Unexpectedly, as soon as he touched Xia Chenxuan, Xia Chenxuan immediately broke away from him in disgust.
Seeing Xia Chenxuan's unfriendly attitude, Fang Ran could only continue to smile at him shamelessly, "Brother Xuan, are you hungry? Didn't you have lunch at this point?"
"Not hungry, full."
Fang Ran didn't mind after hearing this, but continued to smile and said: "Are you angry with me? Then this proves that you care about me, otherwise you wouldn't have opened the door for me since the beginning, and you wouldn't have told me If you talk so much, you won't let me in."
"You came in by yourself, I told you to get out, you don't get out." Xia Chenxuan stared at Fang Ran and returned.
"Okay, okay, even if I came in unconsciously, you still have acquiescence. I know you are angry now, and you can't talk to me calmly. But I also hope you can think clearly, it's really wrong to hide like this Solution, you can't stay here forever and never go back, can you? After you return to the country, you must look down and see me." Fang Ran wanted to take the opportunity to take Xia Chenxuan's shoulder, but Xia Chenxuan still avoided him.
"Okay, since you've said that, I'll tell you something calmly. I didn't want to avoid you, I just wanted to relax. It's you who have been pushing me hard to bother me. I really don't want to You ruined my good mood on vacation, what can I do if I can't drive you away?" Xia Chenxuan looked into Fang Ran's eyes and said, "Fang Ran, I've made it very clear, the relationship between us is over, even if you are now It's useless to figure it out, I can't be like you before, because I really don't want to entangle with you anymore. "
"So? Do you want to say that you forgot me? Don't love me anymore?" Fang Ran asked back.
Xia Chenxuan sneered after hearing this. For some reason, when he heard the word "love" now, he really found it ridiculous. "Yes, I don't feel for you anymore, or I have given up. To me, you are already in the past tense."
"If you really let go, why would you be angry with me? You obviously still care." Fang Ran didn't believe it. He felt that if Xia Chenxuan really let go, he would only treat him as a stranger, so why bother Why are you so angry and avoiding him?
But then Xia Chenxuan seemed to see through Fang Ran's mind, and said, "I'm angry with you because your pestering disturbed me. Imagine if a stranger broke into your room, wouldn't you be angry?"
Fang Ran was so blocked by Xia Chenxuan that he couldn't speak, he stood there looking at Xia Chenxuan at a loss, until the air in the room calmed down, he said again: "Brother Xuan, since the previous things have passed , shall we start over?"
"Start again?" Xia Chenxuan felt that Fang Ran was naive or really didn't understand. "Why do you have to start over? You give me a reason. I don't know how sure you are that I can choose to be with you again. You are so embarrassed to say this. Don't forget that I begged you at the beginning. They all told me to give up."
Xia Chenxuan suddenly felt a little funny, it was only a few days in the middle, and the situation of the two of them was just reversed.
"Are you still blaming me for rejecting you at the beginning, or blaming me for turning my back on you now?" Fang Ran asked tentatively.
"I blame you for not disturbing me. My life has returned to peace. Why can't you let me go?"
"That's not called letting go. If I don't come to find you, we will really miss it." Fang Ran suddenly remembered what his father said to him when he was at home. "Brother Xuan, if we miss it in this life, there will be no next life. Since you love me and I love you, why do we keep hiding like this instead of just being together. I don't want to be with you anymore Separated."
After hearing these words, Xia Chenxuan was not moved at all. On the contrary, he felt very unreliable.If Fang Ran had told him these words before he gave up, the situation between the two of them would never be like today.
"Fang Ran, you say you love me now, didn't you say you treated me as a brother before? I really want to know what caused you to change so much in such a short period of time?" Xia Chenxuan actually didn't want to hear it at all. The reason, he felt that Fang Ran's behavior should be what is commonly said to be cherished only when he loses it.I just don't know if I really cherish this relationship.
"I figured it out." Fang Ran returned softly, "Actually, you misinterpreted my meaning when we met for the last time. What I said really didn't mean what you thought. I never said anything to you. There was disgust. I didn't really mean to separate from you that afternoon, I just agreed to your proposal to end it completely."
"So you want to say that it's all my fault?" Xia Chenxuan replied angrily.
"No, no!" Fang Ran immediately denied. "Look, you guessed what I meant again. I didn't mean that."
Fang Ran was a little anxious, now he understood the feeling of being speechless, he knew it in his heart, but he just couldn't convey it clearly to the other party.
"Brother Xuan, don't worry about this. You know I can't speak. I can't explain it clearly to you, but I can use my actions to tell you that I love you." Fang Ran looked expectantly after finishing speaking. Looking at Xia Chenxuan, I hope his attitude will change.
Xia Chenxuan glanced at Fang Ran calmly, "Forget it, I can't believe you if you don't know clearly, who knows if this is just another whim, maybe you will regret it after two or three days?"
Xia Chenxuan can't forget how firm Fang Ran was when he rejected him before, and how ruthless Fang Ran was when he pretended to be a stranger to him during that time.Every time he thought of the way Fang Ran pretended not to know him when he was in the dessert shop that day, he would feel very chilling.
What happened before made Xia Chenxuan afraid and unwilling to accept this person in front of him again.
"No, I really figured it out this time. I can't live without you. I can accept this relationship between the two of us. Just promise to give me another chance. "
Fang Ran is already a little dizzy now, I don't know if it's because he hasn't eaten or he hasn't rested for too long.
"You just kept telling me that love should be together, or you will miss it. Now I also tell you that we have missed each other, and there will be no more. I am tired and don't want to stay with you anymore. "
The two of them talked so much, but Xia Chenxuan's attitude was still so firm.
"Why can't you give me another chance?" Fang Ran was a little anxious, he was not good at reasoning with others, and now he couldn't give any reason to impress Xia Chenxuan, this kind of helplessness made him start to panic. "It's not fair to me. You approached me many times at that time, and you always wanted me to accept you, but have you ever thought about it from my perspective! For a person who is not psychologically prepared, accepting such A relationship takes time. The few times you came to me were too hasty, and what happened to the two of us that night, so my mind was all messed up, and my first reaction was Resisting, I simply can't think about the problem so clearly. After that kind of thing happened, my instinctive reaction was to escape instead of thinking rationally, and try whether to continue with you. "
Fang Ran couldn't hold back for a while and expressed his grievances. What he said was true, and he really had the same mentality at the time.
"I remember that's not what you said at the time, right? You said you were doing it for my own good. It's unreasonable for the two of us to be together. It's impossible. Only separation is good for both of us." Xia Chenxuan couldn't continue Pretending to be calm, his mind is filled with Fang Ran's contradictory words.
"Yes... I thought so much. But you should also understand me. If I am suddenly asked to accept such a big change, I will definitely consider the consequences immediately. I admit that I didn't have the courage to face this kind of situation at the time. But this is human nature." Fang Ran looked at Xia Chenxuan's eyes sincerely, hoping that he could understand him.After all, not everyone can accept it without hesitation when they suddenly encounter feelings between the same sex.
"Don't talk about those reasons, I understand, I can understand." Xia Chenxuan was also a little impatient, if Fang Ran just came to explain the reason to him, then there is no need. "You're innocent, it's my fault, I shouldn't have done that to you that night."
When Xia Chenxuan said this, his emotions were about to lose control again. He didn't want to think about what happened that night again. He felt that it was like a past that he couldn't bear to look back on. He made a stupid decision that night.Now every time he thinks back to those unsightly scenes, he will feel broken. That sex without love is simply a kind of sensual venting, a behavior that makes him feel disgusting, and he was alone that night. People did this kind of thing to Fang Ran, which made him despise himself.In the past, he could still try to convince himself that it was because of Fang Ran's liking, but the way was wrong, but ever since Fang Ran didn't give up, this matter became a nightmare in his mind.
"Fang Ran, can I discuss something with you?" Xia Chenxuan asked holding back the emotions in his heart.
"What?" Fang Ran was still feeling sad for what Xia Chenxuan said just now, but now that he said that, he immediately shifted his attention.Looking at his appearance, it seemed that he would agree to whatever Xia Chenxuan said in a while.
"Can you stop mentioning that in the future? What happened that night was an accident. I didn't mean to treat you that way on purpose. If you feel that you can't swallow this breath, you can set out your conditions. Anyway, I really don't want to Go and recall what happened that night again, and I hope you can forget it too." Xia Chenxuan may have lost control of his inner emotions, so when he asked this question, he completely forgot that Fang Ran actually didn't remember what happened that night , he just knows a result.
Seeing Xia Chenxuan's unfriendly attitude, Fang Ran could only continue to smile at him shamelessly, "Brother Xuan, are you hungry? Didn't you have lunch at this point?"
"Not hungry, full."
Fang Ran didn't mind after hearing this, but continued to smile and said: "Are you angry with me? Then this proves that you care about me, otherwise you wouldn't have opened the door for me since the beginning, and you wouldn't have told me If you talk so much, you won't let me in."
"You came in by yourself, I told you to get out, you don't get out." Xia Chenxuan stared at Fang Ran and returned.
"Okay, okay, even if I came in unconsciously, you still have acquiescence. I know you are angry now, and you can't talk to me calmly. But I also hope you can think clearly, it's really wrong to hide like this Solution, you can't stay here forever and never go back, can you? After you return to the country, you must look down and see me." Fang Ran wanted to take the opportunity to take Xia Chenxuan's shoulder, but Xia Chenxuan still avoided him.
"Okay, since you've said that, I'll tell you something calmly. I didn't want to avoid you, I just wanted to relax. It's you who have been pushing me hard to bother me. I really don't want to You ruined my good mood on vacation, what can I do if I can't drive you away?" Xia Chenxuan looked into Fang Ran's eyes and said, "Fang Ran, I've made it very clear, the relationship between us is over, even if you are now It's useless to figure it out, I can't be like you before, because I really don't want to entangle with you anymore. "
"So? Do you want to say that you forgot me? Don't love me anymore?" Fang Ran asked back.
Xia Chenxuan sneered after hearing this. For some reason, when he heard the word "love" now, he really found it ridiculous. "Yes, I don't feel for you anymore, or I have given up. To me, you are already in the past tense."
"If you really let go, why would you be angry with me? You obviously still care." Fang Ran didn't believe it. He felt that if Xia Chenxuan really let go, he would only treat him as a stranger, so why bother Why are you so angry and avoiding him?
But then Xia Chenxuan seemed to see through Fang Ran's mind, and said, "I'm angry with you because your pestering disturbed me. Imagine if a stranger broke into your room, wouldn't you be angry?"
Fang Ran was so blocked by Xia Chenxuan that he couldn't speak, he stood there looking at Xia Chenxuan at a loss, until the air in the room calmed down, he said again: "Brother Xuan, since the previous things have passed , shall we start over?"
"Start again?" Xia Chenxuan felt that Fang Ran was naive or really didn't understand. "Why do you have to start over? You give me a reason. I don't know how sure you are that I can choose to be with you again. You are so embarrassed to say this. Don't forget that I begged you at the beginning. They all told me to give up."
Xia Chenxuan suddenly felt a little funny, it was only a few days in the middle, and the situation of the two of them was just reversed.
"Are you still blaming me for rejecting you at the beginning, or blaming me for turning my back on you now?" Fang Ran asked tentatively.
"I blame you for not disturbing me. My life has returned to peace. Why can't you let me go?"
"That's not called letting go. If I don't come to find you, we will really miss it." Fang Ran suddenly remembered what his father said to him when he was at home. "Brother Xuan, if we miss it in this life, there will be no next life. Since you love me and I love you, why do we keep hiding like this instead of just being together. I don't want to be with you anymore Separated."
After hearing these words, Xia Chenxuan was not moved at all. On the contrary, he felt very unreliable.If Fang Ran had told him these words before he gave up, the situation between the two of them would never be like today.
"Fang Ran, you say you love me now, didn't you say you treated me as a brother before? I really want to know what caused you to change so much in such a short period of time?" Xia Chenxuan actually didn't want to hear it at all. The reason, he felt that Fang Ran's behavior should be what is commonly said to be cherished only when he loses it.I just don't know if I really cherish this relationship.
"I figured it out." Fang Ran returned softly, "Actually, you misinterpreted my meaning when we met for the last time. What I said really didn't mean what you thought. I never said anything to you. There was disgust. I didn't really mean to separate from you that afternoon, I just agreed to your proposal to end it completely."
"So you want to say that it's all my fault?" Xia Chenxuan replied angrily.
"No, no!" Fang Ran immediately denied. "Look, you guessed what I meant again. I didn't mean that."
Fang Ran was a little anxious, now he understood the feeling of being speechless, he knew it in his heart, but he just couldn't convey it clearly to the other party.
"Brother Xuan, don't worry about this. You know I can't speak. I can't explain it clearly to you, but I can use my actions to tell you that I love you." Fang Ran looked expectantly after finishing speaking. Looking at Xia Chenxuan, I hope his attitude will change.
Xia Chenxuan glanced at Fang Ran calmly, "Forget it, I can't believe you if you don't know clearly, who knows if this is just another whim, maybe you will regret it after two or three days?"
Xia Chenxuan can't forget how firm Fang Ran was when he rejected him before, and how ruthless Fang Ran was when he pretended to be a stranger to him during that time.Every time he thought of the way Fang Ran pretended not to know him when he was in the dessert shop that day, he would feel very chilling.
What happened before made Xia Chenxuan afraid and unwilling to accept this person in front of him again.
"No, I really figured it out this time. I can't live without you. I can accept this relationship between the two of us. Just promise to give me another chance. "
Fang Ran is already a little dizzy now, I don't know if it's because he hasn't eaten or he hasn't rested for too long.
"You just kept telling me that love should be together, or you will miss it. Now I also tell you that we have missed each other, and there will be no more. I am tired and don't want to stay with you anymore. "
The two of them talked so much, but Xia Chenxuan's attitude was still so firm.
"Why can't you give me another chance?" Fang Ran was a little anxious, he was not good at reasoning with others, and now he couldn't give any reason to impress Xia Chenxuan, this kind of helplessness made him start to panic. "It's not fair to me. You approached me many times at that time, and you always wanted me to accept you, but have you ever thought about it from my perspective! For a person who is not psychologically prepared, accepting such A relationship takes time. The few times you came to me were too hasty, and what happened to the two of us that night, so my mind was all messed up, and my first reaction was Resisting, I simply can't think about the problem so clearly. After that kind of thing happened, my instinctive reaction was to escape instead of thinking rationally, and try whether to continue with you. "
Fang Ran couldn't hold back for a while and expressed his grievances. What he said was true, and he really had the same mentality at the time.
"I remember that's not what you said at the time, right? You said you were doing it for my own good. It's unreasonable for the two of us to be together. It's impossible. Only separation is good for both of us." Xia Chenxuan couldn't continue Pretending to be calm, his mind is filled with Fang Ran's contradictory words.
"Yes... I thought so much. But you should also understand me. If I am suddenly asked to accept such a big change, I will definitely consider the consequences immediately. I admit that I didn't have the courage to face this kind of situation at the time. But this is human nature." Fang Ran looked at Xia Chenxuan's eyes sincerely, hoping that he could understand him.After all, not everyone can accept it without hesitation when they suddenly encounter feelings between the same sex.
"Don't talk about those reasons, I understand, I can understand." Xia Chenxuan was also a little impatient, if Fang Ran just came to explain the reason to him, then there is no need. "You're innocent, it's my fault, I shouldn't have done that to you that night."
When Xia Chenxuan said this, his emotions were about to lose control again. He didn't want to think about what happened that night again. He felt that it was like a past that he couldn't bear to look back on. He made a stupid decision that night.Now every time he thinks back to those unsightly scenes, he will feel broken. That sex without love is simply a kind of sensual venting, a behavior that makes him feel disgusting, and he was alone that night. People did this kind of thing to Fang Ran, which made him despise himself.In the past, he could still try to convince himself that it was because of Fang Ran's liking, but the way was wrong, but ever since Fang Ran didn't give up, this matter became a nightmare in his mind.
"Fang Ran, can I discuss something with you?" Xia Chenxuan asked holding back the emotions in his heart.
"What?" Fang Ran was still feeling sad for what Xia Chenxuan said just now, but now that he said that, he immediately shifted his attention.Looking at his appearance, it seemed that he would agree to whatever Xia Chenxuan said in a while.
"Can you stop mentioning that in the future? What happened that night was an accident. I didn't mean to treat you that way on purpose. If you feel that you can't swallow this breath, you can set out your conditions. Anyway, I really don't want to Go and recall what happened that night again, and I hope you can forget it too." Xia Chenxuan may have lost control of his inner emotions, so when he asked this question, he completely forgot that Fang Ran actually didn't remember what happened that night , he just knows a result.
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