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There were piles of papers half a person's height, scattered Chinese medicines, powder in the mortar, and the figure sleeping on the table, even holding a piece of herbal medicine in his hand.

When Gu Fangfei entered the medicine hall, she was choked by the strong smell of medicine, coughed twice, put down the things in her arms, and patted Xu Hang on the shoulder.

Only then did Xu Hang wake up from his exhausted sleep.After sorting out the prescriptions one after another, his eyes turned red, but there was still little effect.

Seeing Gu Fangfei, Xu Hang rubbed his eyes: "You are here, did you bring me something?"

If possible, Gu Fangfei really hoped not to give it to him: "There is a war in Guangdong, and this thing is not good. What are your plans in the future?"

Glancing at the package that Gu Fangfei brought, it was heavy, and it should be quite heavy. He said, "This is the last time I ask you for it. After a while, I will try to quit."

"Really?"

Xu Hang smiled weakly: "...um."

Although she got an affirmative answer, Gu Fangfei still felt uneasy.Looking at the messy desktop, she also worried about the country and the people: "China is about to face war again. My father got the news from nowhere, and his family has already started to move out of Hezhou. He even bought a boat ticket to go abroad. I I think it's time to go find Yuan Ye."

"Are you willing to go find him?"

"He wrote me a letter."

Xu Hang's brows twitched: "How is he...?"

"Just after his father's funeral, he found a job, so it's okay now."

"It's fine if you leave," Xu Hang looked at her with soft eyes, "you are in a peaceful place, stay together forever, and never come back."

"What about you?" Gu Fangfei leaned forward a little, put her hand on the back of Xu Hang's hand, a little tear could be seen in her eyes, "I always have a hunch that if I leave like this, I'm afraid I won't see you in the future is you."

It is rare for her to show the appearance of her little daughter in front of others. Perhaps it is because she once called Xu Hang a brother, so she feels that she will always be the little sister who can act like a baby.

Xu Hang touched her hair and cheeks: "Fang Fei, that's why I didn't want to recognize you before. You should just think that I died more than ten years ago, and you don't have to worry about me or miss me."

Gu Fangfei tugged at him with her backhand, and grasped it tightly: "Promise me! You will be fine! No matter what you want to do is successful or not, you will be fine!"

She had the attitude that Xu Hang would die if he didn't agree. Feeling her care, Xu Hang's heart melted little by little, but also turned into powder little by little.

He looked out of the window at the distant sky, and his voice became a little empty: "Okay." He slowly turned his head, "Autumn is here, winter is coming, after winter, next spring, when the peonies in Qiyuan come back again." Open, I invite you to listen to the best Yue opera."

The corners of Gu Fangfei's mouth slowly rose, making a beautiful gesture, and she nodded.

In fact, what Xu Hang is thinking in his heart is really a bit whimsical.He hoped that the sky would fall on his head like a pie, allowing him to easily solve the thorny problem in front of him.

Speaking of whimsical, it is really unpredictable.There was a pie, not too big or too small, which was just hanging on the top of Xu Hang's head, and it almost fell down.

Speaking of this pie, it was handed over by the instigator himself.

Ever since Kenji broke his mind, Changling returned to Faxi Temple, thanked guests behind closed doors, and chanted scriptures under the bodhi tree every day without eating or drinking.

Although the little novice was young, he also knew what the penance meant, and was tearful all day long, but Changling's mind remained unchanged until Keiko Kurogong came to the door.

The little novice also threw stones at her, and said, "It's all you! I became weird when I met your master! You are a big fairy!"

Ignoring the child's nonsense, Keiko Kuromiya locked him outside the temple and walked inside alone.

Under the Bodhi tree, Changling knelt on the futon, with fallen leaves on his body, his back was slightly bent, his clothes were also dusty, his face looked haggard and dark.

Keiko Kuromiya walked slowly in front of Changling, squatted down slowly, knelt gently on the futon, and carefully touched Changling's thin face: "Changling."

Changling frowned, but he still refused to open it.

The sandalwood beside her fell to ashes, and Kuromiya Keiko shed tears: "I have been persuading myself to let myself no longer care about you, but I still can't do it after all. In the fight between you and me, you always win , I lose."

Having said that, Chang Ling finally opened his eyes and clasped his hands together: "You have your life, and I have my destiny. Don't be attached to me anymore."

It was rare for Keiko Kurogong to be strong against Changling: "Hezhou is really not safe anymore, Changling, I can't tell you too much, when there is a war, there will be no grass in Hezhou. I can't control others, I can only control you If you don't want to... even if I knock you out, I will take you away!"

Changling gave her a steady look: "You can take away the body, but you can't take away the soul. What's the point of taking away a corpse?"

"It's fine, why do you have to die?"

Changling didn't speak, he insulted Buddhism, he should have died here in Nirvana to atone for his sins.

He didn't say anything, Kuromiya Keiko understood very well, and grabbed Changling's wrist: "If you torture your body like this again, I will take revenge on others. If you torture your body for one more day, I will let Hezhou City have one more life to accompany you." you."

It’s okay to go to hell by yourself, but never to hurt others. Changling, who was pinched seven inches, immediately said, “Don’t hurt innocent people…”

Seeing that he still had some taboos, Keiko Kuromiya shook his head and said directly: "Come with me, let's go to Japan, and we will be a couple, okay? You like to chant scriptures, we can build a Buddhist temple at home, you In fact, you don’t hate me, try it, I will give you a better life than now.”

Changling's eyelashes trembled, he lifted it up, and met Kuromiya Keiko's eyes, and suddenly avoided it unnaturally: "No...it's impossible, only, only taking refuge in my Buddha is the most satisfying thing for me. Happy thing!"

Kuromiya Keiko approached him: "Your heart is beating fast, you are guilty."

"Never mind!"

He couldn't admit it, absolutely not.Sakyamuni is sitting in the Buddhist hall, in front of the supremely meritorious Buddha, how can he blaspheme with human love?

Thinking of this, he vigorously shook off Kuromiya Keiko's hand, and her long fingernails caught the Buddhist beads on Changling's wrist, so the bodhizi bracelet broke, except for the scattered beads, one Thin black threads also broke and fell.

Coincidentally, it landed in front of the two of them.

The black string was not twine, it looked very shiny, and when it fell, Chang Ling quickly snatched it up and held it in the palm of his hand.

Want to cover up.

Kuromiya Keiko saw what it was with just one glance, it was clearly a strand of braided long hair.

Long hair is for you, do you know?

When she was drunk and stayed overnight in Changling's meditation room, she secretly cut a lock of hair and hid it under his pillow. The former mother told her that this would make her mind communicate with the person sleeping on the pillow.

She knew it was a joke, but she was willing to give it a try.She thought that Changling would dispose of that strand of hair as ordinary garbage when she found it, but she didn't expect that Changling hid it so deeply.

"So you... so you... It's not my wishful thinking, is it?" Keiko Kuromiya smiled with tears in her eyes, her expression alternately sad and joyful, and she couldn't even control the movements of her five sense organs.

Chang Ling, who had been seen through his mind, was completely disillusioned, his face was ashen as a dead man, his brows were locked in a big "Chuan", his fists were clenched, and then he gritted his teeth and threw the lock of hair into the incense burner.

"Don't!" Kuromiya Keiko was shocked, and wanted to reach out to save her, but her hair was so flammable, as soon as it touched the fire, flames burst out and burned up immediately.

It seemed that what was burned was not the hair, but every inch of Kuromiya Keiko's heart.

"Changling!"

Changling turned his head away from Kurogong Keiko, and said loudly in a convincing tone: "It's just a strand of hair, it can't prove anything, I've decided to spend the rest of my life here, don't I bring these worldly things with me?" If you don’t take it with you when you die, it’s the same if you burn it.”

"You have me in your heart! You have me! What do you say when you are in front of the Buddha? You shouldn't be a Buddhist. Why do you force yourself?! Or is it not your own feelings that you can't accept at all? , but me?"

"I've made up my mind, the benefactor will leave." Changling clasped his hands together, and asked her to leave in a flimsy tone.

Keiko Kuromiya was shocked by his will to die, with tears in her eyes, she bit her lip: "You would rather die by yourself than go with me? Could it be that... being in love with me... makes you sick Do you want to die?!"

Chang Ling shook his head and did not speak.

Gently wiping away the tears, Keiko Kuromiya took a deep breath, and as if going all out, tore off another string of Buddhist beads in Chang Ling's hand, and broke the rope. The beads fell to the ground one by one, with a few scattered voices: "Why do you still recite Buddhist scriptures! You talk about saving all living beings, why would you rather save the world than me! Could it be that the suffering of all living beings is worthy of your salvation, but mine is not worth it?!"

After shouting this sentence, Keiko Kuromiya ran away, ran to the door, she slammed the door hard, and dropped the last sentence.

"When you didn't love me, I thought I had no destiny; but now, it's clear that you have despised your own feelings. Okay, okay... Don't you miss your sentient beings most? Don't you refuse to admit it? I will destroy everything Man, let me see what you can use as an excuse! Let me see how long you can keep your mouth shut!"

The door panel was thrown to the side pitifully, and bounced back miserably, with a long creaking sound.

Changling bent down, picked up the beads one by one, held them in the palm of his hand, picked up five or six, and grabbed the ground with his head in pain, unable to get up for a long time.

Keiko Kuromiya was right, he couldn't even pass the word of love, so what qualifications did he have to wear cassock and recite Buddhist scriptures?

From love comes sorrow, from love comes fear.

If... apart from the Beloved, there is no worry and no fear.

As if touching charcoal fire, Chang Ling withdrew his hand picking up the beads abruptly, and stood up abruptly. His eyes suddenly darkened after not being in the water for a long time, and he almost fell down. He barely stood up while holding onto the tree trunk.

He didn't kill Boren, Boren died because of him.He is a heinous sinner.

Finally, there is only this only way out.