"What happened?" Ye Ze asked eagerly.

"Guess?" Xia Chenxuan spat out two words lightly, then turned his head and looked at Ye Ze with the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

Xia Chenxuan's attitude changed too quickly, which caught Ye Ze by surprise.

"How could I have guessed that?"

Xia Chenxuan still didn't speak, he seemed to be hesitating what to say.However, during his silence, one thought after another flooded into Ye Ze's mind, and he even began to suspect that it wasn't something inherited from their family.

"I once thought about being with someone, maybe it's because of him." Xia Chenxuan said softly.

"Who?"

Ye Ze thought in his heart that when he knew who it was, he would never let that person go, and dared to bend his brother!

Although Ye Ze himself is gay, he doesn't want Xia Chenxuan to follow this path.Because compared with heterosexual love, same-sex love needs to face too many tests, he knows how hard it is, and there may not be results.

"You." Xia Chenxuan didn't feel abnormal when he said these two words, but seemed a little relaxed, as if he was asking Ye Ze "Have you eaten yet?"

"Ah? Are you joking?" Ye Ze squeezed out a smile a little stiffly.This is probably the legendary awkward yet polite smile.

"Ye Ze, can you be more serious, I'm not joking with you. Or do you think this is ridiculous?" Xia Chenxuan couldn't stand it anymore, this incident made him unable to get out for more than a year, and Ye Ze now thought he was joking.

"No." Seeing that Xia Chenxuan seemed a little unhappy, Ye Ze immediately became serious.

"I don't care what you think, but this thing is over, so let's not let it affect our relationship anymore."

"It can't just go like this!" Ye Ze refused without even thinking about it, "Don't get me wrong, I don't mean anything else, but you have to tell me the cause and effect. Why is this? I..." Ye Ze was a little confused now. Incoherent, after all, this matter is too exciting.My own brother likes me, no one can have this kind of experience.

"You still have the nerve to ask me why. Have you forgotten that you provoked me first? And we used to live together."

"But I never touched you!"

"Emotions don't necessarily require physical contact."

"But..." Ye Ze was at a loss for words, he didn't understand too much, but he didn't know how to ask.

Seeing Ye Ze's reaction, Xia Chenxuan smiled, "Can't figure it out? Then let me explain to you briefly."

"From the first time you approached me, I always thought you thought something about me. I don't think it's my fault. Who let everyone know that you like the same sex. And you are too nice to me, for no reason Yes, why are you being nice to me? At first I thought you were acting for me on purpose, but after a long time, it was easy to see if you were sincere. At that time, I thought you were serious. How can you tell me? Who would give so much to someone who has nothing to do with him and not ask for anything in return? So I think you really want to be with me, and then I started to hesitate."

"You..." Ye Ze looked at Xia Chenxuan in disbelief.

"That's right, I hesitated until the end, and I compromised in my heart. If you want to blame, you can only blame your persistence for moving me. As I said, at that time, I felt that you were the only one around me who was sincerely good for me. I I feel like I can't live without you, so what reason is there to refuse? But when I was about to have a good talk with you, you told me the truth. "

Xia Chenxuan drank the wine in the glass while speaking. "How about it, can you now understand how I felt at that time? At that time, you kept asking me why I couldn't accept you. Is it clear now? Do you know how stupid your question was?"

Ye Ze nodded brokenly, wanted to say something but didn't say anything.

"It's nothing after that, and you all know it. I went to the United States and spent more than a year to let myself accept this. I thought I really let it go, but when I returned to China, I saw you again At that time, I found that I still can't really not care."

"Then you now..." Ye Ze suddenly felt a little embarrassed to ask the words.

"Now? Didn't I tell you that I like Fang Ran? Speaking of which, you should really thank him. If he hadn't helped you transfer those feelings, I might still dare not face you now, at least not so calmly. "

"I thank him?" Ye Ze really wanted to ask Xia Chenxuan, what did Fang Ran do to make him so tempted?At the beginning, I spent more than a year with him wholeheartedly, but Fang Ran and him only knew each other for more than a month.But in this situation, Ye Ze thinks it's better not to ask.

"Chenxuan, I'm sorry." After much deliberation, Ye Ze felt that he should apologize to Xia Chenxuan first, after all, he was the culprit.

"Okay, it's all over, and I let it go. I didn't want to tell you the truth before, and I planned to let these things rot in my heart. But you really know how to get to the bottom of it. You insisted on making me reveal all the secrets tonight. Say it." Xia Chenxuan's current state can indeed make people believe that he has really let go.

"Chenxuan, I'm really sad right now. I don't know if it's because of me that you have become like this. It's because I didn't think carefully. I never thought that I would misunderstand you. But now that I think about it, who Will you think about recognizing relatives?" Ye Ze said with a wry smile, not to mention how guilty he was now.When Xia Chenxuan ran to America without saying a word before, he complained that he was too heartless, but now that he knew the truth, Ye Ze suddenly understood that feeling.Love can only turn into family affection in the end. It is really frustrating to bring something like this in TV dramas to real life.

"Look at it, it's all over. I really think of you as my brother now." Xia Chenxuan said while patting Ye Ze's shoulder.I don't know why, but he feels weird now, the two of them have done some things in the emotional show tonight.

"That's fine, don't mention this matter, I still need time to figure it out. I will tell you later when I have other ideas." Indeed, this matter made Ye Ze feel very confused, and he needed time to figure it out. To digest, to relieve.

"Let's put this matter aside, I have something else to tell you." Ye Ze suggested.

"You said."

"As for the fact that you like Fang Ran, I really don't recommend you to take the risk again. Of course, if you really have made up your mind, then I don't know what to do. I can only tell you first State the reasons for my objection."

"En." Xia Chenxuan responded, expressing his willingness to listen.

"First, have you ever thought about whether Fang Ran will accept you? You have to know, he is not crooked, and accepting someone of the same sex is really not a small matter for him. You have to think carefully, otherwise you may end up You can't even be friends. Second, even if Fang Ran agrees, have you ever thought that his family will agree? Fang Zhongqi is a son like Fang Ran. You don't know how much he cares about his son. I know. I'm afraid it will really hurt you when the time comes. But then again, if you two are really together, don't you plan to tell your mother? How sure are you that she will accept it? Third... ..."

"What else?" Xia Chenxuan couldn't help sighing.It was the first time that he discovered that Ye Ze's eloquence was so good, and he was very good at speaking the truth.

"The last point is actually not very important. You two are public figures. If you can't hold on one day, you can imagine the pressure of public opinion you will face. But I think if that time really comes, you will choose to quit the entertainment industry. Circle is also a good policy.”

After Ye Ze finished speaking, he wanted to take another sip of wine, but found that the bottle of wine had become empty at some point.

"Don't drink if you don't have one, wash up and go to bed early."

Ye Ze nodded after listening.

"By the way, where's your little follower? I haven't heard you mention him for a day." Xia Chenxuan suddenly remembered to mention Shen Mofan for some reason.

"It's broken!" Ye Ze began to look for the phone in a panic. "I'll make a call." Ye Ze got up and walked a few steps to the side as he spoke, and dialed Shen Mofan's number.

On the phone, Ye Ze roughly asked Shen Mofan what he was doing, then told him that he would not go back, and then began to explain some things to Shen Mofan, which made people feel like a parent was explaining to a child who was alone at home.

Xia Chenxuan looked at Ye Ze, he felt that this feeling was very familiar.Although Ye Ze also has shortcomings, he can always take care of the people he cares about so meticulously, which may be the reason why he was tempted back then.

When Ye Ze gradually got involved in the phone call, Xia Chenxuan got up quietly and walked towards the door, until the sound of a "click" door lock caught Ye Ze's attention.

However, the sound of another door lock told Ye Ze that Xia Chenxuan had left the room.

"Brother Ye Ze, why are you silent?" Shen Mofan's voice came from the phone.

"nothing……"

After finishing the phone call, Ye Ze looked at the door a little at a loss.He just told Xia Chenxuan everything he wanted to say, but Xia Chenxuan still couldn't give him a definite answer in the end, and just left without a word.

But then Ye Ze thought about it, the two of them talked too much tonight, they definitely need time to calm down.Anyway, he said everything that should be said, whether Xia Chenxuan could listen to it was up to him.Ye Ze felt that the only thing he wanted to do now was to ensure that Xia Chenxuan would no longer suffer any emotional harm.

On the other side, Xia Chenxuan adjusted his mood after leaving the door.He felt that after what happened tonight, he had completely let go of those previous feelings.To be honest, he never thought that he would have such a relieved day before.Xia Chenxuan felt that what happened before was just a joke made by God with him, but he couldn't stay in the shadow forever because of this incident.Ye Ze was not the only one in his life.

But thinking of Fang Ran, Xia Chenxuan was not so relieved.To be honest, he listened to what Ye Ze just said.He had thought about Ye Ze's worries before, but he didn't take them to heart.But now that Ye Ze listed them all, Xia Chenxuan couldn't help feeling a little more hesitant and worried.

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