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"Why should the safety of the common people be involved in the matter between me and you? Xu Shaotang, you are not such a person."

The Shaotang he knew knew how to cure beggars and test medicines for the poor. No matter the weather, as long as there were patients, he would be willing to go to the clinic.

The Shaotang he knew couldn't say comforting words, and couldn't give a good-looking smile, but he would carefully consider and think over the dosage used in the prescription.

It's just that he doesn't know.The Shaotang he knew was fighting against him now, blood was bleeding from his own bite, and he swallowed it mouthful with saliva, just to make himself look 'normal'.

He also didn't know that this Shaotang in front of him, as long as someone took some opium or morphine and let him smell the relief, he might kneel down without regard for dignity.

Duan Yelin, who never left, made Xu Hang almost collapsed, and his words became as sharp as a blade, hurting people without knowing it: "Everyone may become a devil, it's just a matter of timing. For now For me, what I want to hear the most is that you swear that you will never appear in front of me!"

"What if I don't?"

"you try."

Xu Hang's eyes were red, and he looked like a little animal that had sucked blood.

"You really know me well, and you know that at times like this, it is most useful to threaten me with common people. You have really worked hard to get me to leave. But Xu Shaotang, you underestimated me!" Duan Yelin grabbed his clothes Ling grabbed him in front of him with brute force, glared at him and said, "I'll bet you this one, Xu Shaotang! I won't step into Jin Yan Tang within a month, but you don't expect to be able to leave Jin Yan Tang either. I Just let you see, without you as a special commissioner, I can get that batch of medicine!"

After saying that, he let go of his hand in great pain, Xu Hang was unsteady, took two steps back, bumped his waist against the tea table, the tea table shook, and the porcelain bottle on the table fell to the ground and was smashed into powder.

"So what if you win the bet, so what if you lose the bet? Do you think that even if you win, I can still pretend to be flawless and continue to stay by your side like before? Duan Yelin, since you found my name , I am no longer 'Xu Hang'."

"Whether you win or lose, the result is the same. For you, you are free. But it is different for me," his voice was hoarse, "I will leave you, but not because of your Let go under coercion, just because... I want to give up on you."

Winning this bet may be a kind of anger, anger with Xu Hang, anger with himself.

He didn't want himself to recall this love affair in the future, which ended in such an embarrassing end.Take it as a lie to myself, not because of Xu Hang's hard work to escape, but because of his willingness to let go.

Xu Hang just supported the table like that, didn't stand up straight, didn't raise his head, Duan Yelin's dark eyes lingered on him for a while, closed them heavily, turned and left.

As soon as one foot stepped over the threshold, Xu Hang yelled at his back: "Then you will do what you say! Be more courageous, and don't step into my Jinyantang again! Don't come in front of me to humiliate yourself!"

Duan Yelin's jaw was tense, he didn't turn his head, his chest heaved violently, it could be seen that he was breathing very hard, even his shoulders were moving up and down slightly.

People can be sad, because sad is opposite to happy, anyone is essentially the type who heals the scars and forgets the pain, as long as there is sweetness, the previous sadness will be forgotten.

But people can't be chilled. If the heart is cold, it can't be warmed up.

Duan Yelin's enthusiasm, covering Xu Hang's ice lump, did not influence him, but completely cooled himself down.Like the cold wind blowing south in December, the ice droplets hanging on the frozen treetops in the morning are completely cold.

The moment he stepped out of Jinyan Hall, he felt like a tree, forcibly pulling his roots out from the depths of the soil, walking out step by step, bleeding with every step.

Giving up this bond is no less than breaking yourself in the middle.Xu Shaotang was a ulcer in Duan Yelin's heart, a sore, and he wanted to dig him out along with the rotten flesh around him, lest he would be riddled with holes and no good flesh.

He and him, after all, have not reached the unity of soul and body, they can only be mutual generation and mutual restraint.

Seeing Duan Yelin walk out from the door of Jinyan Hall, Xu Hang finally heaved a sigh of relief, his knees softened, like a piece of tofu without bones, he knelt limply on the ground, his whole body convulsed uncontrollably.

If the guy was a moment late to get out, he was going to make a fool of himself.

Every part of him was longing for the redemption of morphine, he clasped his fingers on the ground, and pounded hard with his fists, as if this would relieve some pain.

Morphine...morphine...he needs morphine.

He crawled forward with both hands, moved a little bit, and moved himself to the threshold.

"Cicada...yi, Chanyi!"

Chanyi in the side hall had been paying attention to the situation in the main hall, until she heard Xu Hang's hoarse and strange call, and she rushed out.Seeing Xu Hang's miserable appearance, she was terrified.

"The head of the house! The head of the house!"

He rushed forward, helped Xu Hang up, let him lean in his arms, touched his forehead, it wasn't hot, it was even cold, his whole body was like being shocked by an electric shock, his hands and feet were twitching.

"How did this happen? Did Commander Duan hit you? Huh? Are there any wounds?"

Chanyi lifted up Xu Hang's sleeve, and the large and small pinholes on the top startled Chanyi.

"ah!"

His arms were all bruised and purple, the same as Shen Jingmo back then, even worse, the dense pinholes made one's scalp numb.

"Hush... Chanyi, don't, don't call..." Xu Hang curled himself up into a small ball, nestled in Chanyi's arms, his forehead was sweating, but he kept chanting, "For I take medicine... medicine..."

"What do you care about medicine? You have to go to the doctor's office like this!"

"Don't go...can't let him...know...can't..." His self-esteem is there, and he is not allowed to beg for mercy from others.

Especially... Duan Yelin.

"Then tell me, where is the medicine?"

"Drawer...drawer..." Xu Hang pointed weakly in one direction, Chanyi carefully put Xu Hang down, held a handkerchief to support his head, ran over in a hurry, and pulled the drawer, all at once I pulled out the entire drawer, looked at an iron box, opened it, and saw several rows of injections. Although I was surprised, I still took it to Xu Hang.

"Master, do you think this is it?"

Like a hungry person seeing food, Xu Hang grabbed an injection rudely, rolled up his sleeves, and stuck it into his own blood vessel with a puff!

The movement was so strong that Chan Yi grinned in pain.

The liquid was slowly injected into Xu Hang's body, and his breathing gradually calmed down, his shoulders stopped shaking, and the sweat slid down his jaw drop by drop.

If you still can't see what Xu Hang's illness is at this moment, Chan Yi has been by his side for so many years in vain.It's just that she couldn't believe that the master she protected with all her heart would be reduced to such a state!

Before he could say anything, tears fell from his heart.She said cautiously: "The master..."

Xu Hang pulled out the needle, threw it hard, and smiled weakly at Chanyi: "Don't tell...anyone..." Then he spread his body forward and passed out.

Chanyi stretched out her arms to hug the unconscious Xu Hang, crying uncontrollably.