In such an atmosphere, Xia Chenxuan didn't know what to say for a moment. He didn't want his mother to fall into such a state of self-blame, but he didn't know what to say to comfort her.
Then Mother Xia continued to talk, and as she talked, she told Xia Chenxuan about those things back then, including her feelings at that time.
A few days ago, Xia Chenxuan had already learned something from Ye Ze, but he didn't say it, but listened to his mother quietly.He knew that it was better to say something than to keep it in your heart.
Time passed bit by bit, and Xia Chenxuan became more and more aware of this matter in his heart. It can be said that those past experiences were caused by wrong decisions one by one, but he could also feel that he couldn't help himself.
Xia Chenxuan sighed. He didn't know how to comment on this matter. To put it bluntly, everything was human nature. There was no need to be so harsh and persistent. After all, these people were all people who loved him.
He can understand this man's entanglements and struggles, and he can also understand her mother's hatred because of love at that time, and those things between his parents. Now that he has experienced his own love, he can also deeply understand their love at that time. felt it.
In the end, Mother Xia said a lot to apologize to Xia Chenxuan. She felt that she was sorry for her son.The unexpected pregnancy at that time broke her down. She didn't want this child, and she wasn't ready to be a mother, but when she really walked to the hospital, she was afraid and hesitated. She felt that if she really aborted the child I will live in guilt for the rest of my life, after all, this is a small life with my own blood.But when she really gave birth to the child, she was confused. She didn't fully accept the identity of a mother, and she didn't even know how to raise the child in the future.It was okay when I was young, the child only knew how to eat, drink and scatter, but as he grew up, Xia’s mother was a little at a loss. She found that she didn’t know how to communicate with the child. It is impossible to get close to the child.Although they are mother and son, Xia's mother is not as enthusiastic as other mothers who can express their feelings for their children, and they can chat and laugh with their children.Sometimes she would rather stay in the room and write a diary or play a song for herself to immerse herself in her own world, rather than tell a story to the child or accompany him to the playground.This may be a blind spot that many young mothers will enter. From a girl to a mother, psychological preparation is particularly important. Many mothers have learned to give selflessly and silently to their children at this stage.
As a single mother in a foreign land, the pressure of life made Xia's mother feel more and more silent after returning home.Sometimes when encountering things that cannot be solved by one person, she even feels that it is irresponsible to him to give birth to the child.But this is just a momentary complaint. In her heart, although she seldom accompany the child, when she is really in danger, she is still willing to give everything for the child.
Xia's mother's guilt at this time became more and more sad the more she said it. She felt that she was not a competent mother, and she did not bring that kind of positive influence to the child. On the contrary, it made him a little withdrawn.
The memories of the past made Xia Chenxuan feel an indescribable feeling in his heart. He tried his best to suppress his tears in order not to be brought out by the emotions in his heart.
He knew what his mother wanted to express in these words, but he really didn't blame his mother now.Maybe he was puzzled and complained when he was a child, but now that he thinks about it, he can fully understand his mother under that kind of pressure.Everyone has their own personality. He never felt that his mother was not as good as other parents. Although he admitted that he was envious of other families, he never said that he did not want to accept his mother.This is just like what parents always say about other people's children, no matter how good other people's children are, they will still love you for no reason.
Although his mother was not as good in some ways as other parents with their children, for him, these were not so important.He can't ask his mother to be the same as other parents no matter what the situation is. In fact, sometimes he can still feel the unspeakable love from his mother. You can't be too demanding, after all, how many people can understand his mother's situation at that time?
There was a moment of silence in the room.Xia Chenxuan didn't speak because he remembered what happened when he was a child. Father Ye didn't speak because he felt guilty.In fact, it was his idea to call Xia Chenxuan over to talk tonight. He wanted to take the opportunity of Mama Xia and Xia Chenxuan talking about these things, and take the opportunity to untie Xia Chenxuan's knots.Because this New Year's Eve is a perfect opportunity, and after these few days he can feel the change in Xia Chenxuan's attitude towards him, if he doesn't seize this opportunity, then he doesn't know when we will meet again, until Time is not necessarily more hopeful than now.But now the atmosphere is obviously not right. Mother Xia fell into self-blame as soon as she talked about those things before. He had heard his wife sigh a lot before, but he didn't expect her to care so much in her heart.
"Chenxuan," Xia's mother softly called Xia Chenxuan's name after looking at Father Ye.
Xia Chenxuan raised his head and looked at Mama Xia. He seemed to have guessed what his mother wanted him to do through her eyes.
After hesitating for a while, Xia's mother finally made the request, "Chenxuan, can you listen to your mother and accept your father? He has been thinking about you all this time."
After hearing this, Xia Chenxuan didn't know how to answer. In fact, he didn't hate that person anymore, but he didn't know what to say.Xia Chenxuan was silent for a while, he lowered his head and didn't know what to think, and didn't give Xia's mother a reply.
"Chenxuan," Xia's mother yelled again worriedly. She didn't know if what she said just now had any effect. She didn't want to embarrass Xia Chenxuan. If the child still couldn't accept it, she didn't want to force it.
Xia Chenxuan raised his head to look at his mother, and called out "Mom" softly. The current atmosphere of the family was a bit strange, as if they were all afraid of hurting each other.
Xia Chenxuan nodded suddenly, and then took the initiative to admit: "Mom, I know what you mean, I don't blame anyone now, let him pass the past, as long as you can be happy."
Mother Xia was very relieved after hearing this, she understood Xia Chenxuan's character, as long as Xia Chenxuan didn't mind what happened before, it meant that he put down those resentments and accepted his father.Unlike other children, Xia Chenxuan likes to express his emotions clearly. He usually says everything in a subtle way.
Mother Xia glanced at Father Ye and signaled him to speak.Father Ye really understood what Mother Xia meant, and tried to say: "Son, I know that I have wronged you too much before, and I still hope that you can give me a chance to make up for it. There is still a long way to go, I hope we We can get closer and closer, after all, we are still a family. I know that I left a bad impression on you when we first met. Sometimes my way of handling things is very inappropriate, as Ye Ze also said Me, but please believe me, I don't mean anything else."
Xia Chenxuan didn't speak, but just nodded.He subconsciously glanced at Father Ye, but after making contact with Father Ye's eyes, he immediately avoided it out of habit.
Seeing that Xia Chenxuan didn't mean to resist, Father Ye tried to put his hand on Xia Chenxuan's shoulder after hesitating for a moment. What he had been thinking about all this time was to get closer to Xia Chenxuan. From birth to now, he still He never had any contact with him like a hug. He really wanted to hug his son like other fathers, or pat him on the shoulder.
This time Xia Chenxuan didn't refuse. He sat there without moving, but he didn't respond either.
Father Ye and Mother Xia didn't know what to say for a while. Although the purpose of today's conversation has been achieved, and the feud between Father Ye and Xia Chenxuan has been relieved, what they both hope most is to hear Xia Chenxuan call Father Ye. Say dad.
But everything should not be rushed, so after careful consideration, Xia's mother decided to do it tonight, it was getting late, and Xia Chenxuan had to hurry tomorrow morning.
After she said a few goodnight words to Xia Chenxuan, she asked Xia Chenxuan to get up and go back to the room.But to the surprise of both Mother Xia and Father Ye, when Xia Chenxuan went out, he suddenly turned around to look at his parents, said "Good night, Mom and Dad", and then opened the door and left.Although there were only four short words, it made Mother Xia and Father Ye stunned.The two of them are feeling a little excited now, and that brief address is the result of what they have been looking forward to for a long time, even a little extravagantly.
Xia's mother was very pleased to see that her child was finally willing to accept his father, and she felt that the family was finally complete.
Xia Chenxuan went straight out the door after saying that, and then walked back to the room quickly.Now he can't tell how he feels in his heart, whether he should feel relaxed or excited.He didn't know what state he was in to say the sentence just now. It was not planned by him, but a sentence that suddenly came out of his heart when he was standing at the door. He said it without thinking about it at the time, and he couldn't tell what kind of force it was that prompted him to say it.
After Xia Chenxuan returned to the room, he gently opened the door. He found that although the light in the room was on, Fang Ran was already asleep, and there were two unclosed suitcases beside him.Xia Chenxuan didn't need to think about it to know that Fang Ran fell asleep in the middle of packing the suitcase. He shook his head helplessly, then walked over to pack the rest of the things.
The next morning, after the whole family had breakfast together, they sent Xia Chenxuan and Fang Ran to the airport.The moment of parting always makes people feel uncomfortable and reluctant. Mama Xia's sad mood along the way can be expressed through her expression and demeanor.
This time it was Ye Ze who drove them there. Fang Ran originally wanted to sit in the back seat with Xia Chenxuan, but when he got in the car, Ye Ze snatched him into the co-pilot seat, freeing up the back seat for Xia Chenxuan. Sitting with Mother Xia and Father Ye.
Along the way, Xia Chenxuan wanted to persuade his mother not to be sad, but after thinking about it, he still didn't know what to say, so he could only hug his mother's shoulder silently along the way.
When they arrived at the airport, they were about to say goodbye. Before leaving, Ye Ze sent Xia Chenxuan the code of his door lock there, and let him live there if necessary. He might not be able to go back for a while. Do something here.When Ye Ze came back from the United States, he hired someone to look after the house for him. He had already said hello to there. If Xia Chenxuan wanted to go there, he could go there anytime.
Xia Chenxuan nodded and readily accepted it. Although he might not live there, he still didn't see Ye Ze.
After the parting scene, Xia Chenxuan and Fang Ran reluctantly bid farewell to their family members until the last moment, then turned and left.
Xia Chenxuan was still immersed in the sadness and loss of just parting after getting off the ferry.Affected by Xia Chenxuan's emotions, Fang Ran didn't say anything, but he didn't remember one thing until the moment he boarded the plane. He hadn't asked his father specifically what time the plane left and where we'll meet.Anyway, Fang Ran thinks it's better to meet in advance and go to his uncle's house together.
But to Fang Ran's disappointment, Fang Zhongqi clearly told Fang Ran to go first on the phone, and when Fang Ran found out the situation there, he got up and went to his brother-in-law's house.
"What! Didn't we agree, Dad, how could you do this?" Fang Ran returned on the other end of the phone a little unhappy.
Didn't his father mean to let him be the vanguard of this operation? Isn't that letting him be cannon fodder?Although according to the secret report sent by Zhang Xiaorou, his mother's mood has stabilized a lot during this time, but she still can't accept this matter.It's okay when you don't mention it normally, but it's not right to bring her emotions into this matter, which makes the family dare not mention Fang Ran's name in front of Fang's mother now.If Fang Ran goes there at that time, his mother will definitely give him a pissed off at that time, and must give him all the dissatisfaction accumulated in the past few days.
"This incident happened because of you. If you don't go, whoever will go. My plane arrived more than 10 hours later than the two of you. When you get off the plane, go to your uncle's house first, and I will arrive later. Remember When the time comes, stabilize your mother's mood first, I don't want to be talked about by her." Fang Zhongqi's meaning is already obvious, he is also a person who wants to save face, if he goes first at that time, Fang's mother will definitely be angry he comes.After all, it was his uncle's home, and he didn't want to lose face in front of so many people. The relationship between him and Uncle Fang Ran was a bit delicate.
"Take care of the things I provoked by myself, so that your dad can save me some trouble. It's good enough that I can accompany you to the United States."
Fang Ran wanted to argue after hearing this, but at this moment a stewardess came over and reminded him to put his phone into airplane mode, so he had no choice but to hang up the phone, and then sighed with a headache. Even thinking about it, I feel a kind of despair that I want to cry.
Then Mother Xia continued to talk, and as she talked, she told Xia Chenxuan about those things back then, including her feelings at that time.
A few days ago, Xia Chenxuan had already learned something from Ye Ze, but he didn't say it, but listened to his mother quietly.He knew that it was better to say something than to keep it in your heart.
Time passed bit by bit, and Xia Chenxuan became more and more aware of this matter in his heart. It can be said that those past experiences were caused by wrong decisions one by one, but he could also feel that he couldn't help himself.
Xia Chenxuan sighed. He didn't know how to comment on this matter. To put it bluntly, everything was human nature. There was no need to be so harsh and persistent. After all, these people were all people who loved him.
He can understand this man's entanglements and struggles, and he can also understand her mother's hatred because of love at that time, and those things between his parents. Now that he has experienced his own love, he can also deeply understand their love at that time. felt it.
In the end, Mother Xia said a lot to apologize to Xia Chenxuan. She felt that she was sorry for her son.The unexpected pregnancy at that time broke her down. She didn't want this child, and she wasn't ready to be a mother, but when she really walked to the hospital, she was afraid and hesitated. She felt that if she really aborted the child I will live in guilt for the rest of my life, after all, this is a small life with my own blood.But when she really gave birth to the child, she was confused. She didn't fully accept the identity of a mother, and she didn't even know how to raise the child in the future.It was okay when I was young, the child only knew how to eat, drink and scatter, but as he grew up, Xia’s mother was a little at a loss. She found that she didn’t know how to communicate with the child. It is impossible to get close to the child.Although they are mother and son, Xia's mother is not as enthusiastic as other mothers who can express their feelings for their children, and they can chat and laugh with their children.Sometimes she would rather stay in the room and write a diary or play a song for herself to immerse herself in her own world, rather than tell a story to the child or accompany him to the playground.This may be a blind spot that many young mothers will enter. From a girl to a mother, psychological preparation is particularly important. Many mothers have learned to give selflessly and silently to their children at this stage.
As a single mother in a foreign land, the pressure of life made Xia's mother feel more and more silent after returning home.Sometimes when encountering things that cannot be solved by one person, she even feels that it is irresponsible to him to give birth to the child.But this is just a momentary complaint. In her heart, although she seldom accompany the child, when she is really in danger, she is still willing to give everything for the child.
Xia's mother's guilt at this time became more and more sad the more she said it. She felt that she was not a competent mother, and she did not bring that kind of positive influence to the child. On the contrary, it made him a little withdrawn.
The memories of the past made Xia Chenxuan feel an indescribable feeling in his heart. He tried his best to suppress his tears in order not to be brought out by the emotions in his heart.
He knew what his mother wanted to express in these words, but he really didn't blame his mother now.Maybe he was puzzled and complained when he was a child, but now that he thinks about it, he can fully understand his mother under that kind of pressure.Everyone has their own personality. He never felt that his mother was not as good as other parents. Although he admitted that he was envious of other families, he never said that he did not want to accept his mother.This is just like what parents always say about other people's children, no matter how good other people's children are, they will still love you for no reason.
Although his mother was not as good in some ways as other parents with their children, for him, these were not so important.He can't ask his mother to be the same as other parents no matter what the situation is. In fact, sometimes he can still feel the unspeakable love from his mother. You can't be too demanding, after all, how many people can understand his mother's situation at that time?
There was a moment of silence in the room.Xia Chenxuan didn't speak because he remembered what happened when he was a child. Father Ye didn't speak because he felt guilty.In fact, it was his idea to call Xia Chenxuan over to talk tonight. He wanted to take the opportunity of Mama Xia and Xia Chenxuan talking about these things, and take the opportunity to untie Xia Chenxuan's knots.Because this New Year's Eve is a perfect opportunity, and after these few days he can feel the change in Xia Chenxuan's attitude towards him, if he doesn't seize this opportunity, then he doesn't know when we will meet again, until Time is not necessarily more hopeful than now.But now the atmosphere is obviously not right. Mother Xia fell into self-blame as soon as she talked about those things before. He had heard his wife sigh a lot before, but he didn't expect her to care so much in her heart.
"Chenxuan," Xia's mother softly called Xia Chenxuan's name after looking at Father Ye.
Xia Chenxuan raised his head and looked at Mama Xia. He seemed to have guessed what his mother wanted him to do through her eyes.
After hesitating for a while, Xia's mother finally made the request, "Chenxuan, can you listen to your mother and accept your father? He has been thinking about you all this time."
After hearing this, Xia Chenxuan didn't know how to answer. In fact, he didn't hate that person anymore, but he didn't know what to say.Xia Chenxuan was silent for a while, he lowered his head and didn't know what to think, and didn't give Xia's mother a reply.
"Chenxuan," Xia's mother yelled again worriedly. She didn't know if what she said just now had any effect. She didn't want to embarrass Xia Chenxuan. If the child still couldn't accept it, she didn't want to force it.
Xia Chenxuan raised his head to look at his mother, and called out "Mom" softly. The current atmosphere of the family was a bit strange, as if they were all afraid of hurting each other.
Xia Chenxuan nodded suddenly, and then took the initiative to admit: "Mom, I know what you mean, I don't blame anyone now, let him pass the past, as long as you can be happy."
Mother Xia was very relieved after hearing this, she understood Xia Chenxuan's character, as long as Xia Chenxuan didn't mind what happened before, it meant that he put down those resentments and accepted his father.Unlike other children, Xia Chenxuan likes to express his emotions clearly. He usually says everything in a subtle way.
Mother Xia glanced at Father Ye and signaled him to speak.Father Ye really understood what Mother Xia meant, and tried to say: "Son, I know that I have wronged you too much before, and I still hope that you can give me a chance to make up for it. There is still a long way to go, I hope we We can get closer and closer, after all, we are still a family. I know that I left a bad impression on you when we first met. Sometimes my way of handling things is very inappropriate, as Ye Ze also said Me, but please believe me, I don't mean anything else."
Xia Chenxuan didn't speak, but just nodded.He subconsciously glanced at Father Ye, but after making contact with Father Ye's eyes, he immediately avoided it out of habit.
Seeing that Xia Chenxuan didn't mean to resist, Father Ye tried to put his hand on Xia Chenxuan's shoulder after hesitating for a moment. What he had been thinking about all this time was to get closer to Xia Chenxuan. From birth to now, he still He never had any contact with him like a hug. He really wanted to hug his son like other fathers, or pat him on the shoulder.
This time Xia Chenxuan didn't refuse. He sat there without moving, but he didn't respond either.
Father Ye and Mother Xia didn't know what to say for a while. Although the purpose of today's conversation has been achieved, and the feud between Father Ye and Xia Chenxuan has been relieved, what they both hope most is to hear Xia Chenxuan call Father Ye. Say dad.
But everything should not be rushed, so after careful consideration, Xia's mother decided to do it tonight, it was getting late, and Xia Chenxuan had to hurry tomorrow morning.
After she said a few goodnight words to Xia Chenxuan, she asked Xia Chenxuan to get up and go back to the room.But to the surprise of both Mother Xia and Father Ye, when Xia Chenxuan went out, he suddenly turned around to look at his parents, said "Good night, Mom and Dad", and then opened the door and left.Although there were only four short words, it made Mother Xia and Father Ye stunned.The two of them are feeling a little excited now, and that brief address is the result of what they have been looking forward to for a long time, even a little extravagantly.
Xia's mother was very pleased to see that her child was finally willing to accept his father, and she felt that the family was finally complete.
Xia Chenxuan went straight out the door after saying that, and then walked back to the room quickly.Now he can't tell how he feels in his heart, whether he should feel relaxed or excited.He didn't know what state he was in to say the sentence just now. It was not planned by him, but a sentence that suddenly came out of his heart when he was standing at the door. He said it without thinking about it at the time, and he couldn't tell what kind of force it was that prompted him to say it.
After Xia Chenxuan returned to the room, he gently opened the door. He found that although the light in the room was on, Fang Ran was already asleep, and there were two unclosed suitcases beside him.Xia Chenxuan didn't need to think about it to know that Fang Ran fell asleep in the middle of packing the suitcase. He shook his head helplessly, then walked over to pack the rest of the things.
The next morning, after the whole family had breakfast together, they sent Xia Chenxuan and Fang Ran to the airport.The moment of parting always makes people feel uncomfortable and reluctant. Mama Xia's sad mood along the way can be expressed through her expression and demeanor.
This time it was Ye Ze who drove them there. Fang Ran originally wanted to sit in the back seat with Xia Chenxuan, but when he got in the car, Ye Ze snatched him into the co-pilot seat, freeing up the back seat for Xia Chenxuan. Sitting with Mother Xia and Father Ye.
Along the way, Xia Chenxuan wanted to persuade his mother not to be sad, but after thinking about it, he still didn't know what to say, so he could only hug his mother's shoulder silently along the way.
When they arrived at the airport, they were about to say goodbye. Before leaving, Ye Ze sent Xia Chenxuan the code of his door lock there, and let him live there if necessary. He might not be able to go back for a while. Do something here.When Ye Ze came back from the United States, he hired someone to look after the house for him. He had already said hello to there. If Xia Chenxuan wanted to go there, he could go there anytime.
Xia Chenxuan nodded and readily accepted it. Although he might not live there, he still didn't see Ye Ze.
After the parting scene, Xia Chenxuan and Fang Ran reluctantly bid farewell to their family members until the last moment, then turned and left.
Xia Chenxuan was still immersed in the sadness and loss of just parting after getting off the ferry.Affected by Xia Chenxuan's emotions, Fang Ran didn't say anything, but he didn't remember one thing until the moment he boarded the plane. He hadn't asked his father specifically what time the plane left and where we'll meet.Anyway, Fang Ran thinks it's better to meet in advance and go to his uncle's house together.
But to Fang Ran's disappointment, Fang Zhongqi clearly told Fang Ran to go first on the phone, and when Fang Ran found out the situation there, he got up and went to his brother-in-law's house.
"What! Didn't we agree, Dad, how could you do this?" Fang Ran returned on the other end of the phone a little unhappy.
Didn't his father mean to let him be the vanguard of this operation? Isn't that letting him be cannon fodder?Although according to the secret report sent by Zhang Xiaorou, his mother's mood has stabilized a lot during this time, but she still can't accept this matter.It's okay when you don't mention it normally, but it's not right to bring her emotions into this matter, which makes the family dare not mention Fang Ran's name in front of Fang's mother now.If Fang Ran goes there at that time, his mother will definitely give him a pissed off at that time, and must give him all the dissatisfaction accumulated in the past few days.
"This incident happened because of you. If you don't go, whoever will go. My plane arrived more than 10 hours later than the two of you. When you get off the plane, go to your uncle's house first, and I will arrive later. Remember When the time comes, stabilize your mother's mood first, I don't want to be talked about by her." Fang Zhongqi's meaning is already obvious, he is also a person who wants to save face, if he goes first at that time, Fang's mother will definitely be angry he comes.After all, it was his uncle's home, and he didn't want to lose face in front of so many people. The relationship between him and Uncle Fang Ran was a bit delicate.
"Take care of the things I provoked by myself, so that your dad can save me some trouble. It's good enough that I can accompany you to the United States."
Fang Ran wanted to argue after hearing this, but at this moment a stewardess came over and reminded him to put his phone into airplane mode, so he had no choice but to hang up the phone, and then sighed with a headache. Even thinking about it, I feel a kind of despair that I want to cry.
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