Fang Ran looked into Xia Chenxuan's eyes and didn't speak for a long time. These words were quite hurtful, let alone coming from Xia Chenxuan's mouth.
Fang Ran choked up a little, the pain in his heart at this time surpassed everything before, nothing breaks your heart more than the person you love denies you.
"Brother Xuan", Fang Ran softly called Xia Chenxuan, his voice now was the same as when he was in the company that day, a little hoarse and a little trembling. "When you say this, I feel that I am really bad. I know what my shortcomings are. I was very willful when I was with you before, and sometimes I was too willful, because I know you will tolerate me , let me, I was really touched at that time. Sometimes I will deliberately anger you, I just want to see you angry with me, and then helplessly forgive me in the end, and then treat me well. "
"Are you okay?" Xia Chenxuan interrupted Fang Ran, he didn't want to follow Fang Ran to recall the past.I don't want to let the things that I finally let go of make waves in my heart again.
Fang Ran smiled wryly. What he said just now really sounded like a punch, but he really thought so at that time.His thinking is like a naughty child, using this method to attract the attention of others and let you communicate with him, even if it is to blame him.It wasn't until the end when you forgave him and treated him well that he once again proved that you were sincere to him, and then he was silently happy in his heart with satisfaction.
"I'm sorry, I didn't think carefully, maybe I was too selfish, I didn't expect that my behavior would make you feel tired, and I didn't expect that one day it would make you so annoying that I hate me. Indeed, this is my fault." Fang Ran's tone was very slow, but he could tell that this was from his heart.He usually has an unscrupulous look, but it was the first time Xia Chenxuan saw him if he really wanted to be like this today.
"Since you admit it, does that mean that you also agree to let go of this relationship?"
"Don't worry, listen to me." Fang Ran's tone was a bit firm, making it impossible for Xia Chenxuan to urge him any more.
Fang Ran lowered his head and didn't look at Xia Chenxuan again. After a while, he said in a low voice: "I really didn't think of it. I didn't think that you would think that I was useless from the bottom of my heart. Someone said that to me before, but I didn't I don't care, I don't think it matters what they say. But I didn't expect you to think so."
Fang Ran's mood is very unstable, so much so that he is talking a bit upside down now.
Indeed, the word "useless" negates too much at once, and it is too hurtful as an evaluation of a person, especially if it is said to you by your beloved.
"Finished?" Xia Chenxuan remained unmoved, as if life or death had nothing to do with him.
Fang Ran didn't answer, he just quietly looked at the heartless person in front of him.
"Do you have anything else to say?" Xia Chenxuan didn't want to continue this stalemate anymore, "If not, then you can leave. It is completely impossible for us to be together now, and I don't think you need to stay here anymore Bar?"
After Fang Ran heard it, he still didn't express anything, as if he wasn't listening to Xia Chenxuan.
"Fang Ran, did you hear that?" Xia Chenxuan urged impatiently again.He felt that Fang Ran forced him to be like this now, and he could only choose to be ruthless to the end.
"Even if we can't be lovers, there's no need to be enemies, right?"
Fang Ran remembered that Xia Chenxuan had asked this question when they separated from him, and he asked it again just to make Xia Chenxuan reaffirm it.
"Yes, there's no need for us to be on edge every time we meet, as long as you promise me not to interfere in my life." Xia Chenxuan didn't deny this.The reason why he said that at the beginning was that Fang Ran felt that he would bring trouble to him. He was just trying to give Fang Ran a guarantee, but now it became Fang Ran's condition for himself.
After getting Xia Chenxuan's affirmation, Fang Ran nodded, "Okay, can I borrow your place to rest for a while? I'm too tired."
"What?" Xia Chenxuan didn't understand why Fang Ran could raise such a condition when both of them talked about that just now.
"I just want to take a rest. I have nowhere to go here, and it is not realistic to fly back to China now."
Fang Ran said so that Xia Chenxuan didn't know what to do. This was indeed just a very common request, and it seemed a little too much to refuse blindly.But Xia Chenxuan always felt that Fang Ran's purpose was not that pure.
"Why don't you do this? I'll book a new room for you. You can rest as long as you like. You can make plans after you have enough rest. I'll pay for the room fee for you."
"Brother Xuan, is that why you don't want to see me?"
Fang Ran did not agree with Xia Chenxuan's proposal, on the contrary, he was even more sad.
"That's not what I meant. If you don't want to accept it, then just pretend I didn't mention it." Xia Chenxuan didn't know what to say.
"No, there's no need to open another room, I'll just rest here, thank you." Fang Ran made his own decision without waiting for Xia Chenxuan to hesitate.
"Okay, then you can do whatever you want." Xia Chenxuan didn't refuse after talking about it. He simply left a sentence and got up and went to the sofa.Even in the same room, Xia Chenxuan didn't want to stay face to face with Fang Ran anymore.
Fang Ran stood there silently watching Xia Chenxuan go away, he didn't continue to pester him because he was really tired and at a loss what to do.He needs to adjust and ideally find a way around it.
Next, Fang Ran consciously lay down on the hotel bed. He thought about many things, including self-reflection and plans for the future.Counting it, he hadn't closed his eyes for nearly a day, and the rush of the journey made him more tired than before when he didn't rest.Just now he had that kind of verbal argument with Xia Chenxuan again, and he became very nervous, so as soon as he relaxed now, he fell asleep unknowingly after a while.
During this period, Xia Chenxuan sat quietly on the sofa by himself. He first calmed himself down for a while, then began to mentally suggest himself to relax, and in the end he simply watched a movie to divert his attention.
Time passed unknowingly in this atmosphere where even the air was so quiet that it condensed. It wasn't until Xia Chenxuan's cell phone reminded him that the battery was low that he decided to get up and go back to the bed to find a charger.
But just as he approached the bed, he found Fang Ran who was lying on the bed soundly asleep. At that moment, Xia Chenxuan had an idea in his mind, that is: Hurry up!
I don't know how long it took, but Fang Ran was woken up by the ringtone of his mobile phone.The phone ringing one after another just woke him up after five or six minutes of continuous ringing.
Fang Ran had a severe headache because he didn't get enough sleep. He fumbled for his phone in a daze and found that it was his father calling.This caller ID was enough to wake him up completely from his dream.
"Dad?" Fang Ran answered the call nervously.As soon as he got off the plane, he was only focused on meeting Xia Chenxuan, he didn't even think of calling home, but just sent a text message to his mother before boarding the plane.
"How busy are you? It's been a day, and you haven't thought of calling home?" Fang Zhongqi's angry questioning voice came from the other end of the phone immediately.
Hearing this, Fang Ran remembered that it was indeed a day in Shanghai at this time.
"Dad, I was wrong, listen to me to explain to you..." Fang Ran sat up as he spoke, and began to falter and explain to his father, but at this moment, his consciousness began to become more and more serious. The more he became sober, he began to notice a bad question, that is, is Xia Chenxuan still in the room?Because when he sat up straight, he found that the suitcase that Xia Chenxuan had kept beside the bed just now was gone.
Then, while dealing with his father on the phone, Fang Ran quickly checked the room.The result of the inspection made him completely affirm his guess - Xia Chenxuan had already left.
Fang Ran was completely panicked at this moment, for the urgent matter in front of him, Fang Ran had no choice but to sincerely apologize to his father on the phone, then found an excuse and hung up the phone.
When the room became quiet again, Fang Ran quickly thought of a solution in his mind.Originally, Fang Ran's first reaction was to run out to find Xia Chenxuan, but he quickly realized that this method would not work.It's such a big place, how could he know where Xia Chenxuan had gone? It's better to stay in the room and wait for Xia Chenxuan to come back.Anyway, Xia Chenxuan's passport is with him now, and I believe Xia Chenxuan will have to come back to find him in the end.
Thinking of this, Fang Ran quickly made a decision. He picked up the room card that Xia Chenxuan left on the table, and went to the front desk in a hurry. The most important thing he needs to do now is to put Xia Chenxuan's passport in a safe place.Otherwise, when Xia Chenxuan finds him again, he will definitely try his best to get it back from him.Only by putting his passport elsewhere can he be sure to discuss the next thing with Xia Chenxuan.
After finishing everything, Fang Ran returned to that room.He sat on the sofa a little uneasy, and began to wait for Xia Chenxuan to come back.He knew that what he did was really too much, but what could he do?There are few things that hurt more than the complete indifference of someone you love.He didn't want Xia Chenxuan to act like he rejected him thousands of miles away, he only hoped that Xia Chenxuan would be by his side, even if he hated him very much.
Fang Ran only rested on the sofa for a while, when there was a knock on the door.Hearing this voice, Fang Ran's heart began to beat wildly again unconsciously. He took a deep breath, and then walked over to open the door.
As soon as the door opened, the person outside was indeed Xia Chenxuan, and the expression on his face could not tell whether it was annoyed or extremely indifferent.
"Where's my passport?" Xia Chenxuan's tone was also cold, revealing a suppressed anger.
"Brother Xuan, come in and talk, it will be noisy if you stand at the door." Fang Ran moved aside to let Xia Chenxuan in as he spoke.
Fang Ran choked up a little, the pain in his heart at this time surpassed everything before, nothing breaks your heart more than the person you love denies you.
"Brother Xuan", Fang Ran softly called Xia Chenxuan, his voice now was the same as when he was in the company that day, a little hoarse and a little trembling. "When you say this, I feel that I am really bad. I know what my shortcomings are. I was very willful when I was with you before, and sometimes I was too willful, because I know you will tolerate me , let me, I was really touched at that time. Sometimes I will deliberately anger you, I just want to see you angry with me, and then helplessly forgive me in the end, and then treat me well. "
"Are you okay?" Xia Chenxuan interrupted Fang Ran, he didn't want to follow Fang Ran to recall the past.I don't want to let the things that I finally let go of make waves in my heart again.
Fang Ran smiled wryly. What he said just now really sounded like a punch, but he really thought so at that time.His thinking is like a naughty child, using this method to attract the attention of others and let you communicate with him, even if it is to blame him.It wasn't until the end when you forgave him and treated him well that he once again proved that you were sincere to him, and then he was silently happy in his heart with satisfaction.
"I'm sorry, I didn't think carefully, maybe I was too selfish, I didn't expect that my behavior would make you feel tired, and I didn't expect that one day it would make you so annoying that I hate me. Indeed, this is my fault." Fang Ran's tone was very slow, but he could tell that this was from his heart.He usually has an unscrupulous look, but it was the first time Xia Chenxuan saw him if he really wanted to be like this today.
"Since you admit it, does that mean that you also agree to let go of this relationship?"
"Don't worry, listen to me." Fang Ran's tone was a bit firm, making it impossible for Xia Chenxuan to urge him any more.
Fang Ran lowered his head and didn't look at Xia Chenxuan again. After a while, he said in a low voice: "I really didn't think of it. I didn't think that you would think that I was useless from the bottom of my heart. Someone said that to me before, but I didn't I don't care, I don't think it matters what they say. But I didn't expect you to think so."
Fang Ran's mood is very unstable, so much so that he is talking a bit upside down now.
Indeed, the word "useless" negates too much at once, and it is too hurtful as an evaluation of a person, especially if it is said to you by your beloved.
"Finished?" Xia Chenxuan remained unmoved, as if life or death had nothing to do with him.
Fang Ran didn't answer, he just quietly looked at the heartless person in front of him.
"Do you have anything else to say?" Xia Chenxuan didn't want to continue this stalemate anymore, "If not, then you can leave. It is completely impossible for us to be together now, and I don't think you need to stay here anymore Bar?"
After Fang Ran heard it, he still didn't express anything, as if he wasn't listening to Xia Chenxuan.
"Fang Ran, did you hear that?" Xia Chenxuan urged impatiently again.He felt that Fang Ran forced him to be like this now, and he could only choose to be ruthless to the end.
"Even if we can't be lovers, there's no need to be enemies, right?"
Fang Ran remembered that Xia Chenxuan had asked this question when they separated from him, and he asked it again just to make Xia Chenxuan reaffirm it.
"Yes, there's no need for us to be on edge every time we meet, as long as you promise me not to interfere in my life." Xia Chenxuan didn't deny this.The reason why he said that at the beginning was that Fang Ran felt that he would bring trouble to him. He was just trying to give Fang Ran a guarantee, but now it became Fang Ran's condition for himself.
After getting Xia Chenxuan's affirmation, Fang Ran nodded, "Okay, can I borrow your place to rest for a while? I'm too tired."
"What?" Xia Chenxuan didn't understand why Fang Ran could raise such a condition when both of them talked about that just now.
"I just want to take a rest. I have nowhere to go here, and it is not realistic to fly back to China now."
Fang Ran said so that Xia Chenxuan didn't know what to do. This was indeed just a very common request, and it seemed a little too much to refuse blindly.But Xia Chenxuan always felt that Fang Ran's purpose was not that pure.
"Why don't you do this? I'll book a new room for you. You can rest as long as you like. You can make plans after you have enough rest. I'll pay for the room fee for you."
"Brother Xuan, is that why you don't want to see me?"
Fang Ran did not agree with Xia Chenxuan's proposal, on the contrary, he was even more sad.
"That's not what I meant. If you don't want to accept it, then just pretend I didn't mention it." Xia Chenxuan didn't know what to say.
"No, there's no need to open another room, I'll just rest here, thank you." Fang Ran made his own decision without waiting for Xia Chenxuan to hesitate.
"Okay, then you can do whatever you want." Xia Chenxuan didn't refuse after talking about it. He simply left a sentence and got up and went to the sofa.Even in the same room, Xia Chenxuan didn't want to stay face to face with Fang Ran anymore.
Fang Ran stood there silently watching Xia Chenxuan go away, he didn't continue to pester him because he was really tired and at a loss what to do.He needs to adjust and ideally find a way around it.
Next, Fang Ran consciously lay down on the hotel bed. He thought about many things, including self-reflection and plans for the future.Counting it, he hadn't closed his eyes for nearly a day, and the rush of the journey made him more tired than before when he didn't rest.Just now he had that kind of verbal argument with Xia Chenxuan again, and he became very nervous, so as soon as he relaxed now, he fell asleep unknowingly after a while.
During this period, Xia Chenxuan sat quietly on the sofa by himself. He first calmed himself down for a while, then began to mentally suggest himself to relax, and in the end he simply watched a movie to divert his attention.
Time passed unknowingly in this atmosphere where even the air was so quiet that it condensed. It wasn't until Xia Chenxuan's cell phone reminded him that the battery was low that he decided to get up and go back to the bed to find a charger.
But just as he approached the bed, he found Fang Ran who was lying on the bed soundly asleep. At that moment, Xia Chenxuan had an idea in his mind, that is: Hurry up!
I don't know how long it took, but Fang Ran was woken up by the ringtone of his mobile phone.The phone ringing one after another just woke him up after five or six minutes of continuous ringing.
Fang Ran had a severe headache because he didn't get enough sleep. He fumbled for his phone in a daze and found that it was his father calling.This caller ID was enough to wake him up completely from his dream.
"Dad?" Fang Ran answered the call nervously.As soon as he got off the plane, he was only focused on meeting Xia Chenxuan, he didn't even think of calling home, but just sent a text message to his mother before boarding the plane.
"How busy are you? It's been a day, and you haven't thought of calling home?" Fang Zhongqi's angry questioning voice came from the other end of the phone immediately.
Hearing this, Fang Ran remembered that it was indeed a day in Shanghai at this time.
"Dad, I was wrong, listen to me to explain to you..." Fang Ran sat up as he spoke, and began to falter and explain to his father, but at this moment, his consciousness began to become more and more serious. The more he became sober, he began to notice a bad question, that is, is Xia Chenxuan still in the room?Because when he sat up straight, he found that the suitcase that Xia Chenxuan had kept beside the bed just now was gone.
Then, while dealing with his father on the phone, Fang Ran quickly checked the room.The result of the inspection made him completely affirm his guess - Xia Chenxuan had already left.
Fang Ran was completely panicked at this moment, for the urgent matter in front of him, Fang Ran had no choice but to sincerely apologize to his father on the phone, then found an excuse and hung up the phone.
When the room became quiet again, Fang Ran quickly thought of a solution in his mind.Originally, Fang Ran's first reaction was to run out to find Xia Chenxuan, but he quickly realized that this method would not work.It's such a big place, how could he know where Xia Chenxuan had gone? It's better to stay in the room and wait for Xia Chenxuan to come back.Anyway, Xia Chenxuan's passport is with him now, and I believe Xia Chenxuan will have to come back to find him in the end.
Thinking of this, Fang Ran quickly made a decision. He picked up the room card that Xia Chenxuan left on the table, and went to the front desk in a hurry. The most important thing he needs to do now is to put Xia Chenxuan's passport in a safe place.Otherwise, when Xia Chenxuan finds him again, he will definitely try his best to get it back from him.Only by putting his passport elsewhere can he be sure to discuss the next thing with Xia Chenxuan.
After finishing everything, Fang Ran returned to that room.He sat on the sofa a little uneasy, and began to wait for Xia Chenxuan to come back.He knew that what he did was really too much, but what could he do?There are few things that hurt more than the complete indifference of someone you love.He didn't want Xia Chenxuan to act like he rejected him thousands of miles away, he only hoped that Xia Chenxuan would be by his side, even if he hated him very much.
Fang Ran only rested on the sofa for a while, when there was a knock on the door.Hearing this voice, Fang Ran's heart began to beat wildly again unconsciously. He took a deep breath, and then walked over to open the door.
As soon as the door opened, the person outside was indeed Xia Chenxuan, and the expression on his face could not tell whether it was annoyed or extremely indifferent.
"Where's my passport?" Xia Chenxuan's tone was also cold, revealing a suppressed anger.
"Brother Xuan, come in and talk, it will be noisy if you stand at the door." Fang Ran moved aside to let Xia Chenxuan in as he spoke.
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