It was already late after Fang Ran packed his things, but no matter how late he would not stay upstairs obediently, he would sleep with Xia Chenxuan no matter what.He felt that it was a pity to keep some things there, so he moved them back, so Xia Chenxuan saw Fang Ran holding a bunch of dolls in his hands as soon as he entered the door.

However, Xia Chenxuan still didn't express any strong curiosity. He just took one more look and went to bed.Fang Ran was surprised that Xia Chenxuan would wait until he came back before resting. Although Xia Chenxuan didn't say a word, this kind of silent care was enough to make him feel a kind of warmth.He suddenly had the illusion that the two of them were like a quarreling couple, even in the cold war period, they did not forget to leave a light for each other who came home late.

After lunch the next day, Xia Chenxuan went to the airport with Fang Ran. Some of Fang Ran's behaviors sometimes convinced Xia Chenxuan. The doll checked in, so the airport staff thought he was a purchasing agent.Besides, those dolls were not for sale, Fang Ran just wanted to take the pile of useless ones with him, and the shipping fee almost caught up with the price of the pile of things.

As if he had seen through Xia Chenxuan's mind, Fang Ran patted Xia Chenxuan on the shoulder after getting on the plane, and explained to him: "What's the matter, do you think it's silly for me to take such a bunch of things on the road?"

However, Xia Chenxuan still ignored him expressionlessly, so Fang Ran could only ask himself and answered, "I don't think so, those pair of things are not just a bunch of dolls, they are things I gave you. I will lose it. Besides, this is the first time I have carefully prepared something for someone, it is so commemorative, how can I not keep it well?"

After Fang Ran finished speaking alone, he started to be complacent again. He felt that those dolls were more and more important. From now on, he must keep everything related to Xia Chenxuan well.

"Chenxuan, why do we have to buy a plane ticket to Beijing, wouldn't it be better to go back to Shanghai directly? Don't you want to hurry up and go back to the company?" Fang Ran started to find something to say again.

However, Xia Chenxuan still didn't show any interest in his words, he just replied lightly: "I'm happy."

After a bumpy journey, the two of them finally reached their destination.This time they were traveling in private time, so no one at the airport recognized them, and no one picked them up.After the two took their luggage, they hurriedly took a taxi and left.

Due to some flight delays, it was already past 8 pm Beijing time when the two of them landed.Now the weather was cold and it was getting dark early, so the two of them continued to drive in the dark.

"Where are you going?" the driver asked the two of them as soon as they got into the car.

Before Xia Chenxuan could answer, Fang Ran actively reported the address from the side, and he knew that Xia Chenxuan would definitely go home this time when he returned to Beijing.

Looking at the deep night and the strange buildings flashing by the roadside along the way, Fang Ran suddenly felt a little melancholy, and he unconsciously squeezed Xia Chenxuan's hand tightly.For some unknown reason, Xia Chenxuan didn't break free. Perhaps the current atmosphere awakened people's sense of loneliness.

When we got home, it was already late at night.Fang Ran took Xia Chenxuan to a nearby convenience store to buy some food and then went upstairs.Both of them are too tired today, and they can only make do with a meal and rest for a night.

As soon as he entered, Xia Chenxuan put his suitcase at the door and went straight in. He didn't bother to worry about what Fang Ran was going to do.Originally, he planned to bring Fang Ran here after getting off the plane today, and return all the things Fang Ran didn't take away last time, so that they really have nothing to do with each other.But the current feeling made him not say this plan after all, so let him take Fang Ran for another night.

As soon as Fang Ran entered the door, he was so tired that he slumped on the sofa in the living room. He didn't want to do anything now, he just wanted to close his eyes and sleep.But soon, as if he had discovered something, he sat up with a "whoosh".

He saw that the suitcase he came in last time was placed in the living room as soon as he entered the door, and it looked as if it had been packed and put there.Curiosity drove Fang Ran to take a look. After opening it, he found that the things inside had been packed neatly, and it seemed that nothing was missing.Even the towels and toothbrushes he had used here in the past few days were collected.

Looking at these things, Fang Ran sighed helplessly. If he guessed correctly, Xia Chenxuan probably came back specially during the period and wanted to pack up these things and return them all at once.

Although Fang Ran was very upset, he didn't say much. He decided not to argue with Xia Chenxuan in the future.Because the relationship between the two of them would deteriorate a lot every time there was an argument, he planned to never fight back and listen to Xia Chenxuan in everything.

After Fang Ran fished out some of the things, he found what he needed tonight.He didn't waste too much time on this, and immediately got some hot water to make two bowls of instant noodles and sent them to Xia Chenxuan.

But Xia Chenxuan didn't take it, so Fang Ran had no choice but to put the food in the bedroom, and turned back to the living room by himself.

This time he did not choose to stay by Xia Chenxuan's side, because he found that Xia Chenxuan's state was not right at this time, lying silently on the bed in the bedroom, without turning on the light or speaking.

Fang Ran knew that it was better not to disturb Xia Chenxuan at this time, because everyone has times when they are depressed and need to be alone.

After he returned to the living room, he sat on the sofa alone, ate something in a daze, and then went to take a shower.When Fang Ran came out and passed the living room again, he was caught off guard by Xia Chenxuan.

"Chenxuan, what are you doing?" Fang Ran quietly walked over and asked.He saw Xia Chenxuan was sitting alone on the sofa in the living room without turning on the light, and then there was a bottle of wine on the coffee table in front of him, and he was holding a wine glass in his hand.

When Fang Ran got closer, he realized that it was a bottle of red wine. It seemed that Xia Chenxuan had been sitting here drinking it for a while.

"Is there something bothering you?" Fang Ran gently sat beside Xia Chenxuan, and asked tentatively.

However, Xia Chenxuan didn't answer. He seemed to be used to dealing with Fang Ran's questions with silence.

Just when Xia Chenxuan wanted to pour wine again, Fang Ran reached out and held down his glass.

"Let go." Xia Chenxuan said in a low voice, his tone was unquestionable.

Seeing this, Fang Ran didn't dare to force it, so he could only continue to persuade: "I don't want you to drink anymore, your stomach was just stimulated a few days ago."

"I know, don't worry about it."

Xia Chenxuan's voice became a little colder again. Every time he talked to Fang Ran, his emotions would be out of control, and he couldn't even refute in the slightest.

In this way, Fang Ran and Xia Chenxuan held a wine bottle and began to stalemate. In the end, Fang Ran reluctantly let go. He knew that no one could stop Xia Chenxuan's stubborn temper. out of control.Besides, he had never seen Xia Chenxuan in this state before.

Afterwards, under Fang Ran's worried gaze, Xia Chenxuan drank a few more glasses in a row. He was a little different from the previous time when he drank out of anger. Xia Chenxuan seemed to be drinking this time out of discomfort.He looked as if he was trying to numb the pain in his heart through the effects of alcohol.

Fang Ran also tried to persuade Xia Chenxuan from time to time, but Xia Chenxuan continued to drink as if he didn't hear it.For some reason, Fang Ran felt that Xia Chenxuan's current situation resembled depression or something like that.He was suddenly afraid that something was wrong with Xia Chenxuan's heart.

Fang Ran knows that being an artist is prone to depression due to external pressure, and Xia Chenxuan has been living outside alone for a long time, so it is easy to feel that there is no spiritual sustenance, and from time to time feel that life It is also common to be uninteresting, especially after dark in the middle of the night, it will make people feel even more lonely.Today, since he came back, he has been alone in the dark and isolated himself, which is really like this situation.

"Chenxuan," Fang Ran called Xia Chenxuan softly, and he tried to hold Xia Chenxuan's hand again. "Don't be like this. If you feel uncomfortable, you can tell me. If you don't want to say it, I can just stay with you like this. No matter what happens in the future, I will always be with you. I don't want you to feel this alone again. Kind of lonely."

After Fang Ran finished speaking, Xia Chenxuan still didn't respond. He didn't think about anything now, but felt a sense of oppression tightly surrounding him, making him feel that everything around him was very strange.The boundless darkness brought by the night made him nowhere to hide. He didn't want to go to sleep or do anything else. Apart from drinking, he really didn't know what to do.

"Chenxuan?" Fang Ran called Xia Chenxuan again, this time, he simply approached and hugged Xia Chenxuan from the front with one hand.

This time Xia Chenxuan just struggled to push him away, but then Fang Ran persevered and leaned forward, slowly and unconsciously hugging Xia Chenxuan like a frog boiled in warm water.

This time Xia Chenxuan didn't react any more, he just sat there silently and didn't even pour the wine.As time passed, the two sat together quietly for a long time, neither of them spoke, but they could feel each other's heartbeat.

Xia Chenxuan actually didn't want to get close to Fang Ran, but his heart was too dazed right now, he was at a loss for his heart surrounded by boundless darkness, and the warmth of Fang Ran's embrace seemed to make him feel a little bit in the feeling of suffocation. He really couldn't push the temperature away.He didn't know that he was like this today, and the feelings that had been suppressed for a long time seemed to explode at this moment.

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