Findings at sea

The vast and far-reaching glow in the dusk covers the entire sky, and the Huangpu River is soaked in the glow, giving off a golden light.

Ji Xingtang stood at the door, just standing there, a little lost in thought.He left this iron gate countless times, and walked through this iron gate countless times. It was like a gate of reincarnation, and life and death went back and forth. Let him never remember who he is.

Ji Xingtang looked around in the living room but found no one, went upstairs and smelled the fragrance, turned the doorknob and saw Bai Xiaohong taking a bath.He sat in the bathtub with his back straight and his hands resting on his knees naturally, looking a little stiff. He lowered his head and stared at the bubbles in the water for a long time, and finally circled his hands and innocently blew soap bubbles.

Ji Xingtang took off his coat and put it on the hanger, only to find that his clothes were full of mud again.Ji Xingtang unbuttoned, turned up the cuffs, rolled up the sleeves, looked up at himself in the mirror, the hair at the temples was slightly white, he walked closer and looked, it was indeed white, like the north wind blowing in the cold winter months The withered grass soaked in the wind and frost of the ground; there are also some wrinkles at the corners of the eyes, which are very subtle but cannot be ignored.He thought: nothing, people will grow old.But he is only 25 years old this year.Ji Xingtang quickly ignored the turmoil in her heart, took off her collar pin and tie, and walked towards Bai Xiaohong calmly.

Bai Xiaohong had a great time playing, and the newly blown soap bubbles burst with the sound of his sneezing.Ji Xingtang took the shower nozzle to test the temperature on his hand, then rushed to his back and neck, and asked softly, "Is it cold?"

The cold back exposed in the mist was suddenly soaked by warm water, Bai Xiaohong shivered, holding on to the edge of the bathtub with both hands, he slid down and hid in the water, only his head was exposed, and because the bathtub was not long enough, he curled up his legs Two knees are exposed.His eyes were covered with mist, and there was some doubt and fear mixed in his ignorance. He replied honestly, "It's cold, and it will be warm when you get into the water."

Ji Xingtang sat on the bench next to him, gently took his hand out of the water, "Did you really forget me, or did you deliberately not want to think of me? You always avoid me and ask me what to do?"

Bai Xiaohong withdrew his hand and sat curled up at the end of the bathtub with his legs tucked around his knees. He was so anxious that he acted recklessly. The splashed water wet Ji Xingtang's checkered cotton rim, and he stole a glance at him and then lowered his head.Ji Xingtang stared at him intently, he looked a little younger than himself, his drooping eyelids covered his cold eyes, there were some drops of water on his eyelashes, and he blinked non-stop while whispering, "Look... ...Looking for Uncle Li...don't, don't want you..."

Ji Xingtang was rejected by him for a thousand miles, and still said softly, "You like naughty? I have a doll at home. I can bring him to play naughty with you, so you don't have to play with clay figurines, okay?" Bai Xiaohong lowered his head. Ignore him.Ji Xingtang scratched her head and said, "I'll cut your nails for you. If you put the dirt between your fingers and put it in your mouth, you will get sick."

Ji Xingtang took his hand, but Bai Xiaohong didn't look at him. Ji Xingtang carefully helped him cut his nails, talking to him is nothing more than talking to himself, "There are saplings you planted inside the saplings, which will bloom next spring. Your favorite Is it because I let someone give away all your Yiting, so you hate me. You also forgot that you have me in your heart, and I also have you in my heart. When you remember, I will take you away, okay? Okay, go to Hong Kong with Yan Zhaoling, just the two of us, you don't have to complain about how long the affair will last..."

Ji Xingtang joked about himself, he really couldn't coax a fool, so he shut his mouth and quietly manicured his nails.When he finished repairing, he looked up and found Bai Xiaohong looking at him. Ji Xingtang tentatively pressed his forehead, but Bai Xiaohong was startled and didn't move away. This person gave him a strange feeling. He liked the smell of this person but dared not Get close, like a pair of pokers will burn you if you get close, your skin will be bruised and your flesh will be bruised, and you can't understand what he is talking about, so you hesitate and say, "I want... I want a doll... "

The two people's breaths were mixed together, and Ji Xingtang's lips touched his lips faintly, "Want a doll? I can't give you my doll for free. If you want, you have to listen to me."

Bai Xiaohong immediately backed off by two points, but Ji Xingtang hugged his neck so that he had nowhere to escape, "You don't have to be afraid, I won't harm you."

He cupped his face, kissed and pecked his trembling lips, he didn't push away or escape, Ji Xingtang gently licked his lips with the tip of his tongue, the soft feeling made him feel numb, and then Unexpectedly, she bit him, her tongue got into her mouth, her lips and tongue were moist and warm while smiling, and she gave him a long kiss.

Bai Xiaohong is very familiar with this feeling. For countless nights, the gentle and delicate touch accompanied by the fragrance of water and agarwood fumigated in the dark night, he closed his eyes comfortably.

When Ji Xingtang let go, Bai Xiaohong saw that he was not as resistant as before. Ji Xingtang asked him, "Do you like it?" Bai Xiaohong nodded in shame, and Ji Xingtang said, "Then I will tell you a few things. If you finish it tomorrow, I can not only bring the doll to you, but also accompany you to do the things you like..."

When Bai Xiaohong fell asleep, Ji Xingtang was smoking on the balcony, the moonlight was hazy and bloody and weird, he felt that what he did was dirty, of course dirty, he would provoke others when he was in love, and forget everything when he was awake, planting a love gu Devouring the soul is still unaware.Thinking about it again, forget it, what does he know as a fool.The moonlight enveloped him, and he also stared at the boundless moonlight. Suddenly, he had an idea——

He wanted to abandon everything, money, fame, prestige, status and even responsibilities, everything he followed, believed in, and what he couldn't derail. He wanted to take him to Freeport with no secular shackles and no righteous way. There were only the two of them. .Even if he erased himself completely from his memory, he also believed that the two of them had enough fate, he would fall in love with himself again, as crazy and hopeless as before, and he would definitely tell clearly He, I love you too. I have loved you for more than ten years. How ridiculous. It’s nothing more than two people’s affairs. Why do you always get messed up? You can’t just blame me for being stubborn and dull. Beauty makes me fascinated, you are still willing to love me and I am still willing to forgive you, it couldn't be simpler.