes could be seen!

Lin Wei immediately turned off the video and turned on the screen, pressing his palm against Sang Ye's stomach and pulling away his hand.

Sang Ye trembled convulsively and pushed him away!

For a moment, both of them froze.

The downstairs doorbell rang, knocking all the mirrors into pieces and falling to pieces.

The taste of sour water is nauseating and dizzy.

"...Go and open the door." Sang Ye's throat seemed to have been sandpapered, he glanced at the message on the tablet, "Fu Zhifei is here. Don't let him come up."

Lin Wei took out a paper towel and wiped his hands vigorously, and roughly cleaned up the floor: "Aye... Wait for me to come up and take you to see a doctor. Don't move around, sit for a while, I will be very fast."

He walked downstairs quickly, there was indeed Fu Zhifei downstairs, Lin Wei opened the door to refuse his visit, Fu Zhifei frowned fiercely: "Where is Sang Ye?"

"He's resting." Lin Wei was actually very anxious, wishing that Teacher Fu would disappear right now.

"Did you take a break until the phone was not in the service area, and you didn't reply to WeChat?" Fu Zhifei couldn't help speaking faster, "Where are the Sangye people!"

Lin Wei slammed the door neatly, and Fu Zhifei slammed a leg stuck in with his hand, opened the door and punched Lin Wei: "You promised to take care of Sang Ye, is it just to lock him in your house? Sang Ye He disappeared for two months! If I don't see him today, you can tell the story in the police station!"

His eyes quickly swept across the first floor, and he walked up the stairs decisively.

Lin Wei shouted angrily: "Fu Zhifei!"

The villa was heated by geothermal heat, but a gust of cold wind suddenly swept across the corridor on the second floor, bringing the dry air outside the house with a "whoosh".

In front of the small balcony, the floor-to-ceiling curtains are raised, bulging like full rose petals.

Sang Ye stood on the edge of the balcony smoking a cigarette, and smiled as usual after seeing Fu Zhifei: "Why are you here?"

One sentence stopped both of them - because he was half sitting on the railing.

Lin Wei immediately turned cold: "Sang Ye!"

Fu Zhifei also lowered his voice and said at the same time: "What are you going to do!"

Sang Ye brushed off the cigarette ash and smiled: "Blow the wind."

Fu Zhifei gritted his teeth: "You are blowing sub-zero wind on the balcony in winter? Come down!"

Lin Wei grabbed his palm and took a step forward, and Sang Ye immediately said, "Don't come here."

They didn't dare to move anymore, Sang Ye tilted his head, the tip of his nose was flushed, and tears rolled down his face, but he smiled and asked Lin Wei: "My dear, did you promise to show me about Sang Qin because you believed me?" My nonsense that I won’t leave you?”

"Aye," Lin Wei said calmly, "Aye, Sang Qin is Sang Qin, and you are you. I've said it before, don't torture yourself with his mistakes. If you've seen it, you've seen it...you don't have to do it. I will put him..."

"Yes!" Sang Ye interrupted him violently, "He's dirty! He's ugly! He doesn't deserve it! But he's my father! I'm bleeding from him! I hope I'm never his son! I hope he dies !I wish I hadn't been born! Don't they learn how to be a father before they have kids! Disgusting! Disgusting! Disgusting!"

"It's him! He took my mother away from my grandfather! Then he betrayed her to find his so-called 'true love'! He can sell anything for money! What does he think of my mother! What does he think of me! Same wife What! A child born to the same wife! Disgusting!" Sang Ye gritted his teeth and gums, and wiped away his tears.

Lin Wei stepped forward while he was rubbing his eyes, but was immediately stopped by Sang Ye: "Don't come here!"

The north wind "hoo--" disturbed the unwithered leaves, like the chaotic wind chimes under the porch of the teaching staff compound in the summer 20 years ago.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Sang Ye covered his face, revealing his lost eyes from between his fingers.

The smoke fell on the ground and was blown rolling by the wind, and when it was extinguished, it spit out the last puff of green smoke on the tiles.

Lin Wei was in great pain: "Aye... If you have anything to say, you can come down from the balcony first, and we can talk slowly when you come in, okay?"

He tentatively moved forward: "Aye..."

Sang Ye laughed out from between his fingers, his voice was as hopeless as he laughed louder and louder: "Hahahahahaha... Lin Wei, are you thinking now that I deserve this? I don't listen to your persuasion, just being so stubborn, Seeing those things deserves it! Then you comfort me and get rid of Sang Qin, and I can't do without you even more. I want to live in your house for the elderly, and die in your hands..."

"Sang Ye!" Lin Wei was stimulated by the word "death", "...don't talk nonsense."

"It's you who are forcing me! My mother only knows Sang Qin! She committed suicide! She died for that man! She threw me and threw me to France! I can't stop! You can hear her say to me if you stop Son, you have to live a good life by yourself! How can you live such a shitty life! No one asks you if you want to live! Everyone forces you to live! I have to live smarter than everyone else so as not to be underestimated! Otherwise, there will always be someone I will pity you because you lost your mother! But she chose to die herself!"

Sang Ye's words were fierce and his body sat back unconsciously. Lin Wei and Fu Zhifei's hearts instantly rose to their throats, and they called his name almost at the same time.

"Don't force me! Don't force me! If you force me again, I'll jump from here!" Sang Ye shouted dejectedly, seeing Lin Wei's obviously injured expression, his throat rolled and fell down.

"I want to break up with you," Sang Ye looked at Lin Wei's face tensely, "I want to break up with you, Lin Wei."

Lin Wei stopped in his tracks for an instant, his expression very grim.

"Love, love, what's the use of it?" Sang Ye laughed contemptuously, "The deeper you fall, the faster you die. I am weaker than Sang Qin, and more hypocritical than my mother. Sooner or later..."

He didn't go on.

Lin Wei's face was very pale: "Aye, you promised you before..."

"Won't leave you?" Sang Ye said with a smile, "You dare to believe my words, have you forgotten how I teased you before?"

Lin Wei bit down his affirmation: "You are not such a person, Ah Ye, don't deceive yourself. I will keep the chocolates and rings you gave me. You don't really want to leave. Don't be afraid. Let's face it together. Now you are only temporary. If you can't accept it, you will..."

"Why do you think I will?" Sang Ye looked at him indifferently, "You are so narcissistic, you think you can control everything, and I can be controlled by you. What would I do? I won't."

He pushed the railing lightly, and the whole person fell down in an instant——

Lin Wei's eyes cracked: "Sangye—!"

A rose petal has fallen, which is the hasty and desperate ending after the climax of the drama.

The roar of the engine broke through the traffic lights and rushed all the way to the hospital. Fu Zhifei drove so hard for the first time.

Lin Wei hugged Sang Ye tightly on the back seat, and Sang Ye was resting on the seat with his simply fixed legs. Cold sweat soaked Lin Wei's forehead into cold white.

Sang Ye raised his hand to help him wipe it off, and said with a smile while crying out for pain, "Oh, it's a pity that he didn't die."

Lin Wei yelled at him violently: "Shut up!"

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