paranoia

In the beginning, he lived in a single room, and the only person he had contact with all day long was Yang Jie. He only saw a few faces of other people in the orphanage, and he didn't even speak to them.

He thought that other children were reluctant to approach him because he was a newcomer, and he couldn't integrate into the group they had already condensed, so it seemed that he didn't fit in well.

It wasn't until he took the initiative to talk to them later that he realized that no matter how hard he tried, the others ignored him.It's not that she simply doesn't like him, but that she is afraid and dare not approach him.As soon as she saw him, she subconsciously avoided, and she didn't even dare to share a table with him when eating, because Yang Jie arranged his table alone, and she supervised Song Wanzhou to eat all the meals she gave her.

Anyone who dares to talk to him will be warned by other 'mothers', and even taken away by them.Where they were taken, Song Wanzhou didn't know, but the people who were taken away showed extreme fear, begged them to let them go, and would never talk to Song Wanzhou again after they came back.

Later he learned that there are many small rooms in the orphanage, and each small room has its own purpose. Except for the 'mothers' who take them there, they are usually not allowed to approach them. If they are caught, they will be locked up. Into the small black room.

Song Wanzhou was young and ignorant back then, so he specifically asked Yang Jie what the little black house was for.

In order to satisfy his curiosity, Yang Jie took him to the small dark room once, pointed to the dark room inside and all kinds of sticks piled up in the corner, and told him: "Eryang, look at the stains on the ground, that's terrible. They are all disobedient witnesses.”

Where there were any stains on the floor, they were all bloodstains, which couldn't be washed off after a long time, and printed on the floor, from the original bright red to the dark red behind.

"Er Yang, don't be afraid, these are all used to educate disobedient 'bad boys'," Yang Jie looked at Song Wanzhou's pale face with fright and became even more excited, and carried him in, and placed him in the middle of the blood stains, Calloused hands stroked his delicate arms back and forth, "Eryang is a 'good boy' carefully selected by my mother. As long as you obediently obey my mother, my mother will definitely not let them bring you here. Eryang Don't worry, good boy."

Song Wanzhou nodded quickly, saying that he must be his mother's good boy, and told Yang Jie not to bring him.

However, the good boy that Yang Jie talks about and the good boy that Song Wanzhou understands are not the same.

He never thought that one day he would become the person who went to the little black room most often.

About a month later, under the supervision of Yang Jie, Song Wanzhou, who was originally skinny, finally grew some flesh, and he looked much better than when he first came to the orphanage. The other "mothers" said they were envious Yang Jie, even Yang Jie herself couldn't help hugging him, boasting that he is such a 'good' boy, and kept feeding him delicious food, hoping that he could grow a little longer.

Song Wanzhou has completely adapted to the life in the orphanage. Seeing children who are slightly older than him doing housework, he feels that it is wrong for him to be only responsible for playing every day. He should do something for this big family, so he asks sensiblely Can Yang Jie assign him something to do.Although he doesn't know anything, he is willing to learn.

Every time Yang Jie refused him, she hugged him and said: "Only 'bad' children can do housework, and 'good' children like Eryang don't need to do these. There will be more important things for you in the future. "

It didn't take long for Song Wanzhou to know what the "important matter" Yang Jie was talking about.

Song Wanzhou, who was playing ball in the yard that day, was called away by Yang Jie, who dragged him to take a shower early in the morning, changed him into clean clothes, and dragged him to a room where a strange man stood. man.

Yang Jie asked him to call uncle, and after sending him inside the house, he withdrew.

Song Wanzhou only regarded him as an ordinary uncle, seeing him handing him sweets and drinks with a kind face, he took them with a smile on his face, and said thank you very politely.

Apparently that man liked his well-behaved performance very much, thinking that he had been 'educated' in advance, so he started to play tricks not long after.

Song Wanzhou felt very uncomfortable with the excessive enthusiasm of the strange uncle in front of him, especially when he started to touch his face, goosebumps began to appear on his body, and he quickly backed away, refusing his approach.

However, seeing his dodge, the uncle became more excited, kept calling his name, and rushed over to hug him.

Song Wanzhou felt sick to his stomach, and bit the man's hand until it bled. The man kicked him away screaming in pain, and immediately got up and ran out the door.

Yang Jie didn't expect that Song Wanzhou, who is usually very obedient, would resist, so she didn't lock the door behind her when she left, so that Song Wanzhou could escape.

There were security guards at the gate, Song Wanzhou got out of the dog hole in the fence, ran to the street and kept calling for help, saying that there was a strange uncle in the orphanage.

Even in the daytime, there were few pedestrians around the Binhe Children's Welfare Institute, and the few people who passed by occasionally just thought he was a kid playing a prank and ignored him.Song Wanzhou ran along the main road, but the police station could not be seen in the remote place, and Yang Jie's furious voice came from behind him soon.

As soon as Yang Jie heard that Song Wanzhou had bitten a guest, she immediately brought other 'mothers' out to arrest them.Song Wanzhou's small arms and legs can't run very far, not to mention that he is not familiar with the roads in this area. Normally, Yang Jie would never take him out. Before he could run far, Yang Jie grabbed his struggling arm. He slapped him twice and dragged him into the orphanage in a daze.

After being beaten, Song Wanzhou still did not give up struggling, punched and kicked Yang Jie, insisting on making her let go, and kept shouting in an attempt to attract attention: "Uncles and aunts! Please help me! They are all Bad guys! They're going to send me to Uncle Weird."

Occasionally, one or two people who sensed something was wrong and came to ask, Yang Jie and the others did not panic, and they were trained to speak the lines they had memorized long ago: "It's okay, don't worry. This child is a skin, and the orphanage is not easy to deal with now." , I managed to contact them with a good family willing to take in their group of abandoned children, but they were still not happy, because they disliked the new parents for being unattractive. Why do you think this is the reason? It’s so ignorant. It's so difficult for us staff who have worked so hard to contact them. After apologizing to people, this kid took the opportunity to run out and say such things. It's really chilling to take care of him for so long."

Yang Jie spoke clearly and logically. The passers-by who were going to help Song Wanzhou accuse them were all persuaded, and they followed up to educate the 'ignorant' Song Wanzhou: "Little friend, you should be grateful for someone who finally adopted you, and don't be angry with the help. Those who have passed you must be obedient. Be good, go back and apologize to your new parents, so that you can live together properly in the future. "

After taking him back and locking him in a small black room specially for educating disobedient children, Yang Jie showed her true face, fiercely picked up the stick standing on the side, and beat Song Wanzhou fiercely at Song Wanzhou who kept dodging. It wasn't until Song Wanzhou was beaten that she couldn't move that she sat on a stool beside her to take a breath, and kept cursing the trash who had cut her money.

"Eryang, I really didn't see it. You usually eat my food and drink mine, and act harmless to humans and animals. Now you are making a fuss with me? If you make such a fuss, which guest would dare to want you?"

The more he talked, the more angry he got, he simply stood up and kicked Song Wanzhou who was lying on the ground: "You're pretty good at pretending, right? I finally got a better looking one, thinking I can make a good fortune, If you cooperate well, you can continue to live your good life, and I can get money."

"What do you mean you bitten a guest? Now you are completely blacklisted by the guests."

"Didn't you say that you want to do housework like those wastes? Then I will satisfy you and let you be a 'bad boy'. Don't complain that my mother Yang didn't give you a chance when you complain in the future?"

"If it's going to be bad, it's going to be completely bad."

That night, Song Wanzhou's cries resounded throughout the orphanage. No one would come to help him, and no one dared to come to help him.Everyone knows the consequences of angering the 'mothers'. Song Wanzhou came too late and trusted people too easily. He didn't know that the people who smiled at him were not necessarily the ones who treated him well until he was hit with a stick.

Song Wanzhou was removed from the list of "good kids" and became the group of "bad kids" with the lowest status in the orphanage. Anyone could bully him. He was responsible for the cleaning, cooking, and maintenance of the entire orphanage every day. Take shit and pee, and serve the 'mothers'.

Then there is the cleaning of the room after the guests and the 'good kids' have played.

Song Wanzhou has been injured all the year round, because customers hate him and think he is nosy.

Because of his resistance, for a long time Yang Jie deliberately arranged for him to stand at the door to 'watch' when the guests came. Hearing the tearing and crying inside, he was terrified and covered his mouth to dare not make a sound. I peed my pants several times.

He secretly wanted to help a few 'good boys' who were younger than him escape, but he was not only rejected, but also filed a lawsuit against Yang Jie, so another severe beating was unavoidable.

But Song Wanzhou is a person who heals his scars and forgets the pain. Even though he was beaten many times, he still feels that these children are not willing, they are deceived by others, so he tried his best to save them. Even if the other party doesn't appreciate it.

After many times, he became completely blacklisted in the orphanage, and other peers were also afraid of approaching him, because the mothers said that if anyone dared to approach him, he would end up with him.

The 'good boys' didn't understand Song Wanzhou's rebellious behavior, and didn't understand why he gave up eating and drinking a good life every day, while the other 'bad boys' had long been numb, knowing that no matter how much they resisted, it was useless.

Song Wanzhou has always been regarded as a hidden bomb. He was afraid that one day he would tell outsiders what happened in the courtyard, so they always wanted to find an opportunity to push him out.

If he hadn't meddled in the affairs of the new little girl 'Xiao Fei' in the yard again, he should have been sent to the mountains to be a cheap son when he was eight years old.Fortunately in misfortune, even though he has lived in Binhe Children's Welfare Institute for two years, if he encounters a situation where he can extend his hand, he will still go all out to save others.