Findings at sea

When Mu Ke came in, Ruoyu seemed to have seen the King of Hell, wrapped in a quilt and squatting in the corner, crying uncontrollably, and his jaw trembling uncontrollably. When Chang'an was stable, he became addicted again.

When Mu Ke saw a dark shadow, he wondered why he didn't yell at him. When he turned on the light, he was startled by his appearance. Ruoyu looked like he had just escaped from the [-]th floor of hell. , emaciated and colorless, it was a rotten cabbage leaf, wilted and ugly.

Mu Ke didn't expect that he was just drugged once, how could he be so sick, he frowned and felt a mess in his heart, he figured out that firstly, he was very distressed, and secondly, he wanted to cut that beast alive.

Ruoyu saw that Mu Ke was very disturbed and frightened, she kicked her heels and tried to escape without saying a word, her back pressed against the corner of the wall and there was no way to retreat.Mu Ke grabbed his skinny wrist, and tentatively called softly, "Little kiss?"

Ruoyu's reaction was very violent, he suddenly pulled back his hands and covered his head to cover his ears, his empty eyeballs were dripping with tears, he lowered his head and stared at his toes, his stomach was as disgusting as a sea of ​​nausea, he almost wanted to Nausea.

Ji Xingtang always thinks of him too cleanly, and Bai Xiaohong always thinks of him too dirty.He couldn't remember many things at first, but since he was infected with opium, his spirit sometimes became sluggish and sometimes crazy. The memory flooded his mind like a flood and made him unbearable. Once he calmed down, only the word pickle was left in his mind, his body was dirty, and his mind was also dirty.

At the age of eight, life was bumpy like rain beating duckweed. The old mother took her across the threshold of Prince Yin's mansion. In this life, her life changed. She hated wearing a beautiful skin and becoming a Bitch.

Tossed in the hands of human traffickers, sold to rich masters as child prostitutes.After entering the mansion, he was still taken care of very meticulously, but there was an extra emerald jade bracelet on his wrist. Thinking about it now, it was always like an iron bolt handcuffing him.

That greasy man always likes to let him sit on his lap, caress his face, pinch his buttocks, the infinite love seems to be teasing, the man slumped on the couch and swallowed his clouds, the screen embroidered with red leaves of Xiangshan Mountain was opened, two or three The flesh-colored body is full of live erotic bodies, copulating bodies come and go one after another, some people are so painful that they are distorted, some people are ecstatic to ascend to heaven, the sound of humming and humming is in his ears, he can't understand what those things are, he knows it after watching it a few times It was not a good thing, the faces of the people on the couch changed one after another, and after going out, most of them always wanted to vomit and rotten things.In the magnificent house, watching these messy sex scenes during the day, and sleeping in the arms of a man at night.

He seemed to be an endless guest, sometimes a man let other people hold him, stripped naked and performed for him himself, and put the sticky muddy white mixed with unknown smell on him, The pungent smell made him vomit, and every time he vomited, he had to slap him again. He couldn't stop eating whatever he vomited, and his stomach was ruined, and he couldn't eat any greasy food.Later, I lived a very hard life in the opera troupe. I only ate a drop of sesame oil during Chinese New Year, and only one drop. It was the elder brother who took the copper plate and dripped the oil thread from the oil spill from the small slit in the middle. In the personal bowl, I am afraid that if I give someone an extra drop, even Ruoyu will not be able to eat that drop, which is regarded as a treasure.

A seriously ill man thought that he would not survive and that it would be unlucky to die in the mansion, so he was thrown out.It's better to be picked up by the master to go to the opera troupe because of his face, and it's better to accept his fate and learn from a teacher with his brothers than to watch disgusting things all day long.

Ruoyu has a very good little brother, he still remembers the dim light shining on his slender silhouette, he huddled in the mattress and watched him cut ribbons, or the little brother often secretly took him to eat pots Pea yellow cake.Until Ruoyu stood on tiptoe and saw two prostitute bodies in the dark window, it was a common skin business in Fengyuechang, the little brother not only wanted to humiliate others, but also willingly babbled and sang, and the client returned Don't forget to yell at the cheap thing, somehow, he didn't survive that winter.

Since then, he has made up his mind to live hard, made up his mind not to be manipulated by others, and the world forbids him to live a clean life. He just wants to, even if his heart has improved. .

Normally, Ruoyu doesn't want to think about these things at all.Every time I become addicted, these nasty and disgusting memories are in my mind, I sleep restlessly and have nightmares, and my brain is also dark red with wine and meat.Seeing Mu Ke, thinking of what I did with him, I even hated myself. I always wanted to separate my soul from my body, so as not to let my turbid body bind me, and I thought that if I lost my soul, I would die.

Ruoyu was so disgusted that he rushed out the door barefoot. He vomited up the bowl of clear porridge in the evening while leaning against the wall, until he suffocated and retched again.

The housekeeper saw that the light in the small window was on, and ran over quickly. He saw Ruoyu throwing up against the wall. He was about to fall into an addiction again. Just as he was about to call someone to tie up Ruoyu, he saw Mu Ke coming out of the house. He hurriedly came to the front and said, "Master Mu Er, if you see him, go back quickly, the young master's addiction is too much to hold back, don't spoil you."

After finishing speaking, he asked the boy to find a rope, and two or three lights were lit, and the yard changed from rustling to restlessness, from dimness to brightness in a short while.

Mu Ke patted Ruoyu's back and caressed his shoulder blades, he knew what it meant to be skinny, and it made him feel distressed.He hasn't realized what's going on yet. How could he vomit so badly after being addicted to cigarettes and tie him up?

Ruoyu's bloody smell in her throat and nose was relieved, but she suddenly went crazy, ran into the room with her head in her arms, hid in the cabinet, hugged her knees and twitched slightly.

Mu Ke was terrified, and hurriedly followed. Just as he was about to open the cabinet door, he heard Ruoyu crying heartbreakingly, "Don't come here! Don't come here!"

Mu Ke didn't know what was wrong with him, he paced back and forth anxiously, scratched his head and squatted down by the door of the closet, Ruoyu could be heard trembling and whispering from across the closet, "Don't tie me...please...don't do it again... tie me up..."

"Don't tie, don't tie, no one dares to tie you here, come out first and let me see if it's okay." Mu Ke squatted on the ground, and the cold wind outside blew into the hem of his coat, and said slowly "squeak "Yeah," he opened a slit and passed his hand in, "Don't be afraid, give me your hand, okay?"

Mu Ke felt that Ruoyu's fingertips touched the palm of his hand, and a small stream of softness flowed through the socket of his hand, as if holding a remnant butterfly in late autumn and early winter, even if he exerted a little effort, the fragrance would disappear. die.It was just that he was bitten hard the next moment, and the palm of his hand was pierced like a needle point. Mu Ke subconsciously pulled out his hand suddenly.

The butler ran over with someone, saw the tooth marks on Mu Ke's hand, quickly took out a handkerchief from his arms and handed it to him, and said anxiously, "Second Master Mu, you should leave quickly, this young master is addicted. Going crazy will hurt you."

He ordered the boy to open the door of the cupboard and pull Ruoyu out to tie him up. Ruoyu's wrists were clamped, and he shrank back in fright. He cursed angrily, "My mother! He is not an animal, you tied him with a rope?!"

The butler was sweating all over his body, and he patted the back of his hands with a helpless face, "Second Master Mu, please don't make more trouble, it's all under the orders of the second master, if you become addicted, tie up the young master, otherwise he will die hit the wall."

Mu Ke turned around and looked at Ruoyu, he was still lightly addicted, curled up on the ground and twitched, yawning profusely while tearing profusely.Mu Ke glared at the three of them, "Get lost!"

When the people left, Mu Ke leaned over and hugged Ruoyu. This bone might fall apart if touched. He scolded Su Shaoning ten thousand times in his heart, but it was useless.

Mu Ke put Ruoyu on the bed, and Ruoyu habitually hid in the quilt and covered her head, behaving like a fool who lost her mind, convulsing like a sleeping cat in spring when someone turned her head against her. , shaking his back and flicking his hair, Mu Ke squatted beside the bed and stared at him at a loss.

Mu Ke got up slowly and leaned over his body, crossed into a cross shape, built a small tent for him with his body, stroked his back and said, "Don't shake, it's not sifting chaff, I'll They're all gone, come out and have a look."

Ruoyu couldn't hear what he was saying, but felt that thousands of ants were biting his limbs and bones, making him feel sore and itchy and helpless, he wanted to taste the sweet lotus ointment, just one sip would be able to heal without pain or itchiness Lips and teeth are fragrant.Ruoyu started biting her lips with her arm in her arms, it was still very painful, she couldn't bear it and couldn't help herself, she threw the quilt and was about to hit the wall.

I don't know where he got so much strength, Mu Ke was thrown aside, and he watched his forehead hit the wall, there was a "boom" on this side, and there was a door slamming on the other side.Mu Ke had never seen such a more thrilling scene than Dou E's going to the execution ground. Without taking off his shoes, he stood up and hugged Ruoyu from behind, scolding, "What are you doing! Don't hit the wall! Don't hit it!"

Crazy people can't understand human words, they are like wild beasts, they won't give up until they hit their heads and bleed, crying and howling, "Don't touch me! I feel so bad! You let me hit, hit me! Brother Ji asked someone to burn cigarettes for me when I was bleeding...they are going to come in and lock me up..."

"Damn it! A pile of mud! Do you want to bump into me? Hit me! I won't stop you when you hit me to death!" Mu Ke saw that the soft policy was useless, and heard that he wanted to ask Ji Xingtang to give him Burning cigarettes, getting angry and annoyed, he pushed himself against the wall and let him hit him.

Ruoyu bumped and bumped and found that the iron wall had turned into a meat shield. She looked up and stared at him with tears in her eyes. After two glances, she lost her mind and slipped into his arms, hugging his waist and crying, "Go and find me Li. Uncle, how are they? Let them come in without telling Brother Ji, I can't stand it anymore."

Mu Ke was held by him and didn't know where to put it. He patted his back lightly on the ring, which should not be regarded as taking advantage of others.Mu Ke scolded himself for being worthless again, damn it!When life and death are on the line, I still want to be a gentleman!

At this moment, Ruoyu held his face with her hand, kissed his chin and pecked his mouth. Mu Ke's mind was in a mess, wondering who he mistook himself for.He only heard him say, "I'll sleep with you, please help me", the hoarse voice was like a blow to the head, and his mind immediately cleared up, so he shoved Ruoyu violently, and scolded, "Fuck you!" Eggs! I don’t sleep with fools!” He didn’t want the one delivered to his door.

Ruoyu fell on the bed, her mind became a little conscious, and she was ashamed and beat her head vigorously.Mu Ke hastily clenched his wrist, "Don't beat it!"

After waking up for a moment, as if pushed by some external force, Ruoyu approached him again, biting his neck, biting and pulling at the same time, making Mu Ke howl in pain.After the bite, it’s not over yet. I gnawed down the neck. When I’m crazy, I’m the most sensitive to the touch. I can grab and bite wherever I feel comfortable. Mu Ke accepted his fate and let him gnaw and bite without moving, You bite! You gnaw! I am so delicious, you can eat a few more bites! There is no such shop after this village! When you have eaten enough, I will count the seals and return them double, hiss—three times! Four times! One hundred Times!"

Mu Ke scolded and yelled inside, as if he was the one who went crazy and addicted. The housekeeper was locked outside, stomped his feet anxiously, and sent someone to report, but he didn't know that Ji Erye fell asleep, and Bai Ye didn't buy him at all. The account can only be guarded outside.

After feeling for about half an hour, the howling inside stopped, and the housekeeper's ear was pressed against the door and window to listen to the movement, and it really stopped, leaving only intermittent rough panting.

Ruoyu loosened two buttons of his clothes and leaned sideways on the bed, his hair was wet with sweat and stuck to his forehead, there were still some residual tears hanging from the corners of his eyes, his lips were a little red and swollen, and the corners of his mouth were still stained with blood. Going to vent, feeling ashamed and annoyed, I half-closed my teary eyes without saying a word.

Mu Ke is not looking good anymore, his clothes are torn and messy, the neckline is wide open, his chest is covered with red scratches and deep and shallow tooth marks, one shoe has been thrown far away, and the other is half hanging on his foot On the palm, Mu Ke slammed his foot and kicked the other one away, turned over and put his legs around Ruoyu and shook it, but Ruoyu didn't move.

Mu Ke gasped heavily in his ear, "How about it, do I eat? Look at your ghostly appearance, you either have rashes or thin skin and yellow skin. If you don't make a fool of yourself, you will feel uncomfortable. Do you think you know iron head skills or iron sand palms? , What the hell are you still grinding your fingers against the wall, no wonder they want to tie you up, this addiction is not over yet, I will kill my life first. If you ruin yourself, you will ruin me, your face almost makes you scratch your face, I If you don't protect your pants, will you still eat my ass, huh? You bastard!"

Ruoyu was very tired after the quarrel, her body was weak and her spirit was exhausted, and she didn't say a word when the weather was calm, leaving Mu Ke to sing a one-man show alone.Mu Ke muttered again, "Damn it, when I think of my ass still hurting, sooner or later I'll beat that beast to pieces."

Ruoyu ignored him.

"You little bastard, do you still have a conscience, I'll give you nothing, and you won't give me a good look when you feel comfortable?"

Ruoyu ignored him.

"Ah!" Mu Ke was discouraged, he was reluctant to beat him, and he was afraid that the scolding would be unpleasant, so he couldn't get enough of it, so he forced Ruoyu to face him, staring at his half-dead appearance, the beauty was in his bones, he couldn't help it Kissed and then hugged, chattering like coaxing a child, "Que'er, listen to me. You can stop opium if you catch it. Look what you have wasted yourself into." Look? Have you heard of Lu Dongbin? My mother said that in the Qing Dynasty, foreign devils used opium to harm us, and Lu Dongbin hid the medicine in glutinous rice balls and turned it into a roadside vendor. Bless you, don’t be afraid. Have you ever eaten glutinous rice balls? Huh—it’s not called glutinous rice balls, but “ruyiguo”, which are soft and sweet.My father said he would send me to the Northeast, are you willing?If you can’t bear it, I won’t leave, or you can follow me when you recover from the illness. No one will harm you, and I can still take you to see the sika deer. Do you want to see it?Why is it so difficult for you to say something nice to me?That's right, after all, I hurt you, you must want to kill me, so I'll stay here, if you want to bite someone, bite me, if you want to hit a wall, hit me, okay? "

Ruoyu's face was ashen and calm as water, and she called "mother, daddy" and melted her heart. She pushed out of Mu Ke's arms in a trance, turned her back, and said to herself, "the theater...the restaurant...the kiln ...the bathhouse...carrying burdens...a decent person doesn't do 'running the rivers and lakes'...you go home early, don't worry your parents..."

After finishing speaking, Ruoyu acted like no one was around, and put an orchid finger on her chest, humming a low-key joke, "People say that Luoyang flowers are like brocade, and slaves have been in prison for a long time—I don't know spring—" I really did my best thoughts.

Ruoyu shook her head, living is suffering enough, singing a play is all about being imprisoned, jailed, and tortured, so she put her hands together in front of her belly again, and raised the corners of her mouth, "From now on, go away from the Bell Tower and the Buddha Hall." However, I went down the mountain to find a young brother who beat me, scolded me, scolded me, and laughed at me. I didn’t want to become a Buddha, and I didn’t recite Amitabha Prajna, but it didn’t make me happy.”

Ruoyu sang a line or two, and after a while she cried and laughed, how could life be compared with an excerpt, and fell into a dream dumbfounded.

Seeing that his mind is not normal, Mu Ke sighed, tucked the quilt up for him, and quietly put his arms around his shoulders. Occasionally, the north wind blows through the window, and the cold wind brings a dark fragrance. But I don't know where is the delicate red plum?I only know that the last white plum blossoms at the end of winter and new spring are by my side...